Title : No Win
Author : ‘Goji’ Rob Morris
Series : The TOS-based AU, The Ancient Destroyer Cycle
Type : Young Romance, First taste of war
Part : 1/1
Characters : Young Kirk and Uhura on Tarsus 4, 2249
Rating : PG13, for young love, and the pain of war
Summary : In what will be for a few months the conclusion of the young K/U series, Jimmy and Nyta learn the harshest lesson of life, war and love as they make history on Tarsus.
The young K/U series, under the title 'When James Met Nyota', is archived at :
http://www.adastrafanfic.com/viewstory.php?sid=578
No Win
By Rob Morris
TARSUS FOUR, 2249
If they had actual weapons, the perch would have been a perfect sniper's point. But James ‘Jimmy' Kirk and Nyota ‘Nyta' Uhura had no such weapons, only a device that was of less use each time it was activated. They oversaw a field of fire that they hoped to make history on, but they would settle for the saving of one young life.
"I estimate five thousand of them. Damn. That's roughly half the planetary complement-I think. That's it. I need a facts and figure person. I ever make Captain, I want someone there to quote hard facts and figures to me."
Jimmy saw Nyta frowning at him.
"Kevin is about to get killed down there, and you're staffing your imaginary crew?"
He smiled at her, but that smile was less disarming than it had been. The stakes were too high, and he wasn't taking it seriously.
"Relax. We're going to get down there, get Kevin, make Kodos look like a complete and utter jackass, and then watch said jackass get hauled off by Starfleet. Then-we two ask Kevin to turn his back and not peek. Not to worry, Nyta-I have a plan."
He was sounding ever more confident and sure of himself, straight through to the point of cockiness. But she wasn't finding it alluring anymore. It truly hit her for the first time that loving Jimmy Kirk could end up being a very dangerous proposition. Her mental age started declining back to her actual thirteen years, and it felt like she might even lose ground. She was a kid, playing house with another kid, and a third kid they'd dragged into their game was now in a whole lot of trouble.
"How do we do all that, Jimmy? What's your big plan?"
He seemed almost hurt, but kept on.
"Kodos will pronounce sentence, and then they'll drag Kevin before a firing squad. We'll use your comm-device to beam the squad away, and Kevin right to us..."
"No."
He shook his head.
"What do you mean, No?"
She put a hand to her head, clearly looking exasperated.
"I told you-they've been on the verge of locking us out since we started using these things. They recognize programming technique, and I can't alter that enough to matter. Jimmy, since you ignored me before, don't do so now. We have exactly one more use of this thing whose technology defies everything we know at present. So we can get the guards away from him, or him away from the guards. Not both."
Kirk took on a look of stunned realization. Transporting Kevin away meant he would be vulnerable to weapons fire before the beam took. He tried to find that magic angle, that way out his father always did, and which one day he would become legendary for.
"Then transport them all away. All the soldiers."
This was not yet that time.
"Jimmy that would require more cycling time than we have. By the time the central hub built up enough power to transport a crowd that size, we'd be locked out. It would be like-well, half a transport."
The implications of that she did not need to explain to him. He sat down.
"Okay-can you get that thing to focus on the center of the crowd, from front to back?"
"I think so."
He nodded, starting to feel hopeful once again.
"We need to cut a hole in their lines, and then run through it, straight to Kevin."
She looked at him as though he were insane.
"That's your plan? Jimmy, even if we successfully get down this rise without being seen and sneak up to within centimeters of where we have to start that run, we will still have more than a thousand heavily armed soldiers on either side of us."
"Yes, but Nyta-they won't be expecting us to do something that crazy."
"All it will take is ten percent of them keeping their heads and opening fire on the most wanted fugitives on the planet."
He frowned openly, and began to look bitter.
"What if-what if you make the destination of those we send away five meters above the ones in the surrounding lines on either side? In that kind of tangle of limbs and flesh, we might just have a chance. At least we could get Kevin free."
She really didn't want to hurt or argue with him any longer. He was trying.
"It's still a suicide run. Just less of one. So when do we make our descent?"
They owed the little boy in their minds, so the cost was only a slight issue.
"In about two minutes. They seem to be doing something on the podium."
Through their scopes, they gained a sense of what was going on and a sick realization.
"Jimmy, they're bringing Kevin out now? It's only 1730 Hours."
Kirk looked despondent.
"He's moved out ahead of schedule. Why didn't I allow that he might do this? What was I thinking?"
Uhura grabbed and shook him.
"Jimmy, it's still possible. Kodos thinks he's frustrated any rescue attempt. If you give me readings and range through your scope, I just might be able to get Kevin away before they really open fire. He might get hit, but being treated for burns by you and me beats being dead."
He regained that smile, minus the cockiness.
"I love you."
She smiled back, but did not otherwise respond, knowing in her heart how it must be driving him wild.
On the stage near the capitol's public square, Kodos presented his young prisoner.
"By this boy's sacrifice, the very terms of the Eschaton will be up for negotiation. The Rock will be no more. Rejoice, Lad. Your death will not be in vain, as it would have been had you faced our invincible god!"
Kevin Thomas Riley, for his part, was not holding up very well.
"Jimmy, Nyta-I forgive you. You tried. I know you did. But this guy is completely crazy, and now I just want it to be over. I want to be with my Mom and Dad."
Up on their perch, ignored for a variety of reasons, most tending towards arrogance and the fact of planetary control, Kirk and Uhura adjusted their desperate plan. Kirk contemplated a hostage, if even that would do them any good. Nothing was certain, now.
"Kodos?"
Uhura shook her head.
"Paranoid monster has some sort of signal scramblers installed under his stage. We can only get at Kevin when he's being led away to the firing squad."
On the platform, Kodos gently placed a hand on top of Kevin's head.
"I know that I promised our good citizens and our loyal soldiers a firing squad. But I have rather come to like dear young Kevin."
Riley turned and looked at him, hope now in his eyes.
"You have?"
Kodos nodded.
"That I have. You are an engaging, bright young man who grasps things many pea-brained so-called adults never could. A firing squad would be wrong."
Up on the perch, Kirk and Uhura felt time stop, and their blood grow cold. Kodos seized Kevin by the hair, and held him up. In pain, the boy began to cry.
"Let me go! LET ME GO!"
"A firing squad would be so very impersonal. Gentlemen-my saber."
"No---please---I'm not this Rocky kid! I'm not----"
One motion, and it was done. Kirk and Uhura each bit back screams. A moment after that, Kodos held up a small grisly prize before the cheering, hooting thugs. Kirk looked down, despite himself. He sank and stared forward, utterly blank.
"His face---it's still crying."
Uhura found that she could not breathe. The adventure was over, and so was a very young life.
"Ji---mmy?"
His hands balled into fists, and his head was forced up from his chest by will alone. Uhura half-expected him to go screaming down the hillside. But his voice remained eerily quiet and even.
"Nyta, give me the transport-access."
"Why? What good will opening a hole in their lines do now?"
He turned to look at her, and did not shout or threaten. But she swore his eyes now glinted green.
"Please."
Uhura did as she was asked, and showed him the options as she had set them up, and even offered tweaking tips. For she found that every second she was talking shop, the sight of a small head frozen forever in pain and despair was driven out, though never entirely.
"Nyta, we have this last use, right?"
"Yeah. You're still using my methods, so it won't matter."
Kirk inputted what he wished to.
"They should not have cheered his death."
Uhura watched the field, to gain a tactical sense of what Kirk was doing. What happened next would be the second most nightmarish thing she saw that evening.
"Jim? All the soldiers are..."
As every last one of Kodos' assembled men faded out, she tried and failed to grab the device from him, realizing what he was doing-what he had in fact done-with her help. When he was done, Kirk smashed the device against the ground.
"Half a transport."
He looked at Uhura, and saw her face in shock.
"They shouldn't have cheered his death."
She shook her head.
"You're a murderer! Jimmy, you just killed every person on that field."
"No-I killed every lowlife hooked up to that hellish blitzkrieg of a transporter. Kodos may well have fewer than a hundred soldiers left right now, and if I could have-I would have---"
She slapped him hard across the face.
"Don't say that! This isn't you! Jimmy, we loved that little boy, and we saw him die horribly, but nothing justifies what you just did."
He grabbed her wrist, but then just as suddenly, let her go as he pointed.
"Try telling all the people they've killed it isn't justified. Try telling all the Starfleet officers who won't have to take them in deadly house-to-house fighting and try telling the families that won't have to mourn them that this isn't justified, Nyta. I'm not a murderer-but I soon will be. I'm going after Kodos!"
He slid down the hill at a terrific pace, wide-open if any of his targets survived transporter dispersal. None had. Their weapons and uniforms lay where they fell, and by the time Kirk reached the stage, he was armed to the teeth.
"Governor! I'm moving for impeachment proceedings-but I'm skipping straight to removal from---"
An electric prod was jammed into his back, and Kirk fell flat on his face. When he turned over again, Kodos was standing above him, a phaser in one hand, the saber stained with Kevin Riley's blood in the other.
"Impeachment? Removal? No. It is virtually impossible to remove a sitting colonial governor without his agreement. A safeguard against foreign powers seizing one of our colonies and forcing a treaty signing. I can even pardon myself in case I am removed, and then let the courts fight it out as to whether I have the right to do so. I'm not leaving Tarsus, Mister Kirk."
He brought the saber close to Jimmy's neck.
"You didn't stop the bad guy. All you did was prove how one psychotic, abused boy-oh yes, I know who you are-Jimmy-can go wild and murder a whole army of good men. Perhaps I'll even tell everyone you were some kind of ultra-charismatic leader, and that you led those forces to kill, and then killed them for kicks."
Kirk remained defiant.
"No one will buy that. Starfleet is coming."
Kodos smiled a particularly unsettling smile, and tossed Kirk something.
"Kevin can keep you company, and you him. Goodbye, Mister Kirk. And know that I face no punishment. Merely long, long decades of futile attempts-at Extradition."
"Extradition, Governor? It's just been waived!"
A hole appeared in Kodos' chest, a hole that spread out until he was vaporized. There would be no rumors of his survival. Nyta Uhura rushed the stage, and there saw Jimmy holding something, almost tenderly, and weeping as he did.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I wanted to protect you. You trusted me, and I failed you-I failed-you."
Gingerly picking up the rest of Kevin's remains, Uhura spoke to the only other living being for many kilometers.
"Jimmy-he deserves a decent burial."
Kirk shuddered, laid his burden down, found something that looked like a shovel, and began to dig. Uhura found tarps and blankets, and cleaned up what she had to. By the time both were done, they were so exhausted, all they could manage on the marker was KTR.
"He was a good kid. He would have been a good man."
Uhura recited Christian prayers from the Coptic tradition, and then asked Kevin's parents to meet him for his last journey.
"Jimmy-about what I called you..."
He was still lost.
"I was going to be this hero, this Superman. But I caused as much death as the people we were fighting, and I couldn't even protect one little boy. In the name of God, what kind of Superman is that!?"
She put her arms around him from behind, squeezed tight and said one word.
"Mine."
An office seized by the late Kodos' regime was nearby, and they walked hand in hand over to it, finding a couch.
In love, pain and grief, two young people who now also felt old spent that night together.
It would be a night of joy, pleasure, release-and a very great if understandable mistake made in a moment of great vulnerability for both.
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VULCAN, 2278
Saavik tried to be diplomatic, but that was exceedingly difficult, given what he had just said.
"That is quite an odd dream."
Peter Kirk didn't mind her saying that. Because it was odd.
"You're telling me? I feel like some kind of pervert, every time I have that dream. Uncle Jim and Aunt Nyta are teens, and they lie down, take off their-and then they---wow."
"Peter, have you had this dream for long?"
He trusted her the way he did no one else, and so went for broke.
"Literally for as long as I can remember, Saavik. What's more, it's less like a dream than some kind of primal recollection. Even my memories as a baby come after that one."
Both sat that morning and wondered why Peter Kirk's first memory was of Kirk and Uhura making love as young people.
Kodos, you see, was not only a monster. He also had poor aim.