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Guys,
I'm thinking about coming back to New Jersey to stay there for good this time around. You've had no idea how angry I can be, more importantly, I'm so angry with myself for letting anything passing up through me for years, despite the situation. I realize that my grandfather's the one who spoiled me after those years!
He's the responsible for switch me when I was in sixth grade, he was worried that those assignments of sixth grade would be that hard for me, so he decided to tell the principal of my former school to have me move too much easier class! Oh, that memory makes me so angry as of today! For the first time in my life, I'm more ashamed than having those idiot family being part of my life ever since the very day that I was born. I'm already question the life itself to knowing why I'm here on the earth on this greater purpose of life itself. My grandmother told me that he's the one who spoiled me so rotten like that, I never understood why he did that in the first place, so I asked her why didn't my own estranged mother put me up for the adoption, so the best chance I can earn the great success I deserve to have in my life.
I'm more ashamed that my estranged mother's the one who saw the opportunity to control my life after death of my grandfather that took place during his final hour on September 2006. How can I forget the fact that she tries to remove my precious cat from my life that holds so dear to my heart since I first saw him? As of today, I decide that it's time for me to facing my demons that I tries to fighting off as I promise myself that I wouldn't return to New Jersey until my mission is complete here in North Carolina.
Fucking hell, my family and I already discussed returning to New Jersey, I protested that we mustn't return until we're completing our mission here, but my grandmother wants her old job back, so she could earn more money, but I want to ask you how can I deal with so much corruption up there, when it comes to Job? Every job I'm trying to having, nothing that I can do about it. New Jersey is too damn expensive place for me to staying there. More reason why I'm place my blame on those damn people who makes state of New Jersey an unlivable place to live!
You know something, I failed to pass New Jersey's Driver License. I failed about five times already! I don't know how can I deal with failing another test. That state I grew up to fall in love with. Of asking you this question, what should I do about it? I love New Jersey too damn much than here in North Carolina, but I manage to make one friend per each now. I want to pull my hair so bad, because I'm so angry at myself for being so damn soft when it comes to being respect to each other in my lifetime. Moreover, I'm so angry at myself for letting my grandfather spoiled me so rotten without my knowledge of his own damn action!
I'm ready to visit that conversation with my family once more to make that decision to coming back to New Jersey. There are so much things that I want to have it done before I move to different state. This is not the life that I want for myself and my precious cats that I took care with my bare hands. Tired of having everybody to control my life and limit my freedom that must I sacrifice! Unacceptable!
I didn't meant to took you guys out, because I'm angry. I'm frustrating as of today! What should I do about it? Please tell me what can I do before I return to my home state, New Jersey???
I'm thinking about coming back to New Jersey to stay there for good this time around. You've had no idea how angry I can be, more importantly, I'm so angry with myself for letting anything passing up through me for years, despite the situation. I realize that my grandfather's the one who spoiled me after those years!
He's the responsible for switch me when I was in sixth grade, he was worried that those assignments of sixth grade would be that hard for me, so he decided to tell the principal of my former school to have me move too much easier class! Oh, that memory makes me so angry as of today! For the first time in my life, I'm more ashamed than having those idiot family being part of my life ever since the very day that I was born. I'm already question the life itself to knowing why I'm here on the earth on this greater purpose of life itself. My grandmother told me that he's the one who spoiled me so rotten like that, I never understood why he did that in the first place, so I asked her why didn't my own estranged mother put me up for the adoption, so the best chance I can earn the great success I deserve to have in my life.
I'm more ashamed that my estranged mother's the one who saw the opportunity to control my life after death of my grandfather that took place during his final hour on September 2006. How can I forget the fact that she tries to remove my precious cat from my life that holds so dear to my heart since I first saw him? As of today, I decide that it's time for me to facing my demons that I tries to fighting off as I promise myself that I wouldn't return to New Jersey until my mission is complete here in North Carolina.
Fucking hell, my family and I already discussed returning to New Jersey, I protested that we mustn't return until we're completing our mission here, but my grandmother wants her old job back, so she could earn more money, but I want to ask you how can I deal with so much corruption up there, when it comes to Job? Every job I'm trying to having, nothing that I can do about it. New Jersey is too damn expensive place for me to staying there. More reason why I'm place my blame on those damn people who makes state of New Jersey an unlivable place to live!
You know something, I failed to pass New Jersey's Driver License. I failed about five times already! I don't know how can I deal with failing another test. That state I grew up to fall in love with. Of asking you this question, what should I do about it? I love New Jersey too damn much than here in North Carolina, but I manage to make one friend per each now. I want to pull my hair so bad, because I'm so angry at myself for being so damn soft when it comes to being respect to each other in my lifetime. Moreover, I'm so angry at myself for letting my grandfather spoiled me so rotten without my knowledge of his own damn action!
I'm ready to visit that conversation with my family once more to make that decision to coming back to New Jersey. There are so much things that I want to have it done before I move to different state. This is not the life that I want for myself and my precious cats that I took care with my bare hands. Tired of having everybody to control my life and limit my freedom that must I sacrifice! Unacceptable!
I didn't meant to took you guys out, because I'm angry. I'm frustrating as of today! What should I do about it? Please tell me what can I do before I return to my home state, New Jersey???
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