How many people here feels lonely alot!

[RJDiogenes]

Sounds like something a Klingon bar would serve.

 

[Capn Flukie]

I am a mohawk warrior so it makes senese.

 

[Amaris]

It's great to hear that you feel a sense of hope. I have always felt though, that you should never pin happiness or a sense of completion on another person. It's not fair on them, and it's not fair to you.

True. However, I see a relationship as something I really want to explore. I want it to be about love, at it's core, but I really want to experience a true relationship with someone who loves me. Up to this point I've had relationships, none of them truly meaningful (none of them really physical either but that's another can of worms). I want a girlfriend, and tiny bit further down the road I want a wife and kids, I want a family.

Last night, I dreamed that I had a girlfriend, and that she loved me. It felt like we had known each other for a long time, and that she was more than a girlfriend, she was someone I aspired to be with.

She told me once, when I was afraid to be with her because of my ever present family 'obligations', "why do you do this? Why do you hide your feelings from them? Don't you have a right to be happy too? Don't you have a right to make your life what you want it to be? Independent of what your family thinks? Who is my boyfriend? You or your family?"

There was more to that dream, quite a bit more, and I have awakened from that dream, but the words stick with me. I feel different, like maybe I have reached a point where things can change. I don't know. It's such an odd feeling. The dream felt real, so very real, and for a while I just laid there in the bed, with my eyes open, and thought about it. I felt a sense of "she's out there" when awaking from that dream, and now I feel hopeful, although I can't really explain why.

J.

I think that was your soul giving you a pep-talk.

I think you're right.

J.

 

[RJDiogenes]

I am a mohawk warrior so it makes senese.

I recommend not going for a haircut in your current condition.

 

[Capn Flukie]

Ia mn not pregnatn!

 

[RJDiogenes]

What about now?

 

[Capn Flukie]

Nope.

Yay booze!