It's my preferred interpretation, too, but admittedly the other two Nexus fantasies Kirk has appear to be on the theme of "clinging on to a good thing I once had", rather than "choosing a good thing over what I really chose".
That is, there's no choice involved when Kirk splits the logs and fries the eggs, and no hint that Kirk in real life would have missed out on those things. And when he enters the stables, again there is no choosing - or, rather, there's the opportunity to propose to Antonia or whatever, but Kirk then omits Antonia from the scene altogether, instead enjoying the horse he once had!
Then again, perhaps the "good thing I once had" in the bringing breakfast to Antonia scene is an endless series of weekend romances that never jeopardize Kirk's career? Perhaps Kirk is totally off base with the idea that the Nexus is letting him choose?
OTOH, Picard's Nexus experience was 100% unreal. Since he had no verbal sparring partner, we don't know if he initially believed in it - if he did, then Kirk's "I once had this cabin, this dog, this romance and this horse" could all be fake memories, too, and his "this isn't real" an admission of not just dissatisfaction with the level of the simulation but of the fundamental nonexistence of all those nice things.
Timo Saloniemi
That is, there's no choice involved when Kirk splits the logs and fries the eggs, and no hint that Kirk in real life would have missed out on those things. And when he enters the stables, again there is no choosing - or, rather, there's the opportunity to propose to Antonia or whatever, but Kirk then omits Antonia from the scene altogether, instead enjoying the horse he once had!
Then again, perhaps the "good thing I once had" in the bringing breakfast to Antonia scene is an endless series of weekend romances that never jeopardize Kirk's career? Perhaps Kirk is totally off base with the idea that the Nexus is letting him choose?
OTOH, Picard's Nexus experience was 100% unreal. Since he had no verbal sparring partner, we don't know if he initially believed in it - if he did, then Kirk's "I once had this cabin, this dog, this romance and this horse" could all be fake memories, too, and his "this isn't real" an admission of not just dissatisfaction with the level of the simulation but of the fundamental nonexistence of all those nice things.
Timo Saloniemi