Dang. I wonder when you get to the point where "a game is just a game." It's not worth a life over. If it was, I'd have to wonder what is going on in Chicago right now.
I don't know.... perhaps he felt so despondent over letting his teammates down. But it's foolish to speculate over it. The man is gone, and for no good reason.
Those Tampa Rays.... wow! They just keep playing ball. And winning. They survived the earlier lulls in wins to come back and play well when it's needed most. Kazmir was terrible in that first inning, but he seemed fine after that. If they keep playing this relaxed.... there's a WS berth for them. But then if Boston is their opponent, things may get even more tense because the two teams battled in a titanic sturggle this whole season.