The Chains of Error - Chapter 11
NCC-74229 (USS Gallant)
Lieutenant Merrit Kelley nervously held the old-fashioned glass in her hands. The caramel-colored liquid remained untouched since the captain poured her a couple of fingers. By the time the captain was on her third glass, Kelley remained unsure if she should bother drinking it.
"Did I ever tell you the story of how Ariel and I met?" asked Kircheis. Kelley was amazed that after that much alcohol, the captain wasn't already drunk.
"No, sir, you didn't."
Kircheis smiled sadly. "I actually didn't want to be on Farragut when I got there. I had put in for an assignment on Enterprise for helm duty. When I got there, I had a little chip on my shoulder for being assigned to a ship with such a horrible reputation."
Kelley tilted her head at that. "How so?"
Kircheis knocked back the remained of her glass and then reached for the bottle, once more. "Krystine Leone was well-known in the fleet for being one of those fortunate daughters of an admiral. She didn't break any records for promotion or anything, but it was pretty unusual for a first-time four-pipper to obtain command of a Nebula-class starship. Usually, they'd try you out on an older construction, like an Excelsior or a Constellation. At the time, there were only eight Nebula-class starships in service, and even less Galaxy-class starships.
She replaced the bottle upon the table and leaned back against the bulkhead. "I mean, she was the daughter of the former deputy chief of Starfleet Operations. It wasn't hard to connect the dots. Her family is a legacy, going back to the days of the signing of the Starfleet charter. Her kid, Dominic? He's already a junior grade lieutenant. He has less than a year's service."
"Forgive me for saying this, sir..."
"Speak freely, Merrit," the captain reminded her.
Kelley leaned forward to rest her elbows upon the small table within the captain's cabin. "It's just that you're telling me these things like it's no big deal, but... I mean, it took me almost two years to reach lieutenant. It's hard not to feel a little resentment toward her son, right now."
Kircheis giggled a couple of time before tasting her newly refreshed glass with a tender sip. "Essentially, you're understanding why the whole Leone family can be somewhat off-putting before you even meet them. People gossip and sometimes embellish, and pretty soon the whole fleet is looking at you strangely. That was why I almost got booted off the ship my first week there."
Kelley showed her understanding with a single nod, remaining silent so her captain could continue.
"Like I said, I had a chip on my shoulder. I didn't want to be on a ship renown for its misfit crew and legacy captain. I reported aboard like I had been assigned to scrub plasma conduits on a merchant marine freighter, not as a helmsman aboard one of the fleet's most advanced heavy cruisers," Kircheis explained. "The first time I arrived on the bridge for my shift, I was sullen and sulking. And the officer manning the ops console to my left was none other than Lieutenant Commander Ariel Elannis."
"She was a lieutenant commander back then?"
"Yeah," Kircheis replied sadly. "Ariel had a tendency to act without thinking. It cost her a couple of reprimands. I don't think she would've even seen that third full pip unless it hadn't been for Admiral Leone. Ariel and the admiral are... were very close." She paused briefly and sighed heavily. Her gaze turned toward the bulkhead, as though she were looking in the admiral's direction. "The admiral must be going through hell right now. I should call her."
Kelley rose to leave, but the captain raised her hand to stop her.
"Not right now, Merrit. Let me finish drowning my sorrows, first," Kircheis lowered her hand, keeping her sad smile. "Anyway, that first shift on the bridge was my worst one. I responded to orders without any enthusiasm or desire to actually be there. It went noticed by Ariel and others, and so I got pulled aside by her when we took our breaks.
"She literally tapped my shoulder and pulled me into the captain's ready room. I remember her speech like it just happened. She spent five minutes asking me what my problem was, and when I told her, she showed me exactly how angry she can get. I got an earful that morning..."
The captain's eyes watered, and Kelley reached for a nearby cloth handkerchief and handed it to Kircheis.
"Thank you." Kircheis took the handkerchief and used it to dab at her eyes. "I'm sorry... I was just thinking about how devoted she was and the sound of her voice. I realized that I'm never going to get to hear that again."
"I'm sorry, sir," was all Kelley could say.
"After that wake-up call she gave me, I changed my attitude. I didn't want to get kicked of that ship; it was career suicide enough to be on Farragut, but to get forcibly transferred off would have been even worse," the captain blew her nose loudly. "Ugh, sorry."
"It's all right."
"I, uh... decided to serve out my tour. I got involved. I wanted to transfer off with high marks on my evaluation reports. But, what I didn't realize was that going all-out and participating in ship activities and getting to know my crew-mates... I made so many friends that I still keep in touch with, today. I ended up staying aboard Farragut for two tours of duty. When Leone got her promotion to rear admiral and left, a lot of us left that ship, because we realized that it wouldn't be the same."
"It was a good thing you did, sir. If you had put in for a third, you'd be dead right now." Kelley referred to the destruction of Farragut during the Klingon-Federation conflict right before the Dominion War. The ship was destroyed near the Lembatta Cluster on its way to reinforce Ajilon Prime.
Kircheis smiled. "True. But if Captain Leone had refused promotion and stayed with Farragut, I've no doubt that maybe that ship would still be around even today. In spite of all the ill-repute, there was one thing they could never take away from her years in command. She was one of the best COs I ever served under. All my future COs had to live up to that."
"But now you're the CO and you're reporting to her, again," Kelley pointed out. She finally took a testing sip from the glass and coughed slightly as the liquid traced a trail of fire down her gullet. "My god, what is this?"
"Scotch. I thought you'd had it before?"
"No, sir." She went to the replicator and ordered, "Water, ten degrees Celsius." Kelley grabbed the glass as soon as it finished materializing and consumed three-quarters of the glass before catching her breath. "That is some bitter-tasting booze, sir."
Kircheis laughed hard enough to fall into her bunk at the scene playing before her. It was an uncontrolled laughter, worrying Kelley a bit. Had her captain cracked under pressure?
"Sir?"
"I'm sorry, Merrit. It's just that..." the captain paused to wipe at her tears as her words were perforated by her more-restrained giggling. "Ariel gave me my first taste of scotch when I made lieutenant. And, uh... well, I had nearly the same reaction you did. Except, I didn't stop with one glass of water." In a far more calmer tone, "And eventually, we shared enough bottles together that I acquired the taste for it. Once you acquire that taste, well... you find it's the best thing you could ever hope for. I don't think I would drink anything else."
Kelley watched as Kircheis' mood swung back toward morose as more memories erupted. "I'm sure I'll get there, sir. I'm sorry for wasting it."
"Not at all. In fact, it's... kind of fitting, actually." Kircheis reached for the bottle one more and poured herself a little more of the scotch within her glass to replace what she had already drank. She rose from her seat with a raised glass.
Kelley moved to her own glass of scotch and raised hers.
"To Ariel Elannis," said Kircheis as she grinned. "An acquired taste."
*****
NCC-1859 (USS Gibraltar)
Sandhurst tracked Lar’ragos down in a quiet corner of the ship’s cavernous rec deck, seated far from the bustle and laughter of the gaming tables, holo-pits, and bar that frequently dominated the attention of the recreation area’s patrons.
Lar’ragos was wearing civilian clothes, but this time a more subdued wardrobe consisting of trousers, a loose v-neck shirt, and a tan leather-like jacket. Gone were the gaudy t-shirts emblazoned with sarcastic or ominous slogans. The skin across much of his face was pinkish, as though he were recovering from a sunburn rather than dermal regeneration treatments for second and third degree burns. His hair, another unfortunate casualty of his injuries, had been shaved off. Lar’ragos had elected to maintain the hairless pate as his new skin healed.
After waiting for Pava’s nod of approval, Sandhurst pulled out the chair across from the El Aurian and sat down. The captain looked across the table at his friend, who had appeared deep in thought upon his approach. “Admiral Wisstram requested I speak to you again about your leave of absence.”
Lar’ragos grunted sourly in response, pausing to take a sip of his synthale before replying. “And you told him… what?”
“That I’d certainly try, but once your mind was made up, not even a black hole was capable of changing your direction.”
“Truer words were never spoken.”
“So, if not back to duty, where are you off to?” Sandhurst inquired casually.
“I thought Vulcan would be a nice place to go and dry out.”
“Dry out?”
“Get my head straight again and detox from the morally ambiguous world of Special Ops. Maybe figure out where I want to go from here.”
Sandhurst nodded his understanding. “Why’s Wisstram so anxious to get you back?”
A smile tugged at the corner of Lar’ragos mouth. “He wants to send me to Romulus.”
Sandhurst raised an eyebrow. “Lead an SMT into the heart of the Romulan Empire? That’s pretty bold.”
“Not a team,” Lar’ragos corrected before taking another draught of his ale. “Just me.”
“You?” Sandhurst was incredulous. “You’re a special forces operator, not a secret agent.”
Lar’ragos snorted at that. “Of course I’m a spy, Donald. I’ve worked for Intel on and off for most of my career.”
“Wait…” Sandhurst’s expression soured. “After our first mission aboard I asked you if you were working for SI. You swore you weren’t, and said that you’d never worked for them in any capacity.”
Lar’ragos finished his drink in a single quaff. “I lied,” he said simply.
“You lied,” Sandhurst echoed, disbelief evident in his tone. “I thought I knew you.”
Lar’ragos fixed Sandhurst with a hard look. “After all we’ve seen… hell, after all we’ve done, you can’t really be that naïve, Captain.”
“Apparently I am, Pava,” Sandhurst replied heavily. He stared out the viewport for a moment as he struggled to reconcile this new data wth the complex equation that was their decades old friendship. Finally, he turned back to Lar’ragos. “Dare I ask what he wants you to do on Romulus?”
“If I had to guess, the good admiral desires an old-fashioned L-C-I-L black op.”
“Lickle?” Sandhurst asked with a skeptical frown.
“Locate, capture, interrogate, and liquidate. The Intel spooks want to know who Galmesh’s handler, Sataem, was taking her orders from. Once that person or persons have been identified, SI will want to send a not-so-subtle message to whoever was using rogue Klingons as proxies to kill Federation personnel. It’d be a complicated operation because the Rommies have so many competing spy agencies that even they don’t know what all they’re up to at any given moment.”
Lar’ragos looked up at Sandhurst from where he’d been examining his empty glass to find the captain staring at him. “What?”
“That Section 31 outfit that Captain Aurelia blamed for the destruction of her ship. Are you part of that, too?”
Lar’ragos actually laughed out loud at that. “Not that you’d have any reason to believe me, but no.”
“It seems that given what you’ve just told me, you’d be perfect for them.”
The El Aurian shook his head. “No. I’m an unabashed patriot, far too vocal about my loyalties for their tastes. I’d be too obvious.”
“And if they’d asked?” pressed Sandhurst.
“Oh, I’d have joined them in a heartbeat,” Lar’ragos confirmed. He gestured out the viewport with the hand holding his empty glass, the ice clinking merrily. “You haven’t been out there, Donald, deep in the black. It’s pure anarchy, savagery on a scale that would horrify any rational sentient. Might makes right and the powerful walk upon the backs of the weak.” Pava’s eyes narrowed, and Sandhurst felt an electric shiver race down his spine in response to the thousand lightyear stare in the smaller man’s gaze. “What we have here in the Federation must be preserved at all costs.”
“At the expense of the very morality that serves as the foundation for our union?”
“Our morality is a luxury we afford ourselves because our bellies are filled, our ambitions are sated, and because nobody’s standing on our necks.” Lar’ragos sat back in his chair, looking aghast. “Gods, man, it’s been less than two years since the war ended. Have you forgotten how close we came to losing everything?”
Sandhurst held Pava’s eyes with sudden intensity that gave Lar’ragos pause, despite his age and experince. “Right, because the last two years have been such a fucking picnic for us.”
Lar’ragos closed his eyes briefly and inclined his head towards Sandhurst. “And this is merely the aftermath, the echoes of that conflict. Look around us. The Klingons are close to falling apart because their warrior ethos was unprepared for the pure ferocity of the Dominion. The stagnation and corruption in their society is calling the very cultural underpinnings of Kahless' legacy into question. The Romulan state is nearly bankrupt. They were resource poor before the war, and now they’re barely hanging on by their fingernails. Even their servitor races are clamoring for freedom. Cardassia is a hollow shell of its former glory, a third of their population annihilated in the past decade, and the survivors are living off handouts from the Federation.”
“Your point,” Sandhurst prompted crossly.
“My point, Captain-my-Captain, is that the Federation is more vital, more necessary, more important than ever. That makes defending it through any and every means possible a moral imperative.”
Sandhurst stood, looking down at his friend with a pitying expression. “Then I was right the first time. There really is no place for you here, Pava. I’ve had just about everything else taken from me, I won’t surrender my hope.”
“I’m not a fatalist, Donald, I’m a realist. Things are going to get worse before they get better, I can feel it in my bones. It may not bode ill specifically for you or this ship, but for the Federation as a whole. And when that time comes, you’re going to wish like Hell that I was here.”
“Maybe so,” Sandhurst said as he turned his back. “It’s a chance I’m willing to take.”
"And yet," Lar'ragos called out, causing Sandhurst to pause. "When you need me, I'll always be there."
Sandhurst elected not to respond, and instead strode out of the recreation deck without another word.
*****
USS Gallant
The form of Jesse Kincaid materialized within the cramped transporter bay of Gallant, along with the stragglers from the ship's crew that took part in the celebrations held on Gibraltar following the successful completion of the mission.
He stepped down from the pad with the three others and smiled at the welcome. "Lieutenant Kelley, I presume?"
Kelley snapped her fingers and the two security guards with her stepped forward. She intoned, "Commander Jesse Kincaid, by order of Starfleet, I am taking you into custody aboard Gallant for transfer to Earth. You will be remanded to the brig under guard for the duration of this flight."
With a pained expression, he frowned. "Is that really necessary, Lieutenant?"
"I'm afraid that with the number of guests we have aboard, sir, we are short on space," Kelley replied, although her tone lacked the respect with which a lieutenant would usually address a commander. "The captain has ordered that you be placed in the brig."
"I see," Kincaid said. He held up his hands together and offered them to Kelley. "I presume your captain is still Lieutenant Commander Carolyn Kircheis?"
Kelley did not hesitate. She slapped the binders on his wrists immediately. "Yes, Commander."
He winced slightly as she did so. "Any chance I could see her sometime before we reach Earth?"
"I'm sure something could be arranged," replied Kelley quickly. She turned to the guards and ordered, "Take him below."
*****