I was a part of the cast from pre-opening to june of 2003. By my own weird system of reckoning, I call that Classic ST:TE time, or Pre-Borg. I watch those videos and look at the photos and wonder what the hell I was doing during those years and why I don't have a ton more photos and pieces of memorabilia. I get VERY nostaglic for those days, when everything was simpler, even though I HAD to move on. Thank god for Vernon.
I haven't said this yet... I mean, I haven't gone into detail about it in any forum or podcast... Mainly because it kind of ruins the magic a lot. Make no mistake, ST:TE was magic, for a lot of people, even in the worst of times, but.. from my standpoint, and the point of view of many pthers that worked there during Pre-Borg time, ST:TE was a pit of hell that many tried hard to climb out of and quite a few never did.
Ok, I know I ruffled a few feathers, so I'll explain myself. I love the memory of ST:TE. I do. I wish sometimes I could do it all over again, and I would if I could. However, you can't make a living as a Ferengi, despite how fun you might think it is or what an honor it would be. We were never EVER treated like it was an honor by our management. For a long time it was just a job that paid like crap. they started aliens at 12.50, you know.
And for a long time there wasn't much love on the floor either. The place was dead a lot. Often guests would wonder if we were closing down. We'd struggle to find things to do all night. We'd go back and forth with wardrobe over things. We'd get asked to do the stupidest promotions. Then there was the whole union thing. And a series of godawful managers that had no business working in trek much less with other people. Poorly planned facilities. Countless missed opportunities to make the place shine.
Morale was low. At its lowest point, I decided to move on. I walked in on the first day of my two week vacation and gave my two weeks. No goodbye party, just a quiet exit. I had been trying to get out for over a year. I quit doing drugs so I could pass any test and polished up my computer skills and portfolio, and a year later I got out. Hell, I didn't even like a lot of the people there when I left.
If you look at Vernon's photobucket galleries, you'll notice a huge gap of time Pre-Borg where there just aren't a lot of pictures. that's this time I was talking about. Obviously, there are pictures floating around from those days that i've seen from ST:TE, but I don't recall many. We weren't truly enjoying it back then, more like just getting by.
Yet, there is some silver lining in this otherwise depressing post. I look at Vernon's photos and the videos and I tend to only remember to good parts. I remember people I had almost forgotten. I remember funny lines I used as a ferengi and some of the situations I got into. I remember the women. I remember some of the die hards that came in and bullshitted with me for hours on end about warp theory and trek science. I miss that.
I told my girlfriend recently that if the new ST:TE were opening and were hiring Ferengi, I might go do it, despite being well into another career, if not for shits and giggles. This time, I think, I would try to appreciate it more, because the powers that be, whoever is in command of the new one, could not possibly be so stupid as to ignore the lessons learned from the old ST:TE. And maybe this time the people that worked there with me would be better too. And me as well.
Now i'm rambling and i'll stop for now. I just really hope the new trek movie is good.
