Oh geez. So sorry to hear about this. We are all here for you, Mant, you know that.
If it's OK with you let me quote a few verses (John 14:1-3):
Do not let your heart be troubled; trust in God, trust also in Me. In My Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and take you to be with Me, that you may also be where I am.