I'm sure you can find things besides sex to look forward to. I mean, even if it were part of the equation, I'd consider it quite sad to look forward to nothing else. It's actually been easier for me to concentrate on the things that I can obtain since I've accepted that there are some things I simply cannot. Not that sex ever was as big a deal for me as it seems to be for the rest of the planet. But I do think my life has been better since I've accepted that I am just not meant to have it.
As it is it's probably not an issue since I doubt I'll be able to get the things I listed. And me, I have terrible fears of ending up an alone old man. So I'd want a relationship, but seeing as I suck at those, some sex would at least be welcome.
Never say never. I know it may sound a bit cliche but never count yourself out. You never know when love will come along.
And at least you folks didn't go the route I did. I had been tested for HIV six times by twenty. I was an idiot so I am thrilled there are folks out there who have some common sense about them.
Could it come along pretty soon? 'Cause I'm getting pretty tired of all this other shit dulling down my life.
And hey, at least you gotten some by twenty. Twenty-five and going and still nothing.
I don't know. It may be that since I have so much else going on in my life right now I just don't care anymore. That's good for me, since it's better to be content with what I have than to lament what is impossible for me to obtain, no matter how hard I may or may not want it.
It's obviously different for you and I sincerely hope that you find what you want, whatever that is. We're different people and what is impossible for me is not necessarily impossible for you, so I won't suggest that you listen to me about any of this.
But I was once upset about much of the same things that seem to be bothering you now. I remember how I felt and would not care to repeat it. I've found a way to not feel that way anymore, and I hope you can do the same. That's really all I have to say. I hated the way I felt and don't like seeing or hearing about others going through it too.
