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USS Kestrel - Hunting Grounds

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Some cursing in this last instalment​
"Fuck me blue!"

A dry retort was quick off Caleb Dexter's tongue. "You ain't my type Submino. And in case you hadn't noted it, you are Bolian."

"Hey! You ain't my type either."

"Once you go black my man."

"Yeah whatever," Submino said unconvinced. "When you go blue nothing else will do."

Eddie Gardner's voice groused from within the inner working of the engines. "Get a room you two. What's up Submino? The rest of us are doing a job or two you know. Like you should be."

"Ah, don't be jealous Chief. I onlys wanted to know is that Gunny's medallion?"

"What? Yeah sure. He must have lost it when he fell." Dexter informed Submino distractedly. He continued scanning. Likewise around the engineering room the other members of the team and the supplementary from the inspection team were scanning the engineering section thoroughly.

Submino stooped over to pick the medallion up.

He was at Eddie's ankles as he did so. Gardner threw a frustrated look at the Bolian as if his presence was impairing his repairs. "Stupid hog."

"Hey Eddie! That ain't nice to say about Gunny. Even if he is a Tellarite! Har!"

"I meant this stupid engine."

Dexter tried to scoff. "Are you sure you don't mean Gunny? He beat you at poker and you bear grudges."

"Ha!" Eddie moaned more than laughed. He tossed a sonic wrench into his cloth tool bag. As he wriggled himself out from under the main plasma conduit branch off from the core. Dusting down his hands as he sat on his knees, he said, "We'll see tomorrow night."

Submino stooped again as he offered a hand to Gardner in getting up. "Chief you should play cards with us."

"He only wants your credits Eddie. Save ‘em for me." Dexter's tricorder chirped as he waved it in the direction of Eddie and Submino. He stepped forward to investigate and pinpoint the source.

But the Bolian's eye caught it first as he leaned over. In catching sight of what they were searching for, Submino lost his grasp of Eddie who fell back on his ass. "Fuck!"

Dexter whistled out his breath as he took in what had been discovered by Submino. The Bolian's eyes bulged as he took in the secretly placed bomb. "Fuck me big time." He then took in what the explosive was was attached to. The main plasma conduit! "Fuck me to the power of ten."



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And that's your lot for now!
 
Okay, first of all, the portrait of the slaves and their conditions that you painted ... wow. I think you pretty much nailed that, and it was VERY uncomfortable to read. :( Those poor people ... and I also felt for the crew of the Kestrel, having to see it. Their distress was palpable.

I have to say, I like that you aren't afraid to make Captain McGregor morally ambiguous while still generally being on the side of right. It is thoroughly creepy to me that he apparently found Yeoman Harris in circumstances such as these, played the savior, and now she is both his Yeoman and his lover. I mean, that's pretty messed up! But still, we see that he is passionate about making sure justice is done here. And we also get to see him play the hardass captain with his senior staff! That was quite the catfight between the officers, but all of them had valid points and complaints. I am struck by how consistent your characterization is even while in the middle of these very dynamic situations. (And as an aside, why do I think T'Vel is about to become a HUGE problem?)

Speaking of characterization, I like Submino. He has a potty mouth, but "fuck me to the power of ten" is an awesome line. It's so Submino and yet still such an engineer thing to say -- and a perfectly natural reaction to finding a BOMB on the main plasma conduit! Yikes, complications for sure! Great stuff, can't wait for more! :D
 
McGregor morally ambiguous? Hee hee. Yep, he is that.

T'Vel going to cause trouble? ... we shall see ...

Submino a potty mouth? Yeah, that he is and more of that we shall see.

Complications? Yep.

Every one with a cause to complain? Yep. That they do - which makes settling any arguments harder when everyone is right.

Thank you for reading and the nice comments.
 
I think McGregor has a bit of a Captain Ahab complex. Unfortunately, his obsessive behavior seems to have caused a rift amongst his senior officers. Hopefully he can keep them together as he continues after T'Hos.

Between the bomb and T'Vel, something is likely to blow up soon! "F me to the tenth," indeed! :lol:

Continuing to enjoy the fast and furious pace. You wrote the discovery of the slaves extremely well - the shock and horror of the Kestrel crew was palpable. McGregor's outrage was appropriate - I think Thaddeus may need a change of shorts.

Lots of dramatic twists and turns infused with your signature humor - Keep it up! :)
 
For once I was completely on McGregor's side. We all know he's not your usual, by-the-book starship captain, we all know he's an eccentric but that doesn't give his senior officers an excuse to start jumping at each others throats, especially not in front of subordinates.

McGregor may have a good reason for keeping things close to the vest. A possible spy on board for one. But I think he should at the very least have let Molly in on things. Unless he doesn't trust her and she's the mole. Right now I more suspicious of Dexter. He seemed a little bit too annoyed by being left out of the loop. But hey, I'm just guessing here.

Very distasteful segment with the slaves but very well written, especially the crew's reaction to the discovery.

And a bomb! That always helps to motivate the troops.
 
Some excellent last few segments, even if describing some very less than excellent circumstances. This is quite an interesting story, I have to wonder how long McGregor can keep his people in the dark before things get really unpleasant.
 
That argument evolved very naturally to me. Before I knew it people were close to blows. I'm sure the disturbing discovery didn't help matters.

It will be interesting how far McGregor is willing to go to make sure this pirate is telling him the whole truth.
 
Sorry for being late to respond. I stayed clear of them in order to focus on the next instalments. One of which is near to done you will be happy to know.
That argument evolved very naturally to me. Before I knew it people were close to blows. I'm sure the disturbing discovery didn't help matters.

It will be interesting how far McGregor is willing to go to make sure this pirate is telling him the whole truth.
Thank you Dnoth for picking it up and reading. Yes, senior officers arguing is not exactly professional but it was my hope that it was a natural progression for things with them all. As to the lengths McGregor will go to ... :evil:
Some excellent last few segments, even if describing some very less than excellent circumstances. This is quite an interesting story, I have to wonder how long McGregor can keep his people in the dark before things get really unpleasant.
Yeah, McGregor is playing with fire - he thinks he has to and possibly gets a kick out of it too - but this could cause a lot of trouble for them.
For once I was completely on McGregor's side. We all know he's not your usual, by-the-book starship captain, we all know he's an eccentric but that doesn't give his senior officers an excuse to start jumping at each others throats, especially not in front of subordinates.

McGregor may have a good reason for keeping things close to the vest. A possible spy on board for one. But I think he should at the very least have let Molly in on things. Unless he doesn't trust her and she's the mole. Right now I more suspicious of Dexter. He seemed a little bit too annoyed by being left out of the loop. But hey, I'm just guessing here.

Very distasteful segment with the slaves but very well written, especially the crew's reaction to the discovery.

And a bomb! That always helps to motivate the troops.
Yes a bomb to up the stakes a little. As to who the mole is - I can't exactly tell you here and now. You'll have to keep reading - but I like that you are guessing. And yes McGregor was defo in the right calling them to order. For once he was being professional. Of course, the stakes require it.
I think McGregor has a bit of a Captain Ahab complex. Unfortunately, his obsessive behavior seems to have caused a rift amongst his senior officers. Hopefully he can keep them together as he continues after T'Hos.

Between the bomb and T'Vel, something is likely to blow up soon! "F me to the tenth," indeed! :lol:

Continuing to enjoy the fast and furious pace. You wrote the discovery of the slaves extremely well - the shock and horror of the Kestrel crew was palpable. McGregor's outrage was appropriate - I think Thaddeus may need a change of shorts.

Lots of dramatic twists and turns infused with your signature humor - Keep it up! :)
Much thanks TLR. Captain Ahab is definitely the theme to McGregor's command style thus far. His goal all along has been to catch and stop T'Hos but this is going to put a big dent in his plans to do so.

Ok, more soon everyone. Thank you for reading and commenting and bearing with. Tomorrow should bring the next chapter - I just want to get the chapter that follows ironed out too.
 
Hunting Grounds Ch. 50 - Diffusing the Situation

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‘Diffusing the Situation'​



Stallion One

Jex was leaning back in her chair feeling a little contented with how things had panned out. The bridge was secured and so too was engineering now. For her now was a case of sitting post until the search of the vessel was complete, even with the Kestrel docked to the vessel.

The small smile on her face was noted by the young and dashing looking Andorian at the computer consoles. "You did good."

Leoni blushed at being caught being smug with herself and at the compliment. Sitting alone in the Star Stallion with the hunky Andorian her mind wandered to thoughts she actually hadn't had for some time. Or more precisely, thoughts of her own that she hadn't had since she had been joined. Jex had a certain taste for the smart argumentative type, whilst Deodzi's eye for beefy hunks had almost landed her in trouble in her last year at the Academy. The sexual desires of the symbiont and past hosts had not exactly figured into Leoni's mind about what she would gain from the Joining!

"Thank you Keren." She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. Her ponytail bopped as she cowed her head and tried to stop herself coyly at the muscular but finely honed body of the Andorian. She had to keep her mind focused and on task. "I have to say it was a bit of a thrill but at the same time I didn't have that difficult a flight."

He generously offered a compliment. "Do not knock yourself. You navigated a subspace sandbar using momentum alone and thrusters."

"Well thank you again then." She cleared her throat and tried to clear her mind. "Cut it out Jex!"

"Eh?"

"Sorry." She found herself blushing and embarrassed at speaking aloud. Inside, Jex was laughing whilst Leoni was cringing. "I was talking to myself I suppose."

His antennae twitched in bemusement and in confusion. "Uh huh. Life as a joined Trill sure must be confusing at times when talking to yourself is actually talking to another person."

"Yeah. Well it is and well it isn't. I guess it is hard to explain." She shrugged in a coy playful manner. "I know I've tried to explain it to Noah a couple of times and I gather from the blank look on his face that I haven't succeeded in doing that but confusing him further."

"Ha! It must be difficult for him to understand, especially as your boyfriend."

She nearly choked. "My boyfriend! Noah! Noah?"

"Oh right. I must have picked it up wrong."

"Nooooo. No offence meant but Noah? He's more like, like, like a kid brother. He's a friend. Nothing more than that. A really good friend. But a friend and that's that. What made you say that?"

"Nothing. I didn't mean to presume anything."

"Now go on tell." He pointedly tried to ignore her look but his eyes lingered on the rank of her collar. She noted that however and ordered him, "Forget the pips."

"Sorry. Ok then. My bad, I guess I just saw you hanging out with him so much and well I didn't quite get it. The being a boyfriend or being just a friend thing between the two of you."

"Why not? Sure Noah is sweet and funny in his own quiet way. He's gentle and caring and sometimes that means you want to shake him because he ends up worrying too much about things but he can't be knocked for caring too much."

Keren flashed a knowing smile. "Are you sure there isn't something more between the two of you?"

"What! Excuse me! Just because I can see the good qualities in him doesn't mean anything. For your information, Noah helped come to terms with being joined. When I came back to the Academy, I found it harder than I thought I would to reconcile who I was before and who I am now after Joining. He befriended me when I was struggling with that. Despite his own insecurities, he helped me to find a path between being Leoni and being Jex. He helped without knowing that he did. And he helped by becoming my friend."

"I suppose." He seemed a little unconvinced by the vocal protest.

In Leoni's mind, she could hear a whisper from Niesa that perhaps she did protest too much and that she didn't see what was right in front of her. Leoni bit her tongue from trying to silence her aloud. Meantime, Jex chuckled knowing that Noah was the honest to next-door type that Niesa liked and indeed had married and bore several children to. Deodzi cared not to comment on the matter. Her preferences were already made known. ‘Contain yourself Leoni, Deodzi, Jex, whichever one us wants to run our hand up his leg!' She cleared her throat again.

"I guess I reckoned the way the two of you spent so much time together that you were some kind of item."

"You reckoned?" She felt like flushing bright crimson. She channelled Deodzi's bravado to control her deportment. Leadingly she boldly asked, "So what you were checking us out?"

"Eh? No, no. It was something Mejal noted in the mess one day."

"Oh Mejal. Is she ... your ...?" She left of the trailing question.

"What? Oh no." His skin flushed a deeper blue. By way of explanation, he provided the information, "Mejal is Shen. I am Chan."

"Oh right. That means she is your wife?"

"No. That is not what it means."

"So she isn't your wife, she's your girlfriend."

"No. It is our sex genders."

"Oh. Sorry. I sound completely ignorant and stupid. Just a friend of mine one time was married to his Shen, so I mistakenly assumed..."

"No, no, we are not married. Not exactly. We are in a marriage bond. That is. We are part of a marriage bond together but we ourselves are not married to one another. She's just a very, very close friend. Merely that together we can make a baby with the cooperation of two others of course. Well for the two others who are married. As they say on Andoria, It takes four to make a baby."

"Ah! I think I see. Ok I don't see at all. Talk about family planning! As long as I've lived I never could get my head around the four sexes thing. I rather imagined some sort of big blue foursome orgy."

He laughed at the notion but didn't think the present was the time to explain Andorian reproductive functions. "Hey, don't knock it till you've tried it!"

"Hey, who says I haven't." He gave her a questioning look to which she only offered a mischievous wink and smile. In her thoughts, she knew that smile belonged to Deodzi.

"Hmm ... what is that?" He peered closer to his screen. The antennae on his head worried forwards as if they strained to better perceive what the screen showed.

"What is it?"

"A spike of energy in engineering." He punched up the sensor readings on screen to show her. "I got a momentary spike on the sensors coming from within main engineering. It isn't there now though."

She tried to get a better refinement of the readings to no avail. "Check in with Denora. The Kestrel's sensors may have picked up more. I'll contact the captain."

"Aye."

"Captain, it is Ensign Jex. I'm currently onboard Stallion One. We were still gathering sensor readings and detected a strange spike of energy in engineering. We don't know what it is."

"Fine."McGregor was limited in any further response but from the open comm. She heard him order Dexter to investigate with Submino. Jex toggled the comm. links and brought up the chief of security's and the Bolian's to listen in on their progress. She noted the tension in all of the voices that she overheard.

"It makes my antennae quiver when the top brass are angry at one another. It means one of us skids is going to pay for something that is not our fault and has nothing to do with us."

"You've a bad notion of the officers. Do you think all of us bad?"

"Not bad. Just more trouble than you are worth."

"Hey! Am I counted among that?"

He took a moment before he replied. "Oh I think you could be trouble. But maybe you might be wor ... uh oh ..."

"Did you detect another reading?"

"No. Something more troubling. Lt. Commander T'Vel's bio-feed has went dead."

Leoni asked shocked, "Dead?"

"Yeah." He studied the read outs quizzically. "Sorry, I mean to say we aren't receiving any information from it. It's as though she has detached it."

"Why would she do that?"

He shrugged. "One of my grandmothers once said that you can expect a Vulcan to be logical but you can't expect any of them to make any sense."

"Ensign Jex to Lt. Commander T'Vel. I repeat Jex to T'Vel. Stallion One Leader come in."

Keren offered by way of assistance. "Let me check there isn't some sort of failure in the system." He started running a systems diagnosis as Jex tried different channels to contact the second officer. "Systems check out. There's no issue with the hardware."

"So whatever the problem it lies with the Lt. Commander."

"That's my reckoning."

"McGregor to Stallion One, have you a reading on T'Vel?"

A surprised Leoni answered McGregor. She couldn't fathom how he knew something was up with the Vulcan. But she knew it caused her greater concern to the fact the couldn't decipher any system failure. "Negative, we're just after hailing the Lt. Commander to no avail. Her bio-readings have dropped off the system. We thought it might be some kind of malfunction."

No response came from McGregor. "What the heck?" Now Leoni was truly worried. Something was up. "Let's get a manual location on Lt. Commander T'Vel."

The Andorian could only but share her anxiety. He however showed a calm exterior as he bent over his computer console again. "I am screening for Vulcan life signs."

The small wait seemed an eternal agony. The longer they took to track the errant Vulcan down the more uneasy the Trill felt. In her gut, she knew it. Jex had lived too many lives not to recognise the signs of foreboding danger. "Any joy?"

"Yes." He did a double take at the screen with his head jerking backwards in surprise. "She's ... she's just outside." He turned to look at the open airlock with Jex.

"Lt. Commander!" Jex got to her feet as T'Vel entered through the hatch of the Stallion. She tried to explain her emotional reaction of relief and surprise to the placid Vulcan. "We were just trying to raise you on the ..." Jex trailed off as she noted the pointed carbine in the Vulcan's hand and T'Vel closing the hatch door. "What's going on Lt. Commander?"

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Hunting Grounds Ch. 50 - Diffusing the Situation [contd]

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The Sprite's Spittle

"What are you saying Molly?"

"The inoculation. It could have an adverse effect on her medication." She started after T'Vel hitting her combadge on the run. "Cartwright to T'Vel." There was no response. She pressed again, now worried. Her repeated calls went unanswered. Cartwright to T'Vel."

"McGregor to Stallion One, have you a reading on T'Vel?"

The concerned voice of Ensign Jex came over the comm. to the captain. "Negative, we're just after hailing the Lt. Commander to no avail. Her bio-readings have dropped off the system. We thought it might be some kind of malfunction."

McGregor did not bother to sign off from Jex but started to race faster after his XO. McGregor pressed his badge again and contacted the bridge as he chased after Molly. "Contessa, I need a location on Lt. Commander T'Vel."

Ney's response was curious. "Captaine?"

His reply was terse. In the situation, he hated having to explain himself. "She was on her way back to the ship. I want an exact location."

"She should be right in front of you."

McGregor and Molly looked down at the specialised black armour plated strap on combadge lying on the deck in front of them. Molly scooped it up by the straps that normally tied around a person's arm. "Get us a reading of T'Vel herself."

"Checking now."
A long moment passed the radiation no doubt confounding sensors a little. Ney did not bother to suggest as much sensing that McGregor was not looking for excuses but answers alone.

"Dexter to McGregor and bridge."

"Not now Tac."

"I'm afraid it can't wait Captain, we have got ourselves a situation here in engineering."

McGregor puffed out a heavy sigh. He really didn't want to explain to "We already have a situation Caleb."

"Yeah well we got us a bomb." His words struck both McGregor and Cartwright. The two of them stopped in their tracks as Caleb added for effect, "And it's attached to the warp core."

"A bomb?"

"Yes Commander a bomb."

McGregor bit back a comment. He looked to Molly before replying. She nodded and started on her way in the opposite direction to McGregor who started back to engineering. "Evacuate the area. Get the Kestrel to remove to a safe distance. I'm on my way."

He started jogging harder towards engineering. "We can't do that or the bomb will go off."

"What do Eddie or Submino make of it?"

"I've got Submino with me and he is our best explosives expert and to quote he doesn't even want to sneeze in front of it. Gardner is ... is still processing it." McGregor could make out Eddie cursing in the background.

"I'm looking for options. Have them for me when I get there."

Ney chimed in from the bridge. "I've located Lt. Commander T'Vel on Stallion One."

A puffing Cartwright could be heard over the comm. as she changed direction towards the Stallion. "I'm on it McGregor."

What McGregor did not see was that Molly had unclipped her hand phaser as she did. But his response indicated he trusted she would do what might have to be done. "Sort it Molly. I'm nearly in engineering."

McGregor bounded into the room. "Can we lock onto it and transport it away?" As he careened into cramped and dirty engineering section, McGregor took in the security and engineering team from the Kestrel hanging back whilst a wary Caleb Dexter stood in front of a crouched and very still Submino.

The answer came from a harried sounding Submino. "Negative. It's booby trapped."

Dexter added further information, "It also detects plasma so when we tried to re-direct the plasma it primed itself. Hence Eddie's irritability."

"In other words, it's got a lot of redundancies built in. Hee, hee, you said 'booby' Submino." Eddie Gardner was pacing the stretch behind them, rubbing his forehead frantically. "Eddie?"

He shrugged exasperated. "I'm thinking, I'm thinking." Eddie rapped his baldhead with his knuckles before rubbing it briskly in frustration with his hand.

"Think of something good." He approached the Bolian crouched before the bomb giving Dexter a wary glance to the side as he crouched beside Submino. McGregor studied the cigar shaped silver-tubed device. It seemed so small as to be of no threat at all. One could pick it up and put it into their pocket. "Well ‘ole Blue, what say you?"

The wisecracking Bolian whispered in response. "I think captain I'd like a transfer. When I say I don't wanna sneeze in front of it I don't wanna actually literally sneeze. Or fart. And I had beans for tea."

McGregor took the hint and whispered back, "You mean to say, it only took attaching a bomb to a warp core to stop you from farting Submino. I bet the lower decks wished we had thought of that sooner. Options?"

He shook his blue head. "It's a miniature device. There's not much to it at all but that makes it delicate. Its yield is not particularly big but the mix is potent." He looked up at the warp core.

"More potent than your passing gas?"

"Silent but deadly captain."

Dexter exclaimed, "Can we focus on the bomb at hand?"

"Lighten up Tac, we're having just having a blast." McGregor turned serious then as discussed options with Submino. "What if we eject the core and remove the possibility of any matter anti-matter explosion?"

Eddie interjected. "We can't do that! It won't solve the explosion problem. The engineering section will still go up. But mostly and worstly, any abrupt movement could make the motion sensors activate the bomb, so even the ejection system would set it off. That's why we can't have the Kestrel undock. We can't chance it."

The comlink between the captain and his first officer now chirped again. "Commander Cartwright, this is Keren ... ugh!"

McGregor looked up alarmed and clapped his combadge swiftly. "Molly?"

"I'm on it. You sort the bomb." McGregor could not help thinking to himself that he had more than one explosive situation on his hands. He stood up and rubbed his chin. He signalled to Dexter to not even query.

"How's it powered?"

Submino supplied the answer. "It has its own power source but it could run for months so we can't wait it out. There's also nothing to say the thing isn't on a timer either and counting down as we speak."

Gardner scratched his beard frustrated. "And we can't circumvent the power supply in case we trigger it."

"But we could zap it itself with an EMP! Short circuit the bomb." He clicked his fingers. "Contessa! I need you to prep a rat trap stat!"

"What is the target captain?"

"We are. That is, the Sprite is."

Eddie stormed, "Are you mad? You'll fry every circuit on the Sprite and the Kestrel! Again."

"Not if we shut everything down first. Prep it Contessa. Eddie can you shut everything down aboard the ship."

"It'll be a hatchet job! But yes."

"Do it." McGregor started running to the door. "Get your slobs on the Kestrel to do likewise."

"Dang. That means leaving it to Berkley."

"Just get it done and done fast Eddie," he declared from the door.

To his retreating back Submino asked, "What's up Captain? Don't you think the plan will work? Running out on us like this."

Caleb demanded of him, "Where are you going?"

"To defuse another situation. Contessa get a lock and ready to fire on Eddie's mark!" He ran out of the engineering section slapping his combadge. "Molly? Come in. What's the situation?"

"Damn it McGregor!" Dexter cursed and then ran after his captain.

Submino remarked candidly, "Is everyone fleeing a sinking ship or what?" Neither of them was about to rejoin his comment with a smart answer. Submino turned to the grouchy engineer. Eddie's lined faced was further creased with serious worry as he began hacking power systems. The Bolian's four stomachs felt uneasy at seeing such apprehension. "Is this going to work Chief?"

"I'll be damned if I know. We can only hope." Eddie didn't even bother to look at him going but continued accessing the computer system his team had just gotten up and going again. "We haven't time for this. Submino, start hacking. But be damned careful."

"I am. For starters, I'm holding it in."

Eddie started frantically talking to the crew in engineering on the Kestrel and speaking to Cutler at Ops on the bridge, even as he worked hand in hand with Submino. "Timing is going to be everything people. We can't power down too soon over here lest we trigger the device but we can't afford anything over loading in the EM pulse. And I didn't spend ages getting the Kestrel back up to scratch only for us to shoot ourselves in the foot with the rat trap. So Berkley and Cutler time the power down just right on your end. Take no chances. Once the Ney has the rat trap fired power down."

Ney's voiced crackled over an open comm. link. "Rat-trap ready Captain."

Eddie clapped his combadge, "Eddie here. Shut down in progress."

A moment later, "Rat trap firing."

The ship suddenly rocked. Eddie lurched and toppled atop of Sumino. The two of them cared not for the compromising position but looked at the bomb horrified. All went pale as the device lit up angrily with red lights but mercifully did not explode.

Eddie cursed. "What the hell was that?"

The voice of Contessa Ney echoed in the stunned horrified engineering. "Rat trap fired. Following projectile path. On course. Impact in fifteen. Kestrel systems powering down in ..."

"Ok the need to fart has passed," he drolly informed with Eddie still atop of him. He continued, grimacing as he said, "cos I think I near shit myself."

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Stallion One

"We were just trying to raise you on the ... what's going on Lt. Commander?"

Leoni knew that upon being joined she would find there would be certain trade offs for becoming a host. However, part of the benefit of several lifetimes of experience would surely be the ability to remain calm in a dangerous situation. She had imagined that the symbiont would help her keep a level head and coolly aware of what to do. As she took in the sight of Lt. Commander T'Vel closing the hatch door with a degree of finality and with her carbine rifle hoisted and pointed at them, Leoni only knew that she faced deadly peril.

The Vulcan turned from the hatch and her cold eyes met the Trill's. As did the point of her raised carbine. If the sight of the Vulcan with a carbine was not in itself threatening the sneer her normally impassive face bore was a give away sign that there was something seriously disturbed happening. Whilst T'Vel's eyes seemed deadened in some way, in another, it seemed as though the eyes were alive with some sort of crazed wild abandon. The sneer and the eyes bore a look of pure malice and contempt.

Keren fidgeted nervously in his seat as Jex asked again, "Lt. Commander?"

The carbine swung at Keren. "Desist." Keren raised his hands away from his weapons knowing that should he try anything she would shoot. The Vulcan almost seemed to smile as he accepted her control of the situation. "Launch this vessel."

Leoni's mind was still trying to play catch up with what was happening, even as the worldlier Jex fully grasped the danger of the situation. "Excuse me. Why?"

"This is Commander Cartwright to Stallion One. Come in Stallion One."


Keren barely moved to answer the call. "Do not answer it." The carbine was raised a fraction as warning not to answer the commander's call. "Do as I say."

Jex tried to clarify the situation. "Lt. Commander T'Vel. I don't understand why you are doing this."

Her voice was laced with arrogance and a clearly contemptuous tone. "It is most logical. I am taking this vessel. Comply."

"I can't do that." Jex now moved herself in front of the cockpit controls by way of demonstration.

"You will. Otherwise logic dictates that you will die."

"Cartwright to Stallion One!"

Keren knew the deadly tone in T'Vel's voice and grabbed at the communication controls and his weapon at the same time. "Commander Cartwright, this is Keren ..."

He only managed to get his phaser out of its holster before her carbine fired and Keren was flung back in his chair and over the console before collapsing to the floor motionless. The Vulcan's eyes widened with some sort ecstatic satisfaction from the act of violence.

"Agh." Jex raced forward to the prone Andorian but the Vulcan pressed the carbine's point to her head. T'Vel applied heavy pressure and bent Jex's head back with the force she exerted. Resolutely she stepped forwards forcing Jex backwards, guiding the Trill back to her seat. Her breath caught in her throat as she took in the still body of Keren and the brutality of T'Vel. She forced herself not to cry. She called on her reserves of experience from the Jex symbiont to help keep her comportment. "Why? What are you doing?"

"As to the why, I was explicit - no contact." She hissed. "The Andorian defied me. Now learn your lesson well. Undock this vessel."

The Vulcan roughly manhandled the ensign to face the flight controls of the Stallion. "Lt. Commander T'Vel. I don't understand why you are doing this."

"Comply or die." She jutted the carbine to the base of Jex's neck. Jex horrified looked aghast out the cockpit window with the gun to the back of her head.

"I can't - I won't do that."

T'Vel grabbed her chin in her long thin but powerful hand. "Then you will die." Her eyes seemed alight with hatred and fury. From her throat, she hissed out evilly, "All will die."

Leoni Jex sat transfixed and shocked at the enraged murderous looking Vulcan. "But ... but ... Lt. Commander T'Vel..."

The sneer disfigured the beauty of the Vulcan. She leaned in close to the Trill who flinched away. T'Vel stroked the tawny hair of Jex and caressed her ear as she lowered her lips to the ear. The spite in the voice was rabid with hate and loathing. "I am not T'Vel!"

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The Sprite's Spittle

McGregor was getting no response from Molly or the Stallion as he ran frantically. "Ney!"

"Rat-trap ready Captain."

"Not that!"

His answer was interrupted by his chief engineer's voice over the comm. in response to the bridge. "Eddie here. Shut down in progress." The ships lights darkened to emergency lighting as power systems across the ship started to go off.

"Rat-trap firing."

"Wait. Can you get a lock on T'Vel?"

"Complete shutdown in ten seconds."

The ship rocked! He was too late. McGregor pitched sideways as he ran. He careened off the bulkheads but kept his momentum going forwards. Stallion One had escaped.

"Rat trap fired. Following projectile path. On course. Impact in fifteen. Kestrel systems powering down in ..." the link went dead as the system went down.

To the heavens he ranted, "Damn it Berkley!" He leapt through the airlock to where Stallion Two had made its breach. "Coulter!"

The youthful ensign answered, "It is Stallion One departing."

"I know it's Stallion One departing!

Caleb followed on his heels just before the hatch sealed closed. He crashed into the opposite bulkhead. Through ragged winded breaths he demanded, "You knew?"

"That's why I'm on Stallion Two." Leaping into the cockpit seat beside Coulter, McGregor declared, "Go after Stallion One."

Coulter looked at McGregor apologetically. "I can't shut down is initiated."

They stared out the window as the Stallion plunged into darkness. The view afforded them to see the bigger picture. The length of the Kestrel plunged likewise into lifeless darkness as the Sprite began powering down too. Among the stars, the retreating form of Stallion One was seen making good its escape. One twinkling star however traced a line across the vista, arching round and bearing down upon the Orion ship. The rat trap torpedo sped towards its target.

From over his shoulder, Dexter lectured McGregor. "You better pray this works McGregor. For if that triggers the bomb we have no means of protecting or saving our lives."

Coulter started his estimated countdown. "Impact in five, four."

McGregor responded confidently. "It'll work."

"Three."

Dexter replied, "It had best do."

"Two, one."

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Really nice scenes. I liked the overlap. The technique seemed to add to the chaos & tension.
 
Uh-oh, T'Vel has losssssst it. :vulcan:

A lot going on here, but all of it fascinating. The bomb, T'Vel, the rat trap. But again I'm struck by your characterizations. Jex and her joined Trill dynamics. Her heart-to-heart with Keren over Noah (foreshadowing or just chit-chat? Hmmm.). Submino and McGregor and their fart banter. ("Silent, but deadly, sir.") In the middle of a very tense situation, you've managed to keep all of these people true to their personalities, and it makes it all the more rewarding to read.

And this:

"Ah! I think I see. Ok I don't see at all. Talk about family planning! As long as I've lived I never could get my head around the four sexes thing. I rather imagined some sort of big blue foursome orgy."

He laughed at the notion but didn't think the present was the time to explain Andorian reproductive functions. "Hey, don't knock it till you've tried it!"

Ahhhh! I'm with Jex! I sort of wondered about the big blue orgy, too, and I was very disappointed that Keren didn't explain it. Then T'Vel shot him with her big gun, so I guess maybe now we'll never find out how it takes four to make a baby.

Another great chapter. Can't wait to see what happens next.
 
I liked this as well.

Very impressed of how you are handling the Trill thing. I even appreciate that you kinda copped out of it by not fully explaining the relationship between symbiont and host. I like that there is a bit of mystery in there.

Also very interesting to see the relationship between Jex and Noah being addressed. After all Keren was right, they have been spending a lot of time together and one could jump to assumptions about them quite easily.

What a great and rather unexpected twist with T'Vel split-personality asserting herself and going crazy. And the timing couldn't be worse. You've done a great job of intertwining that with the bomb and the crew's attempt to defuse it. And now, with Kestrel shut down, who is going to save Jex?

Great stuff.
 
Ok. Here I am again with another instalment. Again sorry about the delay. I will add that I do have instalments to follow this one and that they will follow in due course and this rather large hurdle of a chapter being put out of the way will free up the rest of the storytelling - for a time at least.

However, given the nature of the following instalment I was wary about getting into and questioned the approach many times over. This is an important part of a character's tale and it needed to be handled carefully and properly. I fear, I may not have done it justice but I hope that you will find it suffices.

From the outset, I will warn that the chapter depicts a rather violent attack and involves scenes readers may find disturbing. Please use your own discretion.

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Into the Dark


T'Vel put her hand on the bulkhead to steady herself. The deck seemed to loom up towards her, the bulkheads close in and surround her. Her focus slipped in and out. She took a steadying breath and stepped onwards, her feet almost tripping her up. T'Vel shook her head in a vain effort to clear it.

It had hit her as soon as the hypo spray had injected its contents into her bloodstream. A sudden panic had gripped T'Vel. She knew what could happen. She needed to flee. She needed to run. She needed Monroe. She needed McGregor to recognise the danger but she could not bring herself to admit it aloud. Given leave, she tried to walk calmly away. Walk, when she wanted to run. The mere pretence might be enough to stall her flux in her emotions. She had to keep balance. She had to control the emotions. She was Vulcan. She could not permit the emotions.

She recalled her grandmother and those stern words that held paradoxically so much love and so much to excuse herself. As a child, she had been driven to show mental control over her body and her emotions. ‘A Vulcan feels emotions child, do not fear emotions but learn instead to control them. You control your emotions; your emotions do not control you.'

As a disciple of Vulcan discipline, she had been trained and taught well, and even her grandmother with her exacting standards and punishing expectations approved of her worth and discipline. All before it had been snatched away. All before her world and her mind had been smashed open, violated, desecrated, taken from her. All before ...

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Before ...


USS Seleeh, Science vessel,

Oberth class

Location: Region of space known as ‘The Wash'



The cant of the deck wavered and pitched, the relentless forces on the ship causing it to yaw in the onslaught of the maelstrom. T'Vel knew that her disorientation, immense confusion and the overwhelming of her bodily systems equally attributed to the sensation. Regardless, T'Vel pitched forwards into a bulkhead, slapping into it hard.

T'Vel wiped blood from a gash to her temple. She stood in shock staring down at the green of her hand. The blood on her brow smeared with the sweat beaded on her brow. She felt warm, closeted and constricted. She unhitched the collar of her uniform, yanking clumsily on the zip of the uniform jacket to try to give room to breathe. She needed to breathe desperately, to have air, to have space; she was trapped and losing control. She wanted to run.

She stumbled forward, tripping over her feet; they did not want to respond to how she willed them to walk. As a need, she had to use her hands and grope along the corridor. She pitched from one side to another, careening along the corridor. The way ahead was draped in dark, save for the strobing emergency lights that blurred and blinded her vision. She tried to blink away the sweat, the blood and the confusion. But it was all in vain. Her disorientation grew steadily worse.

Her heart was racing wildly, galloping madly like a wild stallion. It would not slow down, but rushed faster and faster, the beat unbearably fast building towards a fatal crescendo.

Her breathing was ragged and hard won. The stifling air that should have been so reminiscent of Vulcan was instead deadening and bore down upon her, choking her lungs.

Her mind was ... wandering ... it could not maintain focus ... it drifted ... like her vision it was blurred and blinded ... like her breath it struggled for air, struggled to work ... like her heartbeat, was raging and uncontrollable ... wild and racing to all abandon ... losing focus ... She was losing focus ... losing control ... losing herself ... a tsunami of emotions threatening to overwhelm, engulf, drown and obliterate her control, her mind, her being ...

She fell to the deck, her knees cut and bloody, the palms of her hand torn and puckered. She struggled to get back to her feet. By lurching and groping along the bulkhead for support, she hauled herself along. Again, she tried to wipe the sweat off her brow with the back of her hand. Her hair matted to clammy skin. The sweat was a second skin smothering her flesh, caging her in her own filth and dirt. Her breathing was growing even more laboured and haggard. Each breath felt as though she were drowning, as if she were trying to breathe thousands of leagues under water, with no air to gulp and sate burning lungs on, and felt like an unbearable mighty weight and pressure pressing down upon her.

A noise! A sudden crash of something hard and metallic striking the ground resounds in the darkened empty corridor. She spun around. Staggering backwards, she ended up slumped against the bulkhead. Propped against it with her head, she turned and pressed her cheek against the cool of the cutting metal of the piped lined corridor.

She looked about wide-eyed and fearful. Disorientated. She was lost. This was not the Kestrel. She did not know these corridors. The surroundings were new and unfamiliar.

She tried to recollect her thoughts. The Seleeh was an Oberth class. She tried to recall the number of decks, the number of cabins, its warp capabilities, the sensor suite it had available for her studies into the effects of ‘The Wash'. These facts she tried to recall in order to latch onto something concrete. To try and find firm footing within her mind. She needed firmness in order to decipher what had happened. But her mind was broken. Her memories muddled and fractured.

She knew only that she awoke in her sealed lab in a state of disarray, some malady having befallen the ship and crew. Of what, she could not discern. She knew only that she too had been affected in some way. And it horrified her to think to what it extent it might reach. She had passed signs of violence in the corridors, smashed computer screens and trails of blood. She feared the same violence would erupt within her with the loss of her precarious control.

But the truly frightening was the unfamiliar. When she awoke, she thought she was still on the Kestrel, the border vessel she had served with for a time as a means of studying the anomaly known as ‘The Wash'. She had a lingering vision of seeing the coarse, uncouth non-com she worked with during her time on the Kestrel, returned as if he had never aged a day. She shook her head. She didn't know what to trust. The man known as McGregor disappeared within the Wash over twenty years ago. Yet something about the vision seemed real, a wisp of truth ...

Her mind seemed so fragile. It frightened her further. The loss of the known and the loss of her control shaking T'Vel's precarious stability that continued to slip from her fingertips. Mere tendrils ... wisps of control ... she could sense it wane ... her discipline, her control, while a torrent of emotions surged over her defences.

The unknown brought fear and a debilitating crush to mental discipline and focus. It threatened to shatter it.

She groped at her open neck, pulling out a silver chain, on it a pendant, her IDIC pin. The image of Mount Seleya crowned in the morning sunrise of Vulcan's sun, Nevasa. The image a visual aid upon which to focus, so T'Vel grasped the pin and grasped upon the image as a talisman seeking a focus, to find her centre, her clam, her control, her being. She grasped it and held fast to it in the raging storm of emotions and loss of control.

I have to keep control. I need to keep moving. I have to get to sickbay. I have to remain focused. Remain in control ... control my emotions ... keep my mind centred on a goal ... force focus into the tempest of my warring mind. Keep control. Get to sickbay.

She clutched the IDIC pin on its chain tightly in her hand. She gripped it fervently as if it were a lifeline, a totem. It is something physical to hold onto as her mind struggled to grasp something firm and immovable, unyielding, steadfast, to find focus, a centre.

‘A Vulcan feels emotions child, do not fear emotions but learn instead to control them. You control your emotions; your emotions do not control you.' These words beckoned like a mantra. She tried to hold tight to them and to the fleeting grip on the situation. To waver would only permit herself to lose control.

‘A Vulcan feels emotions child, do not fear emotions but learn instead to control them. You control your emotions; your emotions do not control you.' She repeated the words as a mantra. These words T'Vel's grandmother recited often, schooling and scolding the younger T'Vel. Sometimes they were in rebuke, sometimes they were voiced with an understanding compassion. Always intoned seriously, with gravitas, and always for her betterment. Always teaching T'Vel the importance of recognising emotions do run in her heart. That she was Vulcan; but as a Vulcan, she did feel. "Learn to school your emotions as all Vulcans must."

Sickbay. Get to sickbay. She starts repeating it. She sensed the loss of focus and needed the mantra to keep on track. She had to reach sickbay to find a means to help herself. Get to sickbay. You control your emotions; your emotions do not control you.

She staggered forwards on shaky legs. Sickbay lay only a few more doors down the corridor. She needed to reach it.

The doors parted only some.

Feeling almost defeated she hammered lamely on the doors as if in pathetic pity they might open for her. You control your emotions; your emotions do not control you. She clenched the IDIC tighter until it almost drew blood. She called on some reserve hidden and deep. She stuck her fingers into the gap between the doors to gain a purchase and pulled. She pulled with what a human might call a herculean effort to prize the doors apart. But she is Vulcan. Her physical strength is more than many humanoid species. As a Vulcan, she could detach the physical strain from any mental pain. She could push herself to do more than she ought able to do. At any other time. At any other time, with her Vulcan strength it would have cost little to do so. But without the control to ignore the strain upon her body, she struggled mightily with the task, and sagged. But the doors started to hesitantly part, jerking along their runs as she forced them aside.

With her hands on the doorframe, she leaned forward and allowed herself a scream of triumph and defiance. She lurched forwards into the darkened sickbay. Tripping on something solid and fleshy, she toppled forwards. She hits the deck hard. Involuntarily, she allows a small scream and cry of pain to escape her lips.

There was a sudden movement within the dark confines of the sickbay. Her heart leapt. A sudden uncontrollable rush of adrenaline coursed through her body. She recognised the emotion seconds later as fear. She retreated on scarred hands and scraped knees, into a small ball.

She no sooner did than she heard her internal voice chiding, ‘You control your emotions; your emotions do not control you.'

Trembling and afraid, T'Vel fumbled along the body she tripped over pulled out a hand phaser at the side. Plucking it up and pointing it in the direction of the noise she demanded with a wavering, scared voice, "Wh ... wh... who is there?" Again, internally T'Vel chided herself for displaying such vulnerability and such emotional distress. She needed to exert greater control over her failing mental discipline.

"It is me, Dr. Hulx." The Denobulan approached from the dark warily. He held a lowered phaser at his side but his finger remained fixed over the trigger. He looked bewildered and afraid. She could relate. He did not seem however to be affected by whatever had befallen the crew. "How are you ... all the others ...?"

"I do not know." She looks up at him wide eyed with fear. "However, my control is ... slipping. I fear ... I fear that I do not have much longer. I came here ... I need to stop it ... to regain control." She looked at him pleadingly. He approached cagily; his indecision mirrored his wavering trigger finger. "Please, what is happening?

He mades his decision to trust her, slipping his phaser into his medical coat. "I cannot ascertain for sure. But it is clear that the Vulcanoid crew members have been affected by a compound aboard the ship."

"Vulcans account for eighty-nine percent of the crew." She relished in the fact. Grasping at numbers and something definite and measurable was a soothing calm to the gamut of confusion and emotions.

"I know. I fear the situation is lost!"

"Can ... you do anything?" She called out imploring, "Anything?"

He took her arm and lifted her to her feet. "I was trying to work on an antidote. That was before ..." He nodded in the direction of the prone lifeless figure over which she had tripped.

"Dr. Mepek!" The alarm at seeing the chief medical officer dead struck fear into the core of T'Vel. "She is dead."

"Yes. I had to ... I had to defend myself."

They locked eyes with one another, her eyes holding a questioning fear. Will he kill her next? Is he mad in a different guise? He in turn saw how she flinched and retreated in fear from his touch. He wondered at how perilously she held onto her control.

To the Vulcan his touch was discomfiting. At any time for a touch telepathic Vulcan, the touch of another was unbearable but now when her emotional control was in such tumult it was especially so. With the onslaught of so many other emotional distresses to her mind and body, however, she found she could cut it out, ignore the base emotions of the Denobulan, paling as they did to the stronger screaming emotions within her. However, through the touch she was overcome by his fear and the fact that he told the truth.

The doctor shook his head sadly. "I have been unable to come up with an antidote. I think that I have something that can help to counter the effects. It will prove effective to a small degree. It could help give you some semblance of control. But I do not know the side effects it could have or how much protection it can offer."

"We must try. I must ... I need it."

He withdrew his proffered hand with the hypo, uncertain. "It could be as damaging to you."

"Nothing can be as damaging as what I am enduring." Her voice was thick and hoarse as she implored of him, "Give it to me!"

Reluctantly he depressed the hypo to her neck. She gulped upon the medication as if it were a narcotic drug. She still felt the rage within. It was now more like a fire suddenly extinguished. Embers burned still and threatened to reignite if she were not careful. She closed her eyes and savoured the momentary control. It seemed like an eternity since she had quiet within her soul. She basked in the quiet, solitude of thoughts that now seemed more orderly. Yet she knew that it was a lie and a pretence to herself that the peace was but a passing reprieve and a dull pale imitation of her normal reserve of control and mental discipline. Yet she lapped up even this poor peace of mind. It was better than naught and better than the crippling loss of her emotional control.

She opened her eyes, finding herself on her knees in the relief and the delirium of the drug's effect. Grasping the Denobulan's arm gratefully she held it tightly and greedily. "We need to replicate the drug and introduce it to the environmental systems."

"It will not work like that. Our only hope is to escape this region of space and the maladies affecting upon the crew."

As if responding to his words, the ship suddenly pitched sideways, yawing round uncontrollably as outside forces battered its hull. Instruments and equipment clattered to the ground as T'Vel and Hulx careened into one another toppling into the corner as the room's contents crashed and rained down upon them.

"We have little time remaining. I must get to the bridge. I will need your assistance."

His fear and nervousness was plain to see but he steeled himself for the ordeal outside the doors. He looked around for his weapon and T'Vel nodded approvingly, a phaser already in hand. "These are extra supplies of the medication. We may need to top up your system along the way."

She looked at him intently, summoning her mental acuity and logical thinking prowess to the situation. "We can also use it upon any others we meet."

Hulx looked down at the floor sadly. "I fear they may be too far gone for it to be effective." She nodded resignedly. But they had to try.

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2/2
Again reader discretion is asked for, considering the nature of the chapter's violence.
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The corridors were largely empty. They came across several dead figures. Necks broken. Throats slashed. Bodies stabbed. Heads bludgeoned. The violence was brutal. Indiscriminate. Rage filled. The dead victims that were Vulcan showed signs of being in the grip of violent madness. The contorted faces of rage were frozen in macabre rictus mortus. And as they progressed nearer to the bridge the violence and number of dead bodies increased.

The ship continued to pull and skew within the tempest of the outside conditions. Several more times they found themselves thrown to the deck or harshly against the bulkheads. The length of the ship groaned and creaked under the relentless storm.

The sensations were familiar to her. She had spent the last number of decades charting and examining the Wash with little success of understanding it. Her research had ended fruitless; she had been unable to convince either Starfleet or the Vulcan Science Academy to continue pursuing it. Until! Until ... until ...? Her mind could not grasp at the memory. The image of the man called McGregor summoned to her mind again. Him and a Kzinti. And another ...

T'Vel struggled as she tried to make sense of her jumbled memories. But as the ship flailed within the ion storm she knew the sensation at least from memory. "We are sinking deeper within the Wash." She stopped and massaged her temple. She took a small moment before beginning to pick her way through the dead in the corridor, the emptied contents of lockers and the debris of ruined computer panels and exposed panels. Her tricorder warbled as she held it ahead of their path. She swept the way ahead, seeking for any movement or life sign, in her other hand T'Vel propped the phaser under the tricorder.

"Do you need another injection?"

"Not ... not yet. We have to conserve our supplies. The ship's systems appear badly damaged. It may take some time to repair them. I will have need for the medication then. We must keep moving." She took a deep breath to steel herself before walking on.

They came at last to the bridge. The doors were stuck midway open but they managed to squeeze through the opening. Inside the lights flickered and the consoles ebbed with fluctuating power. The viewscreen mirrored the state of many smashed computer stations. T'Vel quickly identified the station for environmental controls. She steered Hulx towards it but it was destroyed.

"Take me to the Ops station." She hoarsely commanded, pointing the way.

Hulx carefully guided her towards it. They both were trying to conserve her strength and the medication. However, he saw how quickly she was failing. "Not before I give you this." Injecting the hypospray against her protests, he brokered no argument. T'Vel belied her protests, sighing in satisfaction with the release of the drug. "Quickly!" He had to shout in order to bring the Vulcan to from her short found delirium. "I do not know much about starship controls but I understand that our systems are close to failure."

"I will ... attempt to rectify the situation. Try ... calling for emergency help on the comm. system." It took long labouring moments but she established the shields again protecting the ship better from the storms outside. She began to work on the navigational controls. It tasked her to do so. Her concentration was growing poorer.

Hulx started, his face puffing up defensively as a noise in the corridor outside alarmed him. Her reactions were slower and dulled, she noted abstractly. The drugs, or what had affected the crew at large, had made her very vulnerable when she needed to be alert. She pointed her phaser in the direction of the door and armed it, ready to fire. Her tricorder fell to the floor. She needed to lean on the computer console for support and could not get out of the seat. Her mind screamed at her to run.

The doctor looked to her for direction, this even though he knew her to be compromised. He did not have the experience she had. But her experience failed her now as did her aim as her phaser wavered in the air. Her body betrayed her.

The noise continued to get closer. Something was moving towards the open door. In all probability, it was most likely one of the Vulcan crewmembers driven mad and violent. T'Vel knew that she ought to act to stop them entering the bridge but fear and indecision incapacitate her.

"I think I can hear more than one." Hulx said, in a distressed whisper.

There was a voice. It called out from the gloom from the outside corridor. It was clearly deranged. It clearly was seeking them out. As were the others with it. "All will die!" The Vulcan voice called out again. It sent a chill up her spine. Her outstretched hand trembled. The shuffling figures made their way closer to the door. Closer. Closer. "All will die!" Closer.

They pounced! Charging through the door like a rabid pack. T'Vel and Hulx both discharged their weapons. They fell one, then two figures. However, their shots were wild and poorly aimed. The weapon fire created a maelstrom of violence around the door. Sparks. Smoke. Burning detritus blooming outward as the demented figures raced through it and descended upon them.

Hulx went down quickly. His neck snapped as his face was scratched and pulled on. The two remaining Vulcans turned their attention on T'Vel who kicked and snapped the neck of her first attacker. Her phaser lay on the deck smashed.

She launched herself from the chair and towards the door. They grabbed her and hauled her down to the deck. She kicked and screamed defiantly. Her heel crushed the eye socket of one attacker. She pressed the advantage home and continued to pulverise his face. He slumped to the deck unconscious. Likely dead. The other figure grappled along the deck, hauling himself over the body of the other to grab at her. She squirmed away furiously. He snatched at her ankle! She kicked him in the face and he released his hold. He hissed, "All will die! By the words of T'Kas, all will die!"

"T'Kas?!" Why was he speaking about the Vulcan High Priestess in such terms?

Despite her fear and puzzlement, T'Vel battered the would-be snatcher with a broken shard of metal, battering him until he lay still. She scrambled away to the corner near to the door. Her fear was overwhelming. She could not find her medication and she was too afraid to stumble back over the attackers' bodies. But she knew she could not remain here. Her fear however, rooted her to the spot, paralysing her as she tried to fight the fear and fight for control.

She squeezed her eyes shut tight. Her grandmother's lecture sounded in her head.

"Fear. It is one of the most powerful emotions." The grey haired woman stands over T'Vel imperiously.

"I struggle with it but I will do better."

A thin eyebrow arches at the answer. "Why do you struggle to overcome your emotions?"

"There is no logic in emotions."

"Is fear not logical? Does it not rightly urge us to flee when we face danger? Does it not compel us to seek protection and safety? Fear is logical my child. But to be held hostage by fear is not logical, only debilitating. However, to feel fear is to know when to use caution and when to flee. Your emotions do not control you. You control your emotions."

T'Vel knew that her discipline was shattered. She could recall the lessons of her grandmother but she could not regain her control. But she could feel. Could feel fear. Could feel fear and knew that she ought to escape. Ought to flee to safety. Ought to run. She drew in the fear.

The last attacker stirred. He was not dead and was now slowly coming to. T'Vel stared at him but did not move. Did not run. She knew that at any moment he would suddenly throw himself at her and attack. But the fear she fought coiled in her gut and clamped the joints in her limbs.

She had to remember her lessons. Your emotions do not control you. You control your emotions. But she could not maintain the control But she could try to summon strength from the emotional onslaught. She could use the logic of fear to defend herself. She embraced the cold, quivering, unsettling, disturbing emotion. She saw the logic in its call.

She got to her feet shakily. She stared at the awakening attacker the entire time. He was coming to more and more. Her window of escape was getting shorter. She had to flee now! Run! Now! Now! She screamed to herself. She started to run. She ran in fear. She ran to safety. She ran.

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"Why do you run?" The voice seems imperious and aloof, but T'Vel sensed her Grandmother's testing was also curious.

"Physical activity is important. A healthy body helps to ensure a healthy mind."

"But why do you run?"

"Running improves cardiovascular and respiratory health as well as reducing ..."

"I understand the benefits of running. Why do you choose to run?"

"It benefits the whole body."

Her grandmother stands over her, from the gallery to her study, and studies her granddaughter in turn. "Why do you run? There are any number of physical exercises that have similar benefits. You choose to run."

"I find it meditative."

"Indeed. Why is that? You run in the desert. You test your physical stamina and your mental prowess. Why do you push yourself so?"

T'Vel clasped her hands behind her back and stood straight as she looked up at her grandmother. "I seek to push myself so that I might improve my discipline of mind and body."

"So you run from your emotions."

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She tripped through the corridors, the sounds of scuffling feet following her. Her senses, compromised by the overwhelming emotions and loss of discipline and fear, pushed her relentlessly onward so she doesn't stop to gather her bearings. T'Vel gasped as she came to the crawl way between the Oberth's saucer section and engineering hull. The step on transporter pad was damaged, which meant this was a dead end. Unless ... to escape her pursuers she had no other option but to squeeze into the crawl way and descend below through the thin precarious struts that joined the two.

Gripping the sides of the slanting stairwell T'Vel peered down into the dark abysses. Sounds from behind made her flinch and look backwards fearfully. She had no other option. She must face the dark pit. She took a steadying breath and stopped the tears that spilled down her face.

T'Vel took one rung at a time, slowly descending. The crawl space was narrow, the lights broken and the air choked with smoke. Still she continued on, slipping on the rungs, her hands slick with sweat and her smeared blood. She grew more and more woozy with the blood loss and it became another ordeal to try to overcome.

She suddenly slipped. She dropped in the stairwell, screaming out as she fell. Her leg caught in a rung and twisted up behind her as she continued to fall. There was a sickening crunch as it broke and T'Vel became snared and trapped in the well. She screamed out wildly. Her tears fell with abandon as she called out in pain.

Other cries answered hers. From above movement and sounds came. They followed her screams down into this pit. Whoever it was was coming after her. She had to fight against the pain. She had to twist her leg, sickeningly wrenching the broken bone so that she can free herself. It cost her dearly to do so. She screamed again.

She fell out of the stairwell. Her broken leg meant she could not stand so T'Vel crawled away from the stairs. She sensed the others looming closer. She crawled on frantically. Her fear being the only thing calling on her, keeping her mind alert. It was now a matter of survival and escape. But her ankles were suddenly snatched!

She turned round horrified and the maddened eyes of the Vulcan attacker from the bridge met hers. His face was smashed and bloodied and twisted in fury. He hauled on her ankles, pulling T'Vel to him across the floor. Her fingers clawed for a purchase to resist. His strength overpowered hers, wrenching her into his grasp.

Once again, T'Vel kicked out, smashing her boot into his face repeatedly. He laughed at her. His hands crawled up her legs, her broken leg screamed in agony. T'Vel gritted her teeth and jutted her knee into his chin. He reared up letting her go.

She scrambled away frantically. He roared. He pursued calling out, "ALL WILL DIE!"

He tramped down on her ankles, smashing the bone. She screamed out in agony. He dropped to his knees, falling atop of her. His knees crashed into her stomach and lungs, winding her and stabbing her body with pain. He leered down, his hand reaching down for her. T'Vel screamed, vainly batting him off but her strength has failed her as this Vulcan picked her up and tossed her against the bulkhead. Her body slammed into the wall and collapsed to the floor.

The Vulcan came up to her. His hands reached out again. T'Vel tried to raise herself and try to run away, but her arms were too weak and buckled under her. His hands reached out forming the meld position. He threw T'Vel onto her back and leered down upon her body.

He hissed, "Her katra needs a vessel. T'Kas will live on ... in you. All others must die!"

She shrank back, trying to escape his clutches but his hands descended. He grabbed her by the throat, his other hand loomed round, inching closer to her temple. The fingers splayed out. She shook her head frantically but the hand at her throat caught her tighter and tightened its grip on her chin making resistance futile. "No! I won't let you do this! No!"

"You cannot stop it. T'Kas resides in me. But she soon her katra will reside with thee. She will be reborn."

"NOOO!"

She felt his power; his strength and his mind overwhelm hers. She screamed. He bore down upon her. His heinous face loomed over her, his vile breath on her face, heavy and rank. Trampling over her protests, forcing himself on her and into her mind.

His splayed fingers attached to the side of her face in a vice like grip. But their contact was nothing to the contact of his mind breaking through her barriers to make with her. "Yessssssss! My mind to your mind ..."

"Why?" she implored painfully, her body and soul exposed, torn asunder.

He pulled her down, even as he pushed deeper into her mind, "I told you." She kicked with her legs, she bit with her teeth, she clawed with her nails. But he bore down like a rabid dog. Into her ear he hissed, "ALL MUST DIE"

"My mind to your mind, your mind to mind, my mind to your mind."

T'Vel fought the violation of mind and body but he pushed through her defences brutally. She could not fight him off. She could not even run away...

On his collar, she caught the glint of light on a metal pin. He wore an IDIC pin. She transfixed her eyes and soul upon it. He assaulted her and with no course to escape, she tried to escape into her mind, fixating upon the symbol of Mount Seleya.

The voice of his mind in her mind was chilling, galling, and an aberration and then ... there is another presence, another voice!

Her voice. The voice of T'Kas! The mind of T'Kas. And T'Kas laughed within T'Vel's skull. She laughed with wild ecstasy and abandon. T'Kas had found a vessel worthy of her mind. T'Vel whimpered at the assault, it was no violation of the mind. T'Kas intended to steal hers.

T'Vel screamed in horror and T'Kas laughed ... "You cannot run from me!"

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"Into the dark," indeed! Wow! That was intense. Poor T'Vel - this explains much. To survive such a dreadfully terrifying experience only to have one's mind violated like that is horrendous.

Great job of portraying the eerie quality of her experience. I felt like I was in the middle of a Stephen King novel. Terrifying imagery and violence, to be sure, but most gripping was her struggle against/into madness.

This segment answers some questions but raises others. Glad to see you back writing!
 
I agree it was very graphic, but not unnecessarily.

I actually really liked the flashbacks to her grandmother. Those few sentences were perhaps the best reasons I've heard of adopting a culture of logic. :vulcan:
 
As I said at Ad Astra:


An important piece of T'Vel's story, skillfully and carefully revealed. A dark chapter for sure, but I think we all knew it had to be that way. And the horror of the moment when she realizes it is much, much more than rape of her body and mind which is happening to her ... chilling stuff.


On a lighter note, I especially loved the flashback to her grandmother's commentary on her running. That was a good insight into the habits of T'Vel, and where she's coming from, and why her current state is that much more damaging to her -- she ran from her emotions in an attempt to control them, and now they are out of her control. I feel for her. :(
 
Glad you enjoyed the chapter. I was wary about it derailing the story some. However, it was an important part to tell and I'm ever so grateful that you all seem to have appreciated the tone and content of the chapter. Thank you very much. The good news is that there is more in store and I'll have it posted by tomorrow if not later tonight.
 
Once more into the breach as they say. Thanks for reading and sticking with the story folks. More soon too.
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Issues of Control


The rat trap torpedo sped through space, looping back on its trajectory and zeroing in on its target. The Sprite’s Spittle sat immobile and darkened as the hasty power down from Gardner took effect. The Kestrel berthed alongside was similarly darkened and powered down. And to all intents and purposes was similarly exposed and extremely vulnerable.

The rat trap struck home. The explosion bloomed wildly and instantly. The cold white light of the explosion was blinding as it enveloped the Sprite’s Spittle and Kestrel, washing over their hulls, crackling with a fierce angry energy, crashing upon them like the thunderous wave breaking on rocks. The shock wave smashed into the ships, jolting them heavily, flinging the occupants inside about.

The electrical energy coursed over the hull of the ships, sweeping across in a torrent, seeking out any other power signatures. Any power signatures were quickly and greedily ate up the EM pulse, eradicating them.

In the engineering compartment of the Sprite’s Spittle the electronic device of the bomb crackled with energy surges as the pulse attacked its power source, the interior of the department lit up by the violent release of the electrical storm. To those trapped within, it seemed as if they were caught in a lightning storm trapped in a bottle and if they failed to flee they lay prostrate on the deck plates. The deafening roar of the crackling energy coursed through the compartment.

What seemed an eternity, eventuality passed. The storm abated and the silence and darkness that replaced the fury of the storm seemed so complete and yet so fragile, the scene awaiting to be disturbed and the bodies within reanimated with life as they continued to lie still and lifeless... until a broad and bulky Bolian stirred.

“Chief?”

Gardner groused and bitched as he pushed Submino in his heavy black armour gear off the top of him. “Yeah?”

“What’s that earth expression again, that I think aptly fits this moment?”

Gardner looked up at the short-circuited bomb device and the darkened interior of the Sprite’s Spittle engine room. Then he turned back to the Bolian who only moments ago had been lying atop of him in a rather compromising position. “I haven’t the faintest clue what you mean. Ack!” He protested as he sat himself up and puffed out his bearded cheeks in a sigh of relief. It whistled out of him and sounded very much like he was giving thanks for being alive.

“Yeah.” Submino rubbed his bald blue head as he sat up, for a moment wondrous about the still being alive part. He looked to the chief and tried to recall it. “I think it went something like ... fuck a duck!”

Gardner rubbed his beard and began patting down his own uniform. He furrowed his wrinkled brow and looked at Submino, trying not to think of the compromising position and the expression in the same thought. “Yeah. I guess all things considered,” he fumbled in his engineering jacket to pull out a cigar, and proceeded to light it up, puffing on it happily before continuing, “that might be pretty damn apt.”

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Stallion One

“Ouch.” McGregor rubbed the back of his neck as he picked himself up off the floor of Stallion Two. “So, that’s what the other end of one of those feels like.”

“You think it will make you reconsider using the rat-traps in future Cap?” asked Poulter, who unlike the captain had been strapped into the cockpit seat.

“Heck no. Not when I know it works so good. Ugh. ‘Zeus’, get systems back up and going as quick as,” McGregor stated to Zuzentine, the Kobheerian seated at the monitoring station of the Stallion. To Poulter he said, “Chris, as soon as we have power chase after Stallion One. I’ll man the weapons station.”

Poulter’s eyes bulged in shock and then he quickly assimilated the captain’s orders. “Erm ... yes sir.”

Dexter moaned lightly as he raised himself off the floor. “You do realise that this is your entire fault?” He gave McGregor a scolding look.

Pastiche style, McGregor returned, throwing a look at Chris Poulter and the Zeus at the controls. “Caleb don’t question me in front of the juniors.”

“Damn it to hell McGregor. We’ve near been blown to hell and your most pressing need is to chase after that deranged Vulcan. You permit her to be a constant threat to the security and safety of everyone onboard the Kestrel.”

“My pressing concern was to stop the Kestrel being blown up. Viola!”

Dexter corrected, “Voila, I think you mean.”

“No, I played a small violin and then I did that.” McGregor mimed playing a tiny violin and then snapped his fingers. “Now onto the next pressing concern, that being T’Vel in the other Stallion. And for the record, I trust T’Vel more implicitly than just about anyone.”

“How can you say that when she has cleared off with hostages? She’s no longer in control of her own faculties?”

McGregor pointed at himself adamantly. “Because she owes me! And because she was not the one who planted the bomb in engineering.”

“And how the hell do you figure that?”

McGregor shrugged it off as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. “Rah was on her team.”

Dexter angrily chewed his lip. “I meant how do you figure she owes you? Simply because you allow her to run about the ship when she ought to be cashiered out of the service.” Poulter and Zeus kept their heads down trying to get the systems up and going trying to ignore the heated words. “It is officers like her who give the Border Service a bad name.”

“T’Vel could beat two hells out of any Fleeter, Dexter.” To Zuzentine he barked, “Time to re-initialisation Zeus?”

Chris Poulter eagerly interjected, “It should be less than a minute Captain.”

The more serious and precise Zuzentine objected to the estimate. “It will take a little longer Captain. Only a little. But I won’t have systems restored in less than a minute with such little pre-warning.” The Kobheerian’s features brokered no argument from Chris.

McGregor knew the NCO to a grafter and skilled technician, if a little too straight laced for McGregor’s own tastes. Though apparently the young and brash NCO wanted to earn his pips and follow his captain up the hawsehole. “Keep at it then.” Spying Dexter’s thunderous face, Chris put his head back down while Zuzentine stuck his head into an open panel working on its inner workings.

Not to be derailed, Dexter persisted darkly, “Her violent streak is not going to be a trait in our or her favour at this present moment.”

McGregor did not bother to answer that, instead he impatiently slapped a brace support of the Stallion cockpit. “Come on, come on.”

“I could never understand why it is that you allowed her to remain onboard. You are trying to tell me it is because you trust her more than anyone?”

“Not more than anyone. More than most.” McGregor shrugged. He offered nothing more conclusive. “More than others.”

By default, it seemed the captain accused Dexter. “Not me?”

He threw a barbed joke at Dexter. “You were a crook once upon a time.”

“That’s why you hired me. Or so you said.”

McGregor stared out the Stallions window, trying to follow the track of the other vessel. He saw the tell tale flash of it going to warp. He winced seeing them escape. “I only mean that someone onboard is working for T’Hos and I know for certain it isn’t T’Vel and that it never could be.”

Caleb’s features grew darker. “She is a pretty compelling suspect. Heck, she can even use the insanity defence if she ever gets caught out.”

“She isn’t insane!”

“Yeah she’s bat shit crazy McGregor. You can’t dispute that.”

She isn’t insane.”

Dexter stabbed an angry finger out the cockpit window in the direction of the fleeing Stallion. “Tell that to the ensign on that stolen Stallion. I bet she would differ in her opinion.”

McGregor grabbed Dexter at the lip of his armour suit’s neckline. “Tac, I’ve already said it, she isn’t insane.”

The security chief pulled loose of McGregor’s grip, yanking his captain’s hands away. “Yeah, we don’t have to worry about T’Vel at all.”

“We don’t!” He turned and faced forwards again. To himself, he said, “We need to worry about T’Kas. And pray T’Vel is still in there.”

Dexter was not in the mood for any cryptic murmurings. This day had been long in coming, but it had been coming. “Why then?”

McGregor climbed into the chair in readiness to arm the weapons station. “Why what?”

“Why ever have you allowed her on the Kestrel?”

“She served on the Kestrel before I was ever an officer. Before I was her captain. Or hers.” The former her McGregor referred to the Kestrel itself.

“That is no reason.”

The Stallion filled with the whine of returning power, the consoles glowed with electronic life and McGregor sat up as if charged with a similar charge. Zuzentine declared, “Power is returning.”

Poulter engaging the flight controls, added, “Laying in a pursuit course.” The Stallion took off and bulleted after T’Vel. “I’ve got a lock on their heading.”

“Hit it. Warp 4 and whatever else you can chuck at the engines.” McGregor added as an afterthought, focused on the initial pursuit. “I owed her.”

“Now you owe her.” Dexter got into a seat and tried the comm. console to raise the Kestrel and apprise. “Which is it?”

“Both. But you are correct it is my fault. It would never have happened if it hadn’t been for me ... returning.”

“Returning?”

The moment of silence stretched as the Stallion banks sharply in pursuit. Dexter looked intently at McGregor who deliberately ignored him. He appeared to not want to hear Dexter’s question.

Piqued by the turn of the discussion Zuzentine, his Kobheerian features more wrinkled by his frown, ventured, “You mean to do with the Event?”

McGregor hooked round to look at Dexter darkly. ‘Bad enough talking about this without involving the junior officers and non-coms’ his look said. To Dexter, he baldly stated, “We haven’t the time for this Tac.”

“Make the time before we catch up with them. Cos otherwise,” his tone turned menacing as he hefted his phaser, “I’m popping that Vulcan in the head.”

McGregor’s eyes grew baleful. But he relented. “If it hadn’t been for me and Rah returning, with Stanley, she would never have had cause to be on the Seleeh. She would never have been attacked, injured ... damaged.”

“Sod’s law should be no reason for keeping a deranged lunatic onboard.”

“It wasn’t Sod’s Law. Get that through your head! When we returned, it was always going to be T’Vel who was going to be called upon to investigate. T’Vel was the scientist who had done all of the work on the Wash. No one else ever bothered to study it. In any other region of space, it would garner the interest of a hundred different scientists for its anomalies. Instead, it is in a stinking backwater region of space of no importance. All Starfleet ever cared about the Wash was the fact it acts as a convenient barrier along troubling borders.”

The captain studied his instruments as he continued. “But she knew about as much as anyone could fathom. Wanted to know more and when the chance to do so was denied, she chose to transfer to the Border Service, chose an assignment on a cutter travelling within the Wash. She came to the Kestrel before...”

“Before?”

“Before I was its captain. Before I was an officer. Before we, Rah and I, disappeared into it.” He nodded out the window, in the direction of the Wash, as if a part of his brain was a compass with a fixed bearing on the tumultuous region of space.

Dexter finished the story for him. “And came out the other end, decades later, with a blue gilled friend in tow.”

“Exactly. On top of being the only scientist with knowledge of the region she had also known Rah and me. She could verify who we were and verify the science behind our disappearance and return. So it was always going to be her. It wasn’t serendipity or plain bad luck. She lost everything she was, her science career, her betrothal, her emotional discipline and her mind. For all of us,” he spoke bitterly, sadly, “it was the wrong place, the wrong time.” McGregor stopped again. The pause was heavy and pregnant, filling the Stallion with its presence, prompting Poulter to dare a sideways glance at his captain.

Dexter snorted with derision. He exclaimed, “Damn, I didn’t think I would ever hear a sob story from you McGregor. If that’s your reason for putting up with her, I can tell you it sucks.”

The captain stood and turned on Caleb. “How about loyalty as a reason?”

“Loyalty?”

“Yeah, loyalty Dexter. It’s about being something more than yourself. Being part of something else. Part of a crew. Part of a mission. A shared duty to uphold. The Kestrel is a crew. We save lives together. We protect borders. We draw the line. We stand and defend! We command them to ‘stand down and prepare to be boarded’. We are the last hope of civilisation, a call in the wild for law and order for those on the edge, living on the frontier. We call out, ‘Hold on, we’re coming; coming to help.’ That is who we are! We don’t back down. We don’t give up on one another. We don’t turn our backs. We don’t pop each other in the head. Loyalty!”

“Nice speech.”

“Shut up.” He took his seat again. “Poulter! Bring us in hard and fast. We’re going to strafe the port side, take out shields and the engines. A bash and catch!”

Poulter paled at the prospect of making a hard, fast contact with the other Stallion. “Ok.”

“Loyalty? Huh. You say that, and then in the next breath get ready to open fire on them.”

“That’s my job.”

Then Poulter interrupted them. “Wait! They’ve dropped out of warp. But...”

McGregor looked at the sensor read out. Looking over his shoulder, so did Dexter. Zuzentine, normally a reserved technician, exclaimed as he studied his monitors, “What’s happening now to the Stallion?”

Poulter answered the obvious. “It’s ... out of control.”

Dexter added, “It ain’t the only thing out of control.”



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