Maybe you aren't prone to addiction like I am - it's a family trait. I've never fallen prey to cigarettes, alcohol, or drugs, like some of them have. But foods are a weakness, and I will CRAVE a food, sometimes maddeningly.That's just an odd view to take for me. I have traveled extensively and never regretted having some great new meal. (bad meals, yeah, there have been some). The meals just help build fond memories.
I know exactly what you mean. I very much crave specific food items. I feel like I just HAVE to have them right away or my whole day is off. I understand your frustration about companies changing formulas perfectly - and even chains do this to me. They've stopped serving some of the dishes I really loved at Chilis and it irritates the hell out of me. Also, I went to this very nice restaurant out of town that served the best raspberry creme brulee I'd ever had, it was so amazingly good. I actually managed to make it back to the same restaurant years later, only to learn that they haven't served it in a while and couldn't make it. I was devestated! I still think about it every so often and wish I could taste it again. It absolutely sucks.

) for you. Beautiful, sexy, graceful, charming, intelligent, imaginative and yet down-to-Earth, and interested in you and with common interests and causes to you, but also with enough differences to be exotic and interesting to you. I'm sure you have an idea of what I mean in your mind - go with that. Now, imagine that you were told that you could spend a single day and night with that person - and then you could never, ever see them again. You will spend the rest of your life missing them, longing for them. Others may come along, and may be special in their own way, but they will only find their own places in your heart, mind, soul, and life - they will never fill that specific void.




