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Star Trek: Fallen Heroes

Fallen Heroes - Book 2 of 2 - Chapter 9d (of 10)

Captain Mathieu Duvivier is perched on the edge of his captain’s chair, as he has been for fifteen minutes or so, issuing commands and finding ways to defeat the giant Massal-class warship looming over them. This is where he belongs, back in the saddle—a simple, perhaps cliched, notion that should compensate for the sorry condition the Kennedy is in. His bridge is a shambles, especially the starboard side, which is empty—disused like a broken arm. On the left, Lieutenant Junior Grade Malin is demonstrating her piloting skills at the helm, Commander Tony Q and Ensign Parkin man the tactical station, and Lieutenant Commander André Soeteman sits at his engineering station. This makes the captain the rightmost person in the command center apart from several diligent engineers carrying out critical repairs. “Status of Massal.”

“Oof,” Tony says. “Sensor readings are problematic at best. Hold on a sec.” Not exactly how one should address their commanding officer, though Duvivier will allow it. Tony has changed considerably since he has last seen him, and not just in the physical sense, what with the young man’s injuries. He has matured beyond his years, exuding a weariness you’d normally associate with soldiers in prolonged armed conflicts. Whatever burden he’s lugging along, it must weigh a couple of metric tons at least. “Okay, I got something. I suspect their shields to be at half strength, structural integrity at about 75 percent.”

Duvivier slides back into his chair and studies the screen. The Massal is factory fresh compared to the three Starfleet vessels. Led by Admiral Van Aken and Captain Reynolds, the Wolf attempts to distract the massive warship, which has decided to pick on the weakening saucer of the Sundance, the incomplete Prometheus-class vessel. Her new acting captain, Commander Dennis Levine, has probably saved the saucer from certain destruction with his noble request to beam over and assume command. As promised, Van Aken and Levine have been sending extra troops to the station.

Despite their best efforts, the fight remains unfair, but Tony’s unwavering determination is inspiring to Duvivier and his crew. An incoming message on the captain’s armrest panel catches his attention. It’s from his first officer, Jansen, who reports the additional troops from the three vessels have been divided into squadrons and have begun advancing from the station’s lower levels. As expected, they’ve met with heavy resistance. Luckily, Letor Fune’s death has certainly affected the Altonoids’ morale, while the Starfleet troops have been strengthened in numbers and spirit. Duvivier texts him an encouraging response, and refocuses on the viewscreen.

“Ventral saucer phasers still inoperable,” Tony says.

“My teams are on it,” Soeteman replies. “Seems like most of it will require drydock to fix, but we’ll do our best.”

“Parkin, to counteract this, I’ve adjusted—”

Noise and mayhem erupts as the Massal’s four phaser beams swoop across the Kennedy’s bow, filling the viewscreen with green light. In a disorienting instant of utter chaos, it’s as if the entire bridge is upended and gravity annulled as the beams wreak havoc on the vessel, jolting personnel from their seats and machinery from their mounts before everything becomes right-side up again. The ops station explodes in a spray of rubble, which the nearby Malin can barely evade.

“Forward shields offline!” Soeteman shouts.

Thrown from his chair, Duvivier has landed on a cracked bridge tier. “Hard to port, Malin!” He plucks a sweltering piece of LCARS panel from his elbow. Thank heavens ops was unmanned, although he doubts whether Ops Officer Muntenaar is much safer aboard Station A-12.

“Lining up starboard arrays,” Tony says.

While Duvivier returns to his chair, the Sundance careens by on the viewscreen, drawing away fire. The Massal rewards her valiant efforts by breaching another segment of her hull, scooping off a cluster of ablative armor.

Soeteman shouts, “Multiple failures in emergency force fields, decks 7 through 18!”

“Evacuate sections at risk of decompression,” Duvivier says. The fact that all non-essential personnel has “fled” to the space station is cold comfort of sorts.

The Kennedy manages to get a few shots in but can’t prevent another four-beam direct hit striking the Sundance’s underside, knocking her off course for a handful of seconds. Her engines recover, and she lines up her bow launcher to hurl four torpedoes at her tormentor in a futile attempt to postpone the inevitable.

Soeteman pivots his seat toward the tactical station. “Tony, Parkin, I’ve been analyzing the prototype phaser system.” He doesn’t elaborate right away, busy as he is arranging evacuations and repairs. “The flanks and underside of the phaser ‘wires’ should be structurally weaker than the rest.”

“Those are tricky to reach,” Tony says.

“Yes, but well worth the effort. Continue targeting the most damaged areas and see if you can hit the weaknesses I mentioned. This might gradually unravel the array by peeling off its anchor points. It’ll require accuracy and patience, but I have strong reason to believe it will also decrease their system’s power output.”

“Excellent work,” Duvivier says, keeping an eye on the struggling Sundance. More and more impacts make it through her regenerative shielding, betraying it’s on the verge of petering out. “A challenge nonetheless, but I’m sure our tactical duo is up for the task.”

“Yes, sir,” Parkin says with a smirk.

A bright blast depicted on the viewscreen quashes their optimism. Four Altonoid phaser beams have seared through the Sundance’s bow torpedo launcher and blown the integral device to pieces, shredding the surrounding armor and creating a substantial hole. She rolls out of the line of fire in self-preservation, exposing her ventral section to the phasers’ wrath. The phaser beams slice through her lowest decks, partially obscured by her arch-shaped hull configuration, and her lower warp nacelle explodes in a ball of flame.

Duvivier’s chest tightens. “She’s dying. Stand by to detect escape pods.” None have exited the vessel so far. They may not even get the chance to launch. “Come on, Levine. What’s your last play?” The Sundance is crippled, her movements have become weak and erratic, and she has little resistance left to offer. It doesn’t stop the Massal from attacking her, robbing her crew of the opportunity to abandon ship. “Line up torpedoes. Let’s incentivize the Altonoids to leave well enough alone.”

As a trail of photon torpedoes bursts from the Kennedy to slam into the Massal’s shields, the Sundance sputters forward. Spontaneous hull breaches are spreading across her surface, flames surging from her windows wherever the internal explosions travel. The lone saucer of what once was an intact and imposing Prometheus-class escort has gone adrift. At last, the Massal ceases firing at her to ward off the remaining two ships’ vehement counterattacks.

Like a sinking ocean liner, the Sundance’s lighting flickers and fails. Shedding entire hull sections, she lists to the side and reveals the trellis of smoldering tritanium her lower decks have become. Her bow is lit from within, next in line for a tsunami of collapsing decks. Then, her impulse engines flare up and push her bow toward the Massal.

“What the—?” Duvivier says, surprised by the vessel’s sudden motion.

Her bow continues to light up until her hull plating can no longer contain the devastation, which builds and builds until it rips the Sundance apart as if torn asunder by the gods. The detonations keep growing in size and number, overwhelm the glowing Massal’s shields, and nip at the armor and external devices on the warship’s upper-left corner. The fireworks culminate in one last explosion larger than any before and bites a whole chunk out of the Massal! Stunned, the warship hangs motionlessly in space, its top-left edge flattened as if clumsily milled.

The wreck of the Sundance and the Altonoid hull segment she took with her disperse in a cloud of jetsam. “Scanning for escape pods,” Soeteman says. “I’m sorry, sir. Nothing has escaped the blast radius.”

The Massal resumes firing at the two remaining Starfleet vessels. “Refocus on the battle,” Duvivier says, squaring his shoulders for appearance’s sake. The Sundance went down in an impressive display of heroism at the behest of the brave Commander Levine. The nature of her demise suggests her ill-fated crew armed as many torpedoes as possible and primed them to detonate in quick succession upon nearing the Massal, giving her a final chance to claw at her opponent. It worked, gave her death meaning, but the truth remains: Dozens of people have died.

He casts a look at Tony, who’s paler than ever and gazes at the viewscreen as if having seen a ghost. The young commander wipes at his brow and directs his thousand-yard-stare at his captain, thereby, without saying a word, conveying with absolute clarity that the Sundance’s obliteration is another milestone in the road to a grim future.

* * *

Although he detests shooting people in the back, Captain Stephan Rinckes fires his phaser rifle at the two Altonoid soldiers running toward this deck’s observation lounge, where a cruel fate awaits Melanie unless he intervenes. Blood taints his dented rifle, but the energy weapon is still functioning and its trigger obedient to his lethal demands. Stringy clusters of hair stick to his forehead, his knuckles have gone numb from fighting hand-to-hand, and even the constant circulation of adrenaline refuses to dull the pain in his torso and jaw. Has he ever been anywhere else but here, progressing through Station A-12’s hallways as if on rails, guided by red alert panels?

Unaware of Rinckes, an Altonoid sprints into the corridor, answering the call for reinforcements made by the soldier who first spotted Melanie. The captain bashes his rifle stock against the Altonoid’s neck and hurries past as the soldier slumps to the carpet.

There it is, the main entrance to the observation lounge. As before and as always, it draws him in, beckons him to the surreal scene of her death. Its doors slide open as if welcoming him to the tragedy, and he rushes headlong into the room the size of a modest mess hall.

The view out the windows stops him dead in his tracks. The Sundance is missing from the raging battle, which is awful, but the real eye-catcher is the one detail every nightmare omitted: a complete starfield, stretching from corner to corner, proving he is wide awake. Despite a brush of movement, he cannot tear himself away from the stars that used to soothe him after transitioning from nightmare to reality. Spellbound, he—

Someone grabs his arm and drags him to the floor the exact moment a green phaser beam screeches by with inches to spare. His savior, a Starfleet officer, maintains a firm grip, so he follows her to behind a tipped-over, thick metal table. Immediately, the next beam strikes the table with a loud clang, and Commander Melanie Simons returns fire with her phaser rifle, silencing the other party with a sickening crunch. “One less to worry about,” she says, sneaking a peek over the table’s edge. “More on the way.” She looks at Rinckes with blue eyes he never thought he’d see again. “Glad you could join me, Captain, but I’m afraid we’re sort of pinned down.”

To hear her voice, to be near her, to feel the warmth radiating from her skin—it’s enough for him to want to embrace her, to never let go, to tell her how much he has missed her. He can’t, not until she’s safe. He buries these emotions and desires under a deep layer of pragmatism, coughs to keep his voice from breaking, and says while soldiers’ footsteps are approaching, “You take the ones on the left. Short bursts, hold fire when possible to prevent overheating your rifle, and stay close.” Having defaulted to his leadership skills under the pressure of imminent combat, it’s almost as if he’s talking to a mere subordinate instead of Melanie. “If I’m killed, just leg it and don’t look back. Head for the shuttlebay and get as far from this deathtrap as you can.”

She wrinkles her brow and says in a worried tone, “Captain, what’s happened to you? You seem—”

“In here!” an Altonoid shouts.

Rinckes latches onto the sound, clips his rifle over the table’s edge, and fires. A scream confirms the blast has struck its target. He glances over the tabletop. A group of four Altonoids are running toward them from the side entrance. Upturned tables and chairs lie strewn across the area, some ragged and tarnished with the same phaser marks that smear the bulkheads and windows. He also spots an indeterminate number of Altonoid corpses.

As he and Melanie prepare to defend themselves, the doors he came through swish open, revealing three more Altonoids storming the room. “They’re mine,” the captain says, shooting the first. The second dives for cover in the rubble, and the third races toward them. Rinckes aims at the third Altonoid’s shins and squeezes the trigger an instant before his adversary does. Crying out in pain, the soldier fires into the ceiling and stumbles to the floor. The captain shoots him twice to eliminate the threat and ducks to avoid the remaining Altonoids’ phaser fire.

Meanwhile, Melanie is staging her own defense against the soldiers that have rushed in through the side entrance. Adeptly, she’s darting up and down to fire at the enemy in controlled bursts. “There’s so many of them,” she says, leaning her back against the table to catch her breath and cool her rifle. A hurricane of impacting phaser beams pummels the table, creating wide indentations that will shatter into metal splinters soon. She pushes aside a lock of blonde hair. “We never should have split up.”

Rinckes honestly doesn’t know what to say. These simple words, said by her, demolish the dam he set up to ward off years of regret and sorrow. Somehow, perhaps out of reflex, he retains his composure.

“We return fire together,” Melanie decides, “firing blind, forcing them to seek cover. Spray and pray, on three.”

Her ability to think straight in crisis situations has never ceased to impress him. It’s easy to forget when the predominant memory of her is her dying in his arms, but she has always been a strongminded individual and an exemplary first officer.

“One, two, three!” They prop their rifles up over the edge and fire—all out at first. Then, without the need to communicate this, they fire in sequence to dole out suppressing fire. As predicted, this forces the Altonoids to hide, and it incapacitates one of them as an added bonus.

Rinckes gauges whether there are extra soldiers inbound from both entrances. There aren’t, so he and Melanie rise from cover and spray the room with phaser blasts. Just as he deems it safe to make an exit with her, another pair of Altonoids step in through the main entrance, angry scowls on their ridged faces, prompting Rinckes to drop to his elbows and open fire from below. He picks off the newcomers at the cost of drawing attention to himself, which is problematic because only his legs are currently behind cover. Several phaser beams whoosh past him from different angles, sending fragments of rubble and ribbons of carpet his way as he struggles to aim his rifle to the left from his prone position. He cannot deny his wounds are increasingly hampering his mobility.

Melanie shoots the least concealed Altonoid, buying Rinckes time to crawl behind the buckling table. As soon as she crouches, Rinckes gets up, takes aim over the table, and pulls the trigger. Nothing happens. He tries again. The rifle doesn’t respond. Glancing through its crosshairs, he sees an Altonoid hesitantly emerging from his hiding spot, having noticed Rinckes’ faulty rifle.

After a hasty inspection, he finds the defect: A smoldering strip of metal has lodged itself between barrel and firing mechanism. Pressing his back against the table, he wraps his fingers around the sharp object and pulls it out, ignoring the pain. It didn’t help; the rifle sputters and dies.

“They’re trying to circle us!” Melanie shouts.

Rinckes tosses the useless rifle and reaches for the phaser holster on his belt. He detaches his handphaser and lifts it. He could list a hundred reasons for it be damaged or otherwise malfunctioning, but the phaser’s colorful indicators signal it’s ready for action, and he permits himself a sigh of relief.

A bout of stray enemy phaser fire precedes a loud crash, startling him. A glass mist spreads toward them as shards clatter to the floor, and he raises an arm and closes his eyes in self-protection until the racket stops.

“Are you okay, sir?” Melanie asks.

Apart from his already existing injuries, he feels fine. “Yes. Are you?”

“I am. Shame about those models,” she says with a faint smile before refocusing on the attacking Altonoids.

Rinckes stares at the broken transparent display on the opposite bulkhead, housing but a few gilded starship models. The rest lie scattered over the floor. A stone-cold sensation branches out from his heart and creeps toward his throat as it sinks in that he found Melanie dying among these very same shards of glass and broken models.

In the original timeline, he witnessed the Sundance’s explosive demise, a fate she appears to have repeated. In here, the scene has been set for Melanie to die, its lighting rigged, its props in place, her killers present.

For all the effort it took to get here, for all the blood clinging to his hands in hopes of mending the future…

How much has really changed?
 
Ah, there's Rinckes. And wouldn't you know it, he's finally reunited with his old flame. And he's taking it pretty well to considering its been forever since he's last seen her alive and also that he's become a complete and utter basket case.

Ten bucks* says that this won't be a very happy reunion.

(* bet not legally binding )
 
Hey there, good people!

I have two announcements regarding the Fallen Heroes books.

1) I've completed the first couple of drafts of chapter 10, and I'm precisely on schedule for an early September release, so unless 2020 gets even weirder than it's already been so far, I hereby confirm its release date will be Friday, September 4th.

2) Initially, this book was only supposed to have ten chapters, but guess what? I ran out of chapters before I ran out of story ;) So, from the looks of it, Book 2 will have 12 chapters in total. This means a bit more work for me, but you deserve a proper conclusion to this story, so I'll make sure you get one!
 
Well hello there. Guess what? It's September and that means you'll get to enjoy a new chapter segment of the Fallen Heroes story every Friday!

Here's a little recap of the story so far (obvious spoiler warning):

Having travelled back from a bleak future to the history-defining battle for Station A-12, Captain Rinckes and Tony Blue had a violent clash over how to win this no-win scenario, resulting in Tony being mortally wounded. As he lay dying, he had one final trick up his sleeve: He beamed his eighteen-year-old self to the USS Kennedy, hoping the young Commander Tony Q can make a difference.

Intrigued by Tony’s mettle, his former mentor Q merged the young and old Tony’s minds into one, keeping his knowledge of future events intact, and giving Tony one last fighting chance to fulfill his mission and save those he cares about.

Meanwhile, Rinckes fought his way in a daze toward the observation lounge that has been haunting his nightmares for years on end. Having sacrificed everything from his loyalties to Starfleet to his sanity, he is left with only one goal: to rescue the love of his life from certain death.

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Fallen Heroes - Book 2 of 2 - Chapter 10a (of 12)

Captain Stephan Rinckes’ heartbeat is throbbing in his temples. According to the schematics he studied, Station A-12 boasts at least fourteen observation lounges identical to the one he’s in, but this particular one has featured in many of his nightmares. Besieged by Altonoid soldiers trying to circle him, his back pressed against a buckling metal table, he looks to his right, to Commander Melanie Simons, the woman who is supposed to die here surrounded by glass shards and gilded starship models from the shattered display on the opposite bulkhead. She’s fending off the enemy with her phaser rifle, like she did before. He never got to witness her final stand, however, having arrived too late to save her.

Now he’s here, ready to exchange his life for hers.

“To your left,” Melanie shouts, firing over the vertical tabletop.

Rinckes chides himself for zoning out under such dangerous circumstances, raises his handphaser at the Altonoid sidling into his peripheral vision, and pushes the fire button. It’s the first time he has used it since ditching his damaged rifle, yet it’s already stained with blood trickling down his right cuff.

He misses, and the Altonoid scrambles off to await the next opportunity. Erupting phaser fire from Melanie’s position draws Rinckes’ attention; a soldier has sneaked into her line of sight and started shooting at her. She deals with him via a succession of well-aimed phaser bursts and flashes her captain a charming half-smile. Gawking at her isn’t going to help, so he tears himself away from her mesmerizing presence and refocuses on spotting the Altonoid he failed to hit, just as the soldier in question moves into view and opens fire.

Rinckes ducks in reflex. The phaser beam sizzles past and etches black smudges into the nearest window, blotching a segment of starfield, threatening to erase his link to reality. In response, he brings up his handphaser and fires at the beam’s origin. The Altonoid dodges the hasty shot and charges at the captain, prompting him to get to his sore feet and fire another shot, which grazes the Altonoid’s arm. The instant the soldier enters striking distance, Rinckes leans out of the way, shoves aside the man’s rifle barrel, and follows up with a quick punch to the throat. The grunting Altonoid struggles to retain balance, allowing Rinckes to smack the rifle upward and out of the soldier’s grasp.

“No!” the Altonoid yells, milliseconds before being shot with his own rifle.

“Watch out, Captain!” Melanie shouts, firing at a new group of soldiers pouring in from the side entrance.

Wielding a rifle and handphaser proves difficult when still reeling from the last close-quarters combat demonstration, and the bulkiest Altonoid of the bunch ploughs into Rinckes at full speed. His weapons clatter to the floor as the crown of his head bangs into a blend of carpet and glass shards. The Altonoid pins him down, holding up a knife, preparing to strike. An orange phaser burst from Melanie’s direction blasts the heavy soldier off him, revealing two Altonoids approaching fast. Acting on instinct, Rinckes seizes the knife from the Altonoid’s limp hand and throws it straight into the left soldier’s chest.

“You’ll pay for that,” his friend growls, leveling his rifle at the captain.

Its chrome gleaming in the shards’ reflections, Rinckes’ handphaser lies within reach, and he rolls his sore body toward it, evading incoming fire in the process. Just as his fingertips touch the phaser’s grip, a black boot appears from seemingly out of nowhere in this chaotic brawl and stomps on his wrist, accompanied by the crack of breaking bones. Shouting in pain, he slaps his handphaser over to his left hand, grabs it, and fires upward. The boot pivots away from his wrist as the attached soldier keels over, no longer blocking the view of Melanie being wrestled to the ground by two Altonoids.

Rinckes shoots one of them. What happens next eludes him, because he has problems of his own in the form of the vengeful Altonoid leaping at him, rifle stock swinging. He can’t rotate his handphaser quickly enough, and a dull thud above his right ear distorts his vision and crashes his world to the floor.

“A swift death will be too good for you,” he hears faintly, glass and carpet scraping his cheek as he fights to stay conscious, lying facedown. A broken phaser rifle lands close by—evidence of how hard he has been struck. He hears a knife unsheathing and realizes he has lost his handphaser. Ahead, Melanie is attempting to pick up her phaser rifle after defeating the soldier she was grappling with, but she has to dive away to avoid enemy fire and hides behind a slab of metal belonging to an unidentifiable piece of furniture.

A serrated blade pierces Rinckes below his phaser-burnt shoulder and pushes its way in. Writhing in agony and scratching his fingernails across the floor, he curls up threads of carpet until his left hand comes across a sharp object: a large triangular shard of glass. As he closes his fist around its razor-sharp edges, he meets Melanie’s gaze for a brief yet eternal moment.

And he sees the fear in her eyes.

Rage supplants his discomfort. If the universe is hellbent on taking her from him, he refuses to submit. He takes as deep a breath as the blade allows and strains each muscle in his injured body. Using every ounce of strength and then some, he rotates his torso and swings the shard at his assailant, striking fabric. Knife sticking out of his back, he gets up on his knees to face the soldier, who’s staring at him dumbfounded, holding the gash in his uniform, checking for wounds to his stomach.

Rinckes slices at the Altonoid’s thigh.

The soldier’s agonized howl attracts his colleagues’ attention. They cease firing at Melanie and try to look past the screaming soldier, at Rinckes standing up as if rising from the grave. The captain wraps his right arm, broken wrist and all, around the Altonoid and presses the shard against his throat, using him as a humanoid shield to prevent the agitated soldiers across the room from firing. His captive is gnashing his teeth in frustration.

Though walking has become arduous in his worrisome state, Rinckes and his hostage shuffle toward the other soldiers—three of them, all aiming their rifles. He hasn’t a clue what his next move will be once they resolve this brief stalemate.

“Drop the shard!” one of the soldiers commands. They’ll risk opening fire soon. Already, their befuddlement is yielding to resolve. “You won’t get far. Just calm—” A phaser burst slams into his ribs and smacks him backward into the rubble. Startled, Rinckes glimpses to the left and sees Melanie standing there with her reclaimed phaser rifle, its muzzle smoking. As the two remaining armed Altonoids return fire, she dives for cover behind the buckling table.

In the chaos, Rinckes’ hostage elbows him in the gut. Despite this nauseating surprise, he manages to stay upright, but the shard slips from his maimed hand. Survival instinct in high gear, he shifts his weight and pushes the soldier forward, coercing him to run along lest he topple over, turning him into a battering ram against one of the Altonoids firing at Melanie.

The ensuing collision sends the three of them tumbling in a flurry of limbs and bad language. The captain rolls to a halt against a flipped chair and cries out in pain; his right wrist is bent at an unnatural angle and the knife in his back has had a field day with the skin and muscles near its blade. He’d be about to faint if it weren’t for the sight of a chunk of metal breaking off the table Melanie is hiding behind.

Giving up is unthinkable, so he forces his aching shell to stand up like the two Altonoids he bowled over and readies himself for round two of this unfair tussle. He tucks his chin, bends his knees slightly, and puts up his fists—one bloody, one askew and barely responsive. The Altonoid firing at Melanie is almost within grasp as well and swivels his torso to train his rifle on the wobbly captain. Facing down three opponents—two of which armed, one of which bearing one hell of a grudge—Rinckes hesitates, unsure who to defend against first.

“Over here!” Melanie taunts from her hiding place, and she simplifies her captain’s choice by shooting the guy who was swiveling toward him, just as the former hostage steps aside to let the third soldier open fire. Although Rinckes may be looking worse for wear, his reflexes remain serviceable, and he hits the deck to evade the phaser beam, going prone instead of rolling out of the way. A wise decision, considering the knife in his back.

As Melanie draws fire from the armed Altonoid, and the former hostage stomps closer, Rinckes sweeps his left arm across the rubble-strewn floor and encounters a cold metal frame. Clueless as to what it is, he grabs it and summons his declining strength to get up once more and lash out at his attacker. The object is much heavier than expected. Like a hammer thrower, he instills momentum into what turns out to be a sturdy chair and drives it into the Altonoid’s jaw with full force, knocking the soldier over.

The rifle-carrying Altonoid catches on to the captain’s resurgence and takes aim. Rinckes advances, lifting the chair like a shield, which disintegrates into smoldering cloth and metal upon first impact. No matter, he has closed the distance. Having held on to a ragged chair leg, he smacks it against the soldier’s fingers, pushes the rifle barrel away, and follows up with a proper headbutt. As the Altonoid loses his balance, Rinckes yanks the rifle from his opponent’s grip and twirls it in his non-dominant hand like a gunslinger until its business end points forward. His first shot misses the Altonoid, who’s stumbling backward, nose bleeding. The next strikes him dead center.

From the right, the soldier who took a chair to the face lunges at him. Shaking from exertion, the captain rests the rifle barrel on his bent wrist to steady his aim and fires.

The Altonoid sags to the floor, smoke drifting up from his midriff phaser wound.

Rinckes stands there for a confused moment, observing his surroundings, dizzy and uncertain what is keeping him on his feet. It is awfully quiet in the lounge. Holding on to his Altonoid phaser rifle, he staggers toward the metal table. “Melanie?” His parched throat almost renders him mute. “Melanie? Are you okay?” These attempts at speaking result in a coughing fit that feels like being stabbed repeatedly.

“Sir,” he hears. Done coughing, he watches the center of his universe rising from cover. Apart from tousled blonde hair and several cuts and bruises, Melanie is all right. No phaser burns, no gaping hole in her chest, her blue eyes filled with life. Exhausted, he smiles at her. Darkness is calling, luring him in with the promise of blissful unconsciousness.

“Sir! Are you… Oh God!” She dashes over to him. Before she can reach him, he collapses into a heap. It’s a peaceful affair; he deserves some respite from the struggle, can hardly believe what has happened the past few minutes, hours even—it’s all a blur, and that blur is expanding.

Being sat up postpones his slumber. Melanie is with him, holding him, saying words he cannot understand. It’s okay, listening to her voice keeps him from blacking out. She sounds worried, so he tries to maintain his smile for her. Tears wet his cheek; he doesn’t know if they’re his or hers.

She inspects his injuries, finds the knife and leaves it be. Smart girl. Removing it would surely kill him. Time is running out nonetheless. Each fiber of his being compels him to tell her what he never could, but what difference would it make? She has to live. Everything else is trivial. “Go,” he whispers. “To the shuttle bay. Go.”

“…don’t think you can be moved.”

A soft chuckle. “Not me. You. Get out. Is an order.”

She lowers him to the floor carefully to ensure the knife isn’t pushed in deeper.

“Good. Go.”

He hears fabric ripping.

“I said leave.”

Melanie swaddles her torn-off sleeve around the cut by his broken wrist and knots it. She then sits him up straighter and applies pressure to the knife wound with both hands to minimize bleeding. “I’m not going anywhere.”

“More soldiers could be on the way.”

“Then I suggest we watch both exits.”

“Don’t you worry about me.” He sneaks a peek at her gorgeous face. She’s so warm and near. He could spend eternity like this, but her survival takes precedence over sentimentality. “You have to get out. Please.”

“Bad idea. Abandoning my captain would harm my career prospects.” There’s that half-smile again.

“Please. Go to the shuttle bay. Forget about me. Forget about the war. You get to live, Melanie. You get to live.”

She purses her lips in concern. “What happened to you? I mean, it’s obvious the Altonoids did quite a number on you, but you seem… different.” She blows a wisp of hair from the captain’s forehead. “I never noticed you were graying, or those lines in your face. And what’s this talk about the war? Sure, it’s probable, but let the diplomats—”

“I love you.”

“—sort it out first and… Sorry, what?”

“I love you, Melanie.”

“Oh. Um….”

He can practically feel her blushing, but with the floodgates finally open, he won’t hold back now. “All these years, I’ve been reliving how I found you in this room. I could never save you. Not here, not in my dreams. Every time I closed my eyes, every night I slept, I saw you dying and… I failed you.”

“What? I’m not… Y-you’re the one who’s—”

“I failed you, every time. Those Altonoid bastards got to you. Always did. I held you as I saw the life drain from your eyes, and… even then I couldn’t say how I felt.”

“Maybe you’re going into shock.” She applies a tiny bit more pressure to his wound. “You’re speaking gibberish, aren’t you? Because I don’t understand what you’re…” She scrutinizes his wrinkles and graying hair again. “You’re not the man I spoke with hours ago.”

“Seven-and-a-half years.” He lets go of the rifle and gestures feebly at himself. “From my point of view.”

Her mouth falls open. “Seven-and-a…?”

Rinckes caresses her chin, smearing it with blood. She’s too nonplussed to mind. “Couldn’t tell you how I felt when I had the chance, and now I just blurted it out like a nervous teenager.”

“I don’t know what to say.” Her voice has gone shaky. “I mean, I never really… I mean…”

“Saying this at last, I’d hoped it would lift a burden off my shoulders.” He looks past Melanie, at the starship battle framed by the comforting stars in the windows, and back to her eyes, which are glossy with emotion. “My affection for you is utterly inconsequential in the grand scheme, pales in comparison to seeing you alive.”

“I was supposed to die here?”

“You were. So I came back.”

She’s silent for a good five seconds before muttering, “You traveled back in time? For me? I… I didn’t know you’d miss me so much. I had no idea.”

“To be honest, I never quite figured out what you thought of me and I don’t need to know. Whatever your feelings are toward me, I’m okay with it. I love you, Melanie. More than anything. I just… want you to make it through today. I cannot lose you again, so I’m begging you to leave. Go to the shuttle bay and flee to Starbase 9. This station will soon be under enemy control.”

She turns to the raging space battle. “What of the Sundance?” Outside, the Kennedy and Wolf circle the Altonoid prototype, which keeps firing its four convergent phaser beams at the beleaguered vessels. Melanie lowers her gaze. “Where is our ship?”

“Already lost. I’m sorry. There was nothing I could’ve done.”

Her mouth forms a thin line. “Was there?”

Rinckes wants to justify his actions, explain how it all went down, how he tried in vain to prioritize his loyalties to the Sundance and the Federation. His excuses come out as incoherent nonsense.

“Did you even try?”

He bites his lower lip to stop his bruised jaw from quivering. “There was nothing I could’ve done.”

“Captain, what did you do?”

“Please leave.”

“No, I’m not leaving you.” She withdraws from his hand caressing her chin. “Answer my question. Did you even try?”

“I tried. I tried every day, for years. But I lose ships. It’s what I do. The Solar Field, the Sundance, the Achilles.”

“Wait. Harriman’s ship?”

“My next command. They gave her to me, but I lost her too, all hands. I did everything, did everything right, even when we were trapped behind enemy lines. We survived, alone, for so long, but fate caught up with me. It always does. I’m cursed, Melanie. That’s why you must leave.”

She lets out a deep sigh bordering on exasperation. “You’re not cursed.” She rests her head on his non-injured shoulder in lieu of embracing him. “You’ve been through hell. I’d be lying if I said I understood half of it, but we’ll discuss the situation later. In the here and now, regardless of the Sundance’s fate, you’re my captain and I’m not leaving your side.”

Her nearness and compassion despite her astute observations dismantle the barriers he set up eons ago and permit him to let his tears flow uninhibited. “Thank you.”

“Well, I couldn’t leave if I wanted to. I have to apply pressure until the blood in your knife wound has clotted, so that buys you another ten minutes.”

Enfolded in her presence, he smiles at her, grateful to have beaten the odds. Blood has been spilled of enemy and friend alike, and his obsession with righting this one sin of his past has numbed his conscience, though his dubious actions and trodden-on principles continue to gnaw at him from afar. His body and soul have gone through a meat grinder, but it’s okay. He is where he yearned to be: right beside Melanie Simons.

He grabs the stolen Altonoid rifle and points it at the main entrance, then presses his cheek against Melanie’s and stares out the window, at the doomed Wolf and Kennedy, and at the stars confirming he is wide awake. His nightmare is over.
 
And so, the saga continues.

Some intense fighting here but what I thought most fascinating was the fact that for all his obsession with saving the love of his life, Melanie didn't even know his feelings for him, and might not even reciprocate them, which by the way, would be the irony of ironies.

Looking forward to more of this.
 
Fallen Heroes - Book 2 of 2 - Chapter 10b (of 12)

Commander Tony Q types instructions into the tactical station he and Ensign Parkin share, leaving a trail of sweat wherever his fingers go. Is it him or is it getting progressively colder on the Kennedy’s bridge? Life support seems to be functioning adequately, so that can’t be it.

Parkin, supporting a fair share of his weight, leans in on him. “How are you feeling, Commander? It could be a trick of the light, but you’re growing paler by degrees.”

Tony rubs at the clammy phaser wound above his right hip, intending to ease the pain yet achieving the opposite. “Not too well, Ensign. It’s not important. Just concentrate on targeting the highlighted sections along the Massal’s phaser wires.” Given the state of the bridge and by extension the Sovereign-class vessel he’s on, complaining can wait. The command center has become a clutter of debris, harboring damage from cracked floor tiers to metal trusses dangling from the ceiling. The ops station has blown up, the science and first officer stations have been crushed and buried, and the red alert panels are alternating between blinking and flickering.

“Decks 7 through 18 have been evacuated,” Lieutenant Commander André Soeteman reports from his engineering station. “Other decks may have to be evacuated too; we’re losing power fast. Tony, Parkin, I’m forwarding a selection of weakening phaser wiring to your console.”

On screen, the Massal-class warship looks menacing despite Tony’s readouts confirming its structural integrity has dropped below 50%, courtesy of the Kennedy and Wolf’s frantic counterattacks. The Sundance’s final act of destruction permanently damaged its upper-left corner, deservedly so. Four emerald phaser beams originating from the intricate phaser system swathed around its hull persistently torment both starships, which have managed to unravel bits and pieces of the system by singling out its thick wires’ flanks and undersides as per Soeteman’s recommendations.

“Could we speed up the process somehow?” Captain Mathieu Duvivier asks, seated in the middle of his barely recognizable bridge.

“Difficult,” Soeteman says. “Whenever one section is taken out, it automatically reroutes power to circumvent the damaged area.”

At the helm, the blonde Trill Lieutenant Malin works her piloting magic for the creaking and groaning Kennedy to dodge incoming phaser beams. “Difficult does not equal impossible, Commander,” she says in between well-planned maneuvers.

Tony chooses not to be too distracted by the mixture of worrying reports and subdued banter. It’s challenging enough to put up a decent fight with the Kennedy’s forward and ventral saucer phasers pretty much fried. He prepares to line up the aft torpedo launchers and verifies their operating temperatures are safe this time to decrease the odds of Chief Engineer Soeteman punching him in the nose. Meanwhile, Parkin spreads the remaining morsel of shield strength across the ship’s surfaces facing the Massal.

“Our phasers need extra cooling time,” Soeteman says. “Can you two adjust your tactics?”

Parkin exchanges a knowing glance with Tony and says, “We’d rather not, sir.”

Duvivier appears to be on the same page as his tactical staff and explains, “We mustn’t give the Massal the chance to recharge for an all-out phaser strike. Of course, you’re welcome to share your phaser cooling advice with tactical. Do keep in mind our attack has to be continuous or the enemy will get the drop on us.”

“I’ll do that.” There’s an irritated edge to Soeteman’s voice. Tony sympathizes with him. Holding the ship together in an engagement this brutal would ruin every chief engineer’s mood.

The Wolf’s chief engineer must be ill-tempered too. On the viewscreen, which is gradually succumbing to white noise, the Akira-class vessel soars past, showing huge gaps in her weapon pod, which surprisingly enough still functions. It spews a volley of photon torpedoes from its forward launchers.

“They’ve restocked their pod’s forward launchers somehow,” Malin says.

Parkin sucks in a quick breath. “Can you imagine navigating a hole-filled weapon pod mid-battle with antigrav units containing delicate torpedoes?”

“Now that’s commitment,” Malin says, making a face.

The bravery on display amazes Tony and assuages the fear he’s experiencing. Sure, he’s been nothing but afraid ever since the Altonoids pillaged Earth—both two years in the future and five years in the past from his unique perspective. Standing here wounded on the shuddering disaster of a bridge of a starship history mandates will perish today, partaking in a hopeless battle with billions of lives at stake…

Yeah, his fears need all the assuaging they can get.

He shivers despite sweating so much he has to wipe off his half of the console with his sleeve every so often.

Parkin casts him a concerned look. “You’re doing an excellent job, Commander,” he assures him. “In all modesty, I consider myself pretty capable, but it’s nice to have someone as reputable as you by my side.”

“Stop smarming and ready aft weapons,” Tony replies with a dash of humor.

Parkin laughs quietly. “Right away, sir.”

The ship judders as it unleashes a full salvo of torpedoes. The Massal disarms three of them with its automatic defense system—fewer than normal. This intrigues Tony. Could it be their intricate phaser system is losing steam? Regardless, he’d rather have them firing at inbound torpedoes than at their vessels. The remaining torpedoes do hit their mark and light up the prototype’s shields. Parkin aims additional phaser fire at the wires’ vulnerabilities. Combined with the Wolf’s support, they decimate a set of anchor points on the Massal’s port flank. A section of phaser wires eighty meters across springs loose, resembling a burning limb swatting at nothing until it tears free and dims like the piece of jetsam it is.

“Great work,” Duvivier says. “On to the next section.”

“Agreed,” Soeteman says. “I’m suggesting Grid C-18 on the Massal’s bow.”

With the Kennedy’s aft phasers and launchers cooling down, Malin lines up starboard phasers, which Parkin fires eagerly. Searing phaser beams cut through the Massal’s shields and leave a trail of fire and destruction across the chosen segment of experimental wires, demolishing several anchor points in consecutive order.

Tony savors this fleeting thrill of success, admitting to himself that although they may have been on the backfoot this entire battle, they are making progress. “Any weaknesses on the Massal’s stern, Commander?” he asks the chief engineer.

“Searching for them now. Yes, if you—”

Through dense layers of flame and smoke, four phaser beams converge to strike the Kennedy dead on, dousing her bridge in a green hue as it erupts in chaos, slamming Tony into his tactical console.

“We’re drifting!” Malin yells.

“Divert power to thrusters!” Duvivier replies.

Tony attempts to regain his bearings while ignoring the lingering sensation of having bumped his nose against a solid object. Parkin gently nudges him in the ribs and points at the Kennedy’s position indicator. She is listing to port, exposing the lower decks of her saucer and engineering section to the merciless Altonoids.

“Ventral phasers, now,” Tony says. “Malin, maximum clockwise rotation.”

He seeks eye contact with Duvivier, who puts two and two together and announces over the comm, “All hands, brace for impact.”

Tony hooks an arm around tactical, leans into Parkin, and forbids himself from envisioning the catastrophic damage this ship will suffer.

As the Kennedy returns fire in a desperate effort to protect those aboard, the Massal retaliates in full. An ear-splitting rumble permeates the bridge as forces beyond description violently raise its deck. The tactical console flickers and goes dark, but not before Tony catches a glimpse of its readouts signaling the four beams have discovered a weak spot in the saucer section’s battered underside. Unable to hear anything over the cacophony of rupturing onboard systems, unable to see due to bridge lighting, interfaces, and even the viewscreen going offline, he tightens his hold on the tactical station, closes his eyes, and surrenders to the insane g-forces pushing over three million metric tons of starship upward.

Something massive in the forward decks bursts and overturns the bridge. Helpless against this sudden shift in velocity, he loses his grip. Surrounded by darkness and screams, he gets flung into the ceiling, smashes into a bundle of hard and soft conduits, and plunges onto a wall of rubble.
 
"Oh Mama, can this really be the end, to be stuck inside of Mobile with the Memphis Blues again?"

Okay, never mind Bob Dylan and the Memphis Blues, but one has to wonder how many more near-death situations Tony is able to survive. I'm assuming he will this one as well, but he must be down to the last one of his nine lives.
 
Fallen Heroes - Book 2 of 2 - Chapter 10c (of 12)

The space battle keeps Captain Stephan Rinckes and Commander Melanie Simons spellbound in the observation lounge. As if ripped open by a chainsaw, the Kennedy loses a five-deck-thick slice of saucer, providing a real-life cross section of the mighty ship, exposing countless rooms to open space, and jettisoning people, cargo, and turbolifts into the vacuum while severed deck segments bleed ignited plasma.

“Good grief!” Rinckes exclaims despite his injuries, gawking at thousands of cubic meters of starship breaking off and shredding itself further apart with each revolution. The Massal’s four phaser beams proceed to target the rest of the Sovereign-class vessel—mainly the center of her stardrive section—transforming unshielded hull to bright explosions and molten alloy.

Another ball of flames rises, from the Massal, as the Wolf bombs the Altonoid prototype with a barrage of torpedoes from her perforated weapon pod and pummels its vast exterior. In response, the Massal redirects its firing power to the brave Akira-class vessel.

“Maybe we shouldn’t be watching this,” Melanie decides. “It’s not like we can help.” Her regretful tone betrays she’s thinking of the lost Sundance as well. “We’d better stay alert.” The knife wound in Rinckes’ back must’ve clotted by now. Still she refuses to leave and keeps applying pressure, though apparently she feels confident enough about his condition to gesture once in a while.

Relishing in her closeness, the captain knows better than to argue with her and refocuses on the main and side entrances, stolen Altonoid phaser rifle at the ready. Intruders have been few and far between for the past ten minutes, but one moment of inattention, one slow reaction to a new threat and their luck will run out.

For lack of a medkit, Melanie has patched him up with whatever’s at hand. She checks the improvised bandage wrapped around the cut near his broken wrist. “Seems okay for now.”

Rinckes stares at her red sleeve, visible because her uniform jacket sleeve is currently doubling as bandage. When she died in his arms, her jacket sleeves were intact. He glances around and counts more dead Altonoids than he remembers finding here. Doesn’t this confirm he has altered the timeline? It should. The truth is, he’s not sure about anything anymore, and her reluctance to get to safety compounds his uncertainty.

“There’s only so much I can do,” she says, having completed her inspection. “I could fashion a splint for your wrist now I’ve got my hands free.”

Rinckes scrounges together the strength to reason with her once more. “Are you just staying here till the cows come home? That battle, we’re not going to win it.”

“This again?”

“I’m no longer in danger of bleeding to death, but I’m not exactly mobile—”

The main entrance slides open and Rinckes promptly aims his rifle at the figure stumbling in through the doors. He can hardly believe who it is, even though it makes perfect sense. It’s him, or rather, the 2380 version of him. Forty-six years old, carrying a Starfleet phaser rifle, uniform battle-worn, knuckles swollen, cuts and bruises marking a familiar face. His narrow eyes, partly covered by dark-blond strands of hair, convey a sense of acute despair the older captain has long since moved past—or so he convinces himself.

“Precisely on schedule, Captain,” he says to his younger self, who stands there slack-jawed, frozen in place, rifle clanging to the floor.

“I suppose this corroborates your story,” Melanie deadpans.

Young Rinckes looks from his older self to Melanie and back again, emitting a series of gasps and other unsuccessful attempts at communication before settling on gazing at the woman he loves. “Melanie, you made it!” he says, followed by a huge sigh and an incredulous chuckle.

Old Rinckes’ throat thickens with emotion. To see himself reassured Melanie is okay is akin to looking in a mirror at a person he was never allowed to be. “We saved her,” he manages to say. “She’s all right. She will be, if you take her with you.”

His younger self glances at him and his expression changes from relieved to confused. Although Melanie is handling the fact that she has two captains in varying emotional states exceptionally well, she can’t help but join this contest of befuddled stares.

“It’s okay. Everything’s all right,” Old Rinckes says. “Escort her to the shuttle bay, get her to Starbase 9.”

Blinking rapidly, Young Rinckes picks up his rifle and hesitantly approaches the two.

“We’ve been through this,” Melanie says. “I’m not going to leave you.”

A cautious grin forms on Young Rinckes’ lips.

“Yeah, she’s nice like that,” Old Rinckes says.

Melanie ignores their adulation and stays practical. “See if you can lift him.”

His younger self hunkers down to do so but can’t resist studying his older self’s features. “You’re… You really are me.”

“Yes, and I’m telling you I’m in no shape to be carried around.” He looks his younger self directly in the eye, uncanny as it may be. “I hereby order you to take her to the main shuttle bay… and facilitate her escape. We may have the same rank, but I have seniority, so what I say goes.” Strenuous as it is to move, he turns to Melanie. “I’ll be fine. I don’t belong here anyway. He does, and you two need to get the hell out of Dodge.”

“Are you absolutely sure about this?” she asks.

Old Rinckes works up a smile. “Melanie, your captain needs you. Go with him.” He gives his younger self an encouraging nod. “Take good care of her. No matter how crazy things will become—and believe me, crazy doesn’t begin to describe it—keep her safe.”

“I will,” his younger self says. This promise, Old Rinckes knows, he’ll be able to keep.

“Please hurry.”

“I don’t like this,” Melanie says.

“Neither do I. But it’s the way it should be.”

“Fine… Who am I to disagree with two captains?” She gives him a parting hug, alleviating pain mental and physical, then gently lays him on his side to face the star-filled windows. Her sad, blue eyes pierce his soul. “Goodbye, Stephan.”

“Goodbye, Melanie.”

Gaze downcast, she moves out his field of vision, accompanied by the one person who will guarantee her survival: his young version, who will reach the shuttle bay like before. This time she’ll be there with him, and he’ll be spared the agony of losing her, spared years of grief and guilt eroding the center of his being until nothing salvageable remains. Whether she reciprocates his feelings or not, he’ll protect her, stand by her, and he’ll be at peace.

The doors open and close. Rinckes is alone, surrounded by the fallen. He watches the maimed Kennedy and Wolf struggling to parry the Massal’s ceaseless attacks. He remembers how this will play out. Shortly after he fled in a shuttle, all those years ago, the battle ended with a rudderless Wolf crashing into Station A-12. His failure to influence this conflict’s outcome means the Wolf is destined to repeat this, and he is lying in her crash path.

And that’s okay.

He has fulfilled his purpose.
 
Hang on for the ride and you'll find out soon enough. Although, with my admittedly glacial writing pace, "soon enough" is a bit of relative term ;)
Next week, back into the action for an extra-long chapter segment as the desperate starship battle continues!
 
Fallen Heroes - Book 2 of 2 - Chapter 10d (of 12)

Plagued by dizziness, Commander Tony Q grabs on to the tactical console and tries to concentrate on the orders his captain is dishing out from the center of the Kennedy’s bridge.

“Continue targeting the Massal’s starboard flank,” Captain Mathieu Duvivier shouts from the darkness. He is standing; remnants of his chair have been scattered across the collection of broken equipment the command center has become. “I know sensors are hazy. Just follow your gut instinct and track the areas we’ve damaged most and build from there.”

“Yes, sir,” Tony says, attempting to concentrate on his duties while to his immediate left a Denobulan medic is frenetically trying to save Ensign Parkin’s life.

When the Kennedy lost an extensive slice of her saucer, Tony had been thrown into an array of ceiling conduits and tossed back onto the debris-strewn floor, adding a few extra cuts and bruises to his list of injuries. The poor ensign, who’d been an exemplary source of help, wasn’t so fortunate and had been bashed into a metal ceiling beam with such force that the beam loosened and fell after him.

Unconscious and having sustained a ghastly headwound, Parkin lies slumped over his half of the tactical console with the immovable ceiling beam pinning him in place. Lieutenant Voss, the medic who responded to the captain’s call for medical assistance, has affixed a cortical stimulator to the ensign’s forehead. Controlling the device using his tricorder, he is typing in reconfiguration after reconfiguration in between worried grunts and hasty examinations. So far his efforts have yielded little cause for hope.

“Weakest grids on their starboard flank are entering range,” Lieutenant Commander André Soeteman says. His engineering station has been reduced to a twitching mess of snapped circuitry, so he has moved to the nearest wall panel, his back turned to his coworkers.

“Malin,” Duvivier says, “coordinate with the Wolf to overwhelm these grids.”

“Aye, sir,” the blonde lieutenant says. “I bet they’d be happy to.” Seated at the helm, she’s closest to the viewscreen, which is back online but mostly displays static and reboots itself at random intervals.

Tony lays in the necessary firing patterns and executes them the instant Malin has the ship conduct another pass along the enemy’s starboard side while maintaining a respectful distance to avoid saucer-shattering retaliations. He can barely stand without Parkin’s support and leans into the ceiling beam. The alternative would be to collapse on the spot.

It earns him a chiding scowl from Voss. “You’re not helping, Commander.”

“Don’t have much of a choice,” Tony says, sounding tired enough for Voss not to press the issue.

As the Kennedy and Wolf disable segments of experimental phaser wiring, Soeteman rattles off vulnerable grid sections. The chief engineer has stopped sharing the unstoppable influx of damage reports unless deemed vital by him; he has acquired a singular focus on providing his colleagues the much-needed tactical edge over the Altonoids.

Malin swerves the Kennedy past the Massal to line up the aft launchers, which Tony gladly makes use of by firing simultaneous volleys of torpedoes to aid the Wolf’s ongoing assault. The Massal rewards their combined efforts by firing four devastating beams straight at the Wolf’s weapon pod.

“Oh, come on!” Malin says. “As if there aren’t enough holes in it already.” Having waited for the Wolf to turn around for another attack run, she brings the Kennedy about. They are lacking serious forward firepower with the extreme damage the bow has sustained. To counteract this impairment somewhat, she has the Kennedy approach with an increased angle of attack, enabling tactical to put the ventral phasers that still work to the test.

On his readouts, Tony discerns a section of frayed phaser wiring and immediately besets it with the phaser arrays at his disposal. The Wolf is quick to copy this strategy despite her hull taking the brunt of the Massal’s wrath. Nobody’s shields are holding anymore at this stage, and the frayed phaser wiring ignites as phaser fire and torpedoes hammer into it.

“Approximately 60 percent of the wires remain active,” Soeteman says, dampening their tenuous optimism with cold yet important facts as the Kennedy and Wolf fly over the bulky Massal in formation and transform the raveled wiring into useless threads of flotsam.

Interpreting his console’s jumble of sensor data, Tony adds, “Multiple hull breaches in the areas we’ve targeted.”

Voss’ medical tricorder starts chirping a series of alerts. “Activity in the isocortex is falling,” he says, pressing a hypospray against the ensign’s neck. “Administering 10 milligrams of cordrazine. Don’t you give up now, Ensign. We’re not going to lose you too.”

Tony surmises the medic has had his share of patients dying during this relentless battle of attrition. The commander can’t dwell on these tragedies, though, including the one unfolding within earshot, because the Kennedy rocks violently while facing the Altonoids, who have locked their four beams on her marred bow. Two can play that game. “Firing into their hull breaches,” he announces, blocking out the disturbing zaps of the reactivated cortical stimulator.

Skyscraper-sized explosions inundate the Massal’s hull as the Kennedy and Wolf—unperturbed by the cut-free phaser wiring clawing at them—strafe the vessel.

“Excellent work. Stay sharp, people,” Duvivier says, steadying himself as his ship lines up ventral and aft weaponry. The Wolf emerges from the flames, her phasers selecting marks left and right on the prototype’s dark hull. The enemy’s four green phaser beams track her every movement and scar her unshielded armor.

“Main and reserve batteries nearing depletion,” Soeteman warns. “I’m doing my best to juggle our energy allocation. I’ll have to shut down life support very soon if we want to keep using our weapons.”

Duvivier frowns at the bearer of bad news. “Noted.”

Until told otherwise, Tony blankets the Massal with all the photon torpedoes and phaser fire he can squeeze from the Kennedy’s overheating armament. The Wolf fires a batch of torpedoes as well, which slam into the Massal from close range, setting off detonations that untangle complete sections of phaser wiring.

Any inclination toward excitement is snuffed out by the ensign’s rapidly worsening condition. Voss’ medical tricorder has begun emitting a continuous high-pitched whine, and Parkin spasms involuntarily with each boost from the cortical stimulator. “Don’t you dare give up,” Voss says, his expression grim as he injects his patient with another dose of cordrazine.

“The Wolf is in trouble!” Malin says, prompting Tony to look at the viewscreen’s unstable image. Skillful evasive maneuvers notwithstanding, incoming phaser fire strikes the Wolf’s already brittle weapon pod dead center for seconds on end. Just as he thinks the pod’s resilience is bordering on the supernatural, its armor caves entirely, granting the phaser beams unrestricted passage to its stored torpedoes—dozens of which primed. Massive shockwaves burst out from within the pod, vaporizing half of it, dispersing pieces of fractured hull plating and components in each direction, and severely compromising the vessel’s structural integrity.

“Bloody hell,” Duvivier says, voicing everyone’s thoughts. The Wolf goes adrift, carrying forward momentum while rotating along her longitudinal axis. “Come on, come on.” The Kennedy can’t afford the Akira-class vessel’s absence, even if the permanent loss of her weapon pod signifies a considerable disadvantage.

The Massal immediately assails the Kennedy, shuddering her bridge. Confronted by the daunting prospect of fighting alone—the backup fleet is hours away—Tony starts altering the tactics he has prepared. To his relief, the Wolf sputters back to life, levels off and turns around, phasers blazing, inciting a cheer from Malin and an appreciative nod from Soeteman.

“That’s the thing about our starships,” Duvivier says. “They’re as formidable as the people who fly them.”

“Compliment accepted,” Malin says.

The Wolf and her valiant crew led by Admiral Van Aken is drawing away fire, allowing Tony to undo his strategic amendments, when Voss says the last thing he wanted to hear: “I’m calling it.” He looks over to the medic and his motionless patient, who’s still caught between console and ceiling beam. Voss removes the stimulator from Parkin’s forehead and sighs deeply. “I’m sorry, Ensign…”

“I am too,” Tony whispers, and he averts his gaze from the heartbreaking sight. The Kennedy and Wolf have resumed formation, ready for the strafing run Malin initiates, requiring Tony’s full attention, though Parkin remains a dominant presence at the edge of his vision. How many deaths will he have to witness before he can set things right? Can he set things right, or do his ambitions and sacrifices amount to nothing more than a textbook example of a sunk cost fallacy? Is he devoting each breath to a hopeless cause? Unable to answer these questions, he channels his frustration into using the instruments of destruction at his disposal to hound the Altonoid phaser system’s weak spots.

To keep the bad guys on their toes, the two Federation starships approach the warship from different angles while aiming at the same hull areas, compelling the Massal to pick a target and stick with it, which admittedly has its pros and cons. It selects the Wolf, opting to expand on the structural damage her weapon pod’s obliteration caused.

“She’d better be able to withstand this,” Duvivier says, concerned. “Up to us to play offense. You ready, Tony?”

“Absolutely, sir.” In truth, he wonders how much longer he can stay on his feet, leaning against the console and the ceiling beam, his energy draining from his body at an even faster rate than the Kennedy’s depleting batteries. Little crescent impressions have formed in his console’s interface where his nails have been digging into it.

As the Wolf attracts the incoming phaser beams, the Kennedy rotates to make optimal use of her available weapons, firing whichever functional phaser array is within range and unleashing salvoes of torpedoes whenever the Massal shows up in the launchers’ crosshairs.

And Tony ensures none miss their mark.

Towering flames leap up from the Massal’s cracking armor, and the last volley rams their way through its hull to detonate from the inside, setting ablaze the surrounding phaser wires, which spread the developing fires like separate fuses leading to the same bomb.

“More of that please!” Malin yells.

Tony glances at Parkin’s corpse. “My pleasure,” he says through gritted teeth as he sics every dorsal phaser array at his beck and call on the Altonoids. Despite the pummeling she’s undergoing, the Wolf also manages to fire her arrays and starboard torpedo launchers, intensifying the flames scalding the warship’s buckling surface.

The Massal bundles its firing power toward the Kennedy and hits her amidships at full force. Tony bangs his chin against his console but hangs on nevertheless as a deafening racket echoes throughout the vessel. A horrendous thunderclap precedes the bridge tilting sharply. They must’ve struck a weak spot. Crash-landing on a rock planet would’ve produced less of an impact than this. From the corner of his eye, he sees Soeteman and Voss rolling through the rubble to the demolished starboard side of the bridge. A slab of bulkhead half a meter wide flies through the viewscreen’s image like a stone cast through a waterfall and hits Malin in the cheekbone, knocking her out of her chair.

“Malin!” Tony shouts, phaser wound be damned.

Voss reacts immediately. He disentangles himself from the cursing chief engineer, snatches his medkit from the floor, and rushes over to examine her injuries.

“Evasive maneuvers!” Duvivier shouts, climbing out of the rubble, unaware his chief helmsman is currently receiving medical treatment.

Tony wishes he could do more. It takes every residual filament of willpower in his battered frame to cling to his post. All weapons and corresponding subsystems on his interface redden and go dark. The deck’s trembling and juddering never abates, the red alert panels have given up altogether, and apart from the helm station, all consoles have dimmed as far as Tony can tell from his limited vantage point. The emergency lighting comes on at last, a diffuse whiteness creeping onto the junk heap. Though additional light sources are welcome, Tony realizes this means the main power has gone offline. On screen, the Wolf fights on, left to her own devices.

“She has sustained a skull fracture,” Voss says, bent over the unconscious Trill woman, pointing a whirring medical tricorder at her head. “She needs surgery. I think I can stabilize her for now.”

“Please do your best, Lieutenant,” Duvivier says, standing on the rumbling bridge deck as if sailing a tugboat into a hurricane. “Tony, weapon status.”

“All gone, sir,” he whimpers, feeling as exposed as when Sharpe’s fleet disarmed the Achilles.

“I was afraid you’d say that. Man the helm, Commander.”

“Aye, sir.” He gives Parkin one final look, then releases his grasp on the bricked tactical console and begins crawling over the floor tiers toward the helm station. Not a very dignified way of traveling, and debris cuts his hands and knees, but it gets the job done.

Meanwhile, Soeteman has returned to his engineering wall panel and breathed new life into it. “Main and reserve batteries not responding; we’re on emergency power only. Internal sensors are in dreadful shape. I can hardly obtain any readings beyond our bridge systems. Casualty reports are coming in, some over the comm, most from individual combadges.”

Tony crawls past Voss and Malin, clambers into the helm’s seat, and blinks at the flickering light of his new station and the overhead viewscreen.

“Can you get the main power back on?” Duvivier asks Soeteman.

“Don’t see how yet. Too many power couplings have been severed.”

Running on adrenaline, basic pilot training, and a smidgeon of memory of his first assignment on this vessel as a fledgling officer, Tony assesses the engines’ status. Warp drive is unavailable, not surprisingly. (No warp core, no warp drive.) The saucer’s thrusters and impulse engines appear to be feeding off emergency power. The rest is unavailable. With a few thruster commands, he corrects the Kennedy’s listing, noticing straightaway something is very wrong with the vessel.

Soeteman felt it too. “Oh, this is bad. Tony, can you switch the screen to aft view?”

He complies, fearing the worst. Aggravatingly enough, the viewscreen goes offline again. Once the screen has reset itself, it explains all power, system, and engine troubles in a single arresting image.

What should be a plain overview of the ship’s stern flanked by two sleek warp nacelles now shows the vessel’s entire stardrive section—including her nacelles—torqued at a sixty-degree angle, held in place by five or six decks of contorted tritanium. It won’t take much for it to twist off and rotate into nothingness, as was its fate. He knows in his heart of hearts: These are the USS Kennedy’s final moments.

“Viewer forward,” Duvivier says after a lengthy pause, trading the harrowing spectacle for another: the Massal and Wolf locked in a death match. “Guys, given our current situation, there’d be no shame in retreat.”

Silence falls over the bridge, save for Voss’ attempts to stabilize Malin. The captain has a point. How are they supposed to continue like this? Then again, how could they abandon the Wolf?

Soeteman sums it up quite aptly: “I believe I can redistribute enough emergency power to reactivate one phaser array.”

Tony summons a wry smile and looks over to his captain, who says, “Then that phaser array had better make a difference. Return us to the battle.”

“Yes, Captain!” Tony says, spurring the saucer’s twin impulse engines to action. He soon learns the vessel’s course must be adjusted frequently to compensate for the twisted stardrive section she’s hauling along. As the Massal and Wolf grow larger on the viewscreen, an extra panel appears on the helm’s LCARS display, thanks to the chief engineer. It’s a simple tactical window controlling the lone revitalized phaser array close to the port impulse engine. The array is the one fragment of the ship capable of exacting vengeance, and Tony vows to make good use of it.

Too busy engaging the Wolf, the Altonoid prototype ignores the Kennedy limping to the scene. As they get nearer, the Wolf’s precarious state becomes obvious. The combination of her catamaran-like hull and her missing weapon pod gives her the unsettling aspect of a wishbone—easily snapped in two. It’s as if she’s kept together by sheer resolve, pure luck, and perhaps magic. Capitalizing on this fragility, the Massal’s phasers tear into her starboard warp nacelle and blast the engine free from its pylon.

“Oh, my…” Duvivier gasps at the nacelle spinning off into the void. “We have to hurry.”

Soeteman has been running the required calculations. “Grid F-7 on their port flank.”

“Got it,” Tony says. Aware he’s bringing a broken catapult to a gunfight, he keeps his cool, lowers the Kennedy’s incomplete bow with a couple of well-timed thruster bursts, and announces, “Lining up phaser array.”

“Make it count,” Duvivier says.

“Believe me, I will.” He confirms his mark using the stuttering viewscreen as visual reference, made difficult by the Kennedy’s unpredictable listing and shaking. While the targeting sensors improve their lock on the specific grid of frayed phaser wiring, he permits himself a split second to think of the effort, hardship, and loss it took for him to be here. He sees the Wolf braving a storm of phaser fire and thinks of the scared people aboard her. He thinks of those who died today regardless of his best intentions. He thinks of the space station he’s defending from being transformed into a giant Altonoid lab for grisly biological experiments on the S’Prenn and the billions of lives that will perish as a result.

He notices the small tactical panel on his console reading, “target acquired.”

And he fires.

The Kennedy stabs a searing red phaser beam into the Massal, severing the frayed phaser wiring. As if stung, the warship briefly holds fire, then redirects its lethal phaser beams to the Kennedy. With a sickening lurch, the bridge jolts up and down, followed by sharp movements in seemingly random directions, resembling a prey’s futile attempts to escape its captor’s jaws. Ignoring his pain, Tony strains to remain seated and uses his console’s glow to regain his sense of direction. Grotesque sounds of a colossus’ flesh and bone ripping apart reverberate throughout the ship, and the bridge starts tumbling along its axes like a coin flipped in slow motion.

“We’ve lost the stardrive section!” Soeteman exclaims.

Tony shields his eyes against the onscreen explosions caused by the Wolf strafing the Massal and goes back to stabilizing the remnants of this once proud starship. On the brink of complete disorientation, he picks a heading and rallies whatever juice is left in the thrusters and impulse engines to wrestle the saucer into obedience. Her hull shifts and protests, sending up primeval roars as he discovers and exceeds the boundaries of the tortured starship’s construction. Sluggish yet fickle, she responds to the helm.

“Status of the phaser array?” Duvivier asks the instant Tony has stopped their world from revolving.

His tactical window is blinking red. “Nothing, sir. We’re defenseless.”

“Structural integrity negligible,” Soeteman says. “Casualty reports coming in, though much less than before.”

The implications of that statement are not something Tony wishes to reflect on. Behind him, Voss is working tirelessly to prevent Malin from becoming such a statistic.

Soeteman hesitates. “Sir, do we leave?” He scratches at his neck, drawing blood from an abrasion. “Well, do we?”

Tony feels the captain’s stare burning into the back of his skull while the Wolf attempts to outmaneuver the behemoth prototype. “Sir, we… we can’t just… I don’t know anymore.”

Duvivier trudges over to him through a maze of defective machinery. “I was under the impression today’s battle is crucial.” He rests a hand on Tony’s shoulder.

“It is.”

“Take us within range. We may not have any firepower left, but we can still assist our friends by distracting the Massal.”

“For old times’ sake, Captain?”

“For old times’ sake.”

Tony plots a new course into the carnage while Duvivier stays by his side. Faltering sensors alert him of a colossal navigational hazard: the vessel’s own stardrive section, slowly rotating through space, just like in his memories of this battle’s deadly conclusion. He alters course to evade it, tries to ban the indelible image from his mind.

Have they made a fatal mistake returning to the battle?
 
Well I'm not going to say that this is it for Kennedy, since i've done that mistake before but ... how is that ship even still flying? At this point, I guess it can barely even be called a ship anymore.
 
Yeah, at this point you could find derelicts in a junkyard that are more spaceworthy. But hey, as long as a few bulkheads and an engine holds, it still counts as a starship, right?
 
High time for an update:
Progress on the newest chapter is going smoothly and I'm about to print it out and litter it with annotations and improvements. Two more revisions to go after that and the new chapter will be ready for release. I wouldn't be be the painfully slow writer I am today without striving for that extra bit of perfection
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I can say, however, that it's a very promising chapter indeed and I'm looking forward to sharing this continuation of the Fallen Heroes saga with you all next month! I will let you know as soon as I've determined an exact release date, so stay tuned!
 
Hello there, fine people!

With the final revision of chapter 11 almost done, I have a release date to announce:

Fallen Heroes will continue January 8, 2021.

I'm really pleased with how the new chapter's turned out and I can't wait to share it with you all. Meanwhile, stay safe and enjoy the holidays. See you soon!
 
I am really, really tired but also quite proud that I managed to finish the new chapter right on schedule! So from this Friday on, you will all get to experience a new chapter segment each week for the rest of January. How's that for a good start of the year?

I think a little recap might be in order, so I'll write you one right now:
---SPOILER WARNING FOR ALL PREVIOUS CHAPTERS---
Having travelled back from a bleak future to the history-defining battle for Station A-12, Rinckes and Tony went their separate ways after violently clashing over how to handle their desperate mission.

Driven mad by his return to the place where he'd lost the woman he loved, Rinckes fought his way toward the observation lounge where he rescued Melanie from certain death and sent her away with his younger self after suffering grave injuries. Stranded in the lounge, he awaits the space battle's conclusion, knowing the USS Wolf is destined to crash into the station.

Tony meanwhile, was merged with his younger self by Q, keeping his knowledge of future events intact, and giving him a final shot at fulfilling his high-stakes mission. He opted to beam over to the Kennedy's bridge and influence the space battle from there, and they have made progress damaging the last remaining enemy vessel, but in the final stages of the battle the Kennedy is barely spaceworthy anymore. Her weapons have been destroyed, and the wounded Tony is quickly running out of options.

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Fallen Heroes - Book 2 of 2 - Chapter 11a (of 12)

Little is left of the Sovereign-class vessel Commander Tony Q is piloting. It has been quite a while since he has flown an actual starship, although a solid argument could be made the Kennedy hardly qualifies as one anymore. There are decades-old junkyard derelicts more intact than this rickety mishmash of hull and equipment. Robbed of her stardrive section and weaponry, she has been reduced to a wreck with impulse engines.

The captain had instructed him to replace the chief helmsman, the blonde Trill Lieutenant Malin, who sustained a dreadful head injury at this post. Now, she is lying behind him, unconscious and being cared for by the Denobulan medic Lieutenant Voss. Tony has not escaped injury either on this violent day; especially the phaser wound above his right hip is depleting his strength and stirring up a mighty fever. At least being seated at the helm is easier on him than clutching on to tactical.

The flickering LCARS panels on his helm station occasionally fail to respond to his input, which is problematic because the Kennedy wants to do everything except move in a straight line. Only so much can be done grappling with her obstinate controls.

“We’re coming up on the Massal,” Lieutenant Commander André Soeteman says, having annexed a wall panel to the left of the bridge. Bellowing orders to the two other engineers present, who are tasked with repairing the shambles of a command center they’re in, Chief Engineer Soeteman faces the insurmountable challenge of holding this death trap together. “Captain, emergency power reserves are as good as gone.”

“Do what you can to keep the engines going,” Captain Mathieu Duvivier says, standing by Tony’s side for moral support.

On the viewscreen, which flashes and distorts even worse than the helm interface, the Altonoid prototype’s phaser wires pummel the USS Wolf, which is in better shape than the Kennedy, though that’s not saying much; her weapon pod and starboard warp nacelle are missing, and the rest looks remarkably fragile for a starship class renowned for its robustness and tactical prowess.

Voss announces, “I’ve managed to stabilize Malin by inducing an artificial coma. She is safe for transport, and I’m confident she’s going to make it.”

Duvivier lets out a big sigh. “From the bottom of my heart, thank you.”

“You are very welcome, Captain.”

On screen, the Massal pauses at the sight of the lurching Kennedy’s return. In the confusion, the Wolf circles back, a maneuver causing her empty nacelle pylon to bend. Sick of being chased, the Akira-class starship confronts the Altonoids head-on and gives them a run for their money belying her weak appearance, firing all available phaser arrays simultaneously at the thorn in Starfleet’s side, striking the Massal’s chipped bow with full force. As a result, a great portion of phaser wiring on its bow snaps loose, whipping at open space.

“Yes!” Tony raises a fist in a feebler gesture than intended, prompting a surprised frown from Duvivier. “Since I’m filling in for Malin,” he explains to his captain, “I assume cheering and whooping is my department now as well.”

“As you were, Commander,” Duvivier says, patting him on the back.

Provoked by the Wolf’s successful attack, the Massal lets its phaser system blink on and off, as if to signal its rage, and light begins racing through its wires. Tony’s blood runs cold as he realizes it’s preparing for a massive phaser strike, the likes of which none of these souls have forgotten.

The Wolf, commanded by Admiral Van Aken, refuses to be intimidated and carries on her bombardment, pestering the prototype’s top and flanks with continuous phaser fire, compensating for her missing pod and nacelle with pure, unbridled mettle.

Increasing in speed, luminous bubbles rush through the remaining wires like sickly green blood cells through veins to unite in a focal point emerging on the Massal’s dorsal section, ready to direct its fury at the Wolf.

“You see it?” Duvivier asks.

“I do.” Without hesitation, Tony lays in an intercept course to shield the Wolf against the impending blast. The Altonoids will carve straight through the Kennedy’s saucer, but a decent portion of the impact will be absorbed, granting the admiral and his brave crew a fighting chance to survive.

The captain glimpses at the helm console. “I was about to give the order myself.” It isn’t until this sentence is spoken that Tony realizes the finality of the maneuver he’s initiating.

“Diverting power to the structural integrity field,” Soeteman says. “Every bit helps. Gentlemen, it’s been an honor serving with you.”

“Likewise,” Duvivier says, sharing in the chief engineer’s determination.

As the Kennedy nears the Massal and its glowing focal point, and the emergency lighting begins to waver, Tony’s sore muscles tighten. If only he and his shipmates had more options; he has no idea whether their noble sacrifice will make a difference. Wouldn’t it be reasonable, prudent even, to withdraw and figure out another way to save the future?

No, this is where he should be: on the Kennedy’s bridge, in defiance of all odds, convention, and expectations. He’s not in the mood to abandon his friends, his brothers and sisters in arms, so he strains the quaking impulse engines to push the Kennedy’s hulk toward the Massal.

The helm’s comm panel displays a succinct text message from the Wolf, signed by the admiral. Tony loves it. Brimming with pride and gratitude, he reads aloud, “Priority one message from Van Aken: ‘Maintain distance. We got this!’”

Duvivier stifles a careful smile. “What can I say? The guy’s a tough customer. Okay, admiral’s orders: Reverse thrust. Give them some room.”

Groaning and creaking, the Kennedy decelerates. The Wolf barrels into view, losing hull plating left and right while her phaser arrays feast on the anchor points keeping the Massal’s wires in place.

“That glimmering focal point wasn’t visible in earlier attacks,” Soeteman says. “From what I can glean from our fried sensors, their phaser system is on the brink of collapse. This could be a final trick up their sleeve.”

Tony has forced the saucer into a lethargic reversal to put a safe distance between them and the two ferocious combatants. Already, the Wolf’s phaser beams are cutting into the prototype’s hull, mutilating every corridor and onboard system in their path, setting off explosions from deep within, yet the wires persist in blinking faster and the focal point is emitting brighter and brighter green light.

Firing all she’s got, the Wolf swirls around the Massal in uneven bursts, her engines operating well beyond safety limits. She then turns about to let loose with her dorsal saucer arrays, denying the prototype the chance to breathe. Despite the hammering it’s undergoing, the Massal refuses to yield. The Wolf does not relent. She rotates to line up her dual port torpedo launchers with the ravine she’s created along the Massal’s spine and fires two volleys of torpedoes into it.

It pays off.

Unable to retain its incredible tensile strength, the prototype’s entire phaser system uncoils like a released spring. Energy amassed in its focal point zaps free and rips entire chunks of hull to shreds. In five separate waves of explosions—each grander than the one prior—and the consequent violent convulsions of shifting decks and gushes of jetsam, the Massal tears itself apart from the inside out and breaks into countless fragments. Miles of blazing phaser wires lash out at the two starships that orchestrated its destruction. In a futile reflex, Tony ducks as one of these fiery lassos comes straight for the Kennedy and misses her by a hair.

The Wolf, however, is less fortunate. An errant wire thrashes her across the saucer, carving out a crevasse of exposed machinery into her belly and slicing her deflector dish in half, killing its blue glow. Knocked sideways, the gutted vessel maintains sufficient momentum to drift helplessly toward Station A-12.

As she did before.

Soeteman brings a shaky hand to his forehead. “The Massal is gone. We made it!”

“But the Wolf!” Tony says, overcome by memories of the Wolf colliding with the station. While he and Emily fled the Debacle by shuttlecraft, the victorious Massal prototype had rushed to aid the Altonoid troops and thereby made the first steps toward repurposing the station. The warship has blown up in front of him, so he has changed the timeline, hasn’t he?

“Do we have enough reserves left to engage tractor beam?” Duvivier asks.

“Tractor beam offline,” Soeteman says.

Tony glances at his helm console and learns the tractor beam emitter isn’t just broken or out of power, it is in fact missing.

The rudderless Wolf’s collision will not completely destroy the space station, allowing it to be repaired, which is exactly what the Altonoids did. What if the Federation backup fleet arrives and sees no value in defending a severely damaged structure? Can he risk having the scales tipped toward evacuating the whole lot to Starbase 9 and abandoning the station, only for it to be rebuilt by their arch-enemy? Everything, including the hard-fought defeat of both prototypes, would be in vain.

Without giving it any further thought, he engages the impulse engines to catch up with the drifting Wolf. The ship rumbles a sonorous protest and accelerates.

“Wait! What are you doing?” Duvivier says.

Tony opens a transporter control panel and exhales in relief when it indicates transporters and site-to-site transport are still available. “Saving billions.” Keeping an eye on their fellow starship growing in the viewscreen, he selects the coordinates Jansen and his additional troops were beamed to earlier: a cleared area of Station A-12, situated well below the projected impact if all should fail. They should be safest there.

Duvivier notices what he’s up to. “Belay that! Soeteman, find a way to force the Wolf off her path.”

“How, sir?” Tony asks, locking all transporters at his command onto every living soul he can locate aboard the Kennedy. “This is our only option.”

Duvivier grabs him by the shoulders and swivels him in his chair. “Look at me. This is not your decision to make. I understand your vision of the future has left you desperate—”

Tony evades his captain’s probing gaze. “Sorry, Captain.” He wrestles an arm loose and thumps his fist on the “activate transport” button.

“What the—?” Duvivier’s eyes shoot daggers as he disappears in a blue mist of dissipating particles along with Soeteman, Voss, Malin, and the two engineers.

Assured that at least they and the other crewmembers he could lock onto are out of immediate danger, Tony reroutes his console to access basic engineering controls and shuts off every function and subsystem except for the engines, life support, and the few working bridge systems. On screen, the Wolf grows in size and detail, revealing how each square inch of her surface has suffered and offering a closeup of the burning chasm sliced into her saucer.

Using the Kennedy’s sputtering remains as a battering ram will result in casualties on both vessels—fewer than if the Wolf were to smash into the station, but it’s not an act he takes lightly. Though having to resort to putting his fellow Starfleet officers in danger sickens him, he has resigned to his lack of alternatives. Now he’s closer, he aims for the Wolf’s bow to maximize his chances of altering her course and minimize potential loss of life.

This is where his Starfleet career began: a brief stint as helmsman on this starship at this same console. His tribulations and adventures will soon be over. Lit by the Wolf’s hull filling the viewscreen, he accepts how his journey has come to an end. His entire body begs him to double over and give up, and his phaser wound has sapped his last shreds of energy, yet he is at peace, knowing the prototypes have been beaten. He can and will prevent the Wolf from ramming the station. The backup fleet will arrive at a space station worth protecting. The same peace he’s experiencing inside will spread throughout the Alpha and Beta Quadrant. No one will be driven from their homes. Earth will endure. The Federation and her numerous worlds will endure.

So with the Wolf’s lacerated bow larger than ever on the viewscreen and only the console’s collision alerts to keep him company, Tony exerts his waning strength to brace himself, lift his head, and watch the impending crash from the one place he was always destined to be: the Kennedy’s bridge.

“Forgive me, Emily, for the choices I’ve made.”

The instant the Kennedy slams bow-first into the Wolf, the viewscreen depicts both hulls intertwining and collapsing in equal measure, and a thunderous boom resounds throughout the vessel, shaking the floor, the bulkheads, his bones. He catches a final glimpse of crumpling duranium and tritanium shoving the Wolf off her course as storms of thick sparks and fire erupt all around him. He faintly registers smashing through his helm console. Then, everything goes dark.

* * *

Facing the observation lounge’s windows, Captain Stephan Rinckes lies on carpet and rubble, surrounded by slain Altonoids. Sharp pain from the knife in his back deters his plentiful injuries from luring him into unconsciousness. He’s chuckling to himself, having watched the battle for Station A-12 unfold. Patiently, he had waited for the fight’s inevitable conclusion, which was written in stone, as he had witnessed it before and neglected to change it.

How could he forget? A victorious Massal-class prototype, the USS Kennedy torn in two, and the stray USS Wolf colliding with the station as the battle’s violent denouement, which should have taken out this lounge and snuffed out his redundant existence.

Instead—and for the life of him, he hasn’t a clue how or why—the prototype had blown up in front of his very eyes! The Kennedy’s saucer had maneuvered toward the incomplete Wolf, and straight-up rammed her, evaporating his fixed prophecies.

His chuckling upgrades itself to laughter. He can’t help it. The Kennedy’s decimated saucer slowly pushing the Wolf off her crash path, the two vessels destined to miss the station, flouting the chronicles of his past… It’s absurd. Try as he might, his foggy mind can only come up with a single possible explanation, even if it mocks the relics of his common sense.

“You did it, Tony,” he says, his voice guttural. “You did it, you crazy, insane, stubborn…” His laughter dies out as his thoughts go from the guilt-wracked memory of mortally wounding the young lieutenant to the timeline-shattering spectacle before him, and the implications of the second destroyed Altonoid prototype and the averted Wolf’s collision. Judging from the muffled weapons fire and explosions happening on the decks above and below him, Starfleet and Altonoid soldiers are still contesting over this station, but winning the space battle is a giant amendment to the flow of history, a mountain cast into a river.

From below, a shuttlecraft flies into view—a tiny speck among the debris. It’s a Type 11 shuttle, originating from the station’s main shuttle bay. This is how he fled the scene, alone, torn apart by blind rage and excruciating grief. Not this time. Melanie got to live, a fact he is yet to comprehend or appreciate in its entirety, and she is safe in his younger self’s care. He gazes at the shuttle and its two fate-defying occupants as it levels off, lights up its small warp engines, and disappears in a white flash upon hitting warp speed. He wishes them well.

Having lost most forward momentum in their final clash, the Kennedy and Wolf float past—two behemoths spewing their innards in spirals of flotsam while gently rotating out of harm’s way. Despite their catastrophic damage, they are majestic in their sacrifice, their fate as linked together as their contorted hulls.

Someplace invisible between the wrecks and the extensive starfield, the seeds for the S’Prenn portal have been sown and its formation set in motion. For all their intellect and the best of intentions, the S’Prenn couldn’t predict the dire consequences this act of diplomacy caused. It goes to show: There is no accounting for bad luck, even on a galactic scale.

Or good luck. Rinckes was prepared to die. With the collision avoided, he’s starting to realize the prospect of being crushed by a wayward starship was never appealing to begin with. His injuries may be grave, but he thinks he’s stable. Exhausted, yes. Dying, not so much. Perhaps if he’d crawl over to the nearest dead Altonoid and borrow a communicator, adjust it to a Starfleet frequency—

The hair on the nape of his neck rises. He’s not alone. Despite not having heard anyone come in, he senses he’s being watched. Is it Ted and Emily, gray-faced in their EV suits, coming to get him like in his nightmare? Don’t be ridiculous, he berates himself, reaching for the phaser rifle on the floor next to him.

A polished boot steps onto the rifle, prompting him to look up at two looming figures blocking his view of the battle’s aftermath. They’re men, humans in uniforms he doesn’t recognize.

One of them crouches beside Rinckes. “Pretty beaten up, but it’s him.”

The other gives the captain a penetrating stare. “You’re coming with us.”

“W-who are you?”
 
And we're back. The recap at the beginning of this chapter was helpful to catch me up again.

Looks like we got our final conclusion to this riveting space battle. Not sure yet of the cost of this final desperate maneuver but good ol Tony must be done to the last one of his nine lives by now.

Great cliffhanger here which may introduce yet another complication to this saga.
 
Fallen Heroes - Book 2 of 2 - Chapter 11b (of 12)

A swell of panic jolts Commander Tony Q from a restless sleep, and he finds himself in a pitch-black darkness occasionally interrupted by the glimmering of smoldering fires. He’s unable to move yet definitely able to experience a dull ache stretching from his thighs to his collarbones. His legs have gone numb and a metal scent pervades the stuffy air. Could be blood. Trapped between the broken pilot’s chair and the forward bulkhead, he is partially buried in the helm console’s and viewscreen projector’s remnants and assorted unidentifiable debris. His forearms, wrists, and fingers are responding, so there’s that, but he’s stuck like an oversized insect caught in a Venus fly trap.

During his gradual return to the waking world, he hears Admiral Coen Van Aken speaking incessantly in a serious tone. “—Altonoid troops are disorganized but outnumber us.” In the corner of his hazy vision, a screen is glowing on the engineering wall panel Chief Engineer Soeteman reactivated during the closing stages of the battle. The Starfleet emergency channel notification frames this small screen, the one beacon of hope in a hellscape of broken conduits, cracked trusses, and malfunctioning devices. On it, a vague outline of Van Aken is addressing the camera. “—Aken to all vessels within range of Station A-12, calling from the USS Wolf. We are under attack. The Altonoids have invaded our station. We have won the space battle—”

It does Tony so much good to hear the admiral say this.

“—our vessel and the Kennedy are adrift and in horrible condition, necessitating evacuation and rescue teams. The Satellite and Sundance have been lost. Fighting continues aboard the station. The Altonoid troops are disorganized but outnumber us. We need reinforcements. Please hurry. This is Admiral Van Aken to all vessels—”

Staying conscious demands a gargantuan effort, and the ringing in Tony’s ears drowns out the repeating distress call. His head too heavy to keep up, he peers at the screen and notices a tall woman with long brown hair standing next to the admiral. She must be Captain Reynolds. He also spots a dark-haired man at tactical and a blonde helm officer. He finds solace in this proof that his ramming the Wolf didn’t kill everyone aboard, and the pent-up tension in his injured body subsides as his drowsiness pulls him back under.

When consciousness comes peeking in again, he can merely guess at how much time has elapsed with him clinging to life, lodged in the rubble; seems like seconds and weeks at once. He pivots his aching skull toward the engineering screen, which is emitting a series of beeps to indicate the admiral’s message is being answered. This beeping must’ve woken him.

The slender outline of Keith Harriman appears on it. “This is Captain Harriman of the Federation starship Achilles, responding to your distress call.” The familiar backdrop elicits a mixture of nostalgia and trepidation as Tony remembers his life aboard the vessel he considered home for five unforgettable years. ”We will be there in fifteen minutes. A surprise Altonoid fleet ambushed us and inflicted heavy losses, but the Achilles and ten other vessels have survived and will render assistance shortly. Upon arriving, we will be sending in troops and rescue teams.”

“The backup fleet,” Tony says, his voice raspy and frail. “They made it. They’re here.”

“Hang in there, friends. We’ll be with you soon.” Harriman brandishes his reassuring smile, or at least Tony thinks so. It could be his imagination filling in the blanks; the screen is meters away and ten inches across at most. Nevertheless, seeing the ever-supportive Harriman alive warms his heart. He treasures the moment, uncertain how long he has left before his mangled shell gives out altogether.

The pain is becoming increasingly distant, his sight blurred and narrow, and his thoughts dreamlike and ungraspable. He recalls what dying felt like; this is eerily similar. So he fights against his desire to rest, against the bitter cold clawing at him, against the whispers from his past and future soothing him to a permanent sleep.

He imagines the Achilles and her fleet rushing to the scene, being reunited with her crew and captain, contemplates how to deal with the new surge of grief losing Emily will cause—compounded by the responsibility he bears for her death when solving an impossible dilemma. Perhaps he has done enough. He has done more than could’ve ever been asked of him, this ordinary teenager who got to hold the universe in the palm of his hand. Perhaps he should surrender to—

No. Dad is waiting for him on Earth.

He’d love to see his father again, his kind smile and the accompanying laugh lines, relish in his words of wisdom and abundant willingness to share that special type of affection exclusive to a parent. If he can make it home, Dad will be there tending to his garden by his archaic cottage, and he’d be thrilled to see his son and listen to his tales of excitement and heartbreak. Tony decides to keep fighting for however long it takes, no matter how deep within his psyche he has retreated to hide from his body shutting down.

Presumably a quarter of an hour later, he awakens from his self-induced trance to the typical sound of active transporters and their blue hue lighting the Kennedy’s bridge. Footsteps and whirring tricorders approach, and he flails his forearms slowly at the newcomers. “Help. Over here,” he whimpers, his plea barely audible to himself.

“One life sign, very faint. This way,” he hears. “And get those fires out.”

Just like that, none other than Doctor Chris Kingsley steps into view, looking younger than ever in his early forties and snapping his fingers at him. “You still with us…?”—he glances at Tony’s rank insignia—“Commander, no less? Impact must’ve knocked a few years off you. Doesn’t matter, you’re in the best possible hands: mine. Just promise to stay with me.”

Tony gawks at the doctor. Boyish countenance? Check. Curly, red hair? Check. Questionable bedside manner? Double check. It’s really him! “C-c-chris.”

Kingsley rummages through his medkit. “I don’t believe we’ve met, C-c-commander.”

“Chris.”

“That is in fact my name.” He grabs his medical tricorder and inspects Tony’s wounds.

“Chris!”

Unimpressed, Kingsley continues his examination.

“My God!”

“An undeserved step up, but I’ll take it.” The doctor gestures at his medkit and says to a female security ensign, “Prepare 20 ccs of inaprovaline. I want him stabilized for transport and in sickbay asap.”

The prospect of returning to that particular medical facility vexes Tony until he realizes Kingsley’s sickbay of horrors belongs to a different time.

The doctor accepts the hypospray he is offered. “We might have to beam him up along with the debris he’s hoarding. This guy is properly stuck.”

Tony reaches for Kingsley, tries to touch his face.

Annoyed, the doctor evades this unwelcome attempt at connection and presses the frigid hypospray against his patient’s neck. “You’re either the greatest people person in the Milky Way or we can chalk up your touchy-feely nature and compulsion to repeat first names to blood loss.”

The inaprovaline takes quick effect, strengthening Tony somewhat, yet it’s insufficient to turn the tide of his slipping faculties. “Listen to me, Doctor. Station A-12 must not fall to the Altonoids. They will win the war if they stake their claim here. Evacuate and destroy the station if necessary. The Federation’s survival depends on it. It’s what we fought for… all those years.”

Kingsley remains silent for a couple of seconds, then says to the ensign, “Pass that on to the others. You know, on the off-chance Mr. Sandwich here knows what he’s talking about.”

“The Altonoids will win the upcoming war if they… if they…”

“Don’t exert yourself. Yes, you’re in bad shape. You’ll be fine, though. I’ve pulled uglier chestnuts out of the fire.” Right on cue, the ensign hands him a vascular regenerator to reduce the bleeding. “We’ll take you to the Achilles: one hell of a ship, with one hell of a sickbay and one hell of a chief medical officer.” He grins broadly.

“No, I must—”

“Whatever you set out to do, you’ve accomplished it, okay?”

“Maybe… maybe I did. The Achilles… Yeah, I’d love to go to the Achilles.”

“Great! Man, I wish all my patients were as cordial as you.” Kingsley elbows his assistant. “Medical note: If for some highly unlikely reason the commander doesn’t make it, have him stuffed and put on display in my office.”

This causes Tony to laugh as hard as his injuries permit.

* * *

Captain Stephan Rinckes is a new man; any signs of the severe injuries he sustained during the past twenty-four hours—most notably his broken wrist and the knife wound in his back—have been eradicated by skilled physicians, and this is the healthiest he’s felt in eons. Thanks to the state-of-the-art replicators on the 29th-century vessel he is on, his freshly replicated uniform fits more comfortably than ever as he stands on an overwhelmingly futuristic bridge, marveling at her sleek consoles, chairs, and four-dimensional displays showing multiple timestreams.

A stocky man in his late forties approaches him. “Welcome aboard the Federation timeship Relativity. I’m Captain Braxton.” Clearly a no-nonsense type of guy, his speech is curt and direct, and he motions at the lanky man beside him, who Rinckes recognizes as one of the men who found him in the observation lounge. “This is Lieutenant Ducane.”

Ducane shakes his hand. “How are you feeling, Captain Rinckes?”

“Much better. Let’s not beat around the bush. Why have you brought me here?”

“A pragmatist,” Braxton says. “I respect that. I suspect you might have an inkling as to why, or were you planning to spend the rest of your days starting afresh from the year 2380 with two versions of you roaming the galaxy? Especially now that the timeline your and Tony Blue’s actions have created means none of you have to travel back to the year 2387. Perhaps you’ve always wanted a twin brother and this is a dream come true. The Temporal Integrity Commission won’t stand for it. Frankly, neither will I.”

Rinckes hesitates. “Did we succeed?”

“Did you succeed in breaking the Temporal Prime Directive? Did you succeed in breaking all the principles I and the Federation hold dear? Yes, Captain, I believe you succeeded.”

“However,” Ducane interjects, “these actions have prevented a devastating Altonoid-S’Prenn alliance from developing. Such an alliance would’ve in turn prevented our formation, so your temporal incursion deserves the benefit of the doubt.”

Braxton huffs at his lieutenant. “We are not in the habit of extending leniency, but here we are.”

“So what happens next?” Rinckes asks, ready to knock them to the futuristic carpet if the answer isn’t to his liking.

“Temporal reintegration,” Ducane says. “Please follow me.”

“I’m not moving a muscle until you explain what that is.”

Braxton scoffs. “There can’t be two of you. We can remedy that.”

“We used our temporal transporter to beam you to our century,” Ducane elaborates, walking over to the prominent transporter platform on the far side of the bridge. “Apart from transcending space and time, it’s outfitted with another nifty feature.”

“The aforementioned temporal reintegration,” Braxton says, guiding the skeptical Rinckes to the transporter. “We’ll beam you to Guest Quarters DE9728 aboard Starbase 9, where the Captain Rinckes you sent away with Melanie Simons… It’s always about a woman, isn’t it?”

“It’s a recurring theme in temporal incursions,” Ducane says.

“I digress. Your younger self has retreated for the evening after receiving medical attention and seeing Ms. Simons off to her own quarters. Your and his personalities and memories will be merged into a single individual, allowing the timeline to continue as intended.”

Rinckes stops next to the platform. “How old will I be?”

“Physically, forty-six years old. Mentally, a tad older. Nothing unusual when it comes to temporal interventions.”

“Then why did you treat my wounds?”

“Wasn’t any bother. Consider it a professional courtesy. Now if you’d be so courteous to step on up, we can begin the procedure and be done with it.”

Though cautious, Rinckes obeys. This transporter seems identical to a regular one, save for the different color scheme and a profound sense of imminent danger.

“Excellent,” Ducane says. “Normally, we’d resequence your memory ingrams to remove knowledge of the future. This has been the subject of heated debate between the Relativity’s senior staff and the commission.”

Rinckes prepares himself to jump off the platform.

“As it is,” Braxton says, “history records Tony ‘Q’ Blue knows as much as you do, and thanks to your interference, the timeline you’ll be returned to differs greatly from the one you’ve experienced.”

Ducane adds, “What truly sealed the deal is how our temporal data confirms your and Blue’s combined knowledge has become part of the preferred timeline.”

“In other words, you’re free to go.”

Too confused to feel relief, Rinckes nods at the two masters of his fate. “Let’s proceed before anyone changes their mind.”

“Fantastic,” Braxton says, raising his thumb at the officer manning the transporter controls.

“Best of luck, Captain Rinckes,” Ducane says. “Have a good life.”

He wants to respond, but Braxton cuts him off. “Energize.” Moments later, the temporal transporter ends his brief stay in the 29th century.

The instant he enters the four-dimensional pattern buffer, a peculiar kind of anxiety sets in. He cannot quite place who he is, how old he is, or where he is. As he rematerializes in an environment both strange and familiar to him, new memories come flooding in:

Stumbling into Station A-12’s observation lounge and finding Melanie protected by an older version of himself, who they had to leave behind; his violent journey to the shuttle bay with the woman he loves by his side, using the sum of their tactical training and combat skills to mow down the opposition; procuring a shuttle and fleeing past the wreckages of a fierce starship battle, the Altonoid prototypes defeated; talking to Melanie on the shuttle, detecting an odd mix of admiration and condemnation in her as they spoke. He didn’t understand her ambivalence then. He does now.

As two personalities coalesce into one, his younger self resists the pre-existing memories, appalled at the dark turns Old Rinckes’ psyche took, at how Melanie’s loss and the increasingly dire circumstances caused him to abandon his principles. The irreversible process forces the individual emerging in these anonymous guest quarters to coexist with this amalgamation of past, present, and future sins. Events from the discarded timeline flash by: Melanie dying in his arms; his escaping the station alone in the heat of battle; bluffing his way past accusations of dereliction of duty, even receiving the Achilles as a prize; his command decisions’ harsh consequences, resulting in death and adversity as guilt stacked up; falling for the S’Prenn’s lethal ruse, culminating in his initiating the Achilles’ self-destruct sequence.

One person remains. Captain Stephan Rinckes, aged forty-six, is standing by the window in his quarters aboard Starbase 9, on June 28, 2380, staring at stars without seeing, his mind’s eye replaying his madman’s quest through Station A-12. He attacked and shot his last crewmember, Tony Blue, whose only crime was getting in the way of his obsession. Rinckes gambled billions of lives for the slightest chance of not having to lose Melanie again. He won. Somehow, the Federation won too.

Yet one thought prevails:

What have I done?
 
Things are finally starting to look up for both Tony and Rinckes, not to mention for the galaxy as a whole. Both of these guys had some great and entertaining scenes here, although Rinckes brings far more baggage to this than Tony. I see a lot of soul searching in that man's future and maybe ... just maybe, some sort of redemption.
 
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