Memories of Nobody
The Present
“What do you mean Bella wasn’t real?” Captain Rosa’s eyebrows shot up higher than Spock’s ever could. The amber liquid trembled inside the glass, distorting and warping the reflection of Rosa’s face.
“She just wasn’t.” I shrugged, squinting at Rosa through the amber liquid. “As far as I understand, she was a psionic construct. Made by the Dia-View. To study us. I think.” I set the glass down. Carefully, unlike Captain Ument. Who was plastered enough with the real stuff to keep spilling it everywhere.
“But she was real? She had emotions? Right?” Captain Rosa probed.
“Emotions don’t prove anything!” Ument blurted out.
“Doesn’t matter, Bella had been more alive than all of us. More alive than any of us, Okay?” I interrupted. “But she wasn’t real. Just a figment of some Dia-View’s imagination.”
“Oh, it was the ‘Bride’?” Rosa asked.
“No, I mean yes. Initially, that is what we all thought. That is what she told us. She just said Bella Blunt wasn’t real. I think she lied. I think she is Bella, or was Bella.”
“Wait,” Captain Ument frowned, “I thought Starfleet maintains that it was the ‘Bride’ who cast the psionic projection?”
“Starfleet has their own theories, but this is my story and I was there. Do you want to hear the truth or what some stuffy admiral in a stuffy suit tells you what the truth is? I saw it in my own eyes! Iio-Dia is Bella!”
“So what happened on the Dia-View’s planet? What really happened?” Rosa leaned forward, rested her elbows on the table and intertwined her fingers in front of her oval face.
“Well, Ray went nuts, after Bella disappeared, stole USS Butterscotch and went to the planet where the Dia-View live. He was convinced that they had everything to do with Bella’s disappearance. Of course, Admiral Easton would have none of that. He ordered Picard and the Enterprise to apprehend Ray. But it was too late. By the time we got to Dia-View, Ray had already beamed down. Or crash landed, or was brought down, we are not sure what happened.”
“That much we know.” Ument snorted. “What happened on the planet, is murky.”
I brought the glass full of the amber liquid to my lips, but something heavy smashed into my back. The screech of the solid chair dragging across the hard floor and the splashing liquid startled me into a half standing position. I ran my shaking hand down my face, corralling the drops of my chin. I turned to face my unexpected assailant, it was Captain Ameri.
“Could you not slap my back so hard, please?” I paused. “I would really appreciate that.”
“You know each other?” Rosa asked.
“Yes!” Captain Ameri boomed, “we served together on the Enterprise when we were still sniveling red-shirts. But, I came aboard the Enterprise after the Bella-Ray Fiasco, so I didn’t see anything. Mind if I join you? No! Okay!” I just cringed.
“We were just talking about Bella Blunt and Ray Dimco.” Captain Rosa said “We were trying to get the Captain of the hour to spill the beans. But he is resisting.”
“Resistance is futile,” Captain Ameri boomed uncorking a large glass bottle with a pop. “I happen to know a way to get his lips flapping like an untied old time sail in the wind.” He pointed at me and winked at Captain Rosa. I cringed, self conscious of the long glances cast in the direction of our rambunctious guest. Even though it had been 80 years since the Borg invasion and their defeat, many people were still sensitive. Especially in this establishment where everyone was a captain. A profession that had a higher rate of encounter with the Borg than any other. Everyone here had a relative, dad or grandpa that had a run in with the Borg.
“Keep it down, you dolt, we are attracting too much attention.” I whispered at Ameri.
“Ah, relax, nobody here cares. They are probably more interested in your story.” Ameri boomed again, and pushed two glasses, one at me and one at Rosa. Rosa took the glass and smiled, her cheeks flushed red on her round baby face.
“Could you be anymore transparent?” Ument leaned back into his chair and folded his arms across his chest.
“What do you care?” Ameri yelled at Ument, “you’re married.” He turned to face Rosa. “I see a beautiful woman? A Captain at that! It’s phasers on heavy stun for me!” Rosa giggled like a giddy teenager.
“Are you kidding me?” I blurted out before I could stop myself, “you like this idiot?” I grabbed my drink and poured it down my throat. Ameri slapped my shoulder again, causing me to spill half my drink. Again.
“Now who’s the idiot?” This time Ameri and Rosa burst out in loud laughter.
“Can we get back to the story? I don’t really want to see these two flirting!” Ument exclaimed.
“Fine, fine, I will stop interrupting.” Ameri yelled. By now more beings were ambling towards our table, some were pulling chair behind them. With just as much ruckus as Ameri had done. I sucked in a lung full of alcohol saturated air.
“I will tell you everything about Bella Blunt and Ray Dimco. On one condition. No interruptions!” I met the gaze of everyone present at the table. Somehow in the reshuffling, Rosa had ended up sitting next to Ameri, almost leaning towards him.
“Aye Aye, Captain.”
Eighty Years Before
The yellow alert, personnel management program woke me up and told me to report to shuttle bay 4 immediately. I grabbed a ration out of the replicator, spend 30 seconds in the sonic shower and bolted for the door. When I got to the shuttle bay, there was 160 of my crewmates lined up in the Heth formation, with dozens of shuttles ready for launch into space. Beyond the force-field I could see the arch of a hazy yellow planet with several dozen of red impulse drives twinkling in the foreground. I made a mental note that the planet looked familiar as I fell into position and ended up next to her. At first I didn’t realize, I just blankly stared into space trying to figure out what the hell was going on. It was 0030.
“What is going on?” I asked her, stifling a yawn.
“Mister Dimco has been missing for 6 months.” She answered. Her voice was unmistakable, it had a sad sonorous note to it, I turned and did a double take, my heart tumbled straight down into my heel. It was Lieutenant Blunt next to me. At the same time my mind reeled. Dimco? What happened to him?
“Dimco?” I caught my breath.
“Ray Dimco.” Lieutenant Blunt answered. I dared a glance at her, damn how can she be beautiful? How can anyone be this beautiful? I am so jealous!
“Never heard of him.” I lied. Lieutenant Blunt let out a long breath, the frown on her face deepened. “He was recovered from ice planet DOC-A7 two years ago. He has been staying on the Enterprise as Picard’s guest. We left him on Valsalva 6 months ago.” Her worry visibly intensified. The relic? The relic? Why do you care!? Two years ago he caused a crap load of hurt for Captain Picard.
“The relic?” I blurted out. Oh crappies. She turned to face me, her light hazel eyes blazing. Oh shoot, shouldn’t have said that.
“Yes.” She let a long exhale escape her lungs. I felt like it took all her strength...
The Present
“Oh my Gods! You were in love with her! You Gods damned fool why did you say something? You should have said something, at least to her!” Ameri yelled. The whole collective table groaned.
“Stop interrupting! You fool!” Rosa playfully pushed Ameri in the shoulder.
“What should I have said to her? ‘Hello, you don’t know me, I saw you on the bridge a few times, and while we are looking for your soul mate that we lost 6 months ago, who by the way could be dead’, ‘I love you’. That seemed like a stupid thing to say! Regardless as we all know, my feelings for her were completely and utterly irrelevant.”
“Your feelings were never irrelevant.” A complete stranger said. I glanced around the table, over a dozen people had gathered, twice more of drinks were opened on the table in a multi-color array of glass bottles and flasks. Someone had dimmed the light in the bar, the table was lit by a single light from above, hanging on a black stalk.
“Please continue.” The stranger said.
The Present
“What do you mean Bella wasn’t real?” Captain Rosa’s eyebrows shot up higher than Spock’s ever could. The amber liquid trembled inside the glass, distorting and warping the reflection of Rosa’s face.
“She just wasn’t.” I shrugged, squinting at Rosa through the amber liquid. “As far as I understand, she was a psionic construct. Made by the Dia-View. To study us. I think.” I set the glass down. Carefully, unlike Captain Ument. Who was plastered enough with the real stuff to keep spilling it everywhere.
“But she was real? She had emotions? Right?” Captain Rosa probed.
“Emotions don’t prove anything!” Ument blurted out.
“Doesn’t matter, Bella had been more alive than all of us. More alive than any of us, Okay?” I interrupted. “But she wasn’t real. Just a figment of some Dia-View’s imagination.”
“Oh, it was the ‘Bride’?” Rosa asked.
“No, I mean yes. Initially, that is what we all thought. That is what she told us. She just said Bella Blunt wasn’t real. I think she lied. I think she is Bella, or was Bella.”
“Wait,” Captain Ument frowned, “I thought Starfleet maintains that it was the ‘Bride’ who cast the psionic projection?”
“Starfleet has their own theories, but this is my story and I was there. Do you want to hear the truth or what some stuffy admiral in a stuffy suit tells you what the truth is? I saw it in my own eyes! Iio-Dia is Bella!”
“So what happened on the Dia-View’s planet? What really happened?” Rosa leaned forward, rested her elbows on the table and intertwined her fingers in front of her oval face.
“Well, Ray went nuts, after Bella disappeared, stole USS Butterscotch and went to the planet where the Dia-View live. He was convinced that they had everything to do with Bella’s disappearance. Of course, Admiral Easton would have none of that. He ordered Picard and the Enterprise to apprehend Ray. But it was too late. By the time we got to Dia-View, Ray had already beamed down. Or crash landed, or was brought down, we are not sure what happened.”
“That much we know.” Ument snorted. “What happened on the planet, is murky.”
I brought the glass full of the amber liquid to my lips, but something heavy smashed into my back. The screech of the solid chair dragging across the hard floor and the splashing liquid startled me into a half standing position. I ran my shaking hand down my face, corralling the drops of my chin. I turned to face my unexpected assailant, it was Captain Ameri.
“Could you not slap my back so hard, please?” I paused. “I would really appreciate that.”
“You know each other?” Rosa asked.
“Yes!” Captain Ameri boomed, “we served together on the Enterprise when we were still sniveling red-shirts. But, I came aboard the Enterprise after the Bella-Ray Fiasco, so I didn’t see anything. Mind if I join you? No! Okay!” I just cringed.
“We were just talking about Bella Blunt and Ray Dimco.” Captain Rosa said “We were trying to get the Captain of the hour to spill the beans. But he is resisting.”
“Resistance is futile,” Captain Ameri boomed uncorking a large glass bottle with a pop. “I happen to know a way to get his lips flapping like an untied old time sail in the wind.” He pointed at me and winked at Captain Rosa. I cringed, self conscious of the long glances cast in the direction of our rambunctious guest. Even though it had been 80 years since the Borg invasion and their defeat, many people were still sensitive. Especially in this establishment where everyone was a captain. A profession that had a higher rate of encounter with the Borg than any other. Everyone here had a relative, dad or grandpa that had a run in with the Borg.
“Keep it down, you dolt, we are attracting too much attention.” I whispered at Ameri.
“Ah, relax, nobody here cares. They are probably more interested in your story.” Ameri boomed again, and pushed two glasses, one at me and one at Rosa. Rosa took the glass and smiled, her cheeks flushed red on her round baby face.
“Could you be anymore transparent?” Ument leaned back into his chair and folded his arms across his chest.
“What do you care?” Ameri yelled at Ument, “you’re married.” He turned to face Rosa. “I see a beautiful woman? A Captain at that! It’s phasers on heavy stun for me!” Rosa giggled like a giddy teenager.
“Are you kidding me?” I blurted out before I could stop myself, “you like this idiot?” I grabbed my drink and poured it down my throat. Ameri slapped my shoulder again, causing me to spill half my drink. Again.
“Now who’s the idiot?” This time Ameri and Rosa burst out in loud laughter.
“Can we get back to the story? I don’t really want to see these two flirting!” Ument exclaimed.
“Fine, fine, I will stop interrupting.” Ameri yelled. By now more beings were ambling towards our table, some were pulling chair behind them. With just as much ruckus as Ameri had done. I sucked in a lung full of alcohol saturated air.
“I will tell you everything about Bella Blunt and Ray Dimco. On one condition. No interruptions!” I met the gaze of everyone present at the table. Somehow in the reshuffling, Rosa had ended up sitting next to Ameri, almost leaning towards him.
“Aye Aye, Captain.”
Eighty Years Before
The yellow alert, personnel management program woke me up and told me to report to shuttle bay 4 immediately. I grabbed a ration out of the replicator, spend 30 seconds in the sonic shower and bolted for the door. When I got to the shuttle bay, there was 160 of my crewmates lined up in the Heth formation, with dozens of shuttles ready for launch into space. Beyond the force-field I could see the arch of a hazy yellow planet with several dozen of red impulse drives twinkling in the foreground. I made a mental note that the planet looked familiar as I fell into position and ended up next to her. At first I didn’t realize, I just blankly stared into space trying to figure out what the hell was going on. It was 0030.
“What is going on?” I asked her, stifling a yawn.
“Mister Dimco has been missing for 6 months.” She answered. Her voice was unmistakable, it had a sad sonorous note to it, I turned and did a double take, my heart tumbled straight down into my heel. It was Lieutenant Blunt next to me. At the same time my mind reeled. Dimco? What happened to him?
“Dimco?” I caught my breath.
“Ray Dimco.” Lieutenant Blunt answered. I dared a glance at her, damn how can she be beautiful? How can anyone be this beautiful? I am so jealous!
“Never heard of him.” I lied. Lieutenant Blunt let out a long breath, the frown on her face deepened. “He was recovered from ice planet DOC-A7 two years ago. He has been staying on the Enterprise as Picard’s guest. We left him on Valsalva 6 months ago.” Her worry visibly intensified. The relic? The relic? Why do you care!? Two years ago he caused a crap load of hurt for Captain Picard.
“The relic?” I blurted out. Oh crappies. She turned to face me, her light hazel eyes blazing. Oh shoot, shouldn’t have said that.
“Yes.” She let a long exhale escape her lungs. I felt like it took all her strength...
The Present
“Oh my Gods! You were in love with her! You Gods damned fool why did you say something? You should have said something, at least to her!” Ameri yelled. The whole collective table groaned.
“Stop interrupting! You fool!” Rosa playfully pushed Ameri in the shoulder.
“What should I have said to her? ‘Hello, you don’t know me, I saw you on the bridge a few times, and while we are looking for your soul mate that we lost 6 months ago, who by the way could be dead’, ‘I love you’. That seemed like a stupid thing to say! Regardless as we all know, my feelings for her were completely and utterly irrelevant.”
“Your feelings were never irrelevant.” A complete stranger said. I glanced around the table, over a dozen people had gathered, twice more of drinks were opened on the table in a multi-color array of glass bottles and flasks. Someone had dimmed the light in the bar, the table was lit by a single light from above, hanging on a black stalk.
“Please continue.” The stranger said.