Re: Part One: The Great Unknown
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Quantum Café
San Francisco, Earth
January 2377
Lt. Commander Aquiel Uhnari still had on the mourning dress she wore to the funeral. She had considered changing into something less solemn, but the grim proceedings had fatigued her.
She had never seen Captain Glover so vulnerable, openly crying as his father was being eulogized by his brother Sheldon, Admirals Shanthi, Jellico, and Ranar, Captain Shelby, and a Vulcan named T’Prell. Even President Satie sent a prerecorded holomessage of condolence. The Federation News Service was touting the state funeral as one of the biggest in Starfleet’s history.
Flanked by his wife Jasmine and oddly enough Captain Tryla Scott of the Chiron, both women seemed to have been propping him up at times throughout the funeral. Uhnari had wanted to see him after the funeral, but Glover had beamed away with Jasmine.
So, she and the small number of colleagues from the Aegis that had been able to attend the funeral had decided to meet at the Quantum Café for a little reminiscing to reduce the tremendous sense of loss Admiral Glover’s passing had given them all.
Some of the crew she hadn’t seen for months, but there was very little joy at the table. Pell Ojana, Tai Donar, Juanita Rojas, Amoros, Lomar, Satel, Victoria Pham, Zim, and Aquiel had all crowded around a large table. Very little was said, and what was mainly consisted of people talking to their half-empty glasses instead of each other. It was a very bleak affair.
Eventually Aquiel couldn’t take it anymore. She politely excused herself, said her goodbyes and left.
“Aquiel,” a voice scraped in the darkness. The Haliian tensed, her flight or fight response activating. “It’s me,” the voice said. “Ivan.” He stepped out of the shadow. Uhnari remained tense. The man’s intense blue eyes glowed in the street lights.
“It’s been a long time,” she said, “we missed you at the funeral.”
“I was there,” the man replied.
“I didn’t see you,” she countered. “And I’m sure Tai didn’t; because he asked me about you.”
“I didn’t want to be seen,” the Russian admitted. “However, I think I owed the Admiral and Captain Glover enough to pay my final respects.”
“I suppose that’s something at least,” she began to walk past him. He lightly grabbed her arm.
“You’re not happy to see me Aquiel?” He asked, genuine hurt in his voice. “It has been a long time.”
She looked at him, his blue eyes swirling with an almost manic energy. “I know…I thought you didn’t want to have anything to do with me. I mean you seem to have disappeared after Jaros II. I did try to contact you a few times, but I could never find you.”
He released her arm. “I’ve been busy,” was all he said. “I’m glad you didn’t forget about me.”
“How could I Ivan?” She asked. “For a while there I thought we might’ve really been something.”
“We could still be,” he said. “Oh, of course I forgot about Thorpe.” His expression hardened.
Aquiel shook her head. “Jeff and I are just friends.”
“Is that right?” The man’s voice warmed. “What happened?”
“That’s none of your business,” Uhnari chided. Ivan stepped back.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “I really didn’t mean to pry.”
“Don’t worry, I would never let you pry,” she smiled.
“Yes, you were always good about keeping me in my place,” he replied.
“Damn right,” she chuckled. He joined in. It felt good to laugh again, after such a trying day. “So, are we just going to stand out in the street, or are you game for a nightcap?”
Ivan pursed his lips, tapping his temple. “You know, I’ve got a place you might enjoy, far more than this,” he gestured at the café.
“Let’s go,” Aquiel said.
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Ben’s Chili Bowl
Washington, DC, Earth
“What happened to the curry chicken and rice,” Uhnari asked before biting into a French fry covered in spicy chili.
“A man’s got to diversify,” Ivan said around a mouthful of cheeseburger. “And you can see that my dieting excursions haven’t affected my waistline.” Aquiel made a point to gaze at the man’s chiseled body, displayed nicely in the tight black tunic and pants he wore. She whistled.
Ivan laughed, almost choking on his burger. There was something different about him. The air of danger, menace was still there. But Ivan no longer seemed so robotic. He had loosened up considerably since their relationship on the Aegis. She guessed prison, or whatever the hell he had been doing after leaving the stockade had actually been good for him.
“So, are you going to tell me what you’ve been up to since Jaros II?” The Haliian asked innocently.
“Only if you tell me what happened between you and Commander Thorpe,” the Russian shot back.
“Stalemate,” Uhnari declared.
“That’s fine with me,” Ivan said, finishing off his burger.
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Tranquility Hotel
Copernicus City, Luna
“I didn’t intend for this to happen,” Aquiel said, sliding off of Ivan. The Russian had to take a moment to catch his breath.
“You’ll get no complaints from me,” he sat up, and poured two glasses of Saurian brandy. He downed one and presented the other to Aquiel.
“No,” she waved it away, “I think that’s what got me in trouble in the first place.”
“It was your idea to wash down the cheeseburgers and chili fries with some spirits,” Ivan said, taking the other shot. He winced at the good burn.
“You’re an enabler you know that,” Uhnari charged.
“I learn new things about myself everyday,” he grinned, turning back towards her. She sat up in the bed.
“Hold on,” she said. “I think we’re moving a little too fast here.”
Ivan frowned. “You’re not enjoying yourself?”
“I didn’t say that,” she admitted.
“Then what’s the problem,” he countered. “Look Aquiel, I messed up before. I wanted too much too soon. Things are different now, I’m different. This doesn’t have to be anymore than what it is now.”
She regarded silently for almost a minute, judging his words. “Are you sure?”
“Positive,” he said.
“Ivan, I don’t want to hurt you or lead you on,” the Haliian declared.
“You won’t; besides, I’m a big boy,” he stated. “I don’t want to hurt you either.” He gently touched her cheek. “But sometimes I just want to feel a connection you know?”
She nodded, reaching up to pull his face to hers. Between kisses, she murmured, “I do.”
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Lily Sloane Elementary School
New York City, Earth
Aquiel sat beside Jeffrey Thorpe on the wooden bench watching his students throwing their energies into recess.
“You’re really happy here?” She asked him. He nodded.
“I’ve never felt more content,” he answered. “I mean, space has its adventures, its treasures, but nothing is more precious than the light that comes on in a student’s eyes when they grasp something new.”
“As long as you’re happy I suppose,” Uhnari said.
“Enough about me, how are you doing?” Jeffrey asked. “How are things at the station?”
Uhnari exhaled. “A state of flux as usual. Curbeam left to attend Advanced Tactical Training at the Academy and Admiral Covey has been reassigned.”
“Really,” Thorpe’s eyebrows rose. “Why? She was doing a great job there.”
“For one, Colonel Kira is almost fully recovered and the Bajorans would like one of their own in charge. Two, Command wanted Covey back on Alshain Proper.”
“Yeah, I saw on the news that the Alshain have decided to allow at least a Federation legation back on Proper.”
The Haliian nodded. “Diplomatic relations aren’t completely normalized yet.”
“But a legation is a start,” Thorpe offered.
“That’s what I always liked about you Jeff,” Uhnari grinned. “You are so damned positive.” He blushed.
“I wouldn’t say that necessarily,” he replied. “It’s just that I try to see the good in everything. But those last couple years for me in the Fleet….”
“No need to rehash old history,” Aquiel replied. “We’ve had this conversation before, like about a thousand times.”
“Well, thank you for at least trying to keep me on board,” Thorpe smiled. “I hadn’t known you cared.”
“I knew it was a lost cause,” the Haliian teased. “If Ramirez couldn’t keep you trekking no one could.”
“Ha.”
“So, how is Liana?”
“I don’t know,” Thorpe admitted. “We’ve sort of lost touch. After a while I gave up. If she wants to contact me she can find me.”
“Fair enough,” Uhnari said. “So, is there anyone else?”
“Geez,” Thorpe exhaled. “You sound like my parents.” Aquiel’s laugh was musical. Thorpe’s heart pinched. “Aqi, can I ask you something?”
Her eyes widened, “Sure Jeff, anything.”
“Why didn’t things…happen for us?”
She started to speak, and then closed her lips. “I really can’t say,” the Haliian confessed. “It’s just one of those things I suppose; if we had tried a relationship and it hadn’t worked out then we not might not be here right now.”
“I guess you’re right,” he leaned back against the bench’s backrest. “I’m glad we’re still friends.”
“So am I,” Aquiel conceded, “because I really need a friend right now.”
“Really? What’s wrong?”
“I…saw Ivan last night,” the Haliian cautiously began, avoiding eye contact with him. “We…umm….”
“Stop, there’s kids present,” Jeff said. “And some of them are Vulcans,” he pointed towards his ears. “We don’t want to corrupt them too soon.”
“Right,” Uhnari agreed. “Innocence is a rare commodity these days.”
“You’re right,” Thorpe concurred. “So, what happened with you and Ivan?”
“I think I made a mistake,” the Haliian began.
“Your mouth is saying that, but you’re eyes are saying something different,” he said. Uhnari batted her eye lashes.
“Is that so?” She said, winking. “What are my eyes saying then?”
“You enjoyed spending time with Ivan again, even though you feel you shouldn’t have.” Thorpe concluded. Aquiel looked away from him.
“I guess…maybe you’re right. I’m just real hesitant about going back down that road with Ivan. He has some real trust issues.”
“Don’t we all,” Thorpe said. “But everyone can change.”
“I know that too,” Uhnari replied, “and I did sense a change in Ivan. He seemed more settled.”
“That’s a good thing right?”
“I’m not sure. There is so much about Ivan I don’t know about. So much is classified.”
“Sitting around, talking to me instead of him won’t get you closer to unraveling the mystery of Ivan Cherenkov,” Jeff said.
“You’re just a font of wisdom today,” Aquiel smiled. Thorpe shrugged.
“I can’t claim credit. I get it all from my students. They see the world with much clearer eyes than we adults do. We always find a way to make things more complicated.”
“That we do,” the Haliian agreed. She patted Jeff’s knee. “Thank you so much.”
“For what?”
“For just being you, and being there for me.” She reached over and pecked his cheek. Thorpe turned beet red. Several of his students snickered, one pointing an accusing finger at them.
“Mr. Thorpe has a girlfriend;” he singsonged, “Mr. Thorpe has a girlfriend.”
“Cut that out,” Jeff said, his voice laden with embarrassment. He repeated the instruction before the students finally went back to playing.
Aquiel squeezed his shoulder as she stood up. “Jeff, you’ve really got a way with these children. I’m glad you’ve found your place in this galaxy.”
“Thank you,” he rose, and embraced her. “I know you’ll find your place to.”
“I already have,” she said softly, “and it scares me.”
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