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Surely something good happened to you today

My little emergency caused me to have an epiphany.

I realized that in the last month or so I've come to want to live. I've realized that I DO NOT want to die.

I'm by no means happy yet, but I'm getting there. I'm by no means comfortable with myself yet, but I'm getting there.

I want to live. I want to experience this world now. I want to be me, for once.

And with that, I have news for those not in TNZ and for those that my earlier pic post was not enough:

I'm trans. I don't care who knows now. I'm me, and that's all I can be, especially after all these years trying to hide myself for fear of ridicule and physical harm.

Go ahead, call me fa**ot or freak. I don't care anymore.

I'm sure there are those here that I considered friends that will have issues with this. I hope not, but I fully expect it. I'm sorry. Not for me being me, but that you need to carry the burden of those feelings. :shrug:
 
My little emergency caused me to have an epiphany.

I realized that in the last month or so I've come to want to live. I've realized that I DO NOT want to die.

I'm by no means happy yet, but I'm getting there. I'm by no means comfortable with myself yet, but I'm getting there.

I want to live. I want to experience this world now. I want to be me, for once.

And with that, I have news for those not in TNZ and for those that my earlier pic post was not enough:

I'm trans. I don't care who knows now. I'm me, and that's all I can be, especially after all these years trying to hide myself for fear of ridicule and physical harm.

Go ahead, call me fa**ot or freak. I don't care anymore.

I'm sure there are those here that I considered friends that will have issues with this. I hope not, but I fully expect it. I'm sorry. Not for me being me, but that you need to carry the burden of those feelings. :shrug:

Personally, I have no problem with that. The only thing that's important is that you're happy. I have many homosexual friends, two of them even hit on me at first and then after we passed the awkward moment we realized that sexuality aside we had a lot in common and have remained good friends since. I am convinced that homophobia is often the symptom of crypto-homosexuality. People who have been raised to despise what deep down they actually are... But of course, that's more complicated than that.
 
My little emergency caused me to have an epiphany.

I realized that in the last month or so I've come to want to live. I've realized that I DO NOT want to die.

I'm by no means happy yet, but I'm getting there. I'm by no means comfortable with myself yet, but I'm getting there.

I want to live. I want to experience this world now. I want to be me, for once.

And with that, I have news for those not in TNZ and for those that my earlier pic post was not enough:

I'm trans. I don't care who knows now. I'm me, and that's all I can be, especially after all these years trying to hide myself for fear of ridicule and physical harm.

Go ahead, call me fa**ot or freak. I don't care anymore.

I'm sure there are those here that I considered friends that will have issues with this. I hope not, but I fully expect it. I'm sorry. Not for me being me, but that you need to carry the burden of those feelings. :shrug:

I’m glad you’re ok and that you’re hitting your stride. I’m excited to see the real you shining through!
 
My little emergency caused me to have an epiphany.

I realized that in the last month or so I've come to want to live. I've realized that I DO NOT want to die.

I'm by no means happy yet, but I'm getting there. I'm by no means comfortable with myself yet, but I'm getting there.

I want to live. I want to experience this world now. I want to be me, for once.

SOOOO happy for you!! I hope things continue to improve for you as you get to be your true self!
 
I've never been to the DMZ. I've already had my share of abuse from a couple of posters here. Thank you very much! So I am not likely to go there anytime soon or even late.
 
I'm honestly not sure how most people in TNZ view me, but I've found a few gems in that forum; a few people that have offered me exactly the support I've needed over recent months. I've also discovered a couple of very, very good friends there.
 
The Neutral Zone, like between the Federation and the Romulan Empire...

Anyway, I misspoke before. TNZ is filled with good people, but with the long history of what tends to happen there, many are easily rubbed the wrong way and tend to be suspicious of people's intents. Again, for good reason.
 
An obscure childhood memory surfaced this evening. I must have been about five years old and I was playing in the garden. I liked playing with cars in the dirt and had discovered a way to make a tunnel out of the mud and built little mud bridges over little mud roads,
 
Yeah, I always thought that The Neural Zone in star trek was a strange concept since it would seem that only the Federation ships are forbidden there and that would make it, in fact, a prolongment of the Romulan empire.
 
Yeah, I always thought that The Neural Zone in star trek was a strange concept since it would seem that only the Federation ships are forbidden there and that would make it, in fact, a prolongment of the Romulan empire.

Balance of Terror said:
The treaty, set by sub-space radio, established this Neutral Zone, entry into which by either side, would constitute an act of war.
 
Went to the bank this morning for a wire transfer.

The mortgage is now paid....in FULL. A 30 year mortgage paid in just under 15 years.

FUCK. YEAH.
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