Chapter 5
Rachel Croft, personal log. Stardate: 54756.3.
We managed to complete the download of the alien ships active computer memory and return to the Eclipse, without any sign of whoever was behind the attack. Whilst the Cluster may not be right next to Breen space, given they are just over three sectors away, utilise type-three disruptors and some of their ships are equipped with cloaks, then they would be the most logical candidate for whoever it was. I just can’t see what they would’ve gained from attacking a minimally armed ship like that, but then again the Breen are still a mystery—one I don’t think we’ll ever truly figure out.
By the time we returned to the bridge, Zirayne already had us heading for system Beta, saying that we’ll have a better chance to hide from whoever it is and plan our next move. Given the system has six planets, three of which are gas giants, over thirty moons, and a dense asteroid belt then it is a logical place to seek refuge. She even suggested using the magnetic pole of one of the outer planets moons as a natural cloak. The Captain agreed and once we entered the blind spot main power was cut and all sensors were switched to passive scans.
The mood onboard has never been this tense. Though I may not know the crew that well, their camaraderie and banter was evident, but even that has stopped. The oppressive sense of unease has filled every square meter of the ship; all we can do is wait and see if we’re safe or about to be attacked like the alien ship.
The sole survivor remains in sickbay, being treated by Sister Inaia. There’s no word yet on just what her condition is. I can only hope that she pulls through, not only can she provide us with information as to who might’ve attacked them but also what happened in the Cluster—I can only assume that they were here to study it as well.
Despite the terse time we face, after hours spent watching every sensor screen on the bridge without incident, the Captain has ordered his crew to work in shifts. Keeping someone monitoring the scans for any activity at all times, so the rest can get some rest. If there’s one thing I can say about Nathan Maguire it’s that I truly admire his dedication to his crew, I genuinely believe he would do anything for them without a moment’s hesitation. Had he chosen to enter Starfleet he would’ve made an incredible officer.
Though they may not be on the bridge, I suspect some of the crew aren’t resting. Thorev did say that he was going to start going through the database we transferred over, to see what he could find. Before I could offer to help him out, he told me to get some sleep—highlighting the fact that since we got to the Cluster I’ve been getting even less than on our journey here. Had I not been yawing at the time I might’ve disputed his statement. Of course, now that I am trying to rest then I feel more awake than before.
There’s one question going round in my head, one I don’t particularly want to address even though it needs to be. What—
The door chimed.
Croft paused the recording of her log, which she had continued to make ever since taking her leave of absence, using it as a means of getting all her thoughts out in the open so she could at least organise them into some coherent stream. She set the PADD on the bedside cabinet and sat up on her bunk.
“Come in.”
She wasn’t sure just who might’ve been calling along her, especially in the middle of the night, though there were a couple of most likely candidates. The hatch receded into the bulkhead with a soft swish and the opening was almost filled by a tall and broad frame. It wasn’t Thorev, who’d been her first assumption.
“May I enter?” Maguire asked.
“Of course, Captain,” she said, pulling the blanket off of her and standing as he stepped into her cabin. Her usual sleep attire was a vest and shorts, so she had slightly more clothes on than the last time they’d encountered one another in the middle of the night. She’d taken her raven black hair down before trying to sleep and it now hung over her bare shoulders, but she swept it clear of her face.
“I thought I heard you talking,” he said softly, once the door closed behind him.
She blushed and glanced back at the PADD. “I was just making a log entry, old habit.”
He chuckled. “I always feel daft making entries on the ship’s log, sitting talking to an empty room.”
“It can be quite therapeutic, so long as no one reads your inner most thoughts.”
He gave her that same boyishly charming smile once again and she found herself grinning, before quickly realising and composing her expression once more. Though she’d always known, it wasn’t until then that she realised just how small her quarters were. There was no chance to keep her distance, no way maintain some sense of professional decorum (especially not in her state of undress). They both stood only a couple of meters apart, which was almost the sum of the free floor space she had. Whether he knew it or not, Maguire’s presence certainly filled a room.
“I’m sorry for intruding so late, if I hadn’t heard you it would’ve waited until morning, but this is something that we can’t beat around the bush with.”
She nodded, knowing what was coming. The question that she knew would be and the one she didn’t want to face, but knew they’d have to address for the safety of everyone.
“What do we do now?” she finished for him.
“Yeah,” he confirmed, holding her eyes. “I was happy to take you out here, spend two or three months ferrying you around the Cluster, then take you back. There were always risks attached to it, but this is something entirely different. If the Breen, or someone else, is actively attacking ships then we can’t stay.”
Croft nodded. She understood where he was coming from, knew that he would place their safety above all else, even the job she was paying him for out of her own pocket (from the family fortune that the Croft’s had accumulated for generations), her obsession to figure out what had happened in the Cluster wouldn’t be factoring very highly for him—even if it was what filled her days in recent months. But as much as she knew all that, she couldn’t help but feel a mix of anger, loss and defeat.
Keeping her emotions in check she looked at him evenly. “I wouldn’t ask you to risk your ship or crew under these circumstances, Captain.”
He took a step closer, which put him within arm’s reach and meant she needed to tilt her head upwards to hold his look. Her heart thundered in her chest and she felt goose bumps rise on her bare skin.
“However,” he continued, his voice low, “if someone is here attacking other ships, it could mean they’re trying to hide something—maybe something to do with what happened to the Cluster.”
“I…if,” her voice caught so she quickly cleared her throat. “If they can decimate six star systems then I would’ve thought that there would be nothing but dust left of a simple ship. But some outside force could well be behind what happened here.”
“What would it take for someone to manage something like this?”
“Something spectacular and terrifying,” she admitted. “Even Cardassian strip mining wouldn’t cause this kind of devastation. There was the Crystalline Entity, it consumed all organic matter from planets but would’ve left the minerals and metals behind, though the only known one was destroyed nine years ago. Maybe there are similar beings that thrive on inorganic matter in the same way. But I’ve never heard of anything like this, nor of any other attacks like the Crystalline Entity in almost a decade.”
“So whoever else is out here could have a planet-eating monster with them?”
“It sounds a little ridiculous when you say it like that, but there could be some kind of lifeform behind this and the alien ship was attacked by poachers.”
“Who’d be crazy enough to hunt down something that can devastate a planet?”
“I’m trying to look at all possibilities, Captain.”
“You know, Doctor Croft, you can call me Nathan or even Nate.”
She wasn’t an impulsive woman. The only time she could ever say that she acted without thinking was when she’d decided to head out to the Cluster off her own back, everything else in her life was well thought out and planned (except in cases when her instincts had kicked in to save her life or others) but in that moment, in the dim light of her very cramped cabin, all she wanted was to be with the man before her—hell, she was practically naked anyway. The intensity of his presence, the allure and charm of the man with his boyish smile and kind eyes, she had to fight the urge that ever fibre in her being was telling her to succumb too. This definitely wasn’t the time for such things, but it was hard to resist. Other than a no-strings-attached arrangement with a shipmate during the war, her last serious dalliance hadn’t been since before her mission on the Lancelot and that had been a tremendous disappointment.
As much as she was telling herself not to give in, to keep their relationship professional, to focus on the very real threat they now faced, she felt her right leg about to move, to take a step closer to him which would make what happened next inescapable.
“Mineralogical analysis complete,” the automated alert from the computer droned, quenching the mood and bringing her back to reality once more.
Before the alien ship had been discovered, she’d set the analyser going and programmed the computer to notify her when the results were ready, then forgotten all about it given what happened since then. She broke eye contact, turning her back to him and trying to think once more about what she was really there for. Behind her she felt more than heard him step away, giving her a little space once more.
She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear and turned back to see that he had moved away slightly, which made her both relieved and disappointed. She picked up her PADD again, to give her hands something to do other than claw at his shirt.
“I’d better check on that,” she said meekly.
He nodded. “I won’t make any decisions right now, not until we’ve had a chance to go through the ships’ computers and spoken to the survivor, see if either can shed some light on what’s going on.”
“That’d be appreciated, Captain.”
“I’ll let you get back to work, Doctor, just promise me you won’t push yourself too hard.”
She gave him a faint smile. “I won’t.” He returned the smile, turned back to her door and left with a hurried awkwardness that made him even more endearing. When the door closed and she was alone once again, she added, “Nathan.”
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Sickbay was located in the middle of B Deck, near the transporter room, to provide it with as much protection as possible. The double doors opened onto the medical facilities two beds and to the right was the sole workstation, as well as access to the store for equipment and drugs. Ro Sandoval stepped in and his eyes were immediately locked onto the occupied bed. He approached it slowly, looking at the resting face of the young woman, whose complexion was a much healthier pinkish colour.
He couldn’t explain why he’d become so invested in her call for help, but something about the tone of her voice had struck a chord with him. He just hoped that they’d gotten to her in time and that she would be alright.
Stopping at the side of her bed he looked down at her, noting the tubes and apparatus she was hooked up to, but the monitor at the head of the bed beeped steadily and her chest rose and fell regularly. He wasn’t any kind of medic, but to him things looked hopeful. Turning from the equipment, he focused on her round face, large eyes closed, and her long tapered ears on the top of her head drooped over the pillow.
“Ro?” a soft voice asked from behind him.
Startled, he spun towards it and saw a tired-looking Inaia standing, looking at him. “Sister, I’m sorry. I’ll leave.”
She smiled at him and shook her head, moving to the other side of the bed. “It’s alright, you can stay. She’s resting quite peacefully for now. It was a little touch-and-go when I first got her back onboard, given her exposure to those conditions, but her species seems remarkably resilient. I just need to monitor her and slowly build her strength up, other than that her own body is doing most of the work.”
He let out a breath he hadn’t realised he’d been holding and found himself grinning like an idiot. “I’m glad to hear it.”
Inaia pressed a small silver device to her temple, which staying in place and began humming softly. She looked up at him and noted the confused look on his face. “It’s a neural sensor. It will scan her brain and nervous system, seeing as how I have nothing on her species I need to collect as much information as I can for a baseline. It will also monitor her neural activity and can alert me if there are any problems or if she’s waking up.”
“Are you going?”
“She’s stable, safe and making a remarkable recovery, I was just about to head back to my cabin for a little rest. The sensor will alert me of the slightest change.”
“Oh, okay. I’ll head back to my bunk as well; don’t want to get in the way.”
Inaia rested a hand on his bicep. “You stay as long as you like. Just don’t press anything.”
“Sister, I always watch where I put my feet when I come in here, so I can assure you I’m not about to start pushing any buttons.”
“Good. If anything happens or if you have any questions, just comm me.”
“You got it, Sister. Sleep well.”
“Good night, Ro.”
He watched the Deltan leave, her long gown and robe fluttering behind her as she walked. Once the doors closed, he was left alone with the unconscious woman and a room filled with odd noises. He shuddered as he looked at all the complex equipment. He definitely wasn’t built for anything like this, flying a ship was far more straight forward and much less stressful.
After a few minutes he started to feel a little ridiculous, what could he do that a trained professional like the Sister couldn’t? He didn’t even know the woman’s name, didn’t know a thing about her, he couldn’t offer her anything but empty platitudes. He really should leave her to sleep, if anything changed then Inaia would be here in moments to see to her.
But even though his rational mind told him to leave, his feet were rooted to the spot, whilst his eyes never left her lovely face. Inexplicably he felt the need to watch over her, protect her, had done since the first time he’d heard her voice.
He pulled a stool over from the corner and sat at the side of her bed, feeling well out of his comfort zone but determined to stay with her as long as he could. “Hi,” he started his voice barely above a whisper. “I’m Ro. You’re safe. You’re onboard our ship, the Eclipse. Inaia says you’re tough and pulling through. When you wake up you’ll have a lot of people interested in what you’ve got to say, about yourself, your planet, what happened to your ship, but we won’t push you.
“What else,” he muttered to himself, not quite sure what he should say. He gave a dry laugh. “I don’t usually find it quite so hard to talk, just ask Kell, but I have to admit I feel a little silly sitting here talking to someone whose unconscious—even if they do say that hearing is the first sense to recover. Feels very one-sided, I mean, I could spill all my deepest darkest secrets, that you may or may not hear, and I’d know nothing about you. So why don’t we start with what’s your name?”
He paused. She didn’t answer, not that he’d expected her too. “No? Well I could give you a name, something to call you until you wake up. Ok?” She still didn’t answer. “Alright then, we’ll go with...Cam. Short for Cameron, my mother’s name—don’t read anything into that, I’m not saying you look like her though you seem to have the same fighting spirit. She needed it, marrying a crazy Klingon. He gave me some god awful traditional name, but she always called me ‘Ro’ which is why I use it now—it’s a little way I like to remember her.” He stopped that train of thought, knowing that he didn’t want to dwell on the day his mother was murdered at the hands of her husband, protect Ro from him.
“What do you think, Cam? Like it? If you do, say nothing.” He waited again and grinned at himself. “I knew you would.
“So what’s a nice girl like you doing out in a desolate system like this? The same thing we are perhaps? Or I should say that Doctor Croft and Thorev are. Now the Doctor will be very keen on what you know about this place, she’s a little obsessed; though I can understand why.”
He started telling her about the job they’d been hired to do, the five months they’d spent at warp, and the fact that the first system they’d been to looked to be as dead as it’d been reported to be. “I was heading for the next planet they were going to survey when I picked up your distress call,” he paused to yawn. “That was just yesterday evening, which means I’ve been up for almost the whole day. No wonder I’m so tired. And in about five hours I have to be on the bridge, watching the sensors.
“You’ve probably had enough of me rambling anyway, so I’ll let you sleep in peace—so I can go get some myself, I don’t think the Cap would like it if I fell asleep at my post right now.” He rested his hand on hers. “I’ll be back—”
He felt a slight pressure on his fingers, which made him look down at their hands then up to her face. Her eyes were still closed, but her long ears were twitching subtly. He smiled to himself as he tapped the communicator on his wrist.
“Sister Inaia, something’s happening.”
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