Chapter One
Several hours earlier…
Liz Tennyson sighed when she examined her reflection in the mirror. She didn’t like to do it but Doctor Durant had insisted that she perform this ritual, every day, without fail. It wasn’t as though he would know if she didn’t. He was a lot of lightyears away after all but for all of his patronizing, he had been a rock that she had leaned on so much since the attack. A few minutes of feeling stupid every day was a small price to pay for that.
“I’m a good person,” she said to herself, her voice flat. “I didn’t deserve what happened to me and I won’t let it destroy the beautiful person that I am.” The first few times that she had said it, she had found it amusing. Now it was a daily penance that she got out of the way as quickly as possible. A routine chore like brushing her teeth.
As the thought struck her, she lifted her toothbrush and began to scour her teeth. It wasn’t that they needed it but it had become part of the daily ritual - the speech and then the teeth. She put the toothbrush down and rinsed it, spitting water back into the basin. Looking up again, she examined her face.
Despite her own modesty, she knew that she was pretty, not sexy or drop dead gorgeous by any means but pretty. Even cut short and spiky, her strawberry-blonde hair was her best feature. Her eyes came next, large and round, bulging slightly in a way that was attractive once she got past puberty which led to all sorts of name calling.
Froggy, Frog Face, or just plain Frog.
Children were cruel but they were seldom original. Her skin was smooth and unblemished aside from a grouping of freckles that ran across the bridge of her nose.
She was halfway through her daily ritual now. The speech and her teeth were done. It was now time for the next step. She reached down and picked up another item. Looking herself dead in the eyes, she slashed tiny strokes across her left cheek with the scalpel, three times. She paused after the third cut, her hand shaking now from the pain and her face stinging while the cuts wept blood. Her eyes stung as well but from tears. Dropping the bloody scalpel into the basin, she continued to look at herself.
She was pretty.
But she didn’t want to be.
She didn’t ever want another man to find her attractive and she didn’t ever want another man to do to her what Lieutenant Bill Reeves had done to her, seven months ago, when he had forced his way into her quarters aboard the Testudo. It would take much more than a positive little speech to ever erase the memory of that.
Cutting herself helped. Despite the pain, it made her feel better, uglier, and safer. The only unfortunate thing was that she had to keep it a secret from the rest of the Wyoming’s crew, even for her Captain. They wouldn’t understand and all too soon, she would find herself shunted back to the Durant Institute. She wouldn’t allow that. Not while Isabel Cardonez, Valian Kandro and the rest of the Testudo crew were missing out here in Sector 29004.
This had to be her secret.
So she reached down and picked up another item to commence the first part of her routine. Speech, teeth, cuts, and regeneration. She ran the dermal regenerator over her cheek several times until the cuts had faded to nothingness in a way that her memory of being raped never would. Now to all of the world, she looked perfectly normal. Despite the fact that her act of vandalism against her own face wasn’t permanent, she still felt better for it, even if the boost was only temporary.
She was strong now. She could cope with whatever the day threw at her. However, tomorrow, she would be back here in front of the mirror.
Speech, teeth, cuts, and regeneration.
It was surprising the things that one took comfort in.
****
Liz left her quarters, a minute later, and she headed for the Transporter Room, knowing that it wouldn’t take her long to reach it. The USS Wyoming was a Mediterranean-class starship that was under two hundred meters long and configured primarily as a transport ship these days. She had ten decks but most of her internal mass was taken up with cargo bays.
Most of the crew quarters were on Deck Two and Tennyson’s were no exception. The Transporter Room was on Deck Three and it was actually quicker to take a Jefferies Tube than the turbolift. It was quicker but less convenient and so Tennyson stopped at the nearest lift and summoned a lift car.
The Wyoming only had a crew of twenty-nine or so. Despite her small size, it was relatively simple to avoid other people as much as possible. Certainly none of the ship’s Engineering staff ever sought Tennyson out unless they had to. Only the unlucky, the uninspired, or the downright useless Starfleet officers ended up on a glorified freighter and the crew of the Wyoming was no exception. The crew seemed to be evenly split down between the three types and to her horror, her Engineering crew seemed to mainly be from the third group: useless.
Oh, no, not that they thought of themselves in that way. They had actually managed to convince themselves that they did a good job. Well, their idea of a good job and Tennyson’s were poles apart and her exacting standards hadn’t exactly made her popular… and she didn’t mind one bit. She was through with trying to be a nice guy to everyone.
When the lift doors opened and a member of her Engineering team, a PADD in their hand, came out, she was a small bit surprised.
“Ah, Lieutenant. I was just coming to see you,” said Ensign Lokay, a young Gallamite.
“I’m sorry, but I really have to get to the Transporter Room. The Captain and I are beaming down to the planet in a few minutes,” she replied and she went to walk around her.
Lokay moved to block her path. “I’m sorry, Lieutenant but it’s important,” she said and Tennyson watched with frustration when the doors closed and the turbolift headed off on its travels without her.
Tennyson sighed, glaring at the young woman. It seemed to have no impact on her. Then again, she supposed that when you had a transparent skull and a brain twice the size of everyone else’s, you got used to people staring at you.
“Okay, you’ve got one minute,” she said, letting every punch of impatience shine into her voice.
“Thank you,” Lokay said, smiling as she handed over her PADD. “I’ve detected some slightly odd readings emanating from the port nacelle.”
Tennyson took the PADD from her and scanned the information contained on it. She frowned. Lokay was right. There was a small variance in the frequency of the last warp field being generated and her frown deepened. It went beyond that. There was actually a small power surge in the port nacelle, even when both of the nacelles were at rest.
“I’ve never seen anything like it before,” Lokay said and at the sound of her voice, Tennyson looked up. The young Gallamite looked petrified and obviously afraid that she had shown herself up in front of her superior officer who was doubtlessly going to explain that such a fluctuation was an everyday occurrence and that she was an idiot for not knowing that.
The relief on the girl’s face was obvious when she replied,” Actually, neither have I.”
“Really? Wow. I kind of expected it to be something routine.”
Tennyson shrugged. “Well, just because I’ve never seen it before doesn’t mean that it’s anything out of the ordinary. Most ships have a quirk or two. It doesn’t seem to be anything dangerous because the warp drive is working just fine.” She smiled but inwardly she was slightly concerned. What she had said was the truth but even the quirkiest of quirks were understandable. The energy pattern coming off of the port nacelle was like nothing that she had ever seen before and she resolved to look into it when she returned from the planet’s surface.
Tennyson had paused for just a second or two too long while she considered this and Lokay took this as a bad sign. “I was wrong to bring this to you, wasn’t I?”
Tennyson smiled. “No, you weren’t,” she said with a shake of her head. “I was just thinking that when I get back, we should look into it.”
Lokay couldn’t have looked to be more relieved. “Okay,” she agreed with a nod.
“Now then, I really do have to go to the Transporter Room. So, if you don’t mind?”
“Oh, sorry,” Lokay said and moved to one side.
Tennyson pushed the call button again. When the turbolift doors opened, she made to step inside but she stopped on the threshold, her presence keeping the doors from closing again. She looked back and saw that Lokay was still standing there, waiting to be dismissed.
“Ensign, I might have given the impression over the last few weeks that I think that most of the engineering staff is stupid.”
Lokay shook her head. “No, sir. You’ve never given that impression.” Her reply was far too fast in coming and not remotely convincing.
Tennyson smiled again and said,” You’re a terrible liar, Ensign.” Lokay furtively looked downward as though not to meet her questioning gaze. “The thing is,” she continued,” I might have been wrong, at least, regarding one member of my team.” At this announcement, Lokay looked up, failing miserably to keep the thrilled look off of her face.
“Keep up the good work.” Liz now stepped fully into the lift. As the doors closed, she still saw the look of unabashed pride in the young woman’s face.
****
Captain Miguel Cardonez paced the confines of the Wyoming’s sole transporter room like a caged tiger.
“Captain, they’re signaling again,” Crewman Jasmine Tali said from behind the control console. “They want to know where you are.”
Miguel stopped pacing and looked over at the young woman. “Tell them that we’ll be along shortly but at present, our transporter is playing up,” he said with a smile while running a hand through his snow-white hair.
“But it isn’t?”
Miguel sighed. “You know that and I know that, but they don’t know that.”
“Good point,” she replied.
Miguel began to pace again, slapping his combadge. “Computer, locate Lieutenant Tennyson.”
Almost as soon as he finished submitting the question, the doors slid open and Tennyson quickly entered, just in time to hear the computer say,” Lieutenant Tennyson is in the Transporter Room.”
Tennyson suppressed a giggle. “You timed that on purpose,” said Miguel.
“I wish. I’m sorry that I was late. I just jumped by one of my engineers on my way to the turbolift.”
Miguel gestured towards the pads on the transporter platform and they both moved to stand on them. “Anything serious?”
Tennyson shook her head. “Nothing that can’t wait.”
“Fair enough.” Miguel looked over at Tali. “Crewman, energize.”
****
A second later and both officers materialized on a stone patio bordering a lavish-looking palace. Most of the space was taken up with a large and inviting pool. It wasn’t for the first time that Miguel wished that the Wyoming had a holodeck so he could go swimming. At the age of seventy-three, swimming was pretty much the only exercise that he got anymore and in the last few weeks, he had really started to miss it. His joints were giving him grief and he found that he could no longer stand for long periods of time. His wife and Chief Medical Officer, Doctor Cassia Lombardi had prescribed an analgesic to help but it didn’t fully mask his discomfort. For a man who had always been active, it was disquieting to discover that age was finally catching up with him in a big way.
Not that he was going to give up.
He had come out of semi-retirement to find his daughter and her ship. He was going to do that, no matter the cost.
“Nice pool,” said Tennyson.
“I was just thinking the same thing,” he said, shifting his gaze to the edge of the patio where a low wall separated the ground that they stood on from the cliff edge. In the distance lay a large city filled with a multitude of golden spires and pale multi-colored domes. The sky above the city was a bright and cloudless blue. “Nice view too.”
“Your appreciation is welcome, Captain Cardonez,” came a voice from their left side. Both of them turned to see a giant of a man walking towards them.
Miguel hadn’t realized that he was so large when he had spoken to him on the viewscreen, a few hours earlier just after the Wyoming had entered Zelket space. Now he guessed his height to be over seven feet. Like all Zelkets, his skin was bronze and his head was hairless except for white bone structures running over his skull and beneath his eyes. His eyes were a bright red and his face wore a friendly smile, despite the rows of small razor-sharp teeth on view.
Miguel strode forward to him halfway and reached out his hand. “Grand Lan’Yiet,” he said, using the man’s official title. “It is a pleasure to meet you in person.”
The Grand Lan’Yiet took his hand and shook it vigorously and Miguel thought that his grip felt like rock. “Please, Captain. There is no need for formality among old friends. You may call me Arlam-Nevu.” His voice was soft and completely at odds with his appearance.
Miguel smiled. “You’ll have to forgive me, Arlam-Nevu. I am somewhat old and my memory isn’t what it once was. Perhaps I have forgotten our prior meetings.”
Arlam-Nevu laughed with a melodic tone that was strangely soothing. “Forgive me, Captain, but it is our custom that once one counts a person as a friend. Then that person’s family are accorded the same privilege. Since I would count your daughter as a friend, it follows that I must count you as one as well.”
“An agreeable custom, but please, call me Miguel.”
“Miguel,” repeated Arlam-Nevu, rolling the sound around in his mouth as though he was testing the word out. “And this is?” He was gesturing towards Tennyson.
“This is Lieutenant Elizabeth Tennyson, my First Officer and Chief Engineer.”
Tennyson stepped forward and she extended her own hand. “Please call me Liz.”
Arlam-Nevu smiled and shook her hand. As their fingers touched, he frowned, ever so slightly.
She saw this and then their handshake broke, she endeavored to counter the uncomfortable silence that had suddenly descended upon them. “Your palace is wonderful,” she said, gesturing to the edifice behind them. “I didn’t get to see this place the last time that the Testudo was here but the Captain said that the attackers made one hell of a mess out of it.” She was referring to the time, almost a year ago, when the Zelket home world of Jor'Ka'Hail had been attacked by the mysterious force that seemed to covet Sector 29004.
“This palace is as much of a temple to the Spirit Web as it is a home for myself. As such it was given priority when the rebuilding work began. You were a member of Testudo’s crew?”
Tennyson nodded. “I was her Chief Engineer at the time.”
“You aren’t now?,” Arlam-Nevu asked her. His tone was nothing but pleasant but there was the hint of a question in his voice.
It was a question that she didn’t want to fully answer. “I had to take some leave,” she said, hoping to leave it at that.
Arlam-Nevu smiled. “And now you travel again to the home of the Zelket and again you serve a Captain named Cardonez. And aboard the very ship that was the first to visit us forty cycles ago. Almost twenty-seven of your years. The Universe’s need for symmetry never ceases to inspire me.”
“After fifty-five years in Starfleet,” said Miguel,” I’m tempted to agree with you.”
“Why does the Spirit Web draw you here?”
Miguel paused for a moment. Tennyson had briefed him on the Zelket region and that they abhorred warp travel and they believed that their Gods lived in subspace but he didn’t want to offend them. Not when he needed any help that they could give him. “It is nothing as enlightened that brings us here.”
Suddenly the Zelket leader jerked his gaze towards Liz. “You look for something.” It was a question but merely a statement of face.
She was taken aback. “Y-yes, we do,” she stammered.
“We’re looking for the USS Testudo,” said Miguel. “She’s missing.”
Arlam-Nevu couldn’t have faked the look of surprise on his face. “
“You didn’t know?,” asked Tennyson.
The Zelket leader shook his head.
“Typical,” Liz said, glancing at Miguel. “Starfleet said that they looked extensively for her but they didn’t even speak to the Zelket.”
“Starfleet seems to not wish for our friendship anymore,” said Arlam-Nevu.
“We were wondering about that,” Miguel said. “We encountered buoys designating this system off limits for Federation vessels. My Second Officer almost mutinied when I brought us here.”
Arlam-Nevu merely smiled, enigmatically.
“Those buoys came after Testudo departed last year,” said Tennyson. “The Captain would never tell anyone why though.”
Miguel looked at Arlam-Nevu with an eyebrow raised questioningly.
“It’s not something that I can discuss as it pertains to Zelket security. In addition, your daughter made it clear that it was quite a secretive matter. Even within the Federation.”
“I won’t push any further but you need to answer one question for me. Did whatever it is have anything to do with the disappearance of the Testudo?”
Arlam-Nevu shook his head. “The last time that we saw Testudo was a year ago when they helped us fight off the invaders. We haven’t had any contact with them since.”
“That’s it, then. We can’t afford to spend any more time looking and we’ve spoken to everyone.”
Tennyson looked at him. He was a vital man who nonetheless suddenly looked his age when hope drained out of him.
“We thought that it was some kind of anomaly or dangerous technology,” he said, talking to Arlam-Nevu and yet not really talking to anyone.
“We have to move on to Starbase One-Four-Eight,” Tennyson explained. “We only got the ship because she was heading this way anyway but we didn’t have very long to spend looking. We tried the colony on Malthea II and visited every world that we could. Hell, we even talked to the Throndrix.”
“Ah, yes, we’ve met with one of their ships. Unenlightened creatures. Even more so than most races,” Arlam-Nevu said without a hint of vindictiveness.
“I know,” Liz said. “For a while, they wanted to steal our ship but a few photon torpedoes soon changed their mind.”
“They arrived here about four months ago. They claimed that the fourth planet in our system, Mantano, was their new home.” Arlam-Nevu chuckled and it sounded like a soft avalanche in his throat. “Needless to say, we quickly saw them off.”
While they were talking, Miguel had moved towards the low wall. He stood there now, his hands on top of the wall while he leaned against it, looking out at the vista before him.
“Grand Lan’Yiet, would you excuse me for a moment?”
Arlam-Nevu glanced at Miguel. “Of course,” he said with a gracious nod.
“Thanks,” Tennyson said softly and she walked over to take a position next to her Captain. “How are you doing?”
Miguel didn’t respond for a few seconds and when he did, he turned his head and she wasn’t surprised to see that his eyes were red-rimmed. “Not so good,” he told her. “I think that I pinned a lot of hope on the Zelkets knowing something.”
“He could be lying,” she replied, lowering her voice.
Miguel shook his head. “No, I believe him when he says that he knows nothing. Why should he lie? You told me yourself that the Zelket have some kind of powerful defense mechanism. If they were responsible, he knows that we couldn’t touch them for it.” He took a deep breath of air. “Besides, he comes across well. I think that we can trust him.”
Tennyson cast a glance back. Their host was standing in the same spot and he bowed his head again when their eyes met. She returned the favor before returning her gaze to Miguel. “What do we do now?”
Miguel shook his head sadly. “I honestly don’t know. We’re due at Starbase in a little over a week and it’ll take us seven days to get there at maximum warp as it is. We can afford maybe another twenty-four hours. It’s not enough to do anything.”
“There are ways,” said Tennyson. “Those engines aren’t in that great of shape. In fact, they might just stop working altogether.” Then she smiled at this recommendation.
Miguel shook his head once more with a sad smile now on his lips. “No, Liz. We’ve pushed things too much as it is and the crew has followed us up to a point. If we try to stretch out our journey much more, then Lieutenant Bressi will really lead a mutiny.”
“Ah, screw him,” she replied. “It’s not like either of us have much of a Starfleet career left anyway.”
“I might not but you do.”
It was now her turn to shake her head. “I don’t think so. This uniform doesn’t fit as well as it once did.” She paused when her mouth suddenly dried up. She was about to tell him everything. About how she still had nightmares. About how she craved the safe confines of her room at the Durant Institute or even how she scarred herself every day. It no longer seemed to matter and she was tired of the lies and the false facade. She was sorry for Miguel’s pain because she felt it too but suddenly she didn’t see why he should be the one to fall apart. If anyone was going to fall apart, then they should all do it. Miguel, her, and even Natalia Huntington up on the Wyoming.
Miguel observed her hesitation but he misread it. “You don’t really think that way. Starfleet is in your blood in the same way that it’s in mine. The same way that it’s in Isabel’s or Valian’s or pretty much anyone else on Testudo.” He took another deep breath and straightened up. “It’s over. We gave it a good shout but at the end of the day, maybe Janeway and all of the others were right. Maybe Testudo and the Lusitania were just destroyed.” His voice cracked slightly when he finished his sentence.
So, that’s it then, thought Tennyson. She was relieved in a way that she could stop pretending that everything was all right and that Testudo had merely been hauled thousands of lightyears into the Delta Quadrant like Voyager had been.
“Lightning really doesn’t strike twice,” she muttered.
“Do you believe?”
The sound of Arlam-Nevu’s voice so close behind them caused them both to jump and turn around quickly to face him. He was standing less than a meter away from them with the same serene smile on his face. His hands were still clasped together in front of him. Neither of them had heard him or even sensed him more.
“What?,” asked Tennyson.
“Do you believe?,” he repeated. “Do you believe in the Universe? Do you believe in things beyond the Universe?” He sighed. “Do you believe that a higher power guides us?”
“You mean the Spirit Web.”
“In part, yes,” replied Arlam-Nevu. “Although there are many such guiding hands. We of the Zelket respect each and every one.” He paused and asked again,” Do you believe?”
“I do,” Miguel said without a hint of hesitation in his voice. “It’s not fashionable to believe in such things anymore but my mother was a superstitious woman and I was raised a good Catholic boy.”
Arlam-Nevu was still smiling but Tennyson detected a hint of regret there now. “And what about you, Lieutenant?”
“I believe in my friends,” she replied, reaching out and taking Miguel’s hand in hers. “I believe in science and I believe in myself. As for any other kind of mumbo-jumbo.” She glanced at her Captain. “I’m sorry.” Then she quickly looked back at their host. “As for any other kind of mumbo-jumbo… Well, as a famous man once said,” ‘There’s no all-powerful force guiding my destiny’.”
Arlam-Nevu’s smile lit up once more. “It is fortunate that you do not believe. Because of that, I might be able to help you.”
“What are you talking about?,” asked Miguel. “Help us how?”
Arlam-Nevu shook his head. “I cannot help both of you. Only her.” He pointed towards Tennyson.
“Me?”
“Yes,” he replied, his tone never wavering from complete serenity. “You. Now, please. IF you wish to try and find your friends, we must go now.”
“Go? Where?,” asked Tennyson.
The leader of the Zelket merely smiled his Mona Lisa smile and walked away.