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Treacherous Waters - Gibraltar/Intrepid Crossover

WHOA!!!

That was an UNBELIEVABLE roller coaster of emotions through this sequence!

Now the Outsiders...are those Xeris' Cha'lav, by any chance?
 
^^^ Agreed. What a ride! For us and especially for Pell. Loved Sandhurst's gambit with the Changling/Carris and what it revealed about his mental state. Also enjoyed Pell's observations about Aubrey's "personality" quirks; also took note of the Gambis' comment about the quirks of his existence. I can't wait to see what "changes" may have been wrought with the reanimation, as it were, of the Velk.
 
WHOA!!!

That was an UNBELIEVABLE roller coaster of emotions through this sequence!

Now the Outsiders...are those Xeris' Cha'lav, by any chance?
Maybe...or maybe a race we've never seen before. (Cue dramatic music.) :)

Thanks for the comments from both you and TrekkieMonster.
 
I've been reading this for a long time and that last bit may have been the most unsettling part of it. Sandhurst's treatment of Carris was extreme and yet, I can believe it after all he's been through. The Gambis and their tricks were another great part. Waiting for more....
 
That was some seriously intense stuff. And it didn't let up either.

From the Gambit erasing the Velk from existence to killing off Aubrey to Sandhurst torturing a kid (!) you barely gave us a chance to catch our breath.

Both those segments were amazingly well written and totally gripping. For a second I actually bought that the Gambit had killed Aubrey because their reasoning (almost) seemed to make sense. At least for a moment. If you know this guy's history, you know that there is something horribly wrong with him. An argument could almost be made that the universe would be better off with him dead. No, I'm not going to make that argument. I like the dude.

Sandhurst facing the changeling was bristling with raw intensity. Sandhurst has never before been so close to the edge, it seems, and that is saying something about one of the most tortured Trek fanfic characters I've ever come across. All the therapy and all the counselors in the galaxy won't be enough to get him ever straightened out again, I fear.

Awesome-ness from start to finish.
 
I just wanted to say thank you for all the comments and support. Just a bit more to come before we wrap.
 
Well worth waiting for. I like the scene between Sandhurst and the changeling--it's shown just how scarred a man Sandy has become. Very powerful and very well written.
 
Just a heads up that readers who actually remember this story ;) can expect a new chapter sometime within the next week or so...
 
*Cough, cough* Hey! Watch which way you blow that dust, willya? :lol:

Seriously, I'm looking forward to more of "Treacherous Waters." :)
 
Now that you've found her again, may I politely suggest that you shackle your damn muse and lock her in a closet or something so that she doesn't get away from you again. :rommie:

Looking forward to a new installment of this tale. :bolian:
 
Treacherous Waters - Chapter 29 (pt 1)

Chapter 29 (pt 1) <combined>

USS Intrepid

Juneau entered Sickbay hesitantly, dread weighing heavily in the pit of her stomach over what she imagined she might find. Dozens of seriously injured crew lay atop biobeds, while other less critical casualties were propped against the base of exam tables and bulkheads, or situated anyplace they could find a few meters of empty space.

She threaded her way between the busily focused medical personnel, searching for Cal Benjamin’s face among the otherwise anonymous throng of officers and enlisted personnel. Juneau hated to admit it, but during the past year and a half she had become inured to this kind of chaotic scene in her own vessel’s Sickbay. The conflicts Gibraltar had been thrust into time and again had resulted in considerable casualties, and she herself had been counted among them on more than one occasion.

After nearly five minutes of fruitless search, Juneau reluctantly inquired as to Lieutenant Benjamin’s whereabouts from an exhausted med-tech taking a few minutes rest in a cramped break-room off a surgical suite. The woman gestured listlessly down an adjoining corridor. Juneau walked down the gently curving passageway, gazing into a series of null-g wards, each containing a severely injured crew member, most of them critical burn victims.

Juneau finally found Cal the single occupant of one of the zero-gravity medical compartments. The engineer was suspended in air, clad in a loose fitting pressure garment and hovering weightlessly in the center of a serpents’ nest of air-hoses, IV tubes, and waste collection umbilicals. Her hand flew involuntarily to her mouth as her eyes opened wide in shock. Benjamin looked so small, so frail and helpless amidst the various life support tubules, not unlike a tiny infant in an incubator.

Suddenly, the safe anonymity of the faceless personnel in the surrounding wards was stripped away. Every individual out there meant as much to someone as Cal Benjamin meant to her.

Juneau placed her hand against the transparent partition as tears coursed down her cheeks. After a long moment, she gathered her emotional reserves, only to notice the presence of a nurse standing silently nearby. Juneau wiped at her eyes with the sleeve of her uniform as she asked, “What’s his prognosis?”

The nurse mustered his most expressionless poker-face for delivering his grim assessment. “Sir, the lieutenant’s condition is critical. He’s been exposed to high levels of toxic coolant gasses, and has suffered severe chemical burns to his lungs, airway and over eighty-percent of his skin surface.” The nurse gave Juneau a few seconds to digest that before offering his final judgment. “He’s… not expected to survive. I’m sorry.”

That’s when the legs that had held Juneau in such good stead during the flurry of recent crises finally gave out.

*****

USS Gibraltar

Sandhurst stood on the transporter stage, allowing himself to embrace the familiarity of his own ship. Commander Pell and Captain Aubrey were there to greet him. They looked decidedly bedraggled as though they had just arisen after sleeping in a corridor. I probably look worse, he thought, having just spent seven hours helping to put Aubrey’s ship back together. It had been some time since Sandhurst had given his engineer muscles such a continuous workout, but the effort had been therapeutic to a degree. Mechanical problems were tangible and a welcome respite from the morally ambiguous world of command.

A thin smile flickered onto Pell’s face. “Welcome back.”

“Felt like a lot longer than it was.” Sandhurst and Pell took an extra moment before unlatching their eyes from one another, using the time to exchange silent communiques.

Aubrey stepped forward. “Computer, transfer all command codes back to Captain Donald Sandhurst. Authorization Aubrey Alpha nine-four-two-enable.”

“Transfer complete. Captain Donald Sandhurst is now in command of USS Gibraltar.”

“I relieve you.”

“I stand relieved.” Aubrey responded, while taking an offered PADD from the other man. He skimmed over the contents, noting that his counterpart had taken care to include an update on Intrepid’s casualty list from Dr. Kella. Cal Benjamin’s prognosis had grown worse, he saw----but some crewmembers had been upgraded from “critical” to “serious” or had been released from sickbay all together. He decided that at least for now, he would take the good news where he could find it and mourn Benjamin and the others when the luxury permitted itself.

Sandhurst pointed to a section of the PADD’s screen. “Luckily your portside coil only sustained micro fractures. Another nine hours of work and you should be able to hold warp six for short periods. Enough to get home on, at least.”

“Thank you.” Aubrey said appreciatively. “For everything.”

“I thought Juneau would be with you,” Pell prompted.

Sandhurst kept his attention on Aubrey. “She’ll be along soon. She’s visiting a friend in sickbay.”

Pell lowered her eyes, eking out what little was left of her exhausted empathy. It was a hardly a secret that Gibraltar’s troubled Operations officer and Intrepid’s chief engineer had history. They had squirmed in front of each other like two lovesick teenagers during the joint crew briefing.

Days earlier and a lifetime ago, Pell thought.

Gibraltar’s CO cleared his throat, signaling a change of topic. “I received your last reports, so I’m up to speed on your visit with the Gambis. As you know, Velkohn reappeared shortly before you entered the system----after another temporal fireworks show.”

There was a heavy pause.

“Problem?” Aubrey asked, noting the lack of good cheer.

“Velkohn,” Sandhurst answered. “It’s back as I said, it’s just...not the same.”

“What does that mean?” Pell demanded, misplacing her professional decorum.

Sandhurst gave her a dissuading glance before continuing. “From all appearances, Velkohn’s local history has been altered, despite the fact that our own recollections and experiences have remained intact. From what we can tell, many of the splinter groups that were at war no longer exist and the remaining government factions are larger. And I’m afraid that’s the good news.”

Pell’s spirits sank another notch. “And the bad?”

Sandhurst steeled himself, as though preparing to sample a foul broth. “The population has been reduced by at least a third relative to its previous size.”

“The Gambis did say it wouldn’t be a perfect restoration.” Pell reminded them somberly.

Her statement struck a note of finality in the room. The three of them stood for a while in the vacuum that followed, reconciling their myriad thoughts in privacy.

“Well, I should be getting back.” Aubrey said at last. His inflection was respectful, and wouldn’t have been out of place at a wake. He tucked the PADD under his arm and mounted the stairs to the transporter stage. “There are a lot of pieces to pick up, still.”

Sandhurst roused himself from whatever discordant musings he had been lost in, appearing to have arrived at a decision. He gave a curt nod to Pell and the chief petty officer that was manning the transporter console. “Please give us the room for a moment.”

Pell raised her eyebrows at him inquisitively. She didn’t expect Sandhurst to blurt out his motivations of course, but at this point in their relationship, he didn’t have to. His every frown, smile or facial tick was a language that she considered herself fluent in.

But this time his expression was inscrutable, even to her.

Reluctantly, she followed the transporter chief out of the room.

Aubrey made no move to leave the platform. He merely looked down at Sandhurst with an air of resigned bemusement. “I take it you want to collect on that full explanation I offered a while back?”

“You take it wrong, then. I don’t expect you to disclose any classified orders you have…I just want to know one thing.”

“Go ahead.”

“You said before that this was really all about establishing ties with the Gambis. Obviously the stakes are high for the Federation to place this kind of importance on the relationship. A lot higher than what you were letting on.”

Aubrey validated the remark with silence.

“What I’d like to know is: now that we’ve broken relations with them…is the Federation in jeopardy?”

“Well, we’re in no danger from the Gambis, if that’s what you mean.”

Sandhurst set his jaw irritably. “That’s not what I mean, and you know it.”

Aubrey let out a sustained exhale. “All right, then.” He descended the stairs and drew up in front of his collegue.

At first, no words were spoken. The two captains stood face to face, alone together for the first time since meeting. They each evaluated the other, searching for both commonalities to embrace and weakness to exploit----like old friends who had grown apart and were now deciding just how great a divide might lay between them.

The intense scrutiny wasn’t unkind. It was ingrained behavior, instinctual, necessitated by one too many disasters in their mutual careers. Over all, those instincts had served them well, for they had become habitual survivors----wild cards in a game that all too often was stacked against them.

Aubrey pressed his lips together, an expression that usually preceded a dire revelation. “Believe it or not, the Gambis have the ability to travel throughout the universe as easily as we move between planets.”

“Based on everything I’ve seen here so far, I believe it. Go on.”

“The Gambis have a bigger enemy than the Velk; they’ve been at war with them for nearly a thousand years---a species every bit as powerful, but utterly ruthless.”

Sandhurst had half expected the answer already. “Who are they?”

“They’re referred to only as ‘The Outsiders’. The two races encountered one another on the far side of the universe. After a prolonged battle, the Gambis returned home to lick their wounds.”

Sandhurst turned away and walked slowly to the transporter console, his mind already leading him in an unwanted direction. “They’ve discovered where the Gambis live, haven’t they? Are the two powers going to war again?”

Aubrey grimaced. “The Gambis won’t fight another war, if they can avoid it. They plan to evacuate when the Outsiders come. The problem is; in searching for the Gambis, the Outsiders have now become aware of our galaxy----and they’ve taken a particular interest in the Alpha Quadrant.”

Sandhurst shook his head dispairingly. “Of course they have. I’m beginning to think someone’s painted a galactic bull’s-eye on our corner of the cosmos.” He folded his arms and regarded Aubrey from across the room. “And now they’re obviously planning an incursion into our space. So, the Federation wanted an alliance with the Gambis so we could keep tabs on the Outsiders---and use our new friends for protection.”

Intrepid’s skipper almost looked apologetic. His usual irreverent demeanor began to desert him. “A year ago, the Gambis took me into their confidence and shared all of this with me. When I reported my findings to Starfleet it set off alarm bells clear up to the Federation Council. When I came back this way, I was ordered to formalize and maintain relations with the Gambis at all costs.”

“Orders you’ve just violated.” Sandhurst reminded him quietly.

Aubrey averted his eyes, speaking with halting tones of remorse. “The diplomatic convoy to Velkohn was my idea. I thought a show of solidarity to a neighboring species would make a good impression. Little did I know that the two worlds had their own sordid past----or that I’d be condemning thousands of Starfleet officers to death.”

“Don’t be so eager to heap on the guilt, Captain. No one could have predicted that there was a psychotic Changeling in the area with his own agenda.”

“I don’t think you’re hearing me!” Aubrey snapped. He squared his shoulders and took a step backward, as if to collect his self control. But when he spoke again, his voice all but hummed with restrained fury. “Don’t you understand what I’ve done? I broke orders to save the Velk. If the Outsiders move on the Alpha Quadrant we won’t stand a chance. And now, the Gambis won’t intervene… they no longer have any motivation to fight on our behalf. I may have just traded the Federation’s survival to preserve a single planet.”

“A single race,” Sandhurst corrected. “A race of billions that deserve every chance for a better future. We gave them that opportunity, at least.”

Aubrey gave up a small, consolatory smile; the kind that’s offered to someone entrenched in denial. And then he climbed woodenly back to the transporter platform.

Sandhurst stepped behind the console. Before activating the transporter, he offered a final thought. “Captain, I have the distinct feeling that this isn’t the only weight you’re carrying. If I were to give you any advice at all it would be this: share your burdens before they break you.”

“And I get the distinct feeling you’re speaking from experience.”

Sandhurst ignored the retort. “The Outsiders aren’t the first threat to come our way. Nor will they be the last. And if they do show up, we’ll need people like you in the center seat----not warming up a civilian counselor’s couch after you’ve let your career self-destruct.”

Jason Aubrey would have got the last word, but the transporter beam took him just as he opened his mouth.

*****
 
Treacherous Waters - Chapter 29 (pt 2)

Chapter 29 (pt 2) <combined>

Lar’ragos stood at attention in front of Captain Sandhurst’s ready room desk, his posture and bearing utterly faultless. It was such an unfamiliar sight that under other circumstances Sandhurst might have found it amusing. Not today, however.

“At ease,” Sandhurst instructed, prompting Lar’ragos to transition smoothly into a parade-rest stance. The captain stood, his expression appropriately heavy after the burdens of the past days. “Mister Lar’ragos, for the moment I’m going to set aside our altercation in the turbolift. Yes, I could easily have you brought up on charges for assaulting a superior officer and conduct unbecoming, but I wouldn’t expect the circumstances leading up to that incident to be repeated anytime soon. And to be perfectly frank, neither of us were at our best in that moment.”

He couldn’t be completely sure, but Sandhurst thought he saw a flicker of relief register in his old friend’s eyes.

“Regardless, Lieutenant, given what’s happened on this mission, it’s evident that you cannot continue serving aboard Gibraltar.”

Lar’ragos stiffened noticeably at this pronouncement, and Sandhurst couldn’t help thinking, Pava, how could you of all people not see this coming? Lar’ragos opened his mouth, doubtless about to ask for permission to speak, but Sandhurst held him in check with a raised hand.

“Before you go there, Pava, it’s important for you to understand that my decision has less to do with your personal conduct than my own.”

That silenced the El Aurian, whose eyebrows furrowed ever so slightly in consternation and curiosity.

“To put it simply… I can’t trust myself where you’re concerned.” The odd thing was that Sandhurst hadn’t known himself what he had been about to say, so conflicted was he about his verdict. He knew what he felt, but until that precise instant he’d been unable to articulate the emotion. The statement appeared to catch Lar’ragos equally flat-footed, as the color drained from the older man’s youthful features.

“I was angry and I wanted vengeance on the people who’d killed Liana. I tried to take you off the leash, knowing full well what that would have meant to anyone who got in your way. Fortunately for the both of us, you weren’t in the mood to oblige me.” Sandhurst took a deep breath, and again he pre-empted Lar’ragos from replying. “What happens, Pava, on the day we encounter something so desperate, so ugly that I ask you to do the unthinkable… and you go ahead and do it?”

“That won’t happen,” Lar’ragos blurted, hating the sound of desperation that had seemingly leached into his voice during his grudging silence.

Sandhurst emitted a sound that lay somewhere between a choking chuckle and a cough. It was an expulsion devoid of any humor whatsoever. “After all we’ve been through, you of all people cannot possibly be that naive.”

Lar’ragos’ retort died in his throat. His eyes dropped to the desk top and he murmured, “No. Of course not.”

“You’re a good man, and you proved it that day,” Sandhurst said, heedless of the irony of that statement given the penalty he was imposing. Lar’ragos raised his gaze to meet his captain’s, the El Aurian’s eyes daring to register the merest hint of hope. Sandhurst dashed such hope immediately. “Regardless, given my weakness in this regard coupled with your... moral flexibility... I can’t abide your serving aboard this ship any longer. I’m well aware I owe you my life several times over, which is why I’m going to ignore our ‘exchange’ in the ‘lift. We’ll chalk that up to a personal disagreement between friends.” A grim smile creased his lips. “And I’ll have to trust you’ll be equally discrete about having dropped me like a bag of tribbles in the turbocar.” It was a thin attempt at humor, and it collapsed under the weight of both men’s anguish with this turn of events.

“I understand, Captain.” Lar’ragos said simply, maintaining his composure through sheer force of will.

“We’ve a lot to accomplish between now and when we return to DS9, Lieutenant. I need you focused on your job. I know I can count on you to stay on task until such time as you are properly relieved.”

Lar’ragos was all business now, ice-cold and flawless in both form and function. “You can, sir.”

“Very well,” Sandhurst spouted by rote. “Dismissed.”

Lar’ragos spun smartly on one foot like a cadet on review and exited the compartment without another word.

As the doors hissed shut Sandurst sat heavily into his chair, turning to stare vacantly out the view port behind his desk.

*****

Captain’s Log USS Intrepid, supplemental entry. Thanks largely to the extra help from Gibraltar’s staff, we have all critical systems operational, including our warp core. Injector tests and warp field calibration trials will commence over the next three hours. Based on current simulations, we expect the mains online no later than 0700.

We’ve discovered that the Gambis’ attack on Velkohn had one unintended benefit, if I dare use the word: the Velk civil war has abated into minor skirmishes and the new government factions---which hadn’t existed prior to the temporal incursion----are more stable than those in the previous timeline. Nor do any of the new factions appear to harbor animosity towards the Federation. Because of this, we have been able to re open new relations with the current governing bodies. It’s too soon to know where this will lead, or what obstacles will come from the inevitable discrepancies and outright paradoxes now present within Velk history.

I’ve requested a hospital ship to meet us upon reentering the Alpha Quadrant so our injured can be transported to Starbase 219. It’s my fervent hope that all of them survive the journey. We’ll get underway the second I get the all clear from Engineering.

End recording.


The agony that been slowly gaining territory while Aubrey was recording his log, finally planted its flag within his skull and declared victory.

Thump. Thump. Thump.

Each heartbeat brought a new hammer strike to his brain. As an added stocking stuffer, nausea was on the way back in as well.

The concussion he received during the attack on Intrepid had never left, only the symptoms had been relieved. Dr. Kella had warned him that only time would remedy the situation. If he persisted on constant activity, he would likely be returning home on his back.

The lights in his ready room were turned down, and for the moment he was alone. He slid down in his chair, and closed his eyes.

He was running on borrowed time. If he didn’t take the rest his body was demanding, his body would soon force the issue, just as Dr. Kella had warned him.

Well, his body could go to Hell then.

His ship still needed him. There were still so many broken shards to sweep up.

He pulled a hypo from his desk compartment and pressed it against his neck. It was the last dose allowed him per doctor’s orders. He was now cut off until he agreed to kiss a pillow for no less than five hours.

Yes, he would be sure to do that very soon.

Absolutely.

Aubrey removed a tiny cylinder from his pocket, shook out three capsules into his palm and dry-swallowed the powerful stimulants.

By the time he answered his door chime, the excruciating pain had died off to a petulant murmur.

Lt. Commander Adol entered the room, PADD in hand. Aubrey noted that the Andorian’s snow-white hair was unkempt and his tunic was smudged. Like most of the crew, he’d had no opportunity for a change of uniform.

With the immediate dangers behind them, Commander Shantok had removed herself from duty to focus on meditative healing. Adol was the acting XO, a duty he’d performed admirably over the last three years when needed and often under far worse circumstances than today’s.

“Commander. What can I do for you?”

Adol remained on his feet. He fingered the PADD, looking decidedly uncomfortable. But unlike a human, he didn’t bother with a preamble. He just plowed through his discomfort and got straight to the point. “Well sir, Assistant Chief Mistu first brought this to my attention. It seems that when he reviewed our security logs before transmitting them to me for approval, he found some gaps in our surveillance data.”

Aubrey was strangely nonplussed. “Really? Anything vital?”

He assuaged his CO studiously. “Yes, sir. Specifically, the visual records from detention cell B---the ones depicting Captain Sandurst’s interaction with the child Carris. All recordings of that event have been deleted.”

Aubrey leaned back in his chair. “’Deleted? You know the EPS grid has surged more than once since the collision. Security wouldn’t be the only department that’s suffered a loss.”

Adol closed his eyes for a moment, shook his head, and then opened them. His cranial appendages bent towards Aubrey as though trying to grab him. “Permission to speak candidly, sir?”

“Be my guest,” Aubrey agreed reluctantly.

“Sir, with all respect, I know the visual records were deleted because I viewed them recently. I also verified that my data network is compartmentalized and properly isolated from power spikes or structural damage.”

“Interesting.”

“Yes, sir. Besides me, only two other people aboard have the skills to circumvent the encrypted security locks embedded within the surveillance files. That would be you and Commander Shantok.”

“You’re implying one of us erased the records?”

For the moment, Adol dodged the question. “Captain, I’m sure you know what happened in there. You know what happened to Carris.”

Aubrey’s head teetered in a gentle nod. “I know that Captain Sandhurst liberated him from the Changeling’s control.”

“Yes, by shooting him repeatedly with a phaser.”

Aubrey held up a placating hand. “Alright. Let’s say I’m happy with end result, if not the methodology that was employed. At least Carris appears to be physically healthy now, aside from the emotional trauma. I’ve been told that with proper therapy---”

“He would have burned that kid to ashes.” Adol blurted.

“Commander---”

“If the Changeling hadn’t submitted, he would have burned that kid to ashes and I would have entered the room just in time to see it.”

Aubrey’s tolerance began to waiver. “That’s a serious charge to level at a command officer.” He warned solemnly. “Has it occurred to you that the man was bluffing?”

“Begging your pardon sir, but you didn’t look into his eyes.” The Andorian finally placed himself in a chair in a belated effort to look less confrontational. As it turned out, he wouldn’t be sitting in it for long. “Sir, I understand camaraderie among ranks----“

“Be very careful with your innuendos, Commander.” Aubrey broke in acidly. “Free speech not withstanding, you’re headed into treacherous waters, here.”

Adol was again reminded of just how formidable the captain’s personality could be when he undid his restraints. All at once, Aubrey’s presence seemed to envelope the room, snuffing out most of the oxygen in the process.

“If you think this has to do with some frat boy code of loyalty, think again.” Aubrey rose like a wraith from behind his desk, causing the other man to snap back to his feet. “Given the enormity of what’s happened out here----including some facts to which you’re not privy----we’re going to be under intense examination when we get back. In short, Starfleet will be crawling up our proverbial backsides with a quantum resolver.”

Adol cleared his throat, but kept silent.

“It stands to reason then, that one could draw the wrong conclusions from certain events…if taken out of context.”

“I understand sir.” Adol said.

Aubrey gave him a leery sideways stare. “I know you, Commander. I’ve no doubt you’ll challenge this. Feel free to file a protest in your log. And when we get home, you can run this up the flagpole of your choice. All I ask is that you don’t make my job harder in the meantime.”

The caustic defiance that Aubrey had expected in return was absent from his security chief’s face. He simply stared back in bewilderment, as if considering whether his captain was under the Changeling’s insidious control like Carris had been.

“Maybe you don’t know me as well as you thought, sir.” He handed the PADD over and without waiting for permission, slowly turned and walked away from the desk.

Aubrey’s tired eyes focused on the small screen, and he finally saw what he should have seen from the start:

Lt. Commander Adol had already signed off on the missing surveillance recordings, attributing the loss to an EPS surge.

His signature was over two hours old.

Adol stopped near the exit. “And sir, if I may; the next time you need a security log erased, you should ask me to do it. No offense, but you did some sloppy work.”

Maybe it was the stimulants or the medication, but his throat felt like dry leather all of a sudden. “Is that so?”

“Yes sir. You left data orphans all over the place. A novice could have recompiled those records.”

“I’ll bear that in mind.” He promised contritely.

Adol gave him a jovial sneer. “Please do. It took me almost an hour to clean everything up.”

The doors closed, leaving Jason Aubrey alone within the twilight shades of his ready room.


*****

USS Gibraltar

Sandhurst stood there in silence for a full thirty seconds, merely observing as Pell packed her carefully folded civilian clothes into the cluster of transfer crates that now littered their shared cabin.

At a loss for anything else to say, he opened awkwardly with, “This lacks your usual diplomatic subtlety, Ojana.”

She paused for a moment on the cusp of packing away an intricate Bajoran timepiece that had been in her family for countless generations. “That’s more than a little disingenuous, coming from you,” Pell replied finally.

He sighed deeply in response. “I understand the compulsion for you to stay, to help put things right with the Velk, but none of this is your fault.”

Pell cast a biting glance over her shoulder at him. “I don’t recall implying that I was responsible.”

Sandhurst crossed his arms defensively, though he was unaware of it. “Ojana, please understand, I did what I felt was best.”

“So you did,” she answered coolly. “And you did it against the advice of your senior officers and your diplomatic liaison. The result was that an entire planet was wracked by internecine warfare, and was ultimately wiped from existence by a god-like race who only relented due to Captain Aubrey’s special relationship with them.”

Pell turned towards him, her face flushed and her voice charged with emotion. “You gambled with other people’s lives, Donald, and you lost!”

“On occasion,” he responded in what he felt was a remarkably even tone, “it’s a captain’s duty to play the odds.”

“Don’t!” she shouted uncharacteristically. “You don’t get to be cavalier about this!” She turned her back on him, her body trembling noticeably. “What is it with you captains, anyway? You and Terrence both act like that fourth pip imbues you with some kind of sixth sense that makes you immune to reason or common sense.”

“I made a choice,” he said, his voice tight with conviction. “I couldn’t just walk away from the cold-blooded murder of so many of our colleagues. I had to find out who or what was behind it.”

“Was it worth the lives of an entire species to find out, Donald?” Her eyes shot accusatory daggers at him. “The Gambis may have restored most of what they expunged from the universe, but not all of it. How many people ended because of our actions, how many lives were erased from all history?”

He stepped forward to place his hands gently on her shoulders. “Ojana, there’s no way any of us could have known that was even a possibility. I know you’re hurting right now. I’m not blind to the parallels between Velkohn and Bajor.” Her head dropped at his voicing this insight. Sandhurst dipped his head to try and re-establish eye contact with her. “I don’t want this to become your Lakesh, the unbearable weight pulling your soul down into the abyss.”

Pell reached up to gently but insistently remove Sandhurst’s hands from her shoulders. “I have to stay and try to help these people rebuild. I don’t often hear the Prophets’ voice in such matters, but at this moment it’s like I’m feeling their will at the cellular level. It’s so clear that every part of me knows this is the right thing to do.”

Sandhurst nodded numbly in response. “I’m not sure what kind of relief mission the Federation will send out here with all the drama in the Alpha Quadrant right now, but I’m sure whatever effort is made to assist these people, your services will be in high demand. The fact that you’ve already established a rapport with the Velk should prove invaluable.”

“So,” she regarded him questioningly, “you’re not going to fight my transfer request?”

“No,” he said softly, the pain in his voice impossible to ignore. “It’s obvious this is something that you have to do, and my trying to keep you on Gibraltar would only make you more determined to see it through.”

Her gaze lingered on him a moment longer before she turned back to her packing. “Thank you, Donald. For whatever that’s worth.”

Sandhurst had no reply to that. He turned wordlessly and walked out of his quarters, silently adding the end of his relationship with Pell Ojana to the growing tally of this mission’s heavy cost.

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Wow. I am so glad you wrote this. Tough material, but I had really wanted to see how everything was going to play out.
 
No time for recriminations for either Aubrey or Sandhurst. What's done is done and they all must live with the consequences.

As to what the long-term consequences will be - that remains to be seen. For the short-term, well, it's obvious that not all the casualties were physical in nature. Emotions and relationships took some major hits as well.

Tough stuff, but extremely well written!
 
You, sir, just made my vacation! Muchas Gracias! :)
Why, thank you sir! I hope you enjoy your cruise (now that you're out of lockdown!) and I'm pleased I could provide you with some reading material.

Wow. I am so glad you wrote this. Tough material, but I had really wanted to see how everything was going to play out.
Thank you. Honestly, I really wanted to see how it would play out, too! :lol:

No time for recriminations for either Aubrey or Sandhurst. What's done is done and they all must live with the consequences.

As to what the long-term consequences will be - that remains to be seen. For the short-term, well, it's obvious that not all the casualties were physical in nature. Emotions and relationships took some major hits as well.

Tough stuff, but extremely well written!
Much obliged for the kind words. And yes, this mission re-opened some old wounds, and created a great many new ones. One thing is for sure, nothing will ever be the same aboard Gibraltar after this.
 
Hi folks, thanks for the comments. However, one revision to make: The rough draft of the Aubrey / Adol scene was put up by mistake.

I'm posting the correct version below. Ad Astra will be updated within a day or two.


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Captain’s Log USS Intrepid, supplemental entry. Thanks largely to the extra help from Gibraltar’s staff, we have all critical systems operational, including our warp core. Injector tests and warp field calibration trials will commence over the next three hours. Based on current simulations, we expect the mains online no later than 0700.

We’ve discovered that the Gambis’ attack on Velkohn had one unintended benefit, if I dare use the word: the Velk civil war has abated into minor skirmishes and the new government factions---which hadn’t existed prior to the temporal incursion----are more stable than those in the previous timeline. Nor do any of the new factions appear to harbor animosity towards the Federation. Because of this, we have been able to re open new relations with the current governing bodies. It’s too soon to know where this will lead, or what obstacles will come from the inevitable discrepancies and outright paradoxes now present within Velk history.

I’ve requested a hospital ship to meet us upon reentering the Alpha Quadrant so our injured can be transported to Starbase 219. It’s my fervent hope that all of them survive the journey. We’ll get underway the second I get the all clear from Engineering.

End recording.

The agony that been slowly gaining territory while Aubrey was recording his log, finally planted its flag within his skull and declared victory.

Thump. Thump. Thump.

Each heartbeat brought a new hammer strike to his brain. As a stocking stuffer, nausea was on the way back in as well.

The concussion he received during the attack on Intrepid had never left, only the symptoms had been relieved. Dr. Kella had warned him that only time would remedy the situation. If he persisted on constant activity, he would likely be returning home on his back.

The lights in his ready room were turned down, and for the moment he was alone. He slid down in his chair, and closed his eyes.

He was running on borrowed time. If he didn’t take the rest his body was demanding, his body would soon force the issue, just as Dr. Kella had warned him.

Well, his body would damn well have to a wait, then.

His ship still needed him. There were still so many broken shards to sweep up.

He pulled a hypo from his desk compartment and pressed it against his neck. It was the last dose allowed him per doctor’s orders. He was now cut off until he agreed to kiss a pillow for no less than five hours.

Yes, he would be sure to do that.

Absolutely.

Aubrey removed a tiny cylinder from his pocket, shook out three capsules into his palm and dry-swallowed the powerful stimulants.

By the time he answered his door chime, the excruciating pain had died off to a petulant murmur.

Lt. Commander Adol entered the room, PADD in hand. Aubrey noted that the Andorian’s snow-white hair was unkempt and his tunic was blotted with dark stains. Like most of the crew, grooming and heigine loitered near the bottom of the priority list.

Now that the immediate threats were behind them, Commander Shantok had removed herself from duty to focus on meditative healing. Adol was the acting XO, a duty he’d performed admirably over the last three years when needed and often under far worse circumstances than today’s.

“Commander. What can I do for you?”

Adol remained on his feet. He fingered the PADD, looking decidedly uncomfortable. But unlike a human, he didn’t bother with a preamble. He just plowed through his malaise and got straight to the point. “Well sir, Assistant Chief Mistu first brought this to my attention. It seems that when he reviewed our security logs before transmitting them to me for approval, he found some gaps in our surveillance data.”

Aubrey was strangely nonplussed. “Really? Anything vital?”

He assuaged his CO studiously. “Yes, sir. Specifically, the visual records from detention cell B---the ones depicting Captain Sandurst’s interaction with the child Carris. All recordings of that event have been deleted.”

Aubrey leaned back in his chair. “’Deleted? You know the EPS grid has surged more than once since the collision. Security wouldn’t be the only department that’s suffered a loss.”

Adol closed his eyes for a moment, shook his head, and then opened them. His cranial appendages bent towards Aubrey as though trying to grab him. “Permission to speak candidly, sir?”

“Be my guest,” Aubrey agreed reluctantly.

“Sir, with all respect, I know the visual records were deleted because I viewed them recently. And I’ve verified since then that my data network is compartmentalized and properly isolated from power spikes or structural damage.”

“Interesting.”

“Yes, sir.” He agreed dryly. There was a telling pause. “Also worth noting is that besides me, only two other people aboard have the skills to circumvent the encrypted security locks embedded within the surveillance files. That would be you and Commander Shantok.”

“You’re implying one of us erased the records?”

For the moment, Adol dodged the question. “Captain, I’m sure you know what happened in there. You know what happened to Carris.”

Aubrey’s head teetered in a gentle nod. “I know that Captain Sandhurst liberated him from the Changeling’s control.”

“Yes, by shooting him repeatedly with a phaser.”

Aubrey held up a placating hand. “Alright. Let’s say I’m happy with end result, if not the methodology that was employed. At least Carris appears to be physically healthy now, aside from the emotional trauma. I’ve been told that with proper therapy---”

“He would have burned that kid to ashes.”

“Commander---”

“If the Changeling hadn’t submitted, he would have burned that kid to ashes and I would have entered the room just in time to see it.”

Aubrey’s tolerance began to waiver. “That’s a serious charge to level at a command officer.” He warned solemnly. “Has it occurred to you that the man was bluffing?”

“Begging your pardon sir, but you didn’t look into his eyes.” The Andorian finally placed himself in a chair in a belated effort to look less confrontational. As it turned out, he didn’t stay in it for long. “Sir, I understand camaraderie among ranks----“

“Be very careful with your innuendos, Commander.” Aubrey broke in acidly. “Free speech not withstanding, you’re heading into treacherous waters, here.”

Adol was again reminded of just how formidable the captain’s personality could be when he undid his restraints. All at once, Aubrey’s presence seemed to envelope the room, snuffing out most of the oxygen in the process.

“If you think this has to do with some frat boy code of loyalty, think again.” Aubrey rose like a wraith from behind his desk, causing the other man to snap back to his feet. “Given the enormity of what’s happened out here----including some facts to which you’re not privy----we’re going to be under intense examination when we get back. In short, Starfleet will be crawling up our proverbial backsides with a quantum resolver.”

Adol squinted at the metaphor but held his tongue.

“It stands to reason then, that one could draw the wrong conclusions from certain events…if said events aren’t evaluated within the proper context. Would you agree with that, Commander?”

“More than you realize, sir.”

Aubrey gave him a leery sideways stare, missing the significance of Adol’s response. “I know you, Commander. I’ve no doubt you’ll challenge this. Feel free to file a protest in your log. And when we get home, you can run this up the flagpole of your choice. All I ask is that you don’t make my job harder in the meantime.”

The caustic defiance that Aubrey had expected in return was absent from his security chief’s face. He simply stared back in bewilderment, as if considering whether his captain was under the Changeling’s insidious control like Carris had been.

“Maybe you don’t know me as well as you thought, sir.” He said into the the electric silence that followed. Then he handed his PADD over and without waiting for permission, slowly turned and walked away from his captain’s desk.

Aubrey’s blurry eyes focused on the small screen, and he finally saw what he should have seen from the start:

Lt. Commander Adol had already signed off on the missing surveillance recordings, attributing the loss to an EPS surge.

His signature was over two hours old.

Adol stopped near the exit. “And sir, if I may; the next time you need a security log erased, you really should ask me to do it. No offense, but you did some sloppy work.”

Maybe it was the stimulants or the medication, but Aubrey’s throat felt like dry leather all of a sudden. “Is that so?”

“Yes sir. You left data orphans all over the place. A junior NCO could have recompiled those records without even trying, you know.”

“I’ll bear that in mind.” He promised contritely.

Adol gave him a jovial sneer. “Please do. It took me almost an hour to clean up your mess.”

The doors closed, leaving Jason Aubrey alone within the twilight shades of his ready room.
 
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