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Near Present
Iconia
Joint Federation-Romulan Archaeological Excavation
(Romulan Neutral Zone)
Year: 2368
Lt. So’Dan Leva dreaded the evening meal most. Both of the small contingents of Romulan and Federation archeologists shared a repast in the cramped mess hall. The lack of replicators on the dig forced everyone to journey to the commissary and the strict segregation between the two camps had dissolved more quickly than Leva had thought possible.
The Romulans had mixed in fairly well with their Federation counterparts. The din of conversation and laughter for each meal would only lessen when either Leva or Ousanas Dar, the V’Shar security attaché for the Vulcan Science Academy sought a seat among the throng.
Dar was a decades-long defector from the Star Empire and Leva was a half-breed, his father was human, and his mother was an Earth-based Romulan diplomat critical of the naked military dictatorship masquerading as an authoritarian republic.
Leva quickly glanced around and saw that Dar wasn’t in the mess. So he would be the party-pooper he realized. The lieutenant had avoided the commissary for days, holing himself in the quarters he shared with the two other Starfleet security guards assigned to this excavation. He had brushed off their entreaties to join them to eat, relying on his internal reserves to sustain him as he submitted weekly reports and surfed the security TacNet for hours. Eventually his body had betrayed him, his stomach rumbling like shifting tectonic plates.
As soon as he had entered the mess hall, Leva moved quickly to the serving line and palmed a few pieces of fruit. Leva planned to eat in his room, feigning the need to finish his reporting. Unfortunately, he hesitated at the beverage stand long enough to catch the attention of Dr. Zo’Kama Do’matar, the amiable Arkonian medic on loan from Vulcan Medical Command.
“So’Dan…Lt. Leva,” she called, “Over here!” The reptilian waved to get his attention. Leva tensed, his flight or fight syndrome warring within him. The coldness between him and the Romulans hadn’t been openly declared, but if ignored Dr. Zo’Kama’s entreaty it would be, and he would look like the perpetrator. Sighing, and slumping his shoulders, Leva turned around and ambled over to the Arkonian. She patted an empty spot beside her on the long bench.
“Finally decided to stop being a hermit huh?” Lt. Carrick, sitting on Leva’s other side, asked around a mouthful of a roast beef sandwich. Kirce Carrick piloted the Starfleet shuttle that jetted the archeologists around the planet and also made supply runs back into Federation space. Leva had caught the young woman staring at him from time to time, with a look in her eyes that had made him feel uncomfortable. He had sought to avoid her as well, afraid of where prolonged exposure to the woman and her gaze might lead. He realized it was probably Carrick behind Zo’Kama’s gesture.
He nodded stiffly at Carrick and then across the table. Sitting opposite Carrick was Sublieutenant Torin, Carrick’s counterpart. The distaste on the man’s face was barely concealed. Beside him sat the archeologist Raccina. Leva hadn’t spoken to the young woman, though he had thoroughly researched her file, seeking the Tal Shiar or Tal Arcani agents sprinkled among the Romulan contingent. Starfleet Intelligence and the Vulcan V’Shar had done the same, with Dar and the Deltan Jadda, the titular head of the Federation security force on Iconia.
Raccina smiled at him, and Leva’s throat constricted. Similar to him, her brow ridge was slight, not as prominent as many of the other Romulans in the group. The woman also had a fair complexion, reddish hair and a fine sprinkling of freckles across her cheeks. She appeared to be a half-breed as well, though Leva wasn’t sure if she shared his human heritage or some other. “Lt. Leva it’s a pleasure to finally meet you,” she said, “I thought you were urban legend.” She laughed, the sound musical to him.
Leva’s face flushed green. He was embarrassed by his reaction, but there was nothing to do about it. “A hermit Mr. Leva might be,” Carrick replied. “But he’s definitely flesh and blood.” She nudged him with an elbow. Leva swallowed hard, at a lost for words. So he quickly filled his mouth with a bite of fruit.
“It seems to me that Mister Leva perhaps doesn’t share the amity of his fellow Federation colleagues toward us, his own people,” Torin said, glaring at him. Leva chewed slowly on his Kalerian apple, locking eyes with the Romulan pilot.
“I’m sure that’s not the case,” Zo’Kama said.
“And if it was, that’s his business,” Carrick interjected, an edge to her voice. Now she felt the need to defend him, the gesture making Leva even more unsettled. He had taken the slings and arrows from full-bloodied Romulans for most of his youth on the Romulan colony Henaka. He had learned how to deal with bullies a long time ago and he didn’t like the idea that Carrick even thought she needed to speak up on his behalf, either because she felt he couldn’t, or wouldn’t do so himself, or if she was entertaining any notions that a relationship might be possible between them.
“Stop acting like a veruul Torin,” Raccina chided. “If Mr. Leva is uncomfortable around fellow Romulans, I’m sure there is a reason. We are not the most accommodating people after all.”
“I never said I had a prob-,” Leva began, but Torin cut him off. The pilot’s glare was now directed towards Raccina.
“Of course you would say that,” the Romulan said. “What is that human saying about fellow birds sticking together? I’m sure you’re mother taught it to you.”
“My mother is as loyal a citizen as yours,” Raccina shot back. “Don’t question her loyalty again.”
Torin sneered, turning his attention back to Leva. “Of course she is. She had the sense to leave the Federation behind, to seek the discipline and order of the Star Empire…unlike Ambassador Sonora.”
Leva jumped up, the apple crushed in his fist. Zo’Kama placed a strong, scaly hand on his shoulder, forcing him back down. But Leva wouldn’t budge. Carrick was on her feet seconds after him. The whole room grew silent.
“Take that back,” Carrick warned Torin. The burly Romulan stood up slowly, a gleam of anticipation in his eyes.
“No,” he said evenly. “I am tired of this charade, of making nice with our enemies, especially traitors like you or Dar.”
“That’s enough Sublieutenant,” Professor Gnaeus, the head of the Romulan team, intoned from across the room. The wizened Romulan was slowly making his way toward the table. Leva trembled with the desire to knock the smug expression off the pilot’s face. He had made a promise to himself years ago that he would never be bullied again.
“I don’t take orders from you,” Torin retorted. “I’m the ranking officer on this mission.”
“Ranking idiot is more like it,” Ousanas Dar said as he swept into the mess hall. Almost in unison everyone turned toward the tall, striking Romulan. “Everyone was enjoying themselves, unwinding after a hard day until you had to ruin it. How about you sit down, finish your meal, and we can all let this incident be forgotten.”
“Just like you forgot your oath of loyalty to our Empire?” Torin challenged. He stepped over the bench, heading towards Dar. He only made it a couple of steps before Raccina leaped up, her hand shooting towards Torin’s neck. The man collapsed seconds later. Smiling, she nodded at Dar.
“I can’t believe that neck-pinch really works,” she said.
“Seeing is believing,” Dar replied. “There is much our people have forgotten when we left Vulcan. Hopefully joint ventures such as these will ease the way toward reconciliation.”
“I think most of us are in agreement with that,” Professor Gnaeus said, sitting back down slowly. Raccina glanced at Torin’s prone form.
“What do we do with him?”
“Let him sleep it off,” Dar said, stepping around the unconscious man and taking his place beside Torin. He began picking at the untouched portions on Torin’s plate. After Raccina sat back down, Leva finally allowed Zo’Kama to guide him back to sitting, even though he wanted more than ever to leave.
After the familiar din resumed, Raccina said, “So Mr. Leva, you are from Henaka?”
The mention of former home instantly brought back memories of the hazing he endured because of his mixed heritage and the brutal Klingon assault on the colony that had killed his grandparents. The few good memories about Henaka had been drowned out by the terrible ones that still gave him nightmares on occasion.
“My apologies,” he said tightly, “But I have to go.” Leva got up quickly, before anyone could protest and left the mess hall for the sanctuary of his quarters.
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Security Quarters
(Minutes Later)
“You can’t run forever,” Ousanas Dar said, his voice as irritating and grating as the sands engulfing dead Iconia.
“You’re a fine one to talk,” Lt. Leva replied, not even looking up from his terminal. “I have a report to file.”
“You can do that anytime. It’s not like you’re going anywhere anytime soon.”
“Thanks to you,” Leva grumbled.
“You’re welcome,” Dar said. “Believe me, I know how hard this must be for you. Most of the Romulans here only consider you a half-breed, I’m a traitor…a far worse crime.”
Leva sighed loudly before turning around. “And yet you insisted on accompanying the expedition to Iconia knowing that we would be working with a Romulan archaeological team. Furthermore, you recommended to both Starfleet Command and the Vulcan High Command that I join you.”
“Did I?” One of Dar’s eyebrows lifted. Though a typical reaction for a Vulcan, the quizzical expression looked disconcerting on a Romulan face. “How can you be sure of that?”
“Believe it or not, when you work in security you often run across all types of information. Plus, these civilians from Daystrom aren’t too big on confidentiality.”
Dar nodded. “Then again, Federation citizens have never valued the need for secrecy and discretion that is bred into our kind from birth.”
Leva frowned. “I don’t have anything in common with you,” he sniffed, “or them.”
“I beg to differ,” Dar countered. “I also think that that attractive archeologist you brushed off in the mess hall thinks as I do. Isn’t she from Henaka Colony, your birthworld?”
“No, she had relatives there,” Leva began, before stopping himself. His face scrunched up in disgust. “I would appreciate it if you refrained from eavesdropping on me in the future.”
“Can’t help it,” Dar said, tapping the tapered point of one of his ears. Leva sighed again. “I see you’ve done your research on Doctor Raccina eh? She is quite the beauty.” When Leva didn’t answer, Dar pressed on.
“Doesn’t it feel good to be home,” Dar added.
“The Neutral Zone isn’t exactly Romulus,” Leva said dryly. “Or Henaka.”
“But its close enough,” Dar replied. “And you didn’t answer my question. Doesn’t it feel good?”
“I don’t feel anything,” Leva said. “This is just another assignment.”
“I hope you’re better at detecting lies than giving them,” Dar said.
Leva clamped down his anger. “I don’t have time for this. I have work to do.”
“You remember how we met Mr. Leva?” Dar said, ignoring the lieutenant’s not so subtle dismissal. The older Romulan stoically waited the younger man out.
“Yes,” Leva said after a few minutes. “The Borg Taskforce. SI bought me in for my knowledge about the Romulan frontier, where the Borg first struck.”
Dar nodded. “So?” Leva challenged. “What has that got to do with anything?”
“You didn’t like me at first,” Dar began.
“I don’t like you much right now,” Leva interjected, causing Dar to wince.
“Touche Mr. Leva,” the older Romulan said, “but whether you liked me then or now, you were professional enough to work with me. That’s something I don’t see you doing here.”
Leva pointed at his terminal. “That’s what I’ve been doing. As a matter of fact I was working before you showed up.”
“No,” Dar shook his head. “You were hiding.”
“I was doing no such thing!”
“Yes you were, and you’ve been doing it since we got here. Don’t you think you owe it to the Romulans and to yourself, not be seen as running from them. Not all Romulans are terrible people. If you take the time to remove yourself from your self-imposed prison you might learn quite a bit during this trip. I’m sure that’s one of the reasons your station commander agreed to your placement here.”
Leva smirked. “Guess again,” he said. “My commander doesn’t care for me, perhaps because of my Romulan blood.”
“All the more reason to seek out friendships among these scientists here,” Dar implored. “You can’t live as half a person. You need to be whole, and embrace both of your cultures, the good and the bad.”
“That’s easy for you to say,” Leva remarked. “You made a choice to leave Romulus. I never had a chance. I was an outsider the day I was born.”
“I didn’t make a choice,” Dar said, his face darkening, “The choice was made for me by those in power. I had to choose right no matter how much of a personal sacrifice it cost me, and it has been very personal.” The cloud lifted from his face. “Though Vulcan women are quite beautiful, they lack Romulan passion, even in the throes of their mating rituals. Ironically enough Klingon women are fairly similar to our own, though I can’t get past the heavy foreheads or their bad teeth.”
Leva couldn’t help but chuckle. He hadn’t been prepared for the curveball. “So you can laugh,” Dar said. “For a moment I thought Starfleet had a second android in the Fleet. I know it will be hard for you Mr. Leva, but try. You might not get an opportunity like this again to be so close to Romulan space.”
“Oh, I doubt that,” Leva said, “but I will consider what you said.” Dar nodded, and gave a short bow.
“Fair enough.” Dar conceded, before leaving Leva to his work and his thoughts.
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