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Katana - Haunted

Kaziarl

Commodore
Commodore
This is an original sci-fi that I'm writing and would like to get some opinions on. I'm going to post part of it, wait a couple days, post another part, etc. because it is already quite long. I look forward to questions and comments, and hope you enjoy it.



Run! That was the only thought in her mind. And she did as it told. She didn’t know where she was running to, or from what, but she knew she had to run. Something was after her, something terrible and dangerous and… What is it? she wondered as she started to turn to look. No! Don’t look back! Just run!

She picked up the pace, turning the corners she could barely see. What happened to the lights? She stopped by the lounge, peaking her head through the doors. No one there. Where is everyone? There was a noise behind her, the sound of gnashing teeth, that struck fear into her heart and caused her to run again. I have to face this, I can’t run forever… No! It will kill you! Keep running!

She made it to the lift and sighed with relief as the doors slid closed behind her. She hit the controls to make the lift move and waited for it to reach the bridge. There had to be answers there, had to be someone there. She couldn’t be the only one on the ship.

What seemed like an insurmountable amount of time later the lift finally opened onto the bridge, letting her step into what felt like a crypt. She walked around to the front of the area and saw him. The leader of the ship, the one that everyone on board were loyal too, the dead Rikugan Taii Ken’Daichi Yakamura. She couldn’t breathe as she moved to his side, denying what her eyes told her to be true. It was then she noticed something in her hand, a knife… It was covered in blood, as were her hands and clothes. There was a thud against the lift doors, the creature was back. No where to run now, no where to hide. This was it… The knife, the blood, Ken’Daichi, the crew, had she killed them? Was this her punishment…. The beast broke through the doors and she screamed….



Aideen sat up in her bed, soaked with a cold sweat. The images faded so fast, but the terror was still there. She did a swift check around the room, flinging the blanket aside and moving over to the door way… and just stood there as the door slid opened, watching the crew member chat at they walked down the hall. She backed up into her room once more, rubbing at her face as the door slid closed. She peered over at the clock on the wall and frowned. It was still early in the day, but there was no possible way she was going to get back to sleep after that. That had been nearly on par with the first couple of days after she had gotten on ship… so many dead. She shivered slightly and scowled, wringing her hands together almost absent mindedly as she tried to think back to dream, but nothing came to mind, just a vague sense of terror.
 
“Shower, coffee, food.” She said as she gave up on trying to recall her dream for now, strolling across the room.


Kaidah looked up as the door to the med bay opened and Aideen walked in, finishing off her coffee.

“Aideen? What are you doing up?” Kaidah asked with a slight frown.

“Eh, couldn’t sleep, came to see if you wanted anything to eat before I went to the mess hall.” Aideen replied with a slight smile.

“Oh, um… well…”

“You haven’t eaten at all today… have you?”

“…No ma’am.” Kaidah said with a pout as she noticed Aideen’s scowl and then squeaked as Aideen smacked her on top of the head.

“I’ll be back.” Aideen called over her shoulder as she exited the med bay and went down the hall… pausing as a faint cold chill went up her spine as she peered down the hall way… she flicked her tails as her ears flattened against her head and stalked down the hallway in a huff.


She was glad it was late in the afternoon, most everyone had already eaten so the mess hall was mostly empty. She didn’t mind the crew, kind of liked them, but at the moment, didn’t really want to deal with anyone or play twenty questions. She wandered over towards the kitchen, peeking inside before she went in and set about the task of making two simple meals with whatever she could readily find.

So was so focused on that task, trying hard not to think about what she had seen, she didn't notice anyone else walk in until they politely greeted her, making her jump slightly.

"Hello Ma'am," Musevni said quietly as he moved over to one of the large coffee tanks.

Her tails gave a hard flick before she looked over at him and smiled slightly.

"Hello Musevni. How are you?" She asked, turning her attention back to the meals she was making.

"Didn't sleep well," he muttered groggily. "Times like this I wish I could just take this tank with me. And you Ma'am?"

Aideen chuckled, "I could always hook you up to a coffee IV." She said with a slight smile. "Also couldn't sleep. Should be though, several hours till my shift begins."

"You're the doctor though," he replied sarcastically. "Cant you give yourself a sedative? As for a coffee IV... well Ma'am, that would be an affront to nature."

"Pfft, the only one, aside from Laruen, who needs sedated is Ken'Daichi. What good would it do to sedate myself only to be woken up a hour later because someone decided to go and break their arm?" She laughed and then sighed, looking up from what she was doing to look at him. "I was only kidding about the IV fellow coffee addict." She smiled at him.

"I suppose that is true. So what has you up Ma'am?"

Aideen turned back to the meals with a scowl. "Nothing pleasant. But I will be fine. What about you?" She asked, changing the subject away from her.

"No time," he replied as he took a sip of the coffee. "We're too busy with the ships systems, as well as the Aaranen ship."

"I'm surprised Laruen hasn't gutted that thing while cackling like a mad woman." Aideen said with a smile, wrapping up the meals and turning to find another cup, getting more coffee for herself.

"She's more interested in gutting the Katana," he said with a chuckle. "She's determined on finding out every little detail about this ship the hard way. So we have to keep up with her, and familiarize ourselves with the other ship at the same time."

She smiled, "Sounds like you should tie her down to get her to sit still and explain things. Anyway, I need to go feed a certain medical hand that hasn't eaten all day, you're welcome to come along if you like, Musevni." She said as she balanced the meals in one hand.

"Duty calls Ma'am, another time." He nodded politely as he headed towards the door, leaving her with her food, and her thoughts.

Aideen watched him go before she left the mess hall, heading back towards the medical bay, her ears a constant twitch on top of her head.
 
"... Paranoid. And I'm only twenty seven...bah." She huffed out. Kaidah had finished off the meal she had brought her and had listened to her babble about what little she could remember about her dream.

"Aideen, it was just a dream..." Kaidah offered, a thoughtful expression of her face.

"I know that Kaidah, really, I do. But that's the part that bothers me. I know it was a dream, and yet I can't shake it... Maybe I just need more sleep. I'm sorry." Aideen said as she sat on the corner of the desk, rubbing her forehead.

"That might be it, considering you are getting just as bad as Ken'Daichi is regarding sleep, ma'am." Kaidah scolded with a smile.

"I so am not." Aideen scoffed.

As she denied Kaidah's accusation the comm. panel on her desk beeped. She sighed as she walked over to it, and activated it.

"Med bay, you stab'em, we stitch'em."

"Aideen?" Ken'Daichi's voice came over the speaker. "Shouldn't you be asleep?"

"Maybe..." Aideen chuckled out, "You can rag at me later. It's Kaidah's turn right now," Kaidah laughed from where she sat, "What do you need Ken'Daichi?"

"We might need those drugs we used to counteract the Aaranen mental abilities, how quickly can the stuff be made?"

“Give me about fifteen minutes to get enough ready to go around. We going in for another round of questioning or just keeping things in check?” Aideen asked as she was already moving around the room, gathering things with Kaidah two steps ahead of her.

"Not quite. The records from ES refer to a region of space that can affect people, supposedly even make them homicidal. Not sure I buy it, but I'd rather be safe then sorry."

"Fair enough, give me a hour then, I'll make enough to go around for the entire crew." Aideen replied, swatting at Kaidah as she presented her with all the hypos she needed. "Never mind, I'll be down there in about five minutes, thanks to miss busy body." Aideen snorted out, smiling at Kaidah as she giggled.

The bridge was busy as usual, not that anything was going on at the moment. Ken'Daichi sat in his chair looking over what information was to be had about the region, and every scanner they had was focused ahead of them trying to gather more as Aideen walked out of the lift.

Aideen paused at the back of the bridge, looking around, her ears perked forward, her tails giving a thoughtful flick before she started forward, telling herself to stop acting like a spooked little kid.

"I've got Kaidah covering the lower decks, figured I'd start from the top and work my way down, meet her somewhere in the middle." Aideen said as she walked over to Ken'Daichi's side.

"Thanks," he replied as he offered his arm. "Are you alright? you look like you've seen a ghost?"

"I'll be fine." She replied, sounding slightly bitter, but it was covered up with a slight smile, "Besides, I'm the doctor here, not you." She quipped as she injected him with the hypo before she turned and moved onto the next person.

"Well, we can't have the doctor running herself into the ground," he replied as he turned back to the report he was reading. "This reads more like a myth then anything else."

"Says the captain who hasn't properly slept in days." She retorted, almost sarcastically. "What are you reading over there?" She asked as she continued to move around the room.

"Data we received from east station," he replied thoughtfully. "A terrible beast stalks the stars, fanning the flames of darkness within the hearts of men."

"And I thought the Kitsune legends were out there." She mused, "According to the old lore, kitsune's are actually demons, tricksters, trouble makers. But they are granted reprieves, through the act of doing good deeds, they earn tails, and once they gain nine tails, they can ascend to nirvana and to the afterlife. According to the old lore, what you are reading about sounds like a oni or a yoma."

"Well to me this just sounds like superstition," he muttered as he looked up at her. "I mean maybe there's an anomaly or something out there, but a creature? I doubt it."

"... I have two tails and fox ears. Anything is possible." She said as she gave Ken'Daichi a blank look and then laughed. "Regardless, anything else you need before I move onward, mon capitan?"

"No, just let me know if anyone starts acting strange," he replied.

Aideen nodded, then moved to the lift. She didn't think about much beyond that for the next hour or so, simply going about her business. She finally made her way back to the med bay, but was stopped cold when she heard a scream. Oh my god, she thought as she dropped her tools and ran. That’s Kaidah. A thousand thoughts ran through her mind, and feared the worst as she ran through the doors.

"Aideen?" Kaidah asked as she stood there running a few tests. "Is everything alright?"

Aideen just stood in the door way, starring at Kaidah, all of her fur standing on end... she propped her arm against the door frame and leaned her forehead on her arm. Kaidah moved over towards her, "Aideen?"

"No, no. I'm fine, I swear just give me a minute." Aideen waved her off with a hand. Kaidah scowled but hovered near by until Aideen pushed herself away from the door frame and smiled at her deep scowl.

"Kaidah, I'm fine."

"You don't look fine, you look spooked."

"Yes well, it was just my imagination getting the better of me. Your shift is almost over, go get some dinner." Aideen insisted, trying to change the topic.

"Only if you get some food as well." Kaidah gave up with a sigh.

"Bring me something, I'm going to stay here." Aideen smiled at Kaidah as she sighed and walked past her.

Aideen's ears flattened against her head as she walked into the med bay, and plopped down behind the desk, crossing her arms on the desk and dropped her forehead to her arms with loud grumbling.

Some time later, she wasn't sure how long, she heard the doors to the med bay open.

"Doctor, I need some help, this crewman is a killer," she heard the person say. Instantly she sat up, trying to decide if this person had really said it or not.

"Excuse me?"

"Headache," she replied. It was Kagome. "It's a killer. Got anything for it?"

"Sure...Give me a second." Aideen said as she got up and moved across the room. She returned to Kagome a moment later, and handed her a pill and a glass of water. "Here, sorry about that, I'm a bit distracted."

"You certainly seem distracted," Kagome replied, trying to muster a sympathetic smile. It was difficult to do with someone you didn't know at all. "You want to talk about it?"
Aideen once more flopped behind the desk with a snort of laughter.

"Considering I don't want to make myself sound insane over a dream, no, not really. Thank you for the concern, though." Aideen smiled at her thoughtfully. "I just need to drink myself into a stupor and pass out, getting the sleep I need... like a certain captain of yours should be getting. I swear, I'm going to make a tranq gun and start hunting him down on the off shifts."

"I know, as a doctor, you feel the health of the ship is on your shoulders at times," she said thoughtfully. "But you have yourself to worry about as well, don't forget that."

“You’re talking to a woman who went into condemned and collapsed building, and other dangerous sites for nearly ten years… I worked in search and rescue for the longest time, only getting the jobs that everyone else refused to take. They were biased against me for some reason, perhaps it was because I’m not exactly human, I never did have the gall to ask. The work was hard and rewarding when I could find people alive, people who were unbelievably grateful for my presence and help. When I found corpses I had no one to turn to but my books.” Aideen said, “I… just make sure I’m fed and get decent amount of sleep. My primary concern has always been of those around me, even if they don’t know me or care about me.”

"Just think about it," Kagome said quietly as she turned to leave. "Holding all your troubles in can make you crazy if you aren't careful."

Aideen only chuckled to herself, Far too late for that. On a ship, in the middle of no where, playing doctor even though I'm a thief. If that isn't crazy... She thought to herself with a smile, looking up as Kaidah walked back in and accepted the food from her that she offered.

"Aideen, you sure you don't want to go and lay down for a few hours?" Kaidah offered and Aideen sighed, loudly.

"Will it get you off my back?"

"Yes’m."

"Fine, just let me eat first woman!" Aideen huffed at her, scowling as she smiled happily. "I can torment myself if I want to." Aideen said with a pout

"Of course you can, miss."

"...Don't mock me!" Kaidah squealed with a giggle as Aideen threw a empty file folder at her.
 
"Dammit!" Laruen exclaimed as she flung a wrench across the room and crossed her arms, scowling deeply, glancing over at Musevni with a deep frown. "What?" She huffed at him, stalking after her wrench, where ever it had gone off to.

"Is something wrong?" he asked as he looked at her. Before she could respond there was a whisper in the back of her mind. Mind your own business, a voice said, sounding like her own. What do you care anyway.

Laruen paused in front of her wrench, a strained looked on her face, before she bent down to snatch her wrench off the floor. "Nothing." She snapped, stalking back across the room, making a bee line for the panel she had been working on.

"Are you sure? You seem upset." God damn it! Stop interrogating me!

She didn't answer, starring down at the panel. Shut up. She snapped at herself, a deep scowl working across her face, her movements and posture betraying the anger that was building up.

"Ma'am?" he tried once more, being careful to not get too close. Get away, the voice pleaded. Get away before I hurt you! I hate you, I hate everyone on this ship!

"No!" Laruen exclaimed, actually hitting herself rather hard in the head with both of her fists. She liked Mu, she liked Aideen and Kaidah. She wouldn't hurt anyone, not anymore, revenge was a bitter monster she didn't want to play with anymore. No, she wouldn't be like her goddamn people.

They don't trust me, the voice, her voice said. They're scared of me, they think it's my fault because of what my people did.

"Shut the hell up!" She howled, flinging the wrench once more across the room, now furious with herself.

Musevni stood there, momentarily in shock over what he just witnessed. He knew she was short tempered, but this was something different. Before he could try and say anything else, Laruen collapsed, leaving him barely a fraction of a second in which to catch her as she fell. The last thing she heard was him calling the med bay, and then it was dark.

"Laruen..." A soft voice filtered through... sounded like Aideen. "C'mon pointy ears, open your eyes."

"Who the hell you calling pointy ears, fur face?" Laruen murmured as she opened her eyes with a groan, squinting at Aideen's grinning face above her. "My head hurts."

"Yes, well, that's fixable. How are you feeling?" Aideen asked as she moved across the room, leaning over the comm. to let Ken'Daichi know Laruen was awake as Kaidah pressed a hypo into her arm.

"Like I've been in a two hour torture session... am I in med bay?" Laruen asked, looking around with a thoughtful scowl.

"Yes, Musevni brought you here." Aideen answered as she moved back over to Laruen's side. "What happened?"

"...I don't know?" Laruen answered with a question of her own as she let Kaidah sit her up.

Musevni was still there, almost hiding in a far corner of the room and keeping an eye out for flying wrenches. "Is she alright Ma'am?"

Laruen leaned around Aideen as she heard Musevni's voice and tried to get off the table to go over to him but only ended up nearly falls on her rear as her legs refused to work.

"Shit!" Laruen hissed as Aideen caught her and helped be back up onto the edge of the table.

"Stay."

"But-"

"Stay." Aideen ordered more firmly this time and Laruen just sighed at her, looking over to Musevni.

"I-I'm sorry Mu, I don't know what the hell that was... just... so angry all the sudden. But... it wasn't right. Wasn't my kind of anger..." She offered, trying to figure out what had happened.

"Honestly Musevni, I'm just as uncertain as she is." Aideen said as she too looked over at him.

"And the collapse?" he asked quietly. "Any idea what caused that?"

"I don't know. It was like a over load... too many things screaming at me all at once." Laruen answered as she looked away from him, feeling ashamed.

"Things?" he questioned. Before she could answer the doors slid open. Musevni instinctively snapped to attention as Ken'Daichi walked in. "Doctor, any news?"

"By what I can gather, it might have been a outside influence. Beyond that, I'm not certain." Aideen answered, looking over at Ken'Daichi. Laruen wanted to crawl into a corner and die. She thought she had a handle on her anger, hell, she had even made a few friends. And now, all she felt was shame. But the shame did not last, as she covered it up with a sad anger, that left her hands trembling finely.

"Doc, if you'll excuse us, I'd like to talk to her."

Aideen sighed thoughtfully. "Just... don't rile her up." She said cautiously, ushering Kaidah into the back office. Laruen just continued to look down at her hands.

Ken'Daichi tried to put on his best, sympathetic face as he stepped closer to the woman, who was obviously upset over what happened. "Laruen?" he asked calmly.

"What?" Laruen bit out, scowling down at the ground.

"I wanted to see how you were doing," he replied. "And see if there was anything I could do for you."

She looked up at him, quite for the longest of time... before she sighed and pushed herself off the edge of the medical table, standing steady on her own two feet. She dusted herself off, frowning at nothing.

"I highly doubt there's anything you can do considering I don't even know what the hell is going on... but thanks... I guess... If you need me, I'll be somewhere quite, where I can't make myself look like a ass, in front of Mu, again. Tell Aideen I'll check in periodically." She said as she tried to move towards the door, intent on avoiding a problem she didn't know how to fix with anger.

Ken'Daichi, either through determination that whatever was wrong would be resolved, or stupidity for thinking it could be, stepped in her way. "Just tell me what you remember, give me at least that much."

"Why! So I can make myself sound insane on top of my anger problem? Lot of bloody good that would do me." She growled out as she stepped right up to him, toe to toe, and glared up at him.

"No, so we can figure out what happened," he replied more sternly. "No one thinks you're crazy, be we do think something else might be wrong."

"Bullshit." She said, but strangely left it at that. "I got pissed off, as per usual, threw a wrench, Mu asked me a question and I got cranky. I didn't say anything though, but my thoughts... at least it was my voice speaking to me in my head, went from cranky to 'I'm going to hurt you' in short order. They weren't my thoughts, I wouldn't just hurt anyone. Not without reason, not without just cause anymore, just cause they made me mad. It started going on and on, I don't know what the hell happened... but I passed out somewhere along the way."

"Strange," he muttered thoughtfully as he glanced at a file he had been carrying with him. "You said you heard your thoughts, but they weren't yours?"

"Yup." She said as she took at step back and crossed her arms, looking at him. "Sounds insane, but I know my thoughts, and those weren't mine."

"Three other crewmen have claimed that their own thoughts, their own voices were trying to convince them to hurt another person." he said in an even, unfeeling tone.

"Great, we're all on the crazy boat." Laruen sighed. "Aaranen’s couldn't do that, just to clear that up. They have two things going for them, a hive mind set, and the ability to torture people with their brains. But they didn't fuck with thoughts, just outright hurt ya. Killed ya quickly if you were so lucky enough."

"Was there anything else you can think of?" he asked, giving Laruen the feeling he was fishing for any minute detail that might help. "Even if you think it doesn't matter."

"Not much, otherwise then I couldn't shut it up, no matter how much I wanted it to." Laruen said with a thoughtful shrug.

"Alright, if you think of anything, let me know. Please?"

"Yeah, sure, now if you'll excuse me, I'll be hiding under a panel, cursing." She said as she moved to step around him.

"Get some sleep at some point too." he said as he watched her leave.

"Ha! Sleep. How's that old saying go... 'No rest for the wicked'?" She called over her shoulder with a cackle, the most mischievous grin working across her face. Ken'Daichi felt a pinch to his rear even as Laruen made a run for it cackling all the way down the hall like a mad woman.

Aideen peeked her head out of the office. "... do I even want to know what she just ran out of here cackling about?"

"I'm not sure..." he muttered as he turned to Aideen. "I'm concerned though. Four people now have claimed to hear their own thoughts trying to get them to fight, yet were certain they wouldn't truly feel or think that way. Can you think of anything?"

Aideen stepped out into the main room, her tails flicking thoughtful as she walked over to him.

"Honestly, no. But obviously, something outside or perhaps inside, of this ship is influencing people's thoughts... but why, and for what purpose?"

A look of deep thought crossed Aideen's mind... but it just as quickly passed as she briefly thought on her dreams and the things she had thought she had been hearing. They didn't seem connected at the moment, but it would be something to ponder, in private, she decided as she returned her gaze to Ken'Daichi.

The question was left unanswered as Ken'Daichi turned to leave.

"I'll be in my office if you need me," he said as the med bay doors shut behind him. Kaidah reappeared soon afterwards, looking sternly at Aideen.

"Doctor or not, I'm going to sedate you if you don't go take a nap." Aideen looked at her for a moment, wanting to protest but eventually thinking better of it. She just hoped she wouldn't have that dream again.

Aideen had retreated to her room after telling Kaidah she was a terrible influence on her, exhausted. All she wanted to do was sleep, a dark… dreamless sleep where none of those haunting images could find her. Although as her eyes closed and her mind slipped away, she had the gut feeling she wouldn’t be so lucky.

The door’s to her quarters slid open to let her into the corridor, or she thought it was the corridor at any rate. Instead she found herself in the medical bay. Kaidah was there, standing over one of the consoles with her back towards Aideen.

“Kaidah?” she called. Her voice sounded like a distant echo even as she spoke it. Aideen walked up to her and gently placed a hand on the woman’s shoulder.

“Kaidah, you in there?” she asked again as she turned the young nurse.

Aideen had to step back when she saw Kaidah’s face. It was distorted, in agony. Like she was in pain, but couldn’t scream. Her body convulsed as a shadow moved across the woman’s face, and Aideen heard it.

“I hate you all, you deserve to die, you all do, everyone…” The whispers continued as Kaidah’s body convulsed again, followed by her lunging for Aideen.

“Kaidah! No!” she called out, pleading for her to stop.

She felt a blow to her side as she closed her eyes, wishing this would all stop. When she opened them, she was in her quarters again… on the floor.
 
She looked around, nothing had changed, she hadn’t gone anywhere. Aideen slowly got up and walked over to the door, poking her head out as it opened. It was the corridor, just like it should have been. A crewman walked by, one she hadn’t met before. He glanced at her, as though wondering what to make of her, but apparently decided it was best not to ask as he continued on by without even a second glance back at her. She walked back into her quarters and sat on her bed, trying to figure out what that was, or where she could go as she ran her fingers through her hair as her ears flattened against her head. She definitely didn’t want to stay in her quarters, alone. Not after that. No, she needed to be around people. That she was sure of.

Kaidah looked up from the paper work she was looking at as Aideen walked into the room, wearing her uniform pants and a tank top, her hair had been pulled into a tight pony tail that sat on top of her head, looking slightly haggard and uncaring about the fact she wasn‘t in uniform. She walked past her before she could question her and rummaged around for something. Kaidah got up and moved over towards her, frowning as she injected herself with something, and then turned to her with a smile as she tossed the hypo as Kaidah reached for it to see what it was.

“What was that?” Kaidah asked, huffing at Aideen as she put her hands on her hips.

“Have you eaten yet? By the looks of it, I’d say no.” Aideen said as she peered over Kaidah’s shoulder.

“Aideen, what did you inject yourself with?” Kaidah repeated, a little more firmly this time.

“A stimulant. Now then, have you eaten?” Aideen said as she looked at Kaidah, smiling.

“… No, I haven’t.” Kaidah sighed out slowly, realizing that that was all she was going to get at the moment, but she made a mental note to bug her about it later, and if she got nothing, she’d privately speak with Ken’Daichi about it perhaps, if it proved to be a problem anyway. Lack of sleep wouldn’t hurt anyone, but it almost seemed like more then that.

Kaidah let Aideen lead them out after she informed Ken’Daichi of where they would be in case there was some kind of emergency.

“Ya know, I don’t really know much about you.” Aideen said thoughtfully as she wandered over to the table Kaidah had chosen, tucked away in a corner, nursing a large cup of coffee to stay awake a little longer herself, with two trays of food, handing one to Kaidah before she sat down.

“What is there to know? By what little I’ve heard about you, I’m a dull wall flower compared to all that and whatever secrets you may have.” Kaidah said with a smile of thanks as she started eating.

“Wall flower? Who uses that term anymore? How old are you?” Aideen questioned.

“Twenty seven thank you very much.” Kaidah chuckled out, “I was raised on a rice farm. My folks were old fashioned, blame them.”

“Nothing wrong with that, better to know your folks then not know them at all. And don’t apologize, I can’t remember them, so there’s nothing to be sorry about. My childhood… was crummy, and that’s that.” Aideen murmured thoughtfully.

“Yes well, it left me at a loss when I joined the academy. I however, was a diligent worker, all my mentors and teachers noted that, and told me so, several times over.”

“I would agree with them.” Aideen said absent mindedly as she poked at the food in front of her with a fork, not truly interested in the food in front of her.

Kaidah just watched her for a moment before sighing.

“Aideen, you look like crap. You look like you’re about to jump out of your skin and leave all your fur behind. What is going on?” Kaidah asked,

Aideen was slightly taken back. Kaidah usually left her alone if she avoided things, or changed the topic, and the sweet woman usually never talked about the issue again unless she brought it up again.

“I’m not talking about it here. And that’s final.” Aideen said, her ears flattening against her head.

“Then when?” Kaidah asked, making sure Aideen wasn’t closing off the topic and avoiding it as per usual.

“Whenever I feel like it.” Aideen actually growled out, sneering, her tails flicking behind her… and then she deflated, pushing aside the tray to cross her arms on the table and dropped her forehead to her arms as she noticed the alarmed look on Kaidah’s face as she growled.

Kaidah starred at her for a moment before she got and walked around the table and sat back down next to her, rubbing her back.

“Aideen, something is bothering you, you… don’t…”

“Make animal sounds?”

Kaidah winced, at the stinging bitterness in Aideen’s voice.

“No, you don’t get upset unless there is truly something wrong.”

Aideen sat up, running her fingers through her hair, looking over at Kaidah, trying to decide what to do or say… and just simply drew a blank. She shook her head and looked over at Kaidah.

“I’ll tell you what… if this get worse, I’ll come talk to you about it… but… I know you care, I really do Kaidah, and I know you’re concerned, but let me deal with this. I need to ‘put my best foot forward’ and you know that.” Aideen said slowly, causing Kaidah to sigh loudly as she made a face.

“Yes… I do… But Aideen, you look-”

“Like crap, I know. I don’t like the uniforms.” Aideen said thoughtfully as she peered down at what she was wearing.

“You’re very good at changing topics…”

“I know, and it would be easier if you would let me.” Aideen gave Kaidah a slight smile as she scowled at her.

“Fine. You win. For now… but I’m watching you. Any further signs and I’m going to Ken’Daichi if you refuse to talk to me.”

“And I’ll lynch you if you do.” Aideen huffed out, causing Kaidah to smile at her.

“Found a weakness did I?” Kaidah ribbed slightly, smiling at Aideen.

“Shut your mouth Ms. Yomatta.” Aideen said as her ears flattened against her head and she jabbed Kaidah in the side with her finger.

“Yes’m.” Kaidah giggled.
 
Ken'Daichi sat on the bridge reading the reports on the continuing problems. The number of instances seem to have gone down, but the severity of each instance was going up. What started as a few cross words had become open fighting in the corridor.

"Rikugan Taii, the Aaranen ship."

Ken'Daichi looked up at the screen, unsure if what he was seeing was real or not. The ship was turning to face the Katana, and he could see the beam cannons begin to charge.

"Charge the screens, evasive maneuvers!"

The ship rocked under the barrage of the Aaranen fire, nearly knocking Ken'Daichi to the ground.

"Defensive fire, try to knock out their weapons without collateral damage!" They attacked, they should be destroyed.

"Forward screens down 10%" Kagome reported.

"Open a channel." No point in talking, we should just destroy them.

"Channel open sir."

"Laruen, what the hell is going on!"

“Just give me a goddamn minute! Don’t you dare fire! Dodge, dance, do the hell something other then firing! Mu’s got the helm! He’s lost his fucking mind!” Laruen hissed over the radio before she moved away from it, hoping they‘d listen, “C’mon, Mu.”

Laruen edged closer towards the man again. She already had a nice bruise on her face from where he had landed a good hit when she had tackled him stupidly when he had started babbling Russian, making aggravated gestures at her. He then went for the helm even though she was right on his heel. He had swung at her when he noticed how close she was, she ducked and tackled him… and promptly got socked in the face for it.

“What’s going on Mu? What the hell is wrong with you? And I don’t understand Russian, so don‘t start babbling at me again.” She teased lightly, trying to draw his attention back to her and away from the controls as she moved closer to him.

"Заткнись," he yelled as he waved her off and spit on the floor in front of her. "Пусть ваша водка быть слабыми"

“Yeah, yeah, sure. I’m totally going to agree with whatever the hell you said. Just… c’mer. I promise I won’t jump your sorry ass again if you do.” She murmured, still moving closer towards him.

Musevni's eyes moved around the console, trying to decide what his action should be. Destroy them, no, they want to hurt you, kill you. He pounded commands into the navigation controls, hurling the ship at the Katana as fast as it could move. His vision turned white as a sharp pain drilled into his temples, causing him to fall to the ground and pass out.

Laruen lunged forward, and caught Musevni with a grunt before she lowered him to the ground. She inspected him briefly, brushing some of his hair out of his face before she stepped over Musevni with a stream of cusses, smashing on the radio as she violently fiddled with the controls.

“Fuck! He jammed the controls Ken’Daichi! And DON’T you dare fire! I’d much rather not die on this piece of shit.” Laruen hissed loudly and kicked the control panels, “Any suggestions are welcomed!”

"You're going to have to rewire the console," Ken'Daichi replied as he looked at his screen. "He's set the ships autopilot to follow us, we can avoid collision for now but you need to work quickly."

Laruen dropped down to one knee, leaning into the control panel. She owed Mu a slap upside the head if they made it through this. And he owed her a drink, several drinks. She decided as she grabbed at a hand full of wires and started reconnecting them, and hoping they weren’t connected with something other then the controls… An idea suddenly occurred to her as she got up, smacking the backside of her head against the controls before she jogged towards back end of the ship hissing loudly, rubbing the back of her head as she went.

“Sorry, but I’m still learning to rewire shit, this is gonna put repairs on delay… but fuck if I know what else to do!” Laruen exclaimed, even as she grabbed a wrench and a screw driver as she headed into the engine room… and poured all her anger and frustration into attacking the engine, pulling out anything that was loose, ripping apart anything she could actively get her hands around. It wouldn’t stop the ship right away, but rather, she hoped, it would coast to a stop… providing they didn’t go sailing off into space.

“Ken‘Daichi, if we don’t stop, do something. Engine’s gonna be a piece of useless shit when I’m through with it!” Laruen cackled over the radio.

"You’re crazy..." Ken'Daichi grumbled over the radio. "Fine, Xt'n'ktl, once the engines cut out bring our heading to 121 mark 55. Launch the cables and grapple her."

“Irrational! Not crazy!” Laruen corrected with a grin, stabbing the screw driver into something.

Engines weren’t her thing. She decided as she ripped several pieces of tubing off, too many loose ends, too many thing that could be assaulted or sabotaged. Perhaps that was why the more advanced ships had shielding around their engines. She’d have to look more into that. She yelped loudly as she managed to shock herself rather badly, backing off several steps as she watched the engine struggle to hold onto life, before giving in with several shuddering mechanical sounds.

“That should do it!… I hope.” Laruen sighed out, inspecting the burn mark on her hand before she retreated to Musevni’s side, making sure he was, more or less, still alive.

The Katana turned sharply on her axis, dropping below the Aaranen ship and launching cables to latch onto the hull.

"Teleporter room, lock onto Musevni and beam him to the med bay. And tell Laruen I want to talk to her, now," Ken'Daichi ordered as he stormed into his office.

A while later, Laruen appeared in front of his office doors, starring at them a while, fiddling with the burn gel pad Aideen had wrapped around her hand. She was trying to think of reasons why Ken’Daichi would want to see her aside from ripping her a new one over the Aaranen ship’s engine now being a useless pile of junk. She sighed inwardly, before reaching out for the door chime.

"Enter," he said harshly as his stare burned a hole through the door.

“Do I have to?” Laruen muttered under her breath before the doors slid open and she stepped inside. “Let’s just get this over with, shall we?” She said with a weary frown.

Abuse, both physical and verbal, was something she was used to. Didn’t mean she liked it.

"What happened over there?" he asked, not moving his eyes off of her as she sat down.

"I really don't know. Everything had been quite for the last couple of hours. I was mucking with the navigation system when Mu started babbling in Russian. When I asked him what was wrong, he got aggravated. I tried to touch him, he shoved me off. He yelled at me… though now that I think about it, I don’t think he was yelling directly at me… He then started making a bee line for the controls… I tackled him, and got socked in the face for my efforts. That’s about when the ship turned towards the Katana.” Laruen said, A slight frown on her face.

She's probably manipulating him. Ken'Daichi sighed as he tried to push the headache away. "Any chance it's related to what happened before?"

"I... don't know." She said cautiously, a even deeper frown working across her face. "Whatever the fuck is on your mind, spit it out." She said with a slight sneer. If someone had a thought, they should share it, especially when it seemed to be heading in the realm of getting her into deeper shit then tearing apart the engine should have.

"I don't know what’s on my mind right now," he replied. "All I know so far is that you and Aideen seem to be the most effected. Now Musevni. And we need to figure out what’s going on before someone gets killed."

"Then is there any reason you're trying to glare a hole through my head?" She asked with a slight grin as she relaxed slightly. "Aideen's effected? Really... She hasn't mentioned much of anything. Course I haven't really been around the Katana..."

"Of course she hasn't mentioned it," he snapped as he looked away. "She's as bad as me in that regard."

Laruen snerked, shaking her head.

"I need to go Ken'Daichi. Before I put my foot in my mouth." Laruen said wisely, keeping the thought to herself that Ken'Daichi should probably see about getting laid.

The man was so damn touchy all the sudden... not that the man would probably understand unless she threw herself at him naked or something like that, but even then... She questioned if he would get the hint. That thought made her smile.

"Unless there's something else rattling around in your head. I'd like to go check on Mu, I owe him a slap upside the head." Laruen said as she got up, pausing to look at him.

"I'll go with you," he replied as he stood up. "I think I need to have a little chat with the dear doctor."
 
Kaidah looked over her shoulder as the doors to the med bay slid open, Laruen and Ken’Daichi walking in.

“Ah, hello Captain. Laruen. You two have good timing, Musevni just woke up.” Kaidah said as she gestured to Musevni who was sitting on a med table next to her.

Before Musevni could say anything, Laruen walked up to him and slapped him upside the head, hard. All with a warm smile on her face.

“That was for socking me in the face you jerk. You owe me drinks, many, many drinks.” Laruen chuckled out as she crossed her arms.

Ken'Daichi watched them for a moment, then moved over to where Kaidah was standing. "What’s his status?"

"His adrenal gland was producing massive amounts of hormones, almost like a fight or flight mechanism. Aideen had to give him a mild sedative to calm him down and get things heading back to normal." Kaidah said as she looked over a data pad before she looked up at him. "Beyond that and stress... He'll be fine, I think. Just needs rest."

"Any indication of what caused it?"

"Without being present when the episode started... we can only venture guesses." Kaidah sighed.

"Then be adventurous."

“You volunteering?” Aideen’s voice suddenly came from the door way as she walked in. She hadn’t bothered fixing her ruffled state from earlier, but had tamed her hair into a workable mess. She walked past them both, nursing a cup of coffee.

“My guess, is that it’s a outside stimulant.”

“Speaking of stimulants, give me that.” Kaidah said with a scowl, snatching the cup of coffee from Aideen. “You don’t need that on top of whatever you’ve already taken.”

Aideen scowled back at the woman, tempted to snatch her coffee back but dismissed her with a wave of her hand as she moved towards the back office, glancing over at Musevni and Laruen as she passed them by. Kaidah sighed, eyeing the cup ruefully, almost taking a sip of herself but thinking better of it as her shift was over in another hour.

"Already taken?" Ken'Daichi questioned. "I know you haven't been sleeping, but how many stems have you taken?"

“I’ve only taken one hypo so far! You have no room to lecture me on sleep or stimulants mister ‘I haven’t gotten more then three hours of sleep in the last two days.’” Aideen said with a slight frown at Ken’Daichi before she disappeared into the back office.

“She’s only taken one hypo in my presence.” Kaidah said with a scowl.

"Which means she's had more," he replied as he followed her. "There's a difference, if I run my self into the bulkhead keeping this crew together, you can patch me up. You do it, and we have a problem. Now, why aren't you sleeping?"

Aideen’s ears flattened against her head as she looked at him over her shoulder for a moment.

“It’s nothing I can’t deal with.” And making myself sound insane in front of you is not what I need right now. Aideen shook her head as she moved to sit on the couch in the office, ignoring him briefly while she did so.

"You aren't dealing with it," he stated flatly. "If you're using drugs to stay awake, you're running from it."

Aideen made a irritated sound as she reached up to rub her forehead. "Just... Leave me alone, alright? I'll give you the same deal I gave Kaidah, if it gets worse, I'll talk to you about it, alright? In the mean time, I'd rather not make myself sound insane at the moment."

Ken'Daichi's stood there for a moment, looking around the room to make sure nothing heavy was in her reach.

"You know what sounds crazy? People hearing their own voices telling them to attack their comrades. An officer who has served with me for six years suddenly trying to drive another ship into this one. If what you're going through is just as crazy, then for all we know it could be a clue."

After he finished he turned and left, standing in the corridor just outside the med bay. He wouldn't force her to talk, but he was fairly certain one of them would follow him to say something.

"How about dreams so real that you can't tell the difference between reality and when you are actually asleep? I'm afraid of the next damn thing I'll see when I close my eyes. First time there was something after me, I found everyone dead on the bridge, you included Ken'Daichi, I was covered in blood... and had a knife in my hand. Then whatever was chasing me came back and I woke up... second time, Kaidah attacked me. I heard a voice talking to her, it was her own voice but it didn't sound right, she wouldn't think those things... she was in pain, but couldn't hear me and then she turned and attacked me. I woke up at that point." Aideen muttered from where she stood next to him, only speaking once she was sure the med bay doors had closed behind her. "I'm the doctor. How am I supposed to function as such if my dreams are making me wonder if I'm losing my mind?" She asked at no one in particular.

"They say if you question your own sanity, it means you're not insane," he said thoughtfully. "With...Kaidah, what exactly did you see?"

"She was at the consoles, in the med bay. When I went to her, she appeared to be in agony... but made no sound, not even a out cry in pain. There was a shadow the over came her, she convulsed. I heard the voice... Kaidah's voice then. She convulsed once more and then she attacked me." Aideen said, rubbing her forehead as she did so. "I believe the voice said 'hate you all, you deserve to die, you all do, everyone...'"

"The same kind of thing people keep hearing," he muttered. "There's got to be a connection."

"Maybe, maybe not. All I know is those dreams... feel real. And it makes me sound insane... and cranky. So excuse me while I take a stimulant or two to avoid sleep for a while." Aideen sighed out, lowering her hand and looking over at him. "It may be possible. I really don't know."

"It's just too much of a coincidence," he replied thoughtfully.

His train of thought was abruptly broken as the comm. lines crackled to life.

"Rikugan Taii, you are needed on the bridge."

What now? he wondered as he glanced at Aideen. He wondered if she'd be ok, if he should tell her to go to her quarters. Hell, he wondered if she'd even listen. He... sighed and pushed that thought away, now was not the time.


A few minutes later the lift opened onto the bridge.

"What is it?" he asked as he looked to his XO.

"The stars sir," Kagome replied as she gestured to the screen. It was black. Not the normal blackness of space, but just... black. No stars, no planets, no nebulae. It was completely devoid of any light. "They're gone."

"That's not possible." Was all Aideen's voice muttered even as she wandered forward, starring at the screen in front of her as her ears flattened against her skull, her tails drifting between her legs once she came to a stop.

"It never rains, but it pours," he muttered quietly as he moved to stand next to Kagome. "All stop, divert all the power you need to the scanners."

"Yes sir," Xt'n'ktl chimed.

"Aideen, you need to get some sleep. Have Kaidah give you a sedative," he said as he sat down. "Oh... and use a neural scanner. I want everything that goes through your head while you sleep analyzed."

Aideen gave Ken’Daichi a dirty look, even as her ears flattened against her skull even further. The idea of sleep wasn’t appealing, in the slightest, even if there seemed to be some linking coincidence. She couldn’t argue that… but wanted to put it off none the less.

“After my shift. Kaidah needs to get some sleep.” She muttered, turning on the ball of her heel, and slinked off of the bridge before he could say anything more to her.



The med bay was quiet right now, there didn't seem to be any more incidents among the crew and Musevni had been sent to his quarters with Laruen latched to his side to make sure he didn't get into any more trouble. Somehow the quiet didn't help Aideen's nerves as she tried to focus on paperwork. Although her constant glances at the time piece didn't do much good either. She knew her shift would be over soon, and Kaidah would be back to watch her sleep.

Aideen really didn't like the idea of going to sleep, not with those dreams. Maybe she could find a way out of it, or maybe get the upper hand and sedate Kaidah instead.

No, she thought. That wouldn't be right. If there's any chance this is related we've got to find out.

Or they’re experimenting on me...

The doors opened letting Kaidah into the office, who seemed to be cheerful enough to make someone sick.

"Hello Aideen," she said with a smile. "How are you feeling?"

Aideen’s fur stood on end, her tails giving several aggravated flicks behind her as she simply watched Kaidah with a expectant gaze, not responding to her greeting. She was irritated now, and on edge, couldn’t begin to pin point why either.

“Stay right there. Don’t move.” Aideen’s voice warned, a edge of a growl on her voice. “Give me a moment to calm down or I am going to bolt.”

Kaidah stopped and looked at her, unsure what to do.

"Aideen, what’s wrong?"

“Be quiet.” Aideen replied, closing her eyes and drawing in a breath.

The thought that she was certain she was stronger then Kaida and faster to boot went through her mind. And on it’s heels was the thought that she hoped she wouldn’t have to test that theory. That sounded more like her. That thought comforted her and she opened her eyes with a deep, drawn out sigh.

“Antsy all the sudden… Sorry Kaidah.” Aideen offered up a half truth, still not completely at ease with the situation.

"Um... ok," she muttered, still looking puzzled. "I spoke to Ken'Daichi, he told me what’s going on."

Aideen grimaced.

“Ah, yes. That.” Aideen sighed out, scowling at nothing in particular.

She got up, closing the files in front of her, ones she had barely gotten any work done on.

“Must a sedative be used? I haven’t slept in over twelve hours.” Aideen murmured under her breath, not really caring at the moment if Kaidah heard her or not.

The idea of not having a way out of the dreams until the sedative wore off or unless her body went into over drive and kick started itself was not an appealing one. She was already high strung, being kick started awake would probably start a fight and flight mechanism.

"No, I suppose not," she replied quietly. "But...it might be safer to use the bed restraints."

Her voice sounded uneasy, giving Aideen the impression that she really didn't want to do this.

Aideen’s ears perked over at Kaidah as she looked over at the woman… Before she walked over to her and just simply hugged her. She wasn’t much of one for personal affection, but would go as far as calling Kaidah her friend. Her and Laruen, as much as the woman irritated the hell out of her… It was also nice to have someone who felt as apprehensive about this as she did.

“I don’t like this either Kaidah. But it’s practically the only lead we might possibly have at the moment. If it is even a lead.” Aideen reasoned, taking a step back and looking at Kaidah. “I wouldn’t know about restraints. All I’ve managed so far is to fall off the couch.” Aideen smiled, trying to lighten the situation a little.

"Still, the neural scanner will push you deeper into your subconscious. There's a chance it could trigger a somnambulism."

"Ah, point. Yeah, attacking someone out of self defense from something in a dream isn't something I want to add to my list of 'how I kicked that person's rear'." Aideen snorted, vaguely amused. "With that in mind it might possibly be better to use the sedative... Just have a mild one standing by in case I happen to wake up in a panic."

"Alright," she replied as they walked over to one of them beds. Aideen sat there and watched as Kaidah got ready, tentatively placing the scanner on her temple.

"Aideen, I..." she stammered a bit, not sure what to say about this. "Sweet dreams?"

Aideen laughed. There wasn’t anything sweet about her dreams as of late. But it was oddly funny coming from Kaidah.

“Sweet is hardly the word I would use. And tell Ken’Daichi he’s a jerk.” Aideen sighed out.

She never felt this high strung when it came to stealing pieces of art work, it was always get in, get seen, become invisible by blending in with the crowd, the steal the piece and get out. Really simple, always worked like a charm. Well… it had until Ken’Daichi had thrown a wrench into her works.

“A sedative it is. Can’t stop thinking.” Aideen sighed once more, interrupting her own trail of thought, looking over at Kaidah.

Kaidah just stood next to her quietly for the longest of time, just starring at nothing until Aideen sat up and reached out to touch her hand. She sighed slowly, shaking her head, reaching up to take the device off of Aideen’s head. One of Aideen’s ears gave a questioning flick that Kaidah just shook her head at once more.

“Just go Aideen. I’ll take the blame. Just bring me coffee later.” Kaidah said with a scowl.

“Kaidah, it’s my shift in about two hours…”

“But you don’t really want to do this… right?”

“… No, I don’t.”

“I understand being scared… more so then you know. I also understand bravery is just a front you put forth. There is no being brave in front of the unknown. So go, I’ll do a double shift, just lay low and I’ll take the blame, alright?”

“Ken’Daichi is going to skin you alive…”

“Yeah, he’s no where near as scary as Laruen.” Kaidah smiled as Aideen chuckled.

“Maybe…”

“Go, and don’t get caught.”

Aideen perked at that statement… that she could do, that she could definitely do and then some. She slid off the table, looking at Kaidah briefly, before she disappeared out the door. She made her way down the hall way as quietly and quickly as she could, making a effort to avoid area’s where there were voices, taking the long way back to her room with the intention of locking herself in her bedroom with a large block of clay.
 
‘It’s all your fault,’ his minds voice muttered to him as he walked to the galley. It didn’t tell him anything that he wasn’t already thinking though. Everything they had been through in recent weeks was his fault, being drug into this other galaxy, the attacks by the Aaranen, the death…

So many of his crew had died in the trip through the portal, more in the proceeding attacks. Every one of them was a stab at his heart, and there was nothing he could do to relieve the families.

‘Don’t forget the ones that aren’t your crew.’

Aideen disliked him, he knew it. If it hadn’t been for his orders to question her, she wouldn’t be in this mess. If he had handled the attack better, if he had been able to avoid the portal… if…

And Lauren, the closer they moved to home, if they were at all, the further from her home they would be. She acted like he had done her a favor, but had he? She’d likely become homesick at some point.

‘They’d be better off without you, that’s for sure.’

Maybe that was true. Maybe he should…

Ken’Daichi looked up from his thoughts, finding himself no where near the galley. He was standing in the Airlock, hand over the controls.

‘How did I get here?’ he wondered as he looked around, looking down at his hand.

There was a clatter across the room, followed by a loud crash and a string of cussing that ended in a loud sigh. Laruen stood there in front of a ship, a tipped over tool box at her feet, tools everywhere. She had a wrench in one hand, her hands on her hips, a scowl on her lips as she eyed the ship in front of her. Her hair was covered by a white bandana that already had grease stains on it, and she was in uniform pants, shoes and a white tank top, which had grease hand prints on it. She turned to look down at the tools on the floor, suddenly looking up as if she had suddenly noticed him across the room.

“Hm? Ken’Daichi? What the hell are you doing here?” She asked, sounding tired, as she bent down to sort through the tools, “If you’re looking to throw yourself out of the air lock, give me about ten minutes and I can do that for you.” She joked, a slight smile on her face.

Ken'Daichi turned and looked at her, a blank expression on his face. He wasn't sure what happened, feeling more confused as he mentally retraced his steps.

"How...I was headed for somewhere else..."

“Oh I see how it is,” Laruen said, pointing at him with the wrench in her hand as she stood up, “Wander into my dock, making excuses. Eesh, am I that lousy company?” Laruen snorted, amused at something before she turned her attention back to the ship in front of her.

She couldn’t say much really, she believed herself to be bad company and had been avoiding Mu like the plague since she had hauled him off to the medical bay. Despite the fact she considered Mu one of the few people, if the only one, she could call friend. She sighed, reaching out to rest her hand on the ship.

"No, I..." he thought for a moment as he started to walk towards her. "I was on the bridge, and was headed for the galley. Then suddenly I'm..." he glances back over his shoulder, still puzzled by what happened. "Here."

Laruen let her hand slide from the ship as she turned to face him, crossing her arms across her chest, her finger tapping against the wrench in her hand as she seemed to be considering something.

“… I’m not good with people Ken’Daichi. But I’m good at listening. I may not have much to say, but I can at least offer you a open ear.” She said thoughtfully, wondering exactly what was on his mind.

"I was just thinking I guess," he muttered quietly. "About the people who've died in coming here, and since then. The fact that we're stranded." Ken'Daichi walked over to a crate and sat down with a sigh. "The fact that I'm responsible for it."

“How?” Laruen asked, squatting down as she tilted the tool box upright and started picking up the tools. “It’s not like you made the portal to engulf the ship, or killed those people.” She muttered thoughtfully.

"There was something I could of done, there had to be. I'm supposed to protect my crew, not get them killed."

“Like what?” Laruen asked, closing the tool box and standing up. “Begged harder? Screamed louder?” She sneered, seeming to be referring to herself, not him at that moment before she sighed, turning her attention back to him. “They didn’t die in vain, but if you keep on thinking that way, they might as well have. By my understanding, they all died doing what they could to help people, to protect people. Doesn’t that mean anything?”

"It's complicated," he replied. "And don't take this the wrong way, but I don't expect you to understand. Your experience is different. A captains first duty is to protect the ship and crew, I failed."

“Maybe, maybe not. I still want to kill them all. For what they did… for what they still are doing. For myself, and the people they’ve murdered… and for the those they will slaughter because they fell for the same trap. Revenge sucks, but this isn’t about that. My race is dead. Replaced by a mass of mindless walking corpses that are praising to some kind of gods of destruction.” She looked away from him, “Do you have any idea how many people I’ve watched get tortured to death because they fell for the same damn trap you did? Do you have any idea how guilty I feel about my inability to save them? I got lucky with the group before you, despite what they did to me, and was able to save them. I knew a second rescue attempt would get me killed if I got left behind…. So… try me. I might understand better then you think Ken’Daichi.” She looked back at him, a fierce look in her eyes.

"I am sure that must have been hard, and I didn't say your life was easy, just different. They weren't your responsibility, and even now the only one you need to worry about is you. Same with..." he paused again, guilt washing over his face. "I know Aideen blames me, I've been half expecting her to blow up and openly accuse me of trapping her here."

"Worry about me... " She snorted again, motioning him over as she headed to a small set up she had in the corner of the room. It was a cot, a couple of blankets and small desk she had obviously taken from somewhere else. "I don't want to think about me. I've got way too many fucking problems that I don't even know how to begin how to address." She sat down on top of the desk, gesturing to the cot for him. "And Aideen? I don't know what to tell you about her, I feel like there's a lot more going on with her then she lets on. And she creeps around like she's walking on pins and needles lately... can't blame her with that, bunch of weird shit going on lately."

"Yeah, I suppose," he muttered as he walked over. "I just... I wish I could tell them we'd be ok, that we'll make it home. But I'd feel like it was a lie."

"I don't think it is. I think there's another way back. Just got to find it, that's all. And that might take time." She looked at him and sighed, "I wish I knew where home was. I don't really have... anywhere to call home. The room I was given feels sterile and empty. Reminds me way too much of the prisons on Aaran... So I made a small corner for myself. No one really visits me. Probably has something to do with the fact no one knows where I am anymore... not that I've done anything to fix that." She smiled thoughtfully.

"How is Musevni?" he asked. "You two seem to get along, I'm sure he knows where you are."

"I don't know. I haven't had the gull to visit him since he tried to make the Aaranen ship make friends with the Katana... and I hauled him off to the medical bay. Been busy trying to figure out how to fix the engine I trashed. But engines aren't my thing, so it's been a learning experience." She answered, "I like Mu because he doesn't look at me like I'm a freak. And don't say your crew doesn't because I've seen the looks some of them give me when they think I'm not looking... they aren't exactly friendly."

"They're curious, unfamiliar, scared," he replied. "I'm sure it will pass." Ken'Daichi looked at the Aaranen ship sitting there. "I was thinking about a name for this hunk of scrap metal."

She chuckled. "Oh you mean besides piece of shit?" She leaned back against the wall, looking over at him.

He laughed, it felt good to laugh, and it was in very short supply. "On my world there is a story about a monster. A terrible creature called a Chimera. It is said to have three heads, each of a different animal. A different body, and a serpents tail."

Laruen looked thoughtful as she looked over at the Aaranen ship.

"Seems fitting, considering the means that were used to construct it." She sat forward and looked at him. "I hope you're right about your crew. I know what the stare of malice feels like, sometimes I think it's itching at the back of my neck. Maybe just my over active imagination... but anyway... talk to your crew Ken'Daichi, with all the weird shit going on, they could use some hopeful news. And it's not a lie if it's true. If the means are out there, I'll see this ship back where ever you came from.”

"Which would put you in the same situation we're in now. Alone in an unfamiliar space."

Laruen sighed and looked at him. "I know that Ken'Daichi. But helping get the ship back seems like a bigger problem then mine, doesn't it?"

“I have to take everyone’s problems into account," he replied, the weight of it obvious on his voice. "That’s what captains do, but this... they didn't teach us anything like this in command school."

"No, no you don't Ken'Daichi." Laruen said as she hopped off the desk and walked up to Ken'Daichi, standing in front of him with her hands on her hips, "So Aideen's got a bug up her ass and I've got problems. So what? Those things can take care of themselves, in time, hopefully. Just like Kaidah, we, and I'm probably guessing Aideen as well, want to help you and your crew."

"All I mean is that everyone on this ship is my responsibility," he said as he stood up. "In any case, I should be getting something to e-" The room spun around him as his vision blurred. Ken'Daichi wasn't even sure he was falling, or what direction till he hit the floor unconscious.

Laruen made a choked sound, reaching out to catch Ken’Daichi… which only landed her on the floor with her legs squished between him and the cold metal of the floor. Her arms and hands wrapped around his chest, holding onto him, holding him to her to prevent him from going to the floor. She sat there for a moment, nearly dumbfounded at what had just happened, before she gave herself a mental kick and wiggled her legs free.
 
‘It’s all your fault,’ his minds voice muttered to him as he walked to the galley. It didn’t tell him anything that he wasn’t already thinking though. Everything they had been through in recent weeks was his fault, being drug into this other galaxy, the attacks by the Aaranen, the death…

So many of his crew had died in the trip through the portal, more in the proceeding attacks. Every one of them was a stab at his heart, and there was nothing he could do to relieve the families.

‘Don’t forget the ones that aren’t your crew.’

Aideen disliked him, he knew it. If it hadn’t been for his orders to question her, she wouldn’t be in this mess. If he had handled the attack better, if he had been able to avoid the portal… if…

And Lauren, the closer they moved to home, if they were at all, the further from her home they would be. She acted like he had done her a favor, but had he? She’d likely become homesick at some point.

‘They’d be better off without you, that’s for sure.’

Maybe that was true. Maybe he should…

Ken’Daichi looked up from his thoughts, finding himself no where near the galley. He was standing in the Airlock, hand over the controls.

‘How did I get here?’ he wondered as he looked around, looking down at his hand.

There was a clatter across the room, followed by a loud crash and a string of cussing that ended in a loud sigh. Laruen stood there in front of a ship, a tipped over tool box at her feet, tools everywhere. She had a wrench in one hand, her hands on her hips, a scowl on her lips as she eyed the ship in front of her. Her hair was covered by a white bandana that already had grease stains on it, and she was in uniform pants, shoes and a white tank top, which had grease hand prints on it. She turned to look down at the tools on the floor, suddenly looking up as if she had suddenly noticed him across the room.

“Hm? Ken’Daichi? What the hell are you doing here?” She asked, sounding tired, as she bent down to sort through the tools, “If you’re looking to throw yourself out of the air lock, give me about ten minutes and I can do that for you.” She joked, a slight smile on her face.

Ken'Daichi turned and looked at her, a blank expression on his face. He wasn't sure what happened, feeling more confused as he mentally retraced his steps.

"How...I was headed for somewhere else..."

“Oh I see how it is,” Laruen said, pointing at him with the wrench in her hand as she stood up, “Wander into my dock, making excuses. Eesh, am I that lousy company?” Laruen snorted, amused at something before she turned her attention back to the ship in front of her.

She couldn’t say much really, she believed herself to be bad company and had been avoiding Mu like the plague since she had hauled him off to the medical bay. Despite the fact she considered Mu one of the few people, if the only one, she could call friend. She sighed, reaching out to rest her hand on the ship.

"No, I..." he thought for a moment as he started to walk towards her. "I was on the bridge, and was headed for the galley. Then suddenly I'm..." he glances back over his shoulder, still puzzled by what happened. "Here."

Laruen let her hand slide from the ship as she turned to face him, crossing her arms across her chest, her finger tapping against the wrench in her hand as she seemed to be considering something.

“… I’m not good with people Ken’Daichi. But I’m good at listening. I may not have much to say, but I can at least offer you a open ear.” She said thoughtfully, wondering exactly what was on his mind.

"I was just thinking I guess," he muttered quietly. "About the people who've died in coming here, and since then. The fact that we're stranded." Ken'Daichi walked over to a crate and sat down with a sigh. "The fact that I'm responsible for it."

“How?” Laruen asked, squatting down as she tilted the tool box upright and started picking up the tools. “It’s not like you made the portal to engulf the ship, or killed those people.” She muttered thoughtfully.

"There was something I could of done, there had to be. I'm supposed to protect my crew, not get them killed."

“Like what?” Laruen asked, closing the tool box and standing up. “Begged harder? Screamed louder?” She sneered, seeming to be referring to herself, not him at that moment before she sighed, turning her attention back to him. “They didn’t die in vain, but if you keep on thinking that way, they might as well have. By my understanding, they all died doing what they could to help people, to protect people. Doesn’t that mean anything?”

"It's complicated," he replied. "And don't take this the wrong way, but I don't expect you to understand. Your experience is different. A captains first duty is to protect the ship and crew, I failed."

“Maybe, maybe not. I still want to kill them all. For what they did… for what they still are doing. For myself, and the people they’ve murdered… and for the those they will slaughter because they fell for the same trap. Revenge sucks, but this isn’t about that. My race is dead. Replaced by a mass of mindless walking corpses that are praising to some kind of gods of destruction.” She looked away from him, “Do you have any idea how many people I’ve watched get tortured to death because they fell for the same damn trap you did? Do you have any idea how guilty I feel about my inability to save them? I got lucky with the group before you, despite what they did to me, and was able to save them. I knew a second rescue attempt would get me killed if I got left behind…. So… try me. I might understand better then you think Ken’Daichi.” She looked back at him, a fierce look in her eyes.

"I am sure that must have been hard, and I didn't say your life was easy, just different. They weren't your responsibility, and even now the only one you need to worry about is you. Same with..." he paused again, guilt washing over his face. "I know Aideen blames me, I've been half expecting her to blow up and openly accuse me of trapping her here."

"Worry about me... " She snorted again, motioning him over as she headed to a small set up she had in the corner of the room. It was a cot, a couple of blankets and small desk she had obviously taken from somewhere else. "I don't want to think about me. I've got way too many fucking problems that I don't even know how to begin how to address." She sat down on top of the desk, gesturing to the cot for him. "And Aideen? I don't know what to tell you about her, I feel like there's a lot more going on with her then she lets on. And she creeps around like she's walking on pins and needles lately... can't blame her with that, bunch of weird shit going on lately."

"Yeah, I suppose," he muttered as he walked over. "I just... I wish I could tell them we'd be ok, that we'll make it home. But I'd feel like it was a lie."

"I don't think it is. I think there's another way back. Just got to find it, that's all. And that might take time." She looked at him and sighed, "I wish I knew where home was. I don't really have... anywhere to call home. The room I was given feels sterile and empty. Reminds me way too much of the prisons on Aaran... So I made a small corner for myself. No one really visits me. Probably has something to do with the fact no one knows where I am anymore... not that I've done anything to fix that." She smiled thoughtfully.

"How is Musevni?" he asked. "You two seem to get along, I'm sure he knows where you are."

"I don't know. I haven't had the gull to visit him since he tried to make the Aaranen ship make friends with the Katana... and I hauled him off to the medical bay. Been busy trying to figure out how to fix the engine I trashed. But engines aren't my thing, so it's been a learning experience." She answered, "I like Mu because he doesn't look at me like I'm a freak. And don't say your crew doesn't because I've seen the looks some of them give me when they think I'm not looking... they aren't exactly friendly."

"They're curious, unfamiliar, scared," he replied. "I'm sure it will pass." Ken'Daichi looked at the Aaranen ship sitting there. "I was thinking about a name for this hunk of scrap metal."

She chuckled. "Oh you mean besides piece of shit?" She leaned back against the wall, looking over at him.

He laughed, it felt good to laugh, and it was in very short supply. "On my world there is a story about a monster. A terrible creature called a Chimera. It is said to have three heads, each of a different animal. A different body, and a serpents tail."

Laruen looked thoughtful as she looked over at the Aaranen ship.

"Seems fitting, considering the means that were used to construct it." She sat forward and looked at him. "I hope you're right about your crew. I know what the stare of malice feels like, sometimes I think it's itching at the back of my neck. Maybe just my over active imagination... but anyway... talk to your crew Ken'Daichi, with all the weird shit going on, they could use some hopeful news. And it's not a lie if it's true. If the means are out there, I'll see this ship back where ever you came from.”

"Which would put you in the same situation we're in now. Alone in an unfamiliar space."

Laruen sighed and looked at him. "I know that Ken'Daichi. But helping get the ship back seems like a bigger problem then mine, doesn't it?"

“I have to take everyone’s problems into account," he replied, the weight of it obvious on his voice. "That’s what captains do, but this... they didn't teach us anything like this in command school."

"No, no you don't Ken'Daichi." Laruen said as she hopped off the desk and walked up to Ken'Daichi, standing in front of him with her hands on her hips, "So Aideen's got a bug up her ass and I've got problems. So what? Those things can take care of themselves, in time, hopefully. Just like Kaidah, we, and I'm probably guessing Aideen as well, want to help you and your crew."

"All I mean is that everyone on this ship is my responsibility," he said as he stood up. "In any case, I should be getting something to e-" The room spun around him as his vision blurred. Ken'Daichi wasn't even sure he was falling, or what direction till he hit the floor unconscious.

Laruen made a choked sound, reaching out to catch Ken’Daichi… which only landed her on the floor with her legs squished between him and the cold metal of the floor. Her arms and hands wrapped around his chest, holding onto him, holding him to her to prevent him from going to the floor. She sat there for a moment, nearly dumbfounded at what had just happened, before she gave herself a mental kick and wiggled her legs free.
 
“How’s he doing?” It was Laruen’s voice.

“Considering the state of his body, the stress he’s been putting on himself and the lack of sleep… well… but this cannot continue.” Aideen’s voice sighed out.

“What needs to be done?” Kaidah’s voice spoke up.

“Speak to Kagome, I’m sure she knows how to run this ship, just tell her that Ken‘Daichi needs rest. Doctor‘s orders..” Aideen said and Kaidah nodded before hurrying out of the room.

Laruen had found Aideen quickly and quietly, banging on her bedroom door until the woman finally submitted and came out. She dragged her off without any explanation and took her to Ken’Daichi. Aideen and Laruen had a simple moment of understanding without saying a single thing, he wouldn’t want the crew to see him like this. Together, with a bit of struggling, they got him to his room where Aideen left him in Laruen’s care before running off to the medical bay for Kaidah and supplies.

Laruen sat in the corner of the room, being helpful when Aideen seemed to need her help, but otherwise she stayed quiet.

“Laruen, I need you to do something for me.”

“What’s that?”

“Keep him in bed, for at least twenty four hours, I don’t care how you do it, I don’t care if you have to bodily knock him down every time he gets up. I will be back as soon as I can, I need to get some supplements and sedatives for him.”

“Gotcha.”

Aideen left the room as Laruen got up and moved to stand over Ken’Daichi, watching him intently.

“nnnggg…” Ken’Daichi murmured as he shifted on the bed, slowly opening his eyes. “Where?”

Kaidah rushed to the said of the bed to check on him, with Laruen right behind her. Lauren peaked over Kaidah’s shoulder smugly.

“You passed out, like a pansy, and now you‘re in your room.”

“What?”

“You passed out, sir,” Kaidah replied as she glanced at Laruen. “The readings show your stressed, but not really enough to cause what happened. Something else seems to be happening to you, but either was Aideen wants you to take some time off.”

Ken’Daichi sat up, fully intending to walk out of there.

“I’m sorry, but I can’t afford to rest right now. I have work to do,” he replied. “Go over the readings again and let me know if you find anything out.”

There was a sharp prick to his arm... and Aideen stood behind him, a look of defiance in her eyes.

"As I recall, you said my orders, as your doctor, can surpass yours. You are on bed rest for the next day, give me that, and I'll let you get up. Don't, and I'll plug you with another sedative, a much larger dose this time."

"You know, that was never officially entered into the ships log," he said calmly as he fought off the sedative.

"Ask me, as of this moment, if I care Ken'Daichi. You'll find the answer is a resounding no. I am simply going to take you at your word. Kagome seems perfectly happy with my orders." Aideen retorted, her tails flicking in a agitated movement behind her as she prepped another sedative.

Ken'Daichi considered protesting, even claiming that in the current situation he needed to be on duty. Somehow, as he looked at each of the three of them, he knew it would end up being futile.

"Fine, but give me a counter to the sedative," he said finally. "At least long enough to get something to eat, which is where I wanted to go in the first damn place."

"Supplements." Aideen said, dropping a package into his hands. "The sedative I gave you was mild enough it'll just simply make it a little hard to think and impede some motor control. I have had enough sneaky lessons from Laruen that you can deal with it." Aideen snorted out, grabbing a chair and pulling it over.

"Damn...remind me to try to behave a little better." Laruen murmured to Kaidah whom simply nodded in agreement with the statement she had made. Aideen pretended not to hear a word they were saying, focusing on Ken'Daichi instead.

"Supplements," he echoed as he looked at them. "If I didn't know any better I'd say you'd always been a doctor. Will there be anything else?"

He hadn't meant to, didn't even realize he had done it. It was the stress probably, or exhaustion, maybe whatever else may have been effecting the crew that had caused it, but whatever it was caused a glare to accompany that last sentence.

"When squeezing into tight cracks to find someone trapped, someone you can't get out on your own and have to await help for up to three days because some asses think you aren't good enough to work on a team, supplements became a highly useful tool to have on hand." Aideen replied, frowning at him. "And no, not really." She got up then, almost seeming...angry as she disappeared out of the room as quietly as she had come in.

Kaidah looked to Laruen, and handed her a hypo before leaving the room after Aideen, to try to see what had her upset.

"Sorry Ken'Daichi, docs orders. I'm your baby sitter for the next day." Laruen said as she settled herself down into the chair Aideen had been in.

"Joy," he murmured quietly as he looked at the supplements again. "What’s wrong with her?"

"I don't know." Laruen sighed out, "But she seems mad at you for some reason. Maybe it's not mad, maybe frustrated. Eh. I don't know." She gave a aimless shrug eyeing the supplements as well before she reached out to take the bag from him. She got up and walked across the room, fidgeting with something before she returned to him, offering him a thermos full of stew. "It's hot. Got to be tastier then this stuff though." Laruen mused as she sat back down. "I always keep that on hand... kind of like you. I won't remember to eat until Mu or Kaidah yells at me. So I keep that around to wave at them to get them to leave me alone." She smiled slightly.

"I'll have to remember that," he said as he took it from her. "You don't really have to stay here. I'm sure you have other things you'd rather be doing."

"Work on a engine I don't exactly know how to fix? Oh sure. I'd love to be doing that." Laruen scowled. "Besides that, I really don't want whatever Aideen's frustrations are on my head... it would just end in a violent fight." She sighed, looking at him as she crossed her arms across her chest.

"I still say she's over reacting," he stated as he looked out the cabin window at the still unfamiliar stars. "Something is happening to the crew, and I need to figure out what it is. Not sit here like a caged animal."

"Won't know until someone talks to her." Laruen said with a aimless shrug before she got up and paced around the room... she stopped and then turned to Ken'Daichi. "Four hours, get four hours of sleep and I'll see about sneaking you around to where you need to go. But if Aideen gets wind of it, you may possibly be on your own. Think you can handle that?" Laruen offered, as she understood about feeling caged, better then she should have.

"Do I have a choice?"


Kaidah studied the readings she had collected from various crew members, looking for any clue that may lead to an answer. Aideen would be back soon, but somehow Kaidah suspected this was outside of her medical training. Hell, it was outside of her own training.

Nothing like a good cram session, she thought ruefully.

She heard the med deck doors slide open as Aideen walked in, and collected what she had been looking at.

“Aideen, I think I may have found something.”

Aideen made a unintelligent sound, taking a long drink of whatever was in the cup in her hands, before she sighed loudly and walked over to Kaidah.

"What is it?" She asked, peering over Kaidah's shoulder.

"Right, well it got me thinking that maybe that’s exactly what it was. Some one, or something else," she started rambling again, but more coherent this time. "So I checked the neural scans looking for anything out of place, but nothing really stood out. There was some variance in Musevni's brainwave scan; and I believe Laruen's too although I don't know enough about her physiology. Anyway, there was some variance, but nothing outside normal parameters. Then Ken'Daichi passed out, I think the effect and the stress caused the more severe reaction. This time I saw the variance again, but it registered as a distinct and separate brainwave. Like it was a completely different consciousness.”

Aideen blinked and had a far off look on her face. She was quiet for the longest of time before she peered at Kaidah.

"If I am understanding this, and it makes sense, there's something... fucking with us, as Laruen would put it." Aideen scowled deeply, "How are my dreams connected?" Aideen asked, almost absent mindedly as she finished off the drink in her hands and set the cup down. "We've got to tell Ken'Daichi. Until then, keep this quiet. The crew doesn't need to riled up just yet."

"There could be something about your race that is causing the effect to manifest as dreams instead of waking thought," Kaidah commented. "Oh I wish Dianae was online... There is one thing though. The neural stimulants... I think they might be making us more susceptible."

"...that's not what I want to hear. C'mon, we need to go talk to Ken'Daichi." Aideen said rubbing her forehead, "Bring your findings with you. And radio for Ken'Daichi's location, I would bet one my tails Laruen let him out of bed."

Kaidah tapped the controls on the console. "He's in the hanger bay, Laruen is with him."

"Let's go." Aideen replied heading for the door.


Laruen looked up from the codex in her hands as the hanger doors opened and Aideen and Kaidah walked in. "Where's Ken'Daichi?" Aideen asked as they walked up to Laruen.

"Over here," he called as he came from behind the Aaranen ship with an engine component in hand. "And before you get angry with me, you told me to relax. This is relaxing."

"I can't muster any anger right now." Aideen said with a smile, which quickly faded away. "We have a problem. A couple of them. Kaidah was busy while I was away, and she found out some things. There is something out there, what it is, we're not sure, but it's messing with us, not sure why it's doing that either. And the neural stimulants aren't helping."

"I think they are making it worse, by making the people who are taking it more susceptible to this things influence." Kaidah said, offering up her findings to Ken'Daichi.
Laruen listened in, choosing to stay quiet for the time being, even as a deep scowl worked its way across her lips. Ken'Daichi looked over the data in silence, trying to piece it together.

"Medical science is not my area of expertise, but what might this... influence be?"

"Emotional, mental perhaps." Kaidah mused, "Not completely certain at the moment. Aideen is the only person, thus far, who hasn't lost it after being affected."

"I don't understand my dreams, and also, cannot be completely certain that they are connected. But it would make the most sense that they were. But the question is, if I'm affected, why is it only affecting my dreams, and not my mind like it did Laruen and Musevni." Aideen said with a frown, "You'll also have to pardon my earlier running away.”

"There is a story in my home land," he muttered calmly. "About the Amatsu-Mikaboshi. The have no body, no face, no physical form."

Aideen's ears perked at that.

"I recall restoring a collection of beautiful scrolls about that. All of them were drawn in such haste, two of them were half finished, but the words were so desperate, what little I could understand. By what little I could gather, Amatsu-Mikaboshi was a he, and was depicted as a god."

Kaidah looked at Aideen with a frown, now realizing her hunch that there was far more going on with Aideen was true... but knew full well that now was not the time to deal with it.

"Yes, many of the cultures we've encountered have similar tales," he replied. "The Amatsu-Mikaboshi was said to feed on the darkness within all men. Love would turn to jealousy, ambition to greed. I never believed such a creature truly existed, but the coincidence is a little much to ignore."

"This still leaves us in a great unknown. How do we search for something that we aren't certain what looks like? And how do we get away from it if we can't find it? We are still very much trapped in this void." Aideen mused with a frown.

"I can take the Chimera out, once it's up and running. I wouldn't be against the risk of going even further then Mu did. Someone's got to start branching out else we're all going to go mad and probably start killing each other." Laruen said from where she sat.

"No, too dangerous. If this thing gets to you while you are there we might not be able to avert disaster this time."

"Then what do you suggest?" Laruen sighed out, frowning at Ken'Daichi, "The longer we stay here, obviously, the worse things are going to get."

"There has got to be a way to track it," he muttered. "It says here you detected a distinct energy pattern when you did my neural scan?"

"Yes. And I don't suggest putting yourself under those conditions again." Kaidah said.

"Glad she's on my side," Aideen said as Kaidah gave her a slight smile, "If I'm affected, but not actively suffering aside from nightmares, it would be most likely to track whatever it is through that. I of course, would have to-."

"Man up." Laruen injected with a slight grin, earning a snort of amusement from Aideen.

"Yes, for a better lack of words." Aideen looked back over at Ken'Daichi.

"I was thinking of something else," he replied. "It might be possible to isolate the energy pattern itself and track it to it's source."

"Maybe." Aideen mused, "we can only hope it's that easy. With that in mind, I am going to take Kaidah back to her room, and then get to work, if you want to be involved in this, meet me back up in the medical bay in about ten minutes."

"But I-" Kaidah started up.

"You haven't slept in nearly twenty hours, your shift is more then over. I'm sure I can hold the fort until you get back up Kaidah." Aideen stopped her, smiling. Kaidah scowled at her, putting her hands on her hips.

"Fine, but if you need me for any one reason... you better call for me."

"I will, I promise. Now, if you'll excuse us." Aideen said, canting her head at Ken'Daichi and ushered Kaidah out of the hanger.
 
"They say if you question your own sanity, it means you're not insane," he said thoughtfully. "With...Kaidah, what exactly did you see?"
-Good point.

Good story. I have only read the first and second post, so I am not finished yet.
 
‘It’s all your fault,’ his minds voice muttered to him as he walked to the galley. It didn’t tell him anything that he wasn’t already thinking though. Everything they had been through in recent weeks was his fault, being drug into this other galaxy, the attacks by the Aaranen, the death…

So many of his crew had died in the trip through the portal, more in the proceeding attacks. Every one of them was a stab at his heart, and there was nothing he could do to relieve the families.

‘Don’t forget the ones that aren’t your crew.’

Aideen disliked him, he knew it. If it hadn’t been for his orders to question her, she wouldn’t be in this mess. If he had handled the attack better, if he had been able to avoid the portal… if…

And Lauren, the closer they moved to home, if they were at all, the further from her home they would be. She acted like he had done her a favor, but had he? She’d likely become homesick at some point.

‘They’d be better off without you, that’s for sure.’

Maybe that was true. Maybe he should…

Ken’Daichi looked up from his thoughts, finding himself no where near the galley. He was standing in the Airlock, hand over the controls.

‘How did I get here?’ he wondered as he looked around, looking down at his hand.

There was a clatter across the room, followed by a loud crash and a string of cussing that ended in a loud sigh. Laruen stood there in front of a ship, a tipped over tool box at her feet, tools everywhere. She had a wrench in one hand, her hands on her hips, a scowl on her lips as she eyed the ship in front of her. Her hair was covered by a white bandana that already had grease stains on it, and she was in uniform pants, shoes and a white tank top, which had grease hand prints on it. She turned to look down at the tools on the floor, suddenly looking up as if she had suddenly noticed him across the room.

“Hm? Ken’Daichi? What the hell are you doing here?” She asked, sounding tired, as she bent down to sort through the tools, “If you’re looking to throw yourself out of the air lock, give me about ten minutes and I can do that for you.” She joked, a slight smile on her face.

Ken'Daichi turned and looked at her, a blank expression on his face. He wasn't sure what happened, feeling more confused as he mentally retraced his steps.

"How...I was headed for somewhere else..."

“Oh I see how it is,” Laruen said, pointing at him with the wrench in her hand as she stood up, “Wander into my dock, making excuses. Eesh, am I that lousy company?” Laruen snorted, amused at something before she turned her attention back to the ship in front of her.

She couldn’t say much really, she believed herself to be bad company and had been avoiding Mu like the plague since she had hauled him off to the medical bay. Despite the fact she considered Mu one of the few people, if the only one, she could call friend. She sighed, reaching out to rest her hand on the ship.

"No, I..." he thought for a moment as he started to walk towards her. "I was on the bridge, and was headed for the galley. Then suddenly I'm..." he glances back over his shoulder, still puzzled by what happened. "Here."

Laruen let her hand slide from the ship as she turned to face him, crossing her arms across her chest, her finger tapping against the wrench in her hand as she seemed to be considering something.

“… I’m not good with people Ken’Daichi. But I’m good at listening. I may not have much to say, but I can at least offer you a open ear.” She said thoughtfully, wondering exactly what was on his mind.

"I was just thinking I guess," he muttered quietly. "About the people who've died in coming here, and since then. The fact that we're stranded." Ken'Daichi walked over to a crate and sat down with a sigh. "The fact that I'm responsible for it."

“How?” Laruen asked, squatting down as she tilted the tool box upright and started picking up the tools. “It’s not like you made the portal to engulf the ship, or killed those people.” She muttered thoughtfully.

"There was something I could of done, there had to be. I'm supposed to protect my crew, not get them killed."

“Like what?” Laruen asked, closing the tool box and standing up. “Begged harder? Screamed louder?” She sneered, seeming to be referring to herself, not him at that moment before she sighed, turning her attention back to him. “They didn’t die in vain, but if you keep on thinking that way, they might as well have. By my understanding, they all died doing what they could to help people, to protect people. Doesn’t that mean anything?”

"It's complicated," he replied. "And don't take this the wrong way, but I don't expect you to understand. Your experience is different. A captains first duty is to protect the ship and crew, I failed."

“Maybe, maybe not. I still want to kill them all. For what they did… for what they still are doing. For myself, and the people they’ve murdered… and for the those they will slaughter because they fell for the same trap. Revenge sucks, but this isn’t about that. My race is dead. Replaced by a mass of mindless walking corpses that are praising to some kind of gods of destruction.” She looked away from him, “Do you have any idea how many people I’ve watched get tortured to death because they fell for the same damn trap you did? Do you have any idea how guilty I feel about my inability to save them? I got lucky with the group before you, despite what they did to me, and was able to save them. I knew a second rescue attempt would get me killed if I got left behind…. So… try me. I might understand better then you think Ken’Daichi.” She looked back at him, a fierce look in her eyes.

"I am sure that must have been hard, and I didn't say your life was easy, just different. They weren't your responsibility, and even now the only one you need to worry about is you. Same with..." he paused again, guilt washing over his face. "I know Aideen blames me, I've been half expecting her to blow up and openly accuse me of trapping her here."

"Worry about me... " She snorted again, motioning him over as she headed to a small set up she had in the corner of the room. It was a cot, a couple of blankets and small desk she had obviously taken from somewhere else. "I don't want to think about me. I've got way too many fucking problems that I don't even know how to begin how to address." She sat down on top of the desk, gesturing to the cot for him. "And Aideen? I don't know what to tell you about her, I feel like there's a lot more going on with her then she lets on. And she creeps around like she's walking on pins and needles lately... can't blame her with that, bunch of weird shit going on lately."

"Yeah, I suppose," he muttered as he walked over. "I just... I wish I could tell them we'd be ok, that we'll make it home. But I'd feel like it was a lie."

"I don't think it is. I think there's another way back. Just got to find it, that's all. And that might take time." She looked at him and sighed, "I wish I knew where home was. I don't really have... anywhere to call home. The room I was given feels sterile and empty. Reminds me way too much of the prisons on Aaran... So I made a small corner for myself. No one really visits me. Probably has something to do with the fact no one knows where I am anymore... not that I've done anything to fix that." She smiled thoughtfully.

"How is Musevni?" he asked. "You two seem to get along, I'm sure he knows where you are."

"I don't know. I haven't had the gull to visit him since he tried to make the Aaranen ship make friends with the Katana... and I hauled him off to the medical bay. Been busy trying to figure out how to fix the engine I trashed. But engines aren't my thing, so it's been a learning experience." She answered, "I like Mu because he doesn't look at me like I'm a freak. And don't say your crew doesn't because I've seen the looks some of them give me when they think I'm not looking... they aren't exactly friendly."

"They're curious, unfamiliar, scared," he replied. "I'm sure it will pass." Ken'Daichi looked at the Aaranen ship sitting there. "I was thinking about a name for this hunk of scrap metal."

She chuckled. "Oh you mean besides piece of shit?" She leaned back against the wall, looking over at him.

He laughed, it felt good to laugh, and it was in very short supply. "On my world there is a story about a monster. A terrible creature called a Chimera. It is said to have three heads, each of a different animal. A different body, and a serpents tail."

Laruen looked thoughtful as she looked over at the Aaranen ship.

"Seems fitting, considering the means that were used to construct it." She sat forward and looked at him. "I hope you're right about your crew. I know what the stare of malice feels like, sometimes I think it's itching at the back of my neck. Maybe just my over active imagination... but anyway... talk to your crew Ken'Daichi, with all the weird shit going on, they could use some hopeful news. And it's not a lie if it's true. If the means are out there, I'll see this ship back where ever you came from.”

"Which would put you in the same situation we're in now. Alone in an unfamiliar space."

Laruen sighed and looked at him. "I know that Ken'Daichi. But helping get the ship back seems like a bigger problem then mine, doesn't it?"

“I have to take everyone’s problems into account," he replied, the weight of it obvious on his voice. "That’s what captains do, but this... they didn't teach us anything like this in command school."

"No, no you don't Ken'Daichi." Laruen said as she hopped off the desk and walked up to Ken'Daichi, standing in front of him with her hands on her hips, "So Aideen's got a bug up her ass and I've got problems. So what? Those things can take care of themselves, in time, hopefully. Just like Kaidah, we, and I'm probably guessing Aideen as well, want to help you and your crew."

"All I mean is that everyone on this ship is my responsibility," he said as he stood up. "In any case, I should be getting something to e-" The room spun around him as his vision blurred. Ken'Daichi wasn't even sure he was falling, or what direction till he hit the floor unconscious.

Laruen made a choked sound, reaching out to catch Ken’Daichi… which only landed her on the floor with her legs squished between him and the cold metal of the floor. Her arms and hands wrapped around his chest, holding onto him, holding him to her to prevent him from going to the floor. She sat there for a moment, nearly dumbfounded at what had just happened, before she gave herself a mental kick and wiggled her legs free.

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Sorry I haven't posted another part. We finished the second half of the story and are taking some time to revise it as a whole. I should be back to this thread soon though.
 
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