CeJay,
Captain Awokou doesn't have a good vibe either.
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Captain’s Ready Room
USS Aldebaran
“Enter,” Captain Awokou said, pleased for the interruption. The door to his office slid open and his wife entered. Awokou brightened immediately. He stood. Rozi walked around the desk and wrapped her arms around him, pressing her face against his chest. The captain held his wife tightly.
“How are you doing?” She asked, gazing up at him.
“I’m…well,” he said, finding it hard to muster up the enthusiasm. The alien flotilla had kept them waiting for hours, so long in fact that Awokou had finally retreated from the bridge into the ready room to contemplate his next move.
But mostly he had dealt with the ghosts of the past and how they were too similar to what was occurring now. He had also been weary before the attack that had crippled him and the Phoenix, he had also underestimated the stakes.
Had he foolishly put the Aldebaran in the jaws of a le-matya? Rozi, sensing his distress, stroked his wrinkled brow. She rubbed his knotted shoulders.
“You need to relax,” she said, taking him by the elbow and gesturing toward the day bed set up in his office.
“What do you have in mind?” He was at least able to come up with a saucy smile.
“Not that mister,” she replied with a grin. “But a little massage followed by a light nap might do the trick.”
He stopped, leaving her tugging on his arm. “I can’t take a nap. I need to be ready when the war council hails us.”
“You’ll be no good to anyone this tensed up,” she gently chided. “You need your rest.”
“You’ve never told me that before,” he said suspiciously. “Are you doubting I’m up to this task?” He pulled out of her grip.
“You’re the one doing the doubting,” she fired right back. “And it’s unnecessary. You’re being too hard on yourself.”
“I’m sorry,” he relented, “It’s just…this is all new to me again, and I’m afraid I’m frinxing it up.”
“You’re doing nothing of the sort,” she shook her head. “You’re trying to find a peaceful solution to this mess.”
“Do you think the war council will see reason?” He asked, eager to hear her thoughts.
“I don’t know,” she shook her head, “The atrocities they’ve must have endured, it would harden any heart.”
“I know,” he admitted. “I find little sympathy with the Vidiians, however I can’t sit idly by and allow innocents to be killed, no matter how tainted their associations might be, and the Eonessans definitely don’t deserve to pay for the Vidiians’ crimes.”
“And you won’t,” she said confidently, “You always find a way.”
“I didn’t at Lakesh,” he replied, stone-faced.
“You can’t beat yourself up about that Banti,” Rozi squeezed his hand. “There was nothing you could do.”
“I should’ve, I should’ve,” he struggled to find words. He turned from his wife and ambled back over to his desk. Beyond it he looked out of the port window.
“I failed my crew,” he lowered his head, tears threatening. “What if I’ve led this crew, if I’ve led you, into another slaughter?”
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Captain Awokou doesn't have a good vibe either.
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Captain’s Ready Room
USS Aldebaran
“Enter,” Captain Awokou said, pleased for the interruption. The door to his office slid open and his wife entered. Awokou brightened immediately. He stood. Rozi walked around the desk and wrapped her arms around him, pressing her face against his chest. The captain held his wife tightly.
“How are you doing?” She asked, gazing up at him.
“I’m…well,” he said, finding it hard to muster up the enthusiasm. The alien flotilla had kept them waiting for hours, so long in fact that Awokou had finally retreated from the bridge into the ready room to contemplate his next move.
But mostly he had dealt with the ghosts of the past and how they were too similar to what was occurring now. He had also been weary before the attack that had crippled him and the Phoenix, he had also underestimated the stakes.
Had he foolishly put the Aldebaran in the jaws of a le-matya? Rozi, sensing his distress, stroked his wrinkled brow. She rubbed his knotted shoulders.
“You need to relax,” she said, taking him by the elbow and gesturing toward the day bed set up in his office.
“What do you have in mind?” He was at least able to come up with a saucy smile.
“Not that mister,” she replied with a grin. “But a little massage followed by a light nap might do the trick.”
He stopped, leaving her tugging on his arm. “I can’t take a nap. I need to be ready when the war council hails us.”
“You’ll be no good to anyone this tensed up,” she gently chided. “You need your rest.”
“You’ve never told me that before,” he said suspiciously. “Are you doubting I’m up to this task?” He pulled out of her grip.
“You’re the one doing the doubting,” she fired right back. “And it’s unnecessary. You’re being too hard on yourself.”
“I’m sorry,” he relented, “It’s just…this is all new to me again, and I’m afraid I’m frinxing it up.”
“You’re doing nothing of the sort,” she shook her head. “You’re trying to find a peaceful solution to this mess.”
“Do you think the war council will see reason?” He asked, eager to hear her thoughts.
“I don’t know,” she shook her head, “The atrocities they’ve must have endured, it would harden any heart.”
“I know,” he admitted. “I find little sympathy with the Vidiians, however I can’t sit idly by and allow innocents to be killed, no matter how tainted their associations might be, and the Eonessans definitely don’t deserve to pay for the Vidiians’ crimes.”
“And you won’t,” she said confidently, “You always find a way.”
“I didn’t at Lakesh,” he replied, stone-faced.
“You can’t beat yourself up about that Banti,” Rozi squeezed his hand. “There was nothing you could do.”
“I should’ve, I should’ve,” he struggled to find words. He turned from his wife and ambled back over to his desk. Beyond it he looked out of the port window.
“I failed my crew,” he lowered his head, tears threatening. “What if I’ve led this crew, if I’ve led you, into another slaughter?”
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