break=>thru - therapy treatment...

[think]

some of us go to therapy right?

ok some of us need more then others ..., errrrr Right!

so in the mitts of treatment there was a break thur that happened on tuesday in the pet therapy session with an animal there as a friend..,,

now to know my story is one thing - but this happened and fuck you if you dont believe me, because that dont matter at all: I need to type this and thought a thread might be better then like - filler in some prestarted thread..


mom and dad both partied with my grandparents all the time well I really don't know how much cause it is all clouded and blackened out like the heroin cooking spoons i ate cereal with.

the reason (the break thru) was remembering then being able to talk about the fact that I was locked up in the closet when they partied because the noise kept me from sleeping and they did not want me around ., the fear that was broken thru was first talking about it then remembering all the times it happened .,

time frame is around 8-10 actually they did it on my tenth birth day and that really sucked but I behaved as best I could.

continuing the thread could be done with others having break thrus and such.

 

[RJDiogenes]

Well, I don't know that I've had any breakthroughs about the difficulties of my childhood-- I just dealt with it best I could-- but I am really sorry to hear that this happened to you. Locking a kid up like that is horrible. I hope remembering this and dealing with it will make you happier going forward.

 

[think]

looking back mmmmm yes Looking at these things again..

it does help to remember and forgive. but to relive it, is the nightmare indeed. I was in PTSD therapy for this and had to relive this, which is what the therapy is about such that it cuased another hospital stay with me freaking out long before i went in the hospital >>>

i guess the idea that I can "flashback" to that time and experience it as a real - reality in the moment i think of it is, a much larger problem/ so flashing back to the time is not good. side notes: I figured out how to remember and forget things that happen in a day to - day fashion and this has helped more then remembering the torture that occurred. I am unsure how I do this? I am thinking it involved the astral plane detachments that I used for travelling thur/between all the realms that are not attached to said astral plane's realm. and altering the experience of time where it is forgotten, sometimes totally till therapy puts it in the frontal lob again.. still thinking this was a needed thread to pull out of the hole of time for others might be talking about there childhood traumas as well with the kid dream thread..

 

[JarodRussell]

Ah...

 

[Captain_Nick]

I achieved a breakthrough on the 30th March this year, a day that may well live in my memory till the end of time. It certainly will if I manage to accomplish something worthy of recognition in the annals of human history.

But it wasn't in a therapy. I attained enlightenment on the saddle of my bicycle and broke a thirty year hoodoo in the process.

 

[sojourner]

^Was that on a cobbelstone street?

 

[LitmusDragon]

I remember loud arguments in the middle of the night. That's about it. It's kind of vague and nebulous.