In the beginning, there was an episode called "Where No Man Has Gone Before." In the prologue of the unaired version of this show (see YouTube), Kirk made a comment about previous missions which seemed to imply that "Where No Man Has Gone Before" was part of the 5-year mission and not the first adventure.
Spock's status in "The Enemy Within" as a Second Officer seems to imply that Gary Mitchell was originally Kirk's First officer until Mitchell's death.
Just who is James T. Kirk? Robert Justman had an interesting observation:
"Captain Kirk was Hamlet, the flawed hero. Gene told me that, early on. He modeled him on Captain Horatio Hornblower and he had the characteristics of Hamlet, who knows what he has to do, but agonizes over it, feels as Hornblower felt that he had to put on a brave front for the sake of his crew, even though he felt that he really didn't have the requisite stuff, that he wasn't the sort of leader he felt he ought to be. He wasn't strong enough, and yet he had to be strong, because otherwise they would have no one to protect them." [Gene Roddenberry: The Last Conversation by Yvonne Fern]
Not quite the first image that comes to mind but it really was there in the beginning (Kirk's talk with McCoy in "Balance of Terror") and later on if you knew to look for it (another Kirk/McCoy talk in "The Ultimate Computer"). Eventually Kirk grew confident with successfully track record using Spock and McCoy as sounding boards, but he really was Hamlet in the beginning. Later on he was too overconfident sometimes, judging from yet another Kirk/McCoy talk in STTMP.
There was no McCoy to confide in during "Where No Man." Mitchell was turning into the enemy. Piper seemed distance and aloof as the CMO. Kirk's friendship with Spock was still in its infant stages playing over a chess table. Kirk was alone with no confidant while trying to put on the brave front for the crew while he was torn up inside over Mitchell's predicament.
During the conference meeting, Spock urges Kirk to kill Mitchell while he still can. Kirk explodes at the sterile logical advice and admonishes Spock to dare to feel for Mitchell as a fellow crewman. Spock softens his approach by acknowledging that the Valiant's captain probably felt the same way but waited too long to make his decision and they were destroyed.
Leonard Nimoy put it best when he said that "accepting the fact that Kirk is human, then Spock would tend to admire the fact that he struggles, that Spock sees that internal struggle, which plays back on that first thing I was talking about, that scene from "Where No Man Has Gone Before"--to have respect for that human struggle to do the right thing. What is right." [Shatner: Where No Man... by Shatner/Marshak/Culbreath] Kirk sets aside his feelings for Mitchell and does what's right for his crew.
After Kirk is forced to kill Mitchell, we have the tag at the end where Spock as acting first officer tries to offer consolation for the difficult decision that Kirk had to make. Those few words "I felt for him, too," are a big concession for Spock to make to Kirk.
"This Spock/Kirk relationship...is the fuel which sustains moral courage, the kind of courage that can drive a mere physical body beyond explainable limits. Each of them triumphs alone. But then from the lonely pinnacles of success across the deep gorge that separates them, they exchange brief smiles..."Yes, I see you. I know what you've done, and I know what it cost. And I know it was worth it." This is psychological visibility of the rarest and most precious sort. It is the meaning of a friend who is worth the price of one's life." [Star Trek Lives!, pp100-101]
Kirk sacrificed the life of his friend to protect the ship. Spock saw and respect Kirk's internal struggle and his final choice and answered Kirk's earlier question by admitted that he felt for him, too. Kirk and Spock share that brief exchange of glances before looking away again and quietly acknowledge that understanding of each other's sacrifices that day. Which prompts Kirk to comment "There may be hope for you after all, Mr. Spock."
Spock is trapped behind the barrier of being the logical Vulcan. Kirk is trapped behind the barrier of being the ship's captain and putting on the brave front for the sake of the crew. The two would still have stumbling blocks to overcome in their budding friendship. Fortunately, Dr. McCoy was to come aboard and help sand off the edges of their friendship by being that confidant that Kirk so desperately needs at the lonely top of the chain of command. McCoy was also the gadfly that Spock needed to remind him of the value of his humanity even though Spock would deny it until STTMP.
Spock's status in "The Enemy Within" as a Second Officer seems to imply that Gary Mitchell was originally Kirk's First officer until Mitchell's death.
Just who is James T. Kirk? Robert Justman had an interesting observation:
"Captain Kirk was Hamlet, the flawed hero. Gene told me that, early on. He modeled him on Captain Horatio Hornblower and he had the characteristics of Hamlet, who knows what he has to do, but agonizes over it, feels as Hornblower felt that he had to put on a brave front for the sake of his crew, even though he felt that he really didn't have the requisite stuff, that he wasn't the sort of leader he felt he ought to be. He wasn't strong enough, and yet he had to be strong, because otherwise they would have no one to protect them." [Gene Roddenberry: The Last Conversation by Yvonne Fern]
Not quite the first image that comes to mind but it really was there in the beginning (Kirk's talk with McCoy in "Balance of Terror") and later on if you knew to look for it (another Kirk/McCoy talk in "The Ultimate Computer"). Eventually Kirk grew confident with successfully track record using Spock and McCoy as sounding boards, but he really was Hamlet in the beginning. Later on he was too overconfident sometimes, judging from yet another Kirk/McCoy talk in STTMP.
There was no McCoy to confide in during "Where No Man." Mitchell was turning into the enemy. Piper seemed distance and aloof as the CMO. Kirk's friendship with Spock was still in its infant stages playing over a chess table. Kirk was alone with no confidant while trying to put on the brave front for the crew while he was torn up inside over Mitchell's predicament.
During the conference meeting, Spock urges Kirk to kill Mitchell while he still can. Kirk explodes at the sterile logical advice and admonishes Spock to dare to feel for Mitchell as a fellow crewman. Spock softens his approach by acknowledging that the Valiant's captain probably felt the same way but waited too long to make his decision and they were destroyed.
Leonard Nimoy put it best when he said that "accepting the fact that Kirk is human, then Spock would tend to admire the fact that he struggles, that Spock sees that internal struggle, which plays back on that first thing I was talking about, that scene from "Where No Man Has Gone Before"--to have respect for that human struggle to do the right thing. What is right." [Shatner: Where No Man... by Shatner/Marshak/Culbreath] Kirk sets aside his feelings for Mitchell and does what's right for his crew.
After Kirk is forced to kill Mitchell, we have the tag at the end where Spock as acting first officer tries to offer consolation for the difficult decision that Kirk had to make. Those few words "I felt for him, too," are a big concession for Spock to make to Kirk.
"This Spock/Kirk relationship...is the fuel which sustains moral courage, the kind of courage that can drive a mere physical body beyond explainable limits. Each of them triumphs alone. But then from the lonely pinnacles of success across the deep gorge that separates them, they exchange brief smiles..."Yes, I see you. I know what you've done, and I know what it cost. And I know it was worth it." This is psychological visibility of the rarest and most precious sort. It is the meaning of a friend who is worth the price of one's life." [Star Trek Lives!, pp100-101]
Kirk sacrificed the life of his friend to protect the ship. Spock saw and respect Kirk's internal struggle and his final choice and answered Kirk's earlier question by admitted that he felt for him, too. Kirk and Spock share that brief exchange of glances before looking away again and quietly acknowledge that understanding of each other's sacrifices that day. Which prompts Kirk to comment "There may be hope for you after all, Mr. Spock."
Spock is trapped behind the barrier of being the logical Vulcan. Kirk is trapped behind the barrier of being the ship's captain and putting on the brave front for the sake of the crew. The two would still have stumbling blocks to overcome in their budding friendship. Fortunately, Dr. McCoy was to come aboard and help sand off the edges of their friendship by being that confidant that Kirk so desperately needs at the lonely top of the chain of command. McCoy was also the gadfly that Spock needed to remind him of the value of his humanity even though Spock would deny it until STTMP.