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Ancient Destroyer Thread, TOS-AU, G-PG13

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Title : The Window

Author : Rob Morris

Series : The TOS-based AU, The Ancient Destroyer Cycle

Type : Character piece

Part : 1/1

Characters : Willard Decker, Admiral Teresa Bunson of Admiralty Hall

Rating : PG13

Time-Setting: Admiralty Hall, then Starbase Omega, 2275

Summary: What happens when one makes a moral stance in a system where the inherently immoral have now taken command? Will Decker learns the harsh answer.



The Window
by Rob Morris

EARTH, ADMIRALTY HALL, 2275

He was just a lieutenant, that he knew. Starfleet had always been a hierarchy, and it still was, even if that hierarchy had been seemingly subverted at its topmost tier. But Will Decker knew what the word insult meant, and he felt that he had endured several.

Ilia would surely hate him, though even if they had permitted him time to say goodbye before leaving Delta Prime, he was not at all sure he could have. The movement had been abrupt, the SP's nearly rude rather than merely firm in their sense of duty, and the trip had all the feel of a kidnapping. Now, made to wait for days in unused cadet quarters and made to wait for hours more in the main lobby of the Hall itself, his patience was at an end.

So it was then that Rear Admiral Teresa Bunson emerged, and this was not by chance. Visitors to Admiralty Hall were thoroughly scanned on hundreds of levels, and their metabolic rates were monitored constantly. The officials at the Hall liked reminding visitors of their place, and letting them sweat and their blood pressure rise did just that.

"You're on time, Lieutenant. That shows good breeding."

Breeding, Will mentally mused, was something Bunson would know quite a bit about. While every woman of high rank caught silent and whispered grief from some neolithic idiot about how they achieved their position, in Teresa Bunson's case, the idiot was a genius, and the chauvinist a teller of truths. A bare modicum of talent was as nothing compared to how often she bared herself to the right people. She was hard to humiliate, her extorted users found, and when she did not like her activities, she repeated a mantra once given to her by an apparition of the late Order-Master John Gill : Its About Power.

"Admiral, why was my cultural mission to Delta Prime terminated with so little notice? Is there trouble along the Deltan border with the Klingon Colonies?"

Which would frankly be amazing, both knew. The Klingons had rare respect for the hard-living, pleasure-by-any-means Deltans, and they knew that the epicureans could become warriors with little nudging. If it meant life at an extreme, Deltans were there before anyone else. As it had been for Will with Ilia.

"Questioning orders, Mister Decker? Here's a random thought : Your father's friends aren't here. Assignments don't get appealed, anymore, so why ask about what can't be changed?"

How, Decker wondered, did this loathsome, cadet-using creature end up mere inches from the side of the Grand Admiral? And how had a genocidal discipline problem like Commodore Cartwright skipped over virtually everyone else to assume the Grand Admiral's office?

"I meant no disrespect, Admiral. But all this suddenness does make me think there might be an emergency, somewhere."

"Understood, Mister Decker. But get used to this new Starfleet. The endless channels and redundant checks have been, shall we say, dispensed with. Things will tend to happen quickly, from here on in. Starfleet personnel must be mobile, and mobile you shall be. But in a way, you were correct. An emergency has occurred, and your career is on the line because of it."

Will felt like gulping, but did not.

"An action I took? Or one I failed to take?"

She smiled the very smile his mother warned of when she begged Cadet Will Decker to stay clear of Bunson.

"More like an opportunity to get ahead, Will. Certain people are Starfleet's born elite. Yourself. Junior Presidential Liasion Harriet Janeway. Commander Robin April, aboard the Essex. We even once made a similar offer to Captain Kirk's young nephew, prior to the tragedy, of course."

Will now smiled.

"What about Aaron Sisko?"

Bunson lost her smile.

"Admiral Cartwright's nephew had something of a breakdown, tied to the loss of his family. We sent him to play with his model ships on Utopia Planitia. Unless you plan to join him, I suggest you drop the sarcasm, Lieutenant."

Through Lem LaForge, yet another family alumnus of Robert April and George Kirk's proteges, Will knew that there had been no breakdown. Aaron Sisko despised his uncle, as did most decent people. The shipyards had been his choice.

"You spoke of an opportunity, Admiral?"

She smiled anew, thinking her game had been resumed.

"Two opportunities of highly differing value, Mister Decker. One gives you a path to possibly join this Hall as a peer within ten years. It would be a rough one, to be certain. But demonstrate your value to us, and it will be as sure as the fact that we're both here."

"And the other path, Sir?"

Her mouth turned down.

"Do I look like a sir? Because the late young Mister Kirk never made that error during our… interview. He was enthusiastic for a thirteen year old."

With Will declaring that the single slimiest thought he'd ever encountered, he kept on.

"Protocol, Admiral. All superiors are sirs, regardless. Now what about the other path?"

Bunson punched a few keys on her computer terminal.

"Thank you for reminding me, Mister Decker. I just undid that absurd regulation regarding 'sirs'. Now, the other path would leave you in command of your own starbase, straight off, no waiting. Though, I'm afraid, with much less mobility. Upwards and otherwise."

Will tried to move carefully, but it would do him no good. This trap was too well constructed.

"Where would the first path take me, Ma'am?"

She pulled up an image of Starfleet's flagship.

"Tactical Officer aboard the USS Enterprise. Commander Sulu will be sent back to the helm/nav console he has shown consistent talent for, and the Edoan and The Caitian currently infes--currently assigned can go back wherever they came from."

Again, Decker tried to negotiate this unmarked minefield.

"Such a change may ruffle some feathers, Admiral, our orders aside. What in this could one day recommend me to much higher office?"

Thinking she had piqued his interest in advancement, Bunson moved forward.

"We in the Hall absolutely treasure the resource that is Captain James T. Kirk. No other face or name makes the Klingons, Kzinti, Romulans and Orions stop their anti-Human scheming dead in the water. But such talent should not travel the stars unregulated. Kirk being Kirk has of late circumvented many of our more subtle efforts to get an independent picture of life aboard his command. We need a living window into his world, and that of his crew, legendary for their personal loyalty to him. Mister Decker, we need you to be that window. Starfleet never knows how to react to the man who is, we have to admit, our best captain, despite his many documented idiosyncrasies. Give us that reaction time, Mister Decker. Like any prodigy, Kirk has shown the kind of precociousness that makes us concerned that he will one day cross that fabled line. But you can be the braking mechanism that stops this."

Will now actually felt like he might faint. He now felt he had no choice but to speak without any art save that of common courtesy.

"Admiral, from what I'm hearing, you wish me to replace an able officer and displace two others with no cause. You wish me to do this that I may spy on Starfleet's greatest Captain, because he, in keeping with his reputation, has tumbled to your implanted spy devices. You don't think you could survive actually removing him, and you still find him useful for now, so instead you seek to undermine him, boring from within."

Instead of becoming angry, Bunson merely steepled her fingers, elbows on her desk.

"Your answer, Mister Decker?"

Rather than engage in pointless invective lost on this bigot, Will gave a simple reply.

"Consider me starbase-bound."

Dismissive yet barely concealing her anger, Bunson keyed in the assignment.

"I thought you had the enthusiasm necessary to move up in the galaxy, Mister Decker. Sorry to see that I was wrong."

Will grabbed back his assignment disk.

"Maybe if I were thirteen, Admiral."

When he had left, Bunson threw her chair across the room. After calming slightly, she ordered special modifications made to Decker's quarters at the unnamed starbase.

A week's journey was spent on a pre-programmed ship. Decker could not see out of it, nor were sensors allowed to operate inside it. Will's widowed and eternally worried mother could not be contacted to inform her of his assignment. Will felt odd, and so asked a question of the transport's commander.

"Are we under cloak?"

"Not precisely, Commander. The sector surrounding the Starbase, however, is under a form of cloak. It doesn't violate the treaty of Algeron because the base is far enough away from all the hostile borders, and is non-mobile. At least we pray that it never gets mobile."

Will shook his head.

"Don't people in the surrounding sectors notice the chronoton spike a cloak that large produces?"

"Aye, sir. But some clever folks from a hush-hush branch of intelligence provided a cover story about a naturally occurring warp-free zone. For those that probe beneath that, there's a conspiracy-nut story about old tests done on the Omega Particle. Those that probe beneath that--weelll, let's just say that they get put under one last cloak. This is deep domain."

Decker had barely heard the man use the word 'Commander'. His promotion to LC didn't make any sense. The Hall was vengeful, and Bunson was their point. So where was their vengeance? The ship docked, and Decker found himself inside the only Starbase he had ever seen with no windows. Checking in with his new XO shed no light on this.

"Your quarters are the only place with any windows here, Commander. Who'd want to look at that thing, if they could avoid it?"

This had to be part of the Hall's vengeance, Decker thought. He still had no clue as to almost everything vital to his assignment.

"What's our complement size, Lieutenant?"

"Fifty, Commander Decker."

Will's eyes went wide.

"Fifty?! They build a top-secret, full-sized starbase and staff it with only fifty people?"

The man shrugged.

"That's life on StarBase Omega, sir. As Lucas’ farmboy hero once said, if there’s a bright center to the universe, this ain’t it. On the off chance anyone finds us and attacks, they could never get it away before support arrived. Of course, if it ever awakens, it wouldn't matter if SBZ had twice a full complement."

Decker checked sensors.

"Mister Nejev, why I am scanning an object roughly the size of this base located directly anterior to our general location?"

Nejev seemed confused.

"Because we all gave the Hall the wrong answer, sir?"

Tired and now irritable, Decker retired to his quarters. The one chef, formerly a top graduate of the best French and Tellarite schools assigned to HQ, begged Will along the way to make as many special requests as possible.

"Some place."

Will's quarters were absolutely spacious. A high door for a tall man, a kitchen area enough for coffee and toast, and a couch well away from his bed, big enough for the companions he likely wouldn't find there.

"And there's the view that gives the room with a view its name."

Bored now as well as tired, he pulled away the overly-ornate, overly-thick actual draperies with the drawstring. He looked out, and suddenly he was no longer bored.

"Oh, My God."

It was a hell of a view, to be certain. Straight into the mouth of hell itself. It ate up every single micron of the view, and only by putting one's face against the window could one see the upper lip. Will's eyes teared.

"Dad. I still miss you, Dad."

Now he would be closer to his dead father, Matt Decker, than they had ever been in life. Occasionally, strong searchlights would illuminate the interior, and it would look like Will always imagined it looked as it swallowed first a crew, then its captain, then their starship.

"Makes sense, I guess. I mean, where else would they put something as potentially dangerous as..."

Will closed the drapes, and ended the first day of a very strenuous five-year command by giving the colloquial name of Starbase Omega's very onerous burden.

"...The Doomsday Machine."

Lieutenant Commander Willard Eric Decker had stood up to Admiralty Hall, but not without paying a price as large as a hundred starships.
 
Title : Archers And Dragons

Author : Rob Morris

Series : The TOS-based AU, The Ancient Destroyer Cycle

Type : Extrapolatory story set around Star Trek : Entreprise

Characters : AU versions of the ST:E crew and characters

Rating : PG13

Warning : This contains teasers, though not spoilers, for the pivotal arc of this cycle. It is a recombining and revision of two older stories.

Summary : How far back do the changes go, in the Ancient Destroyer Universe, and where will these changes take Jonathan Archer and his crew?


Archers And Dragons
by Rob Morris

Dear Jonathan :

Son, if you are reading this, I am gone, and unable to explain these things in person. But it also means that our starship was successfully built right under the Vulcans' noses. The look in my old friend's emotion-controlled eyes when you tell him we have a Warp 10-capable starship should be priceless. He'll say we aren't ready. Please laugh in his face for me, then apologize. See, we were more ready than they ever allowed. But by that same token, we aren't ready for a ship more advanced than any of theirs. They should have given us more, but what we have now is something we should never have gotten.

It was 2111. You were about ten or so, and you didn't even know you were a hostage to Zef's and my good behavior. Lily's passing had taken its toll on old Zef, and when he vanished soon after, I didn't wonder why. It'll become another part of his legend, like the marooned Vulcan tennis players and his being from AC 4, and the time travelers, and the Immortal backers, and all that. T'Soar and her husband even forgave him for the affair, right after FC. They named him godfather to their youngest, T'Nia. His apologies to their oldest daughter, Sra Sra T'Pau, did't go as well. She's a young one to run a place like Vulcan. A bit like a Victoria figure. That may be why they became newly uptight. Heh. Uptight--er.

It was that anal tightness that had us running so much of what we did in secret. At least, that's what I told myself, the day the shadowy agents showed me the scoutship, and its cybernetic pilot. My God, son. These implants weren't inserted into him--they *were* him. The agents told me flatly that if I didn't dissect the pilot, I would watch you being dissected. I still felt like I should have fought for this poor creature's life. I always will.

I came to call it a Psi-Borg, a twist I used to indicate a latent psionic hookup to a now-extinct hive mind. Zef managed to collate one thermal image from the ship. It was still fuzzy. It looked like three great vines with tendriled mouths, only on a cosmic scale.

These agents turned back all Vulcan attempts to learn our--their--plans. Scary sorts, they remind me of Fox Mulder's final manifesto, warning that the 'Octopus' he and his wife defeated had a 31st tentacle, still writhing and growing.

So, son, despite Vulcan and my own objections, we are moving out at speeds we once thought impossible. In a century, we will be where we would have been in two centuries. Earth to Vulcan will be a day.

But Jonathan--please watch out for yourself. See, the poor thing I butchered on that table wasn't just lost. He was a refugee, a survivor of the fall of a great and vast empire. Something shrugged, and pushed that empire over. Thanks to those strange men, we are now rushing out to meet it, and this is one FC I'd just as soon avoid. The future it seems, holds some great peril, and for this, we truly are not ready.

Love And Pride, Dad

Dear Dad :


Here we go, then...wish you’d lived to see it. Starfleet seems to think we’re ready.






Broken Bow

Archer finished up his Captain's Log.

"...and despite the presence of five Klingon D-5 cruisers, Enterprise proceeded on its way. Their shields went down after one phaser burst. A single photon torpedo used upon a nearby asteroid finished the lesson. We returned their warrior, the first of a so-called new caste. The other Klingons looked nothing like him. I fear they may be engaging in artificial evolution, such as haunted Earth in the late 20th Century. This would explain the desire of the Suliban faction to obtain him."

He paused for a moment.

"It does not explain, however, why their leader, Silik, died screaming when he opened his so-called 'portal of time'. If that was a portal to the year Old Terran Counting 2286, then what did he view that broke him so easily?"

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Fight or Flight

T'Pol shifted nervously in her seat as Travis spoke.

"Warp Seven appears to have fully outpaced the pursuers, Sub-Commander."

She would not throw in with Soval's agenda of deliberate sabotage. She was not of The Order, and she had no intention of joining in such blatant illogic. Yet she was not sure that Humans were ready for this level of technology. She was unsure, for that matter, that Vulcans were ready

"Excellent work, Mister Mayweather."

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Strange New World

T'Pol spoke into the communicator.

"Captain, the gas in this cave is having a deleterious effect on all
present. I have already incapacitated Mister Tucker, but he will be up
and around soon."

Archer made the choice. To his shock, it was an easy one.

"Transporter room, six to beam up. Then double the full decon routine."

Though, he reasoned, they would none of them like spending twenty minutes on the pad.

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Unexpected

Trip awaited the news.

"Well, Doc? Should I have been more careful?"

Phlox shook his head.

"No, Commander. Your Multiple Pangenic Anti-Reproductive inoculations sensed the impending---errrr--impregnation, and lined your cells with an appropriate protective amino net."

Trip wiped his forehead.

"Mama always did warn me not to go sticking my hands in strange places."

The Denobulan shook his finger at Trip.

"Next time, listen to your mother! I always listen to all of mine."

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Terra Nova

PERSONAL LOG, HOSHI SATO

*Terra Nova is a paradise. Their shields let the good part of nature in, while keeping the bad-like sudden meteor showers-out. There is just such a sense of peace here, the colony leaders joked that maybe they weren't human anymore. Doctor Phlox med-scanned the crowds, though, so it is just a joke. After only forty years living on a remote colony so far out it takes a whole day for messages to reach Earth, they have brought Earth to them.*

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Dear Doctor

*....of course, I had heard rumors of the Order Of The Ancient Destroyer. But until I saw the genocide delivered upon the servitor species by the dominant, I would have never believed. The fools murdered their own replacements, and that planet has not changed its mind about who it prefers...*

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Rogue Planet

Archer called to his Comm Officer.

"Hoshi--bring it here."

Hoshi brought over a small rectangular metal box. She held it up to the hunter's prey.

"Is that a new weapon?"

Hoshi looked at the shapeshifting creature, and seemed to ask it a question..

"Is this a new weapon?"

The creature spoke, just before the hunters ran off.

"No. It is a translator."

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Oasis

Reed confirmed what they all suspected.

"Ship's sensors tell the story, sir. Except for two of them, all those people down there are holograms."

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Fallen Hero

T'Pol threw down her smoking phaser rifle. It was done.

"You should not have made me choose, Ambassador Soval. To permit you to carry on your sabotage of the warp core was not logical."

But the smoking ash-pile had no further diatribes to offer the one he had called race-traitor.

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Shockwave

The man who had fallen through the late Silik's reactivated time-portal looked up at Archer from his Sickbay bed.

"Name...Daniels...helm aboard Excelsior, under Captain Paul Stiles."

"I never heard of that ship."

"Ar-Archer?"

"Yes?"

Daniels reached up, and tried to strangle the Captain.

"Bastard! All your fault. The tech you spread propelled us forward. But the Rommies stole our secrets, and then so did the Klingons. Because of you, the Romu---hack!---found the AntiChrist!! Or maybe it just aspires to be that. What the Klingons call King Death is real.You destroyed the universe, Archer! Beware 2286! Beware...Ghi..ghi..."

Phlox looked at his captain.

"He's gone, sir."

Archer sat down.

"But not forgotten."

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ROMULAN WAR, 2165

The situation was dire, and Archer almost laughed to hear himself think such a trite thing. But it was the unvarnished, blood-simple truth.

“Travis?”

“Three of them surrounding us, sir. Laying down volleys that could crack our hull with one direct hit. No way around them.”
“Hoshi?”

“They won’t accept surrender, sir.”

“Did I offer surrender?”

“No. But it’s the first thing they said when I tried to contact them.”

Archer shook his head furiously.

“I don’t believe I’m saying this, but the Klingons on Khitomer are largely non-combatants. If they won’t accept surrender, then tell them we’ll stand still and let ourselves be cut down, if only to give them time to evacuate!”

A woman who often complained the automatic nature of her equipment left her nothing to do began to also look helpless.

“I tried that, sir. They laughed.”

The captain turned to, and almost on, T’Pol.

“You said they were offshoots of your people. But they laugh?”

T’Pol had betrayed her people’s deep suspicion, that the Romulan Star Empire was populated by Those That Left, rather than embrace Surak’s teachings.

“They are like the worst of us, Captain. The worst of us, at the worst time in our long, bloody history, and dominated, it is said, by a cult of hate.”

Tucker looked at T’Pol with confusion.

“Darlin’, are you saying Vulcans have their own Order Of The Ancient Destroyer?”

T’Pol’s look shifted to confusion as well.

“Trip, the Order is a Vulcanoid supremacist group. It is doubtful that Human bigots would hold the same views.”

Doctor Phlox added his two cents.

“Or Denobulan ones. I’ve seen the evidence. We all have. There are members of this group on every world, telling our worthless that they alone will be spared in the Ancient Destroyer’s ‘Cleansed Universe’. But such extreme bigots invite disbelief. No one wants to take them seriously. Mushrooms in the shadows, rotting the tree at its roots, and that tree is Yggdrasil. What your Norsemen said was the universe itself.”
Archer waved his arm in front of him, in a slicing motion.

“People, we don’t have time for space-bigots, though maybe that’s how they’ve thrived. We need a plan to deal with enemies we can’t get around.”

Tucker went to the helm/nav console.

“Travis–if around’s no good–how’s about through?”

Mayweather moved to touch Tucker’s forehead.

“Doctor–you better check the Commander for signs of fever.”

Tucker looked at Archer.

“Jonathan, we can do this. If we make them lay down enough successive fire, one blast could break the power of the others like dominoes. It’d be a hell of a ride, no doubt.”

Archer nodded at Mayweather.

“Travis?”

“It can be done, sir. But I don’t want to think about the kind of gravity wells we’ll be going through.”

T’Pol chimed in.

“Gravity wells are impersonal, and will not seek us out. And at least by flying into their fire, the Klingons below will be satisfied that we did not retreat.”

Archer doubted anything satisfied the warlike race, but kept that to himself.

“Do it. Whether they think us cowards or think we ‘died well’, I honestly don’t care. They obviously drew us in to defend a world they couldn’t bother with. Payback for old defeats. Travis, head in. As a better man than me once said—“

Archer looked over all his crew one by one, and hoped this wasn’t goodbye.

“Let’s Roll.”

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The gravity wave had been as intense as Mayweather had promised. More than once, Archer saw his father and Uncle Zef singing ‘The Edmund Fitzgerald’ over many an autumn beer. But he at least knew better than to allow for that. He thought he knew better than to be shocked, as well.
“Say that again, T’Pol. Say it slowly, so my scrambled brains can take it in.”

The Vulcan did just that.

“We have leaped the time barrier. We are now somewhere just outside Earth’s solar system–one hundred and twenty one years.”

Tucker raised a finger.

“Wasn’t this the year that Silik and Daniels died screaming about?”

Phlox reached out and grasped at air.

“I–don’t quite have the telepathy of Commander T’Pol–but I do believe that–Denobulus is not there any more. And it did not die alone.”

Archer saw Hoshi’s hands move like greased lightning, and did not bother to demand more than the static-filled audio she was able to get.

“Excelsior group–has fallen! Sto’vo’Kahr Battle Group is moving in–NO! They never had a chance. Tell the Andorians to take the Shran Group and back up the Romulans. They’re being splintered...”

Hoshi looked up in surprise.

“Captain, I’m being contacted by a Secretary Uhura. She has a message–for you.”

“Unidentified ship, stand by. Now, Mister President.”

“Whoever you are, this is President Kirk of the United Alliance. If you aren’t here to fight this thing, get out! We can’t and won’t protect you.”

Archer drew in his breath, and realized he was standing in dead-center of the Armageddon he’d been warned of. He responded the only way he knew how.

“Sorry we’re late, Mister President. This is Captain Jonathan Archer of the USS Enterprise, and we are quite ready to fight. Tell us where to line up.”

The voice on the other end sounded almost amused.

“Welcome back, Captain. Good to have you. Join the Excalibur group, and listen to the instructions my able master of navigation will lay down. They must be followed precisely. We can get through this thing–I have a plan.”

“Captain Archer, this is Captain Hikaru Sulu. What do your sensors say about what’s in front of you?”

T’Pol answered.

“Our sensors are not fully functional as yet, Captain. They only read that you all seem to be battling against what appears to be–a large explosion of power.”

“This is really T’Pol? Wow. Okay, Commander–target that explosion–and fire. Then get out of the way–this explosion bites back.”

The assault began, and Archer again recalled the pivotal letter from his father.

“Dad–its been a long road...”

And the longest part lay ahead. The future was uncertain, but together, the starships Enterprise would face it headfirst.

*Whatever the hell It is*, thought Archer.
 
Title : Lombard Street

Author : Rob Morris

Series : The TOS-based AU, The Ancient Destroyer Cycle

Type : Crime-Mystery Conspiracy

Characters : Sean Finnegan, Gary Mitchell, other ADU counterparts of ST characters

Rating : PG13

Summary : Trying to solve an attempted murder, ex-Order member Sean Finnegan quickly finds that the old adage holds true : You aren't paranoid if there really is someone out to get you.


Lombard Street
by Rob Morris

Prologue - A Simple Inquiry

May 2264

It was one of the Federation’s premiere colony worlds, despite its dark, fetid little secret concerning distribution of labor. It had the best schools, the newest facilities, and all the best emigres.

In theory, anyway.

The eight-year-old boy lying in a pool of his own blood was from a fine family, really one of the finest. The adults around him stared dumbly, and they were good at this. A classmate had called both the police and an ambulance when the shots rang out. In twenty years time, the boy would be able to locate his attacker, gain every last secret from them, and wipe them out of existence even if they hid in a starship with raised shields. But twenty years had yet to pass, and for now he was merely a little boy.

In theory.

From that same pool of his own blood, the youngster rose up, and looked around, quite confused. Some gasped. They would later swear and then still later recant swearing that the shots had taken the top of his head off. But the top of his head was still on, and he, confused, looked around.

"Who shot me?"

The boy’s eyes darted westward, towards a tall building’s summit. He asked a question in a pleading tone, as though something far more than a projectile had hit him.


“Why would you do this?”


A month's worth of meals was sent home to the boy's parents, so they wouldn't starve in his absence. All medical studies were stopped by order of Starfleet Colonial Affairs. Two men would be sent to find out why the boy was shot, and possibly who did it.

The inquiry would become sidetracked.

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STARFLEET COLONIAL AFFAIRS, SAN FRANCISCO, ON LOMBARD STREET

It was called the crookedest street on Earth, maybe in the Galaxy. Located on it was the headquarters of Starfleet Colonial Affairs, a place where the careers of many officers either came to go to warp speed or to simply die unnoticed.

Sean Finnegan had no intention of dying unnoticed. He had taken this thankless job of processing impossible demands from nearsighted colony governments as a favor to his Commander-In-Chief. It was a favor he now called in. Nogura sat in disbelief as Finnegan made his request.

"You've got to be crazy. The man hates your guts, Commander."

Sean shrugged.

"And I hate his. But I know for all that he's a superior CO and he knows I can charm a crew as well as bite down when it’s called for. Jimmy Kirk and I don't have to like each other, Admiral. We won't. But I'd like knowing that the man gives a good goddamn about his ship and crew. Some of these fools as The Hall's promoting I can say honestly check the location of all the ships' escape pods before they even acknowledge their XO. Jimmy's a stiff, and a mope. But he'll know that my pranks'll be buckets of manure and hand-buzzers. I'll give him a safe ship and a crew that'll follow orders."

The Irishman smiled.

"Besides, you need me, Admiral. Its well known that you don't want Jimmy pullin' a Jack Kennedy on you. Gary Mitchell will be his Bobby. Keep him honest. Put someone in that'll challenge him as often as support him. I'll keep him from mischief, and breaking things. When five years are all done, we'll give each other the finger and be on our way."

Nogura looked at some data chips.

"Chris Pike's Vulcan Science Officer is another good candidate. I might consider him."

"Except Chris Pike is in no shape to recommend him. Without that, The Hall will have its excuse to use their bigots' veto. I know some of those folk, from when I joined and quit their hateful jamboree. You try and put a Vulcan in with the son of the man who founded The Commodity, they'll fly in the slackers from The Council in Paris to put your head in a guillotine--sir."

The Council was of course The Federation Council, which was all too happy to never hear from or about Starfleet. The Hall was Admiralty Hall, where many of Nogura's subordinates, including people he wouldn't allow to become Commanders, sat and made vaguely nationalistic chitchat. But they promised The Council a quiet Starfleet, so their power grew at Nogura's expense with every passing year. The Commodity was an ironically-named group of career-stalled Senior Commodores, mostly Starbase CO's, founded by George Kirk to oppose The Hall and all its works. Of late, they had been coming into their own.

"The Commodity might support it. They've been talking of making an open constitutional challenge to The Hall's authority. You should contact them if you want to serve on Enterprise as XO. Their power is growing, Sean. With me and them on your side, The Hall would have real trouble opposing you in a snit of petty revenge. We both know that's exactly what they'll do. Even with 'Consultant' Gill's disappearance, those crass xenophobes mark you as a permanent target."

Finnegan nodded, glad to hear that his career might finally take him away from Lombard Street. Yes, serving with Kirk would be trying. But it would almost certainly be a ticket to his own ship. The little weasel was a rising star, and Sean had no trouble seeing that.

"I'll talk to them, Admiral. But the lot of them are big-talkers. Stiffer than Jimmy, and not a one of them has half the balls Jimmy's old man did. You served with him, so you should know."

Heichiaro Nogura suddenly looked like a man fighting back tears. George Kirk and Robert April had sacrificed their careers to see their young friend brought up in the ranks. But what he had to say next seemed to lighten him a bit.

"I am convinced, that if current circumstances are allowed to fully develop, The Commodity's challenge will displace The Hall. The Hall's power has no legal basis. The Hall and all its agents and up-and-comers would have nowhere to turn."

Finnegan moved in.

"Then I'll be annoying Jimmy-Boy and leaving this sloping nightmare, sir?"

Nogura shook his head.

"Not quite yet. There's a matter to be resolved. The Colonial Association will not tolerate an interim Chief of Affairs handling it. The Hall has its hand in here, too. You'll be assisted in this inquiry by--Gary Mitchell. Sean, I'm sorry."

"Don't be, sir. The Hall has a sense of humor, just as twisted as my own. I like that. I don't like Mitchell, though. When I'm Kirk's Number One---that Eastern Money xenophobe stays away. Period. Jimmy I can tolerate. But Mitchell's a pure weasel."

Nogura turned arch.

"Defend that statement, Mister."

Sean smiled, about to lay out a good one worthy of his best.

"Mitchell was brought into The Order by one of his lovers. A much older woman. Old enough to be his mother--or the mother of his best friend."

The older man sat back, stunned.

"Brianna Kirk? George always said she had a few loose screws. But she stood in my office and shushed her grandson while Jim accepted Enterprise with her congratulations. Could she be that Janus-faced?"

Finnegan didn't answer that question.

"Sir--what am I to investigate that is so important as to delay my accession?"

The Admiral pointed a finger in his face.

"Watch that tone, Mister. I mean it. Sean, you did me a favor when you took this place. But Jim is gonna have a coronary when I inform him—and then mine will follow. So keep it even."

"My apologies, sir. Of course. But what is it I'm inquiring about? And where?"

Nogura pulled out a picture of an eight-year-old human boy.

"This boy was targeted by a sniper in the Capital City of his world. He survived, no one is sure how. The sniper used an ancient US Army Ranger Rifle. The weapon was stolen from a museum in Dallas. This museum—you may have heard of it. It was once a school book depository."

Finnegan's jaw dropped.

"So someone stole Oswald's weapon to go and kill a small boy on a distant colony world? That's a bit much, don't you think?"

"That's hardly the finish of it, Commander. The name of the boy who was shot?"

Finnegan sat in rapt attention. Nogura said words that were clearly painful to him.

"Peter Claudius Kirk. Sean, someone tried to kill my godson. I take that very personally. You dig this thing through to China, if need be. Now get going. You and Mitchell are leaving for Deneva 3 to interview the boy. Jim hasn't been informed. He is NOT to be informed. We need him focused on assembling a crew. If you want to be a part of that crew, you keep your mouth shut. Also, no and I mean No medical tests are to be performed on any member of The Kirk family. The assassin or assassins may be able to use the knowledge gained from them to strike more subtly. Got me?"

Finnegan actually seemed offended.

"Sir--I'd never taunt Jimmy about his nephew's health. There are lines."

Nogura gave him his full orders.

"That boy was born the day we lost George. To find out who did this, you may have to cross many other lines. Dismissed."

Finnegan left for his apartment to pack for Deneva 3, and there found a recorded comm-call from Gary Mitchell.

"We don't like each other, but since a kid's life is at stake, I say we put it all aside. Besides--Finnegan, I've just come across information that says there are forces within The Order that do not wish to see Jim's nephew grow up. We'll talk more on the transport. Mitchell out."

Was Mitchell out of his mind, thought Finnegan? The Order Of The Ancient Destroyer, after all, was just a bunch of less-than-spaceworthy bigots that did nothing more than sit around and agree with each other while stewing in pointless hate.

In Theory, Anyway.

Chapter One - That's What 'They' Say....

IN ORBIT OVER DENEVA 3, 2264

It had to be Mitchell, thought Finnegan. It couldn't have been Jimmy Kirk himself. At least Kirk was an honest stiff. At least Kirk would have told him he hated him to his face, without euphemism. But not Gary Mitchell. It was said that Kirk thought he was God. It was said that Mitchell knew this for a fact about himself.

Sean decided that he couldn't wait any more.

"All right, Lt. Cmdr. Mitchell. Before we left on the first transport, before we hooked up with the Essex, and before we got stuck in this tin can traveling within ten feet of each other, you saw fit to go and make noises. Now why would that anti-alien social club and smoker as calls itself The Order care one whit about Jimmy Kirk's eight-year old nephew?"

Mitchell smiled that smile that put even his best friend on guard. To most, it had more than a tinge of arrogance.

"They never forgave you, Finnegan. For quitting The Order. For stopping Brock Cartwright from beating Jim up."

"From beating the two of you up."

Mitchell shrugged.

"I'm sure that's what it looked like."

Another thing Finnegan had never liked about Mitchell. Unlike Kirk, he was a big-talker with few resources to back up his braggadocio. He loved those times when Kirk fell flat on his face. But unlike Mitchell, the little plebe offered no excuses. Yes, Kirk was a mopey, stiff nightmare genius eager beaver cadet who somehow lucked into more women than a man should be allowed to have. But he was for real, Finnegan knew. With Gary Mitchell, one just never knew.

"Talk, boyo. Don't half-talk."

"All right, I will. When you're a Cadet, The Order seems like just what you said. An off-center club that dwells on the differences between the species. But when you graduate, you find out. The Order isn't the recent result of one too many first contacts. Its old. Way Old. It has hands in every pocket. People positioned strategically all over The Federation. They're waiting, Commander. Waiting for him to come."

Finnegan asked the obvious.

"Who? Are they waiting for John Gill to show his fat face again?"

"Order-Master Gill is gone. They're grooming someone else, now. He will be The Fourth Head Of The One True Deity."

Sean Finnegan looked straight ahead, and recited a darkly humorous childhood limerick.

"The Slither Ghidree rises from the cosmic sea; His three heads gulped my three friends, but they all missed me; No, you'll not feast on me, ye Slither Ghid----"

Mitchell chuckled.

"So it ends, and we're supposed to think he got him, right?"

Finnegan was silent.

"So he got him---right?"

Mitchell shook his head, got up and spoke right in Finnegan's ear.

"Hey, I said, he got him--righ---"

Finnegan back-fisted Mitchell against the wall, then drew his sidearm to warn him back.

"You are a shit-talker, Mister Mitchell. The Order likes to say its this big bad wolf. Well, I no more believe that than I believe in Section 31, that Cochrane was aided by time-travelers, or that we have secret invisible ships seeking to violate the Quadrant Expansion Treaty! Sit down and keep quiet for now. Report me to who ye like, when we're done."

Mitchell wiped himself off, then sat back down, shaking his head as though he had expected Finnegan's reaction.

"You did ask why they were interested in Peter Kirk."

"Yeah. And that's a question you never saw fit to answer as you played amateur conspiracy theorist."

"Okay. Here it is. Whatever sane people believe, The Order's inner circle believes firmly in the existence of Old Threeskull. But belief in a demon requires a belief in angels. Archangels. Archangels like Michael."

Old school stories and folk legends crept up on Finnegan yet again.

"Michael was the one who cast Satan, that old dragon, down. So they believe the boy is an angel? Cause no blood-kin of Jimmy Kirk's is remaining virginal and pure too much past 13. I don't concede him a lot. But with the likes of Marcus, Uhura---Ruth---all after his one true talent, its quite obvious that his nephew will not want for his chosen sort of companionship. Hell, if the nephew ends up liking seagulls, he'll get those with no trouble."

Mitchell raised a finger.

"Words of warning before we go in. Peter Kirk is a snotty, spoiled brat. His own grandmother likes to avoid him, whenever possible."

Perhaps the crazy hag will like him better when he's old enough, thought Finnegan. Once, he'd breached the seal on Jim Kirk's personal records. A mere glimpse at Brianna Kirk's behavior had Finnegan laying off his favorite plebe-target for a week.

"Anything else?"

Mitchell nodded.

"Yeah. His Mom is kind of open, if you get my meaning. 'Nephew' is a nice neat euphemism, vis-a-vis his relationship with Jim. The brother, Sam? He shoots blanks. I overheard them discussing the whole thing, after the kid was born. The jerk even knows it's Jim's. Isn't that a laugh?"

Finnegan's blood ran cold. Kirk often never saw his pranks coming. But could he be so blind as to think that this man was his friend?

"In my presence, you do not disrespect another man's family. That's first and final, to the likes of you."

Mitchell slammed his hand down.

"You? You talk to me that way? You've kicked Jim any number of times."

Finnegan wanted to punch him again, but couldn't see the point in it.

"Only when he wasn't looking. Never when he was down. Family is sacred."

Mitchell folded his arms back up.

"I wasn't lying about The Order, Sean. They haven't forgotten or forgiven you."

"Then, Gary--let me be on the posters at bigoted post offices. Myself, I haven't the time to worry about who Terry Bunson is recruiting while she's bopping them. Your friends' Hall is going to be a footnote. And when its razed, I'll bet good money the Cadets all cheer it."

"But there are things that go on there-- infant sacrifice---"

"Fall silent, Mister Mitchell. That is a direct order. Small-O type."

But Finnegan hadn't given this command because he wanted Mitchell to stop. He gave it because he wanted him to continue. Some part of him was still brash and utterly reckless. The head-shrinkers had told him as much. His maturity was a recent thing, vulnerable to thoughts of high adventure on horseback. He wanted and needed to be the hero who saved the day at the very last minute. But the urge was uncontrollable, once he let it go. The thought of confronting and destroying the entrenched evil of The Order as Mitchell described it was as tempting to him as a recovering drunk would find passing a bar.

He got back to stability, and reality. If Nogura kept his word, then surely being Jimmy Kirk's First Officer would fill his adventure quota for a lifetime or two.

Upon landing, the odd pair made for Deneva's beautiful Capitol City. Finnegan looked around.

"A lot of young volunteers to keep the place clean, I see."

Mitchell chuckled.

"Those aren't volunteers. Deneva's only a paradise if you're an adult--and have kids of a high-school age you can hire out. The younger ones do the cooking and cleaning."

Its Henry The 2nd, Cromwell and Longshanks all over again, thought Finnegan. Slavery was renamed and shipped somewhere else.

"Wait. Does the Kirk boy have to do all this?"

Mitchell shrugged.

"Yeah. Why?"

Finnegan turned and looked at him.

"Then just how is it he's a spoiled brat?"

Gary had no answer, and kept quiet til they reached the school.

For the interview, the boy had been brought to an empty classroom near the school's back exit. But the two investigators did not go unnoticed.

"Mister?"

Finnegan's questioner was a 10-year old girl, amid a seeming gaggle of variously aged girls.

"Yes, kiddo?"

"Is Peter going to be alright?"

Assured that he was, the group walked off smiling. Sean grabbed his head. It was too early in life for that nightmare to begin, wasn't it?

"Please, Lord--let those girls all be his first cousins or something."

Inside the room sat a boy with intense eyes, a strong-looking frame and a bearing that told Finnegan whose son this was without the need of foreknowledge. But surely he was just an ordinary boy, right? No angel or such. It was just the awkward setting that made him look this way.

In Theory, Anyway.
 
Chapter Two - The Young King

Personal Journal, Sean Finnegan

They've robbed him of a childhood. A boy's lot shouldn't be all chores done for worthless parents. But I could see in Peter Kirk's eight-year old eyes that this was all he knew. Whether he liked it was another story.

"Hello, Peter."

"Hello, sir."

Stiff as a board. Yep, this was Jimmy's boy, all right. Mitchell then waved.

"Hi, Peter. Remember your Uncle Gary?"

The small boy developed a man-size sneer.

"You're not my Uncle. I don't like you."

Mitchell shrugged. What is his game? Is he defecting from The Order? Is he their man? Is he trying to protect the boy by playing at being all nonchalant?

"You don't like me? Well, do you like this?"

I'm stunned that he would even contemplate slapping the boy in front of me. But what really amazes me is the boy himself. He stops Mitchell's hand an inch from his face, seizes it---and then throws the bum back. It’s a pity Jimmy never learned the same, while preening at the feet of this so-called ladies' man. I warn old Gary off, for his own good.

"Stumble on out of here, Mister Mitchell. Try that fool stunt again, and I'll tell Jimmy til he believes me."

That seemed to sober the bastard up. He may have Jimmy fooled. But Kirk scares him. Hell, the way he took Cartwright's pounding back when, he scares me.

"Peter, he's gone. Now, can I ask you a question?"

"Yes, sir."

Where do they breed these automatons?

"What automatons, sir?"

"No, no lad. Its just a figure of...."

A figure of speech. But I....hadn't spoken a blasted word. I have to try something.

*Peter, who shot you?*

Neither of us says a word, but he answers me, surely enough.

*Grandma. Only Dad says it wasn't her. So I guess I don't know.*

"Mister Finnegan?"

He's speaking again, and I dare to imagine that things can't get any eerier.

"Yes, Peter?"

Things go---wrong.

"This isn't Peter. My name is George Kirk. I'm the boy's grandfather. I can only speak for a second. Sean--don't trust anything that Mitchell has to say. Not a bloody word."

The boy swoons, and I call the session done with. I am glad to do so.

I know what the ‘ghost’ told me. But Mitchell seems to know things. I'm in an investigation to find out why a telepathic ghost-channeling boy who thinks his own grandmother wants to kill him was shot clean in the head but didn't die. As we depart the school with the boy under care I suspect he doesn't need, I ask what I should not.

"The Order says he's an angel? What kind of angel, and what kind of devil was he made to fight? Say The Ancient Destroyer, and I'll pop you again, but good. Everyone knows that thing is only a myth."

Mitchell points up at the sky.

"You wanna talk angels, you don't talk to a servant of Hell, Mister Finnegan. You go up to Heaven--albeit Heaven In Exile."

So it was that we made a steep course change. Starbase 50, headed up by Commodore Janeway. The HQ of the 'True Starfleet', that calls The Hall for usurpers, and may soon take it all back.

"Set course for The Commodity, Mister Mitchell."

Personal Log :

What was it that aged wizard-warrior told the farmboy and the smuggler in that ancient space saga? Is the greatest fool the fool that follows another fool? Maybe the Kirk boy has those midichlorian thingies, but I don’t. So off I go, God Help Me, following Gary Mitchell.


Chapter Three - The One True Thing

STARBASE 50, EARLY 2255

"Its time The Hall learned its lesson!"

"Its time we became The Hall!"

"This frontier life makes us tougher and smarter than those easy-living bigots on Earth could ever hope to be."

Commodore Janeway stood up. The other Commodores fell silent as he did.

"Gentlemen, this group, working together, or separately, if need be, must go to Earth. We must, if needs be, storm The Federation Council in Paris, and demand an end to the peril-in-waiting that is Admiralty Hall! John Gill has played Janus long enough. I have obtained a recording of some of his fascist speeches. I have spoken to Heichiaro Nogura, the Commissioner For Colonial Affairs. He will support us. With the man most call for our next CIC in tow, the Councillors in Paris will have no choice but to turn the monsters out of this fleet, once and for all. Now who is with me?"

A chorus of voices went up, all over the room. But one voice was silent. Janeway looked over.

"Commander Kirk? Surely you of all people wish to sign on to this effort to regain the True Starfleet?"

George Kirk shrugged.

"You're a fool, Commodore. All of you are. You come out of the Wilderness, and you force The Hall into the Wilderness, and they will kill you. The day will come to strike. Today is not that day."

Most present felt that this man should have been a peer, if not an Admiral. Many had been trained by him. So they listened.

"Well, George, what would you have us do? Put Earth in the hands of a growing and rapacious power whose proponents whisper lightly to themselves of galactic genocide?"

George stood tall, like a warrior locked in a never-ending battle.

"Earth is already theirs. My ex-wife is theirs. My boy Jim's best friend is theirs. You gentlemen have the power to put out their eyes and kick them out. But they are prepared to sink however far they have to, if revenge is called for. There will be no lines. Merely Starfleet's first civil war. Let them keep what they've stolen. Because we here possess a Commodity they cannot take : Our Beliefs. They think that they are rulers, and that they are invincible. But their hideous fortress will one day be knocked down by the throw of a single Rock. Let the real Starfleet be maintained here, where the explorers are. Here, on the final frontier, let us keep well the one true thing: Justice. For that is The Federation Way."

Commodore Janeway could have sworn at that moment he heard the peals of harps and horns.

"To The Commodity! And George Kirk!"

"Say! Where'd He Go?"

Janeway shrugged.

"I have a feeling he'll be around--if we need him."

No one saw young Harriet Janeway staring out the space-port window, waving to---someone?

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2264

Finnegan sat and stared.

"Well, Commodore. That tale was just...super. But what has it all to do with Peter Kirk, George's grandson---not to mention the focus of this investigation?"

Janeway leaned forward.

"That boy is a symbol to The Commodity. He was born the very day we lost George to The Ancient Destroyer."

Sean Finnegan shook his head.

"Sir, The Constitution, Robert April and Commander Kirk were lost searching Vulcania sector. There was no mythic beastie about, then."

"Oh, really? Mister Finnegan--take a look at this latent telemetry The Constitution sent us, just before the end occurred."

Finnegan stared at a sensor shadow.

"Sir, no disrespect, but this looks like a TransVid Fake of Bigfoot or Ole Nessie. Plus--it still tells me aught of Mister Mitchell's suspicions that The Order wants an eight-year old boy dead and destroyed."

"Mister Finnegan--The Ancient Destroyer is real. It is a threat to all that live. Your former friends in The Order know well that Peter Kirk is the only one that can stop him--if he's inherited George's abilities, that is."

Finnegan now felt on safer ground.

"His---command abilities, Commodore Janeway?"

"Well, those too, of course. But I was more referring to George's super-powers. George, you see, could, without exertion, lift a large transport, leap kilometers in a single jump, and nothing short of a bursting phaser grenade could even make him wince."

I've stepped in it now, thought Finnegan.

"Ahhh...it must have been those thick temporary spectacles that Jimmy uses, that made me not notice that about him. So, its super-powers? Heh. Mister Mitchell says that the boy is held by some to be some kind of angel."

Janeway looked askance at this.

"An angel? Hardly."

Finnegan breathed.

"That's good to know, because this whole thing has left me...."

"No, not a mere angel. Our very young friend is The Messiah. That's why they want him dead."

Besides the religious implications and offense, Finnegan winced at who Peter Kirk being The Messiah would make Jim.

"Sir, I must ask you in all honesty..."

But just then, Janeway's aide walked in.

"Yes, Anton?"

"Sorry to bother you, sir. But there's a message from The Hall."

Janeway's face turned arch.

"They know about our plans?"

The aide fired, erasing The Commodore.

"I can guarantee that they do."

He aimed at Finnegan, but never fired. A cutting tool from behind severed the assassin's phaser-arm cleanly. The wielder was Cadet First Class Harriet Janeway.

"I never trusted you, Krycek."

Shaken and choosing to withdraw amidst the chaos, Finnegan shook his head at Mitchell.

"So The Hall wanted him dead. Why? With all that blather about the boy, he's who I'd want to represent the other side."

Mitchell shrugged.

"Maybe he was too wild, you know? The Hall was maybe afraid that he was so crazy---people would believe him. Or maybe..."

He trailed off.

"Go on!"

Gary smiled.

"....maybe our child-shooter came from The Commodity. I mean, doesn't a real Messiah need to be martyred? Right before a big legal campaign against The Hall?"

Finnegan dreaded what they would have to do next.

"We have to find the one Commodore allied with neither The Commodity nor The Hall. And pray that he is of a mind to speak with us. Mister Mitchell--we need to locate Christopher Pike!"

Problem was, and both knew it, that Pike was said to be a giggling maniac after The Vulcanian Mission.

Finnegan prayed that he wouldn't drown in his mission. But while all prayers are heard, their answer is sometimes very much in doubt.
 
Chapter Four - The Fall of Uther

USS HATHAWAY

"Commander Sean Finnegan : Personal Log--Commodore Pike must have recovered some, after Vulcania. Why else would they have let him oversee this training mission? Though, I am greatly uneasy. This lion of a man was one of the few subjects Jimmy and I agreed fully upon. But The Vulcanian Mission ate something inside of him, and I don't merely mean in the loss of his wife and Number One. Now, she was a tough number. But yet she died, white-haired and screaming. How does her husband keep on in such a state?"

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The great man shook his head.

"Mister Finnegan, the difference between The Hall and The Commodity is like Carlin's ancient observations about drivers and pilots : There are maniacs, and there are idiots. The maniac eventually crashes, while the idiot never quite gets where it is they're going. Problem is, the maniac usually causes a multi-vehicular accident, and the idiot impedes the progress of everyone else."

"Aye, sir. But The Commodity believes The Hall wants an eight-year old boy dead. In short, the maniacs want to kill the idiots' young prince."

Pike's face looked like he had walked through Golgotha itself.

"I've seen the Kirk boy. He is special. But he's no Messiah. I do know just what he really is. I can see through all manner of illusions—a gift from some friends of mine I'm not at liberty to discuss."

Mitchell shrugged.

"Commodore, this is a fully authorized investigation."

Pike looked at Gary Mitchell like he would a bug.

"Well, I could tell you, Mister Mitchell-- but then I'd have to kill you. General Order Seven, and all that."

Finnegan said nothing about that comment, but smiled broadly.

"Sir--since you rate yourself outside of both circles, allow me to ask you. Did either one order the shooting of young Peter Kirk? The Hall, perceiving a threat? The Commodity, needing a martyr?"

Pike continued his inspection tour, nervous cadets shaking as he passed.

"The Commodity won't ever kill the heir of their founder. The Hall needs the boy to have a wedge against their pet dragon's feeding habits. It was The Hall. They knew a gunshot wouldn't kill something like the Kirk boy. It was never their intention to try. Somewhere---they wanted someone distracted by it. Probably Janeway. Then again---"

Pike turned, and now looked a little crazy.

"...Its probably you, Finnegan. Those bigots don't like ex-members. I mean, they really don't like them. You'll probably die just like my wife---giggling like a fool, singing some half-remembered song. That's just how they like to arrange it."

Finnegan tried and failed to keep things even.

"Sir, my sincerest condolences on your wife's passing. But you and Mister Mitchell here are turning a policy dispute within Starfleet and the shooting of a small boy into the prelude to The Book Of Revelations!"

Pike now looked more than a little crazy.

"These are those days, Mister Finnegan. Those dreadful days, come round at last, those days of wrath, as in the past! Wider and wider does the gyre spin---and what Rough Beast, its hour come round at last, slouches toward Blessed Terra, waiting to kill all? Is it The Ancient Destroyer? Is that what my wife and I saw, out at Vulcania?"

Finnegan turned and walked away.

"If I hear one more word about dragons, we'd best be on Berengaria when it happens."

What came next was over quickly. A power-conduit breached. Finnegan was spared. 15 cadets were killed. What was once a lively man named Christopher Pike was rushed to Sickbay. Mitchell shook his head.

"Delta Radiation. Poor bastard would be better off dead. Ready to call it quits, Seanie? I mean, we'll never find out who shot Jim's boy--unless you want to head Iowa way and interview his Grandma."

Finnegan was now locked in his investigative adventurer mode. No way could he let this go, now.

"The Hall wants me dead--that I understand. But why not just kill me? They have the means to shut it all up."

Gary Mitchell now took off the mask of alliance he had barely worn.

"Because your investigation made The Commodity think we were serious, Finnegan. That means that those xenophilic bastards are keeping their meeting tomorrow. All of Jim's friends who want to give our laws and our lands away to alien trash are set up like ducks in a shooting gallery. Humanity Prevails. Largely because of you. You who left and betrayed The Order. Irony is nothing if not ironic, eh me boyo?"

Finnegan stood, lost for all speech. Just how far had he been sucked in? How much further could he sink into this quagmire?

Chapter Five - At All Costs

Finnegan walked with Mitchell back to the transport, then grabbed the other officer's sidearm.

"Alright, Mister X. Now how about ye cut the crapola? We don't like each other, Gary. But we've worked together well enough, here."

Mitchell smashed Finnegan in the gut, recovering both weapons, which he held to Finnegan's head.

"Oh, Sean. We were NEVER working together. And its all true. The Order is vast and large. It set you up. It set you up to help pave the way for The Ancient Destroyer."

Finnegan tried to shift up, but Mitchell kicked him straight in the
head.

"Aren't genetic accelerants wonderful, Finnegan? My Esper rating has gone straight through the roof. My strength, and my speed....."

Finnegan shoved him over. Gary Mitchell's head hit the floor. Finnegan belted Mitchell more than a few times.

"So you scum see fit to distract The Commodity by shooting a little boy?"

Mitchell laughed, despite his bloody nose.

"That thing can't be killed by a bullet. He's a little boy like I'm a virgin. And if he had been killed? So what? This is war, and in war, children often die."

Not holding back, Finnegan slapped Mitchell close to twenty times, then shoved his head against the floor.

"War? What war is it, Mitchell? Orange vs. Green? Catholic vs. Protestant? Irish vs. English? We humans have had more than a few wars in our history, doncha know."

Mitchell got up, his strength nearly Vulcan-like. He now caught Finnegan's every blow.

"The War. The war of the true Terran humanity against things---things---that look nothing like us and do not share our values! The war of racial identity. Of knowing who and what your neighbor is. People like you and Jim want to trade it all away for some alien tail! They aren't like us, Finnegan. They never will be. War with all those monsters is inevitable. As is our victory over them."

Finnegan felt worse than he had in his entire life. He tasted blood more often than saliva.

"Its genocide--a slaughter of innocents you're speaking of. You've had alien friends, Mitchell. That was not pretense."

Gary seemed already lost.

"I-I'm doing them a favor. What you call systematic genocide is better than death by warfare. Some of them may even be kept around. We humans will be like gods to them. But it all begins with the mercy killing of those weaklings back at Starbase 50. They'll never see it coming. A transport full of eager young cadets will be the catalyst. We've arranged so that a very reliable delivery-man will pilot our mobile bomb. You'd never guess who it is, Finnegan. Never. For you dwell in a godless realm of no identity. You are a cipher in front of the gods!"

Finnegan howled, seized Mitchell by the boots, and began to twirl him around.

"Tell me, my godlike young officer--did your divinity classes include lessons--on how to fly?"

On a hard arc, Mitchell flew up as Finnegan released him. His descent was anything but godlike. He struck the wall nearby and fell unconscious with a loud thud. But Finnegan did not celebrate.

"Have to stop that transport---warn the Commodores."

Exhausted but alive, Finnegan entered his own transport, ignoring bay doors that closed too late to stop him. The Hathaway was soon a distant spot on the horizon behind Finnegan.

"Cadets--are herded into Desoto Class Transports."

After a half a day of frenzied travel, Finnegan caught sight of Starbase 50-- and what had to be the bomb-delivering vessel.

"Cadet Transport---this is Starfleet Colonial Affairs Commissioner Finnegan! Do not---I repeat--do not come any closer to Starbase 50. That is an order."

"This is Cadet Cruiser Ben Franklin. Pilot, is this a joke? Clear away, and let us proceed."

They're all of them in on it, thought an exhausted Finnegan. All of them.

"Like Hell!"

The small ship Finnegan used had five single pulse-bursts available to it. He used three on the docking transport.

"Pilot, are you insane?! We have Cadets aboard this ship, to bear witness to The Commodity's legal challenge to The Hall firsthand. Please do not fire again--we can barely hold this ship together. I now repeat---we have CHILDREN aboard this ship!"

Finnegan wiped the caked blood from his mouth.

"This is war. In war---Children die."

The engines were targeted. Finnegan sobbed mightily as he fired the last two bursts. The transport exploded.

"Oh--Godddddd!!!!"

He had to tell them, he reasoned. He had to tell The Commodity what The Hall had tried to do. Waiting at the passable energy vacuum-shielded dock were the stunned Commodores and a few supremely angry security guards. One Commodore that Finnegan didn't know cried out.

"Commissioner Finnegan! Have you lost your mind? Do you know what it is you've done? We were to greet those cadets you just murdered in cold blood!"

Finnegan dropped to his knees.

"It was a bomb! The Hall had placed a bomb inside that transport! I had to do it, don't you see? I had to stop The Enemy."

One of the guards nodded.

"Sir--we are detecting traces of highly volatile molecular explosives in the debris. I think Commissioner Finnegan called it right. Wait---we are detecting another bomb!"

In utter horror, Finnegan looked over at his transport. He got up, and hobbled over. He opened the back, and viewed the access panel. Taped in there was a note. He read it out loud.

"To---a very reliable delivery man. Love and Kisses, Me Boyo--- Gary Mitchell."

The guards tore out the access panel. The entire transport was a bomb. Finnegan broke inside, and began to laugh wildly.

"Oh--I started a joke; which started the whole world laughing---ahhh, but I couldn't see---that the joke was on..."

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GALACTIC NEWS NETWORK -- BREAKING NEWS

"Starbase 50 has been obliterated by a bomb. This bomb was delivered right into the very heart of the Starbase by a loner renegade Starfleet Officer named Sean Finnegan, late of Starfleet's Colonial Affairs office. He also shot down a transport full of Cadets, issuing this cold statement as he did."

'This is war. In war--children die.'

"On this day, The Commodity was to have issued a legal challenge to the authority of the controversial Admiralty Hall. A spokesperson for the Hall said that in light of this, old differences should be put aside."

'We merely want to see that whoever was pulling Finnegan's strings gets what they so richly deserve. The Commodity had its point of view--and we have ours. Now is the time for Starfleet to come together. Let Sean Finnegan's name be now and forever justly reviled as that--of a traitor.'

"Our sources mark Finnegan as having once belonged to some manner of racist group that kicked him out. He was also said to be delusional, believing that he was to be First Officer of The Starship Enterprise, a notion that has been denied by both incoming Captain James Kirk and Grand Admiral Heichiaro Nogura."

'Well, Jim Kirk and Sean Finnegan were like oil and water. Why would anyone put those two together? As Grand Admiral, I concur with The Hall. Let Starfleet be one fleet.'

"More now : Finnegan was present at both the recent assassination of Starbase 50's late CO, Commodore Janeway and the 'accidental' crippling of Commodore Christopher Pike. Vague indications have been made about the shooting of a young boy a crime that Finnegan insisted on investigating himself. From all over Starfleet comes word of this man's love of sadistic practical jokes. Well, Mister Finnegan--the joke was on you. The Federation will endure such acts of cowardice as yours. In a related story, a brave young officer named Gary Mitchell who nearly gave his life to try and stop this madman will recover--and it has been announced that he will be First Officer under Kirk--who is his best friend. Now for a profile of Finnegan. Monsters are made, not born......

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PERSONAL AND SECURE LOG, GRAND ADMIRAL HEICHIARO NOGURA

"May George Kirk's spirit forgive me. But I had to do it. The Commodity would have split Starfleet in two. If they had forced The Hall and its ilk out--there would have been a war. I've already directed that Mendez, Stone, Stocker and others be raised up in rank and start to rebuild The Commodity. But no legal challenges. The Hall can be contained. But we are one Starfleet. We will remain one. I will not preside over a civil war. No matter the cost to my soul. I had Brianna's home raided. I can't believe she shot her own grandson. I once thought she was beautiful. Now, I wonder how George could stand her."

"The new Commissioner for Colonial Affairs is a man with a checkered past. But The Hall wanted him. With this man's record, its as high as he'll rise."

"I hope."

"Poor Finnegan. Against these jokers--he never even stood a chance."

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LOMBARD STREET
"Yes, we are moving Colonial Affairs into The Hall itself, though I do not hold the rank of Admiral. I want to get this office off 'the crookedest street in the world'. Away from Finnegan's taint of this office. Now--our good work begins."

Brock Cartwright smiled as the building was razed.

His work had only begun.

THE END

The plot for this story was loosely based on the 1999 film ‘Arlington Road’
 
Title : Tactics

Author : Rob Morris

Series : The TOS-based AU, The Ancient Destroyer Cycle

Type : Short glimpse into the ADU

Characters : A speaker to be revealed

Rating : PG

Summary : Is The Ancient Destroyer merely some oversized leviathan, or is it something so small and yet so vile that few hearts are free of its taint?

Tactics
by Rob Morris

The strong, handsome man of regal bearing, a legend in the Federation, stood before his audience of young people, hoping to make an impression.

"It is, at the first and last, all about hate. The hate of a group of people, never as large in number as they claim, for people not like themselves. They live in isolation, receiving information only from those sources their leaders have labeled 'trustworthy', and say and do whatever they feel like whenever they feel like it, no matter who or what is hurt in the process. Expect to hear a great deal about how The First Guarantee allows their every action."

He paused, as he was wont to. All knew it was for dramatic effect, but such was the power of the speaker, no one cared.

"To challenge one of them on their twisted belief system is to shake up a hornet's nest. You can cite evidence, known history, common sense, and decency--and it will have no effect. No, they've invested heavily in their world-view. They need it to be true. The thought that they are just wrong is a criminal one, and swiftly do their friends, family, and leaders move against it. Ours is a long fight-but it is always worth it. For if one can be shown the world of malleable, convenient lies they live in, then the minds that hate lose one more and we gain the greatest of all things-- an open mind, willing to speak and be heard."

A good speaker knew when to wrap up, and when his audience was foursquare with him. But follow-through was just as important, and vital when the stakes were so high, those stakes being the freeing of young minds from the grip of a simple, lazy madness that offered up easy answers to complex problems.

"When you hear them speak, they will stun you---floor you--with the matter of fact way they spew their venom. Like such nonsense was accepted fact. It is-- in their own sad minds. Too many of them are forever lost to the hatred. But some aren't, and its them we need to hammer through the isolation and release. Those who have been pushed away or excluded are those we need to reach first, for they are most vulnerable to indoctrination. Minds can be turned so easily. Hearts can be corrupted by untruth. Its our souls that are at risk, when we fail to oppose this insidious evil. Remember, then, that hate often wears the mask of love, and lies, the mask of truth."

The regal man breathed in, as though his struggle with that described evil were taking place then and there. He looked haggard, but unyielding. He raised one arm into the air, as though to demand things turn his way.

"They hate, but they will often talk about love. But where does their love center? Not on their own world--not on Earth. Love for other species--but not for Humanity. As you mingle and mix in the Academy, remember that you are not alone. Your Cause is My Cause. Your Struggle is My Struggle. HUMANITY PREVAILS!!! Ancient Destroyer–Empower Me! Help Me Reshape The Face Of Reality!!!"

The cadets chimed in.

"HUMANITY PREVAILS!! BRING FORTH THE ANCIENT DESTROYER OF THE WEAK AND UNWORTHY!!!!"

A statue of the great beast was unveiled made of replicated onyx, diamond and gold, one element for each head. A twisted hymnal burst from the young minds now so badly and perhaps forever lost.

"Our Cosmos Is Infested; But Destiny Has Vested; One Species To Hold Back The Night; Humanity Prevails And This Serves The Right; With Three Heads He Approaches; With Two Tails He Broaches; Our Enemies We Will Rout; When His Mighty Wings Spread Out; Then To Fill Up The Cleansed Universe!"


Grand Admiral Brock Cartwright congratulated himself on yet another successful youth rally for The Order Of The Ancient Destroyer. One Enemy Of Life was yet to arrive. The other--had long since left its mark. Which, then, was the more terrible?
 
Title : The Overplayed Hand

Author : Rob Morris

Series : The TOS-based Au, The Ancient Destroyer Cycle

Characters : Kor, Kang, Koloth, Gorkon

Time-Setting : If this were canon, between TMP and TWoK

Part : 1/1

Rating : G

Summary : The Klingons sneak a peek at some cards Kirk once used. But
were they from a good hand?

Note : My Klingons are a bit better-spoken than some later TV versions.

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The Overplayed Hand
by Rob Morris

Q'onos, 2278

Kang shook his head at the Chancellor.

"Ill-advised. Whatever we may believe about Humans, Kirk is unlikely to
have revealed such an important strategic matter over subspace.
Certainly not twice, and never before the Romulans."

Kor nodded in agreement.

"The man is fond of games. His word may only be trusted when clearly
and cleanly given. Intelligence intercepts of communications between
him and the so-called First Federation likely contain tales as tall as
they come."

For his career's sake, Koloth was not anxious to complete this circle,
but felt compelled to for his people's future.

"Why would only Enterprise be so outfitted? Excalibur was murdered by
their own mad computer. Defiant was sent away by those wretched,
eternally ticking Tholians. Yet in neither instance was this fantasy
brought into play."

Gorkon kept his composure, unintimidated by the master warrior trio.

"Yet what of Constellation? Its explosion brought low the so-called
Planet Killer, did it not?"

Kor waved his hand dismissively.

"That was a mere anti-matter explosion. Any idiot can produce one.
Besides, if the Federation would keep to the super-weapons treaty, we
could inspect that 'Doomsday Machine' and truly ascertain whether it is
forever inert."

Kang added in.

"I actually trust them more for not keeping to it. If invited in, what
would we see, except what they wished us to? But I digress. Chancellor,
I offer to contact Kirk himself. I am owed a favor for my efforts to
locate the killers of his mother and nephew. If I demand it, he will
either give the truth or refuse to say anything at all, which will also
confirm our intelligence."

Koloth waved a finger.

"Kirk is a dog, but he is not a lying one. Let Kang call in this
blood-debt, and we will know for certain."

Gorkon got up, his calm still infuriating.

"Kirk is occupied at present. I have it on best authority that his nephew is alive. Though he
knows it not, the boy was held and likely ravaged for the last decade by
Admiralty Hall itself. I believe Kirk can be trusted, at least in this
instance. But the Hall? They sound like the Council Of Elders, except
they describe doing to Klingons what those old men would have us do to
Earthers. And unlike those toothless, thin-blooded old men, the Hall
and its fanatics would be willing to do every last thing themselves!"

His brief rise in voice was enough to keep their attention, at least
for the moment.

"Kirk does not know who holds-or held--his kin, and this seems for the best.
While civil war within Starfleet seems a good thing for us on the
surface, again the conspirators at the Hall concern me. They may be in
their zeal what many Klingons boast of being when the blood-wine flows.
Then there are the Kzinti, our Romulan 'allies', Breen incursions,
Tholian nest-cresting gone wild, and who knows what else. Against all
this, we are also challenged by our own world's environment, overtaxed
by our needs. Peace with the Federation is needed, but it is needed on
terms so stark, they will not seek to take advantage of our vulnerable
spots."

Kor showed he still had his doubts.

"And this will purchase their honesty, when that day should come?"

Gorkon moved to erase their concerns.

"Our underground grain silos, so empty for so long, will now be filled
with this substance. With our spies unable to obtain the original
material or specifications from the Federation, our scientists were
forced to improvise, but they have done a magnificent job. Now, anyone
who dares to try and lay waste to Q'onos will be forced to back away,
or face the devastation of their own fleet. No one I know of is quite
that suicidal. With a d'takh at our own throat, we force ally and enemy
alike to drop their daggers and war outside our home space. So for that
I say : To Kirk, and his ship's explosive secret, now ours!"

Realizing the decision was already made, the other three raised their
voices, never realizing that their foe had in this instance, outwitted
himself as well as the Klingon Empire, made safe by a desperate bluff,
a lie now made truth.

"To Kirk...and to Corbomite!!!"

And as the blood-wine flowed, Kang briefly remembered that, to Terrans, a bluff was not merely a deception, but a cliff that one could fall off. Why this thought chilled him so, the veteran warrior could not say.
 
Title : Yellow Meets Red

Author : ‘Goji’ Rob Morris

Series : The TOS-based AU, The Ancient Destroyer Cycle

Type : Short AU first meeting of canon characters

Part : 1/1

Characters : Spoilered, but it should be clear quickly

Rating : PG13, for young feelings

Summary : They always meet. Here’s the story of how it happened amid the backdrop of the drama and corruption of the Ancient Destroyer Universe.

Note : If, on occasion, these ADU stories seem to contain a dose of animanga sensibilities, it isn’t an accident. It will still always be an ST story, though.

Yellow Meets Red
by Rob Morris

Their sightseeing transport had been forced down to a colony world gone mad. The governor was acting like Herod, but trying to claim he was Solomon, albeit one who went ahead and split the baby.

Once on the ground, people were rounded up, and the ship’s stores taken by the armed soldiers. The girl Nyta found herself sold out by her older cousin.

“We’re all going to be used, Nyta. Some gently, like me. Some less so.”

As the wolves surrounded her, she wondered what her pain threshold was, and promised herself not to cry until at least it had begun. She looked at her own body, and remembered her cousin’s jealous remarks about it. She cursed what her mother called ‘the early arrival’, because it got her taunts in school, and it sure as hell was not helping her now. Though she knew it would make them laugh, she closed her eyes before a single hand had touched her.

Seven would-be attackers had surrounded her with ideas of a ‘cinematic’ encounter. She had no clue how to escape such a thing. Even the fabled low-blow would only get two, maybe three before decidedly schoolyard talk about ‘don’t ever fight back’ got her in even deeper, if such was possible. She elected to open her eyes, and fix the first with a glare that would haunt him forever, or she hoped. Instead, she saw his arrogant face shot through with some kind of makeshift projectile. Two more went down with him, before a screaming figure came over the hill they had meant to use as cover for their atrocity. A thin dura-steel support rod in the figure’s strong hands spun like a Bo, taking all but one attacker, who managed to knock him down with a footsweep.

“Oh, goody. The governor is going to like me. Kid, do you have any idea of the chaos you’ve caused? No mass execution for you. I wouldn’t be surprised if he has the whole damned army fire on you alone. I’ll make the honor guard.”

Nyta, forgotten, circled behind them, and saw that the thug’s stance left her attacker wide open. Her foot came up, and nailed him from underneath in that area that would have only delayed things, before this other man–no–he was just a boy–just a kid like her had tried to be a modern Jonathan Archer. The attacking thug yelped, but turned and looked at her.

“You know, its amazing how you can learn to live with even that pain, after twenty or so times in one week. You almost get used to it, as part of the transaction. I....”

The boy was man enough to take the girl’s example, and his booted foot and extra muscle made certain there was nothing left to smile about.

“Almost, Mister, is for horse-shoes and hand-grenades. As you people showed me and my grandparents...this is war.”

The boy brought the heel of his opened palm hard into the thug’s nose cartilage. Nyta tried not to rejoice at his death, with mixed results. She also realized she had no idea of the boy’s intentions. But she did see him fighting back tears.

“Sorry. I know what we’re in the middle of. But they were still Granma and Granpa, you know?”

She ran into his arms, not caring what kind of monster he himself might be. But as he was to prove again and again to her, he was neither the devil nor King Kong.

“Easy. It shakes you. You can’t let it. And we have to get going.”

She looked at him.

“It shakes you? You?”

He nodded.

“Their mistake in my case was not knowing I could take a beating. As they got ready for the main event, I grabbed one of their weapons. It was all it took. Charge is long gone, though. I had to be stupid and take out their whole barracks. Dad was right. A young man never knows when to withdraw.”

She found herself giggling, and in a moment, he was red-faced.

“Okay. Sorry. I didn’t expect to see someone as pretty as you, alive, and my way with girls isn’t exactly the smoothest. My brother, though? He has the hottest girlfriend with as nice ones as you...okay. Look, the odds are we’ll both be dead soon. I say, before that, let’s dish out some punishment. It could make the difference for when Starfleet retakes the colony. Will you go with me?”

*Anywhere,* she thought. *You name the position–oh, God! I’m as bad as Sophie. No–I would never have sold her out. I want to live long enough to at least spit in her face.*

“Uh..sure.”

“Great. Though I have no idea whether they even know about all this, to do a rescue for. You good with comm equipment?”

“I’ll learn. I took basic console operation at summer camp. But what do we do first?”

“First? First we find the main relay comm center for the troops. We get in there, tell Starfleet, and then we make sure Kodos’ killers can’t ever use it again.”

“It must be heavily guarded. I think Tarsus itself has gone insane.”

“It is, but...I have a plan. Oh, wow. I mean, you look so good, I forgot basic manners.”

He extended his hand.

“I’m Jimmy Kirk, from Riverside, Iowa. My Dad’s in Fleet Special Ops.”

She extended her hand, and again fought off ideas of extending invitations.

“Upenda Nyota Uhura, kind of all around Africa. My Dad’s a university professor, and we move a lot.”

“Yes! Didn’t he write the paper saying that the ‘Archer Red Shift’ technology leap could not have possibly been of Iconian origin? My Dad made me read it, but it made so much sense.”

Her attraction ebbed for a second, at the thought of a boy who would have her father’s instant approval. That paper had cost him so much of his standing.

“Umm–Jimmy? My friends call me Nyta, by the way.”

*But you just call me Eve—stop it, Nyta!*

“We gotta move now. Otherwise, I won’t it make it past seventeen. What birthday suit-damn-birthday you looking to see you in–see!, God willing?”

Nyta smiled, and for reasons she didn’t want to admit, lied through her teeth.

“I’ll be seventeen as well, you know–if–if...”

*Well, that is give or take three years, right? I mean, thirteen is kind of like sixteen, isn’t it? Oh, pleaaaaase let him buy it. Let him see me the way he does right now, basically forever.*

“If. It won’t be if, Nyta. It’ll be when. I promise. Forgive the stupid remarks I might make in advance?”

“Of course. You...boys are so immature, I guess I have to, don’t I?”

*Smooth, girl. Just try to fold your clothes, when the time comes, rather than ripping them off.*

“Also, Nyta–could I stand in front of you?”

“In order to scout ahead?”

“In–order–to not scout behind. Like I said, not the smoothest with the ladies.”

A dance of beauty and some longevity began, and what lead from there would decide far more than the fate of just one world. But as yet, they were still two young people acting as two young people might. Even to common thoughts.

*This is someone I want with me, no matter what.*
 
Title : Exe-Q-tioner

Author : ‘Goji’ Rob Morris

Series : The TOS-based AU, The Ancient Destroyer Cycle

Time-Setting - 2275, The Enterprise, 2nd 5-Year

Characters : Kirk, TOS crew, ADU version of Q

Rating : PG13

Summary : Q ( Formerly Trelane ) has passed sentence on a bipedal
sentient from the UFP. Kirk must act as an advocate to undo the sentence
of death. But when he learns just who it is that the Q Continuum
considers a threat, it becomes very personal. Problem : Two of the
people he would most likely turn to have become distant, even cold.

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Exe-Q-tioner
by Rob Morris


2275, USS Enterprise


Kirk didn't really know the Lieutenant all that well, and that was how
he liked it. In the four years since he and Uhura had broken up, it had
been like this for them both, that he had seen. So, after making sure
she knew she didn't have to be with him, Jim had sex with her that
lasted several hours. Even with how he held back, his partner was
completely exhausted. Only Nyota or Carol or Aurelan had ever really
moved to compete with him in bed. Seeing her bare behind while she was
sleeping, he playfully went to awaken her by slapping it.


"C'mon, you--time for your real duty shift."


She was really gone, so he pulled his opened hand back, to go harder
but not too hard.


"You were great--but now its time to---"


She suddenly vanished. Later, he found out she was safely back in her
cabin, giddy but confused. So it was that Kirk's hand slapped a clothed
behind---and not a female's, either. The man turned around, feigning
indignance.


"Why, Jim! I should hit you with a big cross-species sexual harassment
lawsuit!"


He then grinned.


"Unless of course, you were serious. In which case, I have this little
frilly number I could throw on...."


Kirk pulled back his fist, and slammed his visitor in the nose. He went
sprawling.


"Spock wouldn't have hit me!"


"I'm not Spock----Q. What are you doing back here? Wasn't causing The
Probes Crisis enough fun for one century?"


The entity who until recently called himself Trelane lightly shrugged.His current form seemed, if anything, more arrogant-looking than the one
he'd used as a 'child'.


"It can't all be fun and games, Jim. In fact, I'm here on the gravest
of matters. The Continuum finds itself in trouble."


Kirk felt no reason to be patient with the mercurial being.


"It should have used protection, then."


Q was at the ready.


"You mean like you and Carol Marcus?"


"Get off my ship, Q."


"But don't you want to hear what I came for?"


Kirk pointed at his cabin's window.


"Go---out there."


"Oh, no. Not out there. It’s a bad neighborhood. I wouldn't go there
except during a total eclipse. Now--my reasons?"


Kirk splashed water on his face.


"If I let you tell me, will that hasten you leaving me and my crew
alone?"


"LET you? Welll---yes. If you LET me tell you, that will make things
easier."


Jim rolled his eyes.


"Then go ahead."


Q nodded.


"It has come to the Q's attention that a bipedal sentient has emerged
within your Federation who will one day bring about the destruction of
entities not entirely unlike the Q in overall nature. Do you have any
clue as to what this means?"


Jim smiled.


"I'll owe them a medal of honor?"


"Petty, Jim. I expected better--Q knows why. No, no medals. Just a
firing squad. A sentence of death has already been arrived at. The
potential threat this one poses is just far too great."


Kirk fought down annoyance, since Q at least seemed serious.


"If that's so, what do you need me for? Surely, you can handle one
bipedal all by your godlike selves."


"Have no doubt of that. No---you are to handle this being's appeal. Up
to it?"


Jim's head began to swim.


"Is this being potentially another Hitler? A scientist, pushing too
far, too fast?"


"Nothing like that. Call it--a necessary evil of sorts whose necessity
has now been called into question. If I bring this one here, there will
no danger to your ship or your crew. Agreed?"


Knowing he would regret this, Kirk agreed.


"Let me meet them. Talk with them."


Q vanished, his echoed voice mocking Kirk as he went.


"Oh, you've already done that, Jim. On countless occasions."


When the unsubtle trickster reappeared, Captain Kirk raged.


"You didn't tell me it was....."


Q shrugged.


"You didn't ask. You merely assumed it was a stranger. Two days,
Captain. Then I come to hear your appeal. Word of Warning--you're up
against it. Bye, kids!"


Q vanished again, and his passenger spoke to Kirk.


"Daddy---is everything all right?"


Jim held his adopted daughter, the thought of losing another child
tearing his guts out.


"No, no. Everything's just fine, Saavik. Your Daddy just has to figure
some things out, is all."


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Jim had immediately contacted a frantic Amanda, and a Sarek whose control was sorely
tested. Saavik was alright. She was with him. He had told them that Q
had brought her. He hadn't told them why. He couldn't.


Captain Kirk had also contacted a curious Admiralty Hall. Despite
Cartwright's ascendancy, Kirk wasn't even going to attempt to keep
Starfleet Command in the dark on this one. Yet, he had only told them
that Q was involved, and had abducted Kirk's adopted daughter, only to
bring her right back to him. He also had not told them why. He wouldn't.


The only father-by-name Saavik had ever really known had tucked her
into his bed, and used a cot himself. She was 13, now, not 7, as when he
first met her. He never wanted to push her away, but staying in the same
bed with a young girl seemed inappropriate, however much he loved her.
However, there was very little that could keep him from her side.


Or her from his, as he recalled from settling her in.

“Can we take a bath together?”

“You’re - a little big for that now.”

“No. I’m not. Other girls my age are already much bigger than me. We took one together last time I was aboard. I liked the old ship better.”

“So did I–mostly. Saavik, we didn’t take one together. Aunt Nyta and I were taking one together, and you jumped in by surprise.”

“Heh-heh. She said you were an old prude.”

Never much of a praying man, Jim had thanked God later that night, years ago, that it had been a bubble bath, with thick suds.

She was about to enter that age when, like as not, she would look beautiful to someone other than a father, though how anyone could not already was just beyond him. She was to enter a new school on Vulcan, if she hadn't already. The ugly days would soon be in the past, even if the scars from those times might never be. Despite everything, he hadn't been there for her when she was stripped and beaten by classmates. He hadn't been there for her when her pre-bondmate had committed suicide, offended by what she was put through by 'proper' Vulcan society. The Hall's direct interference had kept him away when a T'Pau shaken by these scandals was persuaded by vengeful T'Pring to banish the young girl. Sarek, in arguing against it, was nearly removed from office when he cited an apocalyptic prophecy concerning ‘Vulcan’s Neediest Heart’.

"Forgive me, Saavik. It seems like I define my children by how I'm not there. Just ask your brothers."

He went to sleep, assaulted by a fitful dream.

He saw his poor lost Peter lying next to Saavik, brother and sister
together and happy. But the bed seemed very wrong- -deeper somehow. As
she closed her eyes, someone closed the coffin lid as Peter spoke.

"Don't worry, Dad---there's room for David in here."


The dream ended as it always did, with Jim screaming. Except this time,
right before he did, a scaled, taloned hand punched its way through the
closed coffin lid. A partial lyric from a Christmas song was heard barely over the roar like that of a hundred bull elephants..

*He Is Not Dead, Nor Doth He Sleep...*

Jim realized he stood in a valley now, and as he looked to a nearby hilltop, he saw a face emerge over it. A great shadow emerged to block the sun, and from the mouth on the face over the hill, a blue beam stronger than any phaser battery could muster fired on the shadow, which looked to Jim like three snakes tied to an eagle.

Waking at last, he felt a weight upon him. Concerned for him, the one who would always be his little girl had clambered on top of him. She was again fast asleep. She really was pretty, he thought.

"What am I going to do with you?"

Then, he remembered Q's all-but guaranteed sentence of death on his
little heart.

"What am I going to do without you?"

---------------------

Captain James T. Kirk was not hearing what he wished to, in this staff
meeting.

Not from his Security Officer.

"Kyptin, I am merely suggesting that a small planet would be a better
place for Q's makeshift tribunal. Safer, for this ship and its crew."

Not from his Ops Chief.

"If it were Demora, I'd still have no choice but to say this : The Q
will do what they will. We have no say, and little if any influence,
over their actions. We should prepare ourselves---for the loss."

McCoy shook his head.

"Jim--I have nothing to say. I'm too wound up inside. You know what I
think of the Q. I wouldn’t be one damned bit surprised if this was yet another test. You know, the kind where, if we don’t defend Saavik, we’re savages who don’t love our kids, and if we do, well then, we must be barbarians unable to comprehend the greater good. I knew schoolyard bullies who were fairer."

Spock put it most bluntly.

"If the girl is a threat, we should trust the Q's judgement. It is not without precedent in our travels to encounter children who wield some manner of paranormal ability. Invariably, they misuse these abilities. Indeed, of all the children we have known by way of mission work, only the late
Peter Kirk appeared to be what some would call normal. By simple math, Saavik would fall into the non-normal category. Mister Sulu's suggestion is a valid one."

Kirk turned away.

"I'd like to speak to Commander Uhura. The rest of you--leave."

Outside the briefing room, a silent Scotty looked at Spock, Sulu, and
Chekov, and sneered.

"To hell with the lot of ye! I kept silent because I had nothing to
offer poor Jim. Unlike ye three--who offered him less than nothing. And
unclench that fist, Sulu. Yuir tantrums dinnae impress me."

The three had perhaps thought that a hard assessment of the facts would
be better than false, vain hope. But they now felt that they were wrong.

Back inside the briefing room, Kirk looked harshly at Uhura.

"I wasn't asking you to resume our relationship. I only asked that you
watch over Saavik while I was on the Bridge."

She shrugged.

"And I only refused. Don't I have that right? Jim, she's your child."


The day was getting worse with each second for Jim Kirk.

"Fine. That is your right. But do not push her away. She thinks highly
of you."

The Commander grew indignant.

"I'm not Spock, Jim. I don't run and hide when Saavik is about."

She left, and only then did Kirk speak again.

"No, you don’t. At least, not so most people would notice."

Inside her own cabin minutes later, Nyta took out a vid-holo of a boy now seven years dead. She had adopted him by family ceremony, and taken him into her heart. She had even fantasized that he had been the rebirth of her own lost pregnancy. Which, unknown to either of them, he had been. Treachery had separated mother and child almost since the beginning. It was still doing so now, and it had been joined by new allies called grief and fear.

"I'm sorry, Peter. But I can't let myself get that close again. Not
ever. You’d like your sister---she's a lot like you are--------"

She sat and was silent, never correcting the tense of her statement.

When Kirk entered his cabin, Spock was there--and Saavik was crying
almost inconsolably. Jim looked with disgust at the friend who became a
stranger when Saavik was around.

"Why, Spock?"

He never lost his outer composure.

"I felt that informing her of Q's agenda was the logical thing to do. I
may have been mistaken in doing so."

Jim concentrated on his little girl's pain, and mused that the one time
he'd seen Spock approach Saavik of his own free will, it had been to
essentially gut her.


"Daddy--does the entire universe hate me?"

Her considerable self-control, so discounted by those Vulcans who lived to press its limits, was still hours in reasserting itself.
 
-----------------------------

As Q appeared in the Briefing Room at the designated time, he gestured
with his usual flourish.

"Let it be known that we of The Q bear the child Saavik no ill will. We
act only in self-preservation. Saavik Brianna Kirk, do you understand
this?"

The girl looked at the showy entity.

"Screw You Hard. Screw You Hard, Screw You Deep, and Screw You Long."

Q shrugged.

"Typical Vulcan. Always keeping her emotions bottled up. No coaching the witnesses, Jimmy!"

“Who says I coached her to say that?”

“Then where did she learn such language?”

Saavik answered.

“I learned that from one of the diplomatic meetings Sri Sarek attends. The Andorian, Gorn, and Tellarite members were talking to the Kzinti. Sra Amanda said it actually went well.”

“The defendant will not be permitted to sway this court with cute stories. Though, that does sound like a good one. Now...”

He gestured. Spock vanished and reappeared in the witness chair.

"First Witness. Was she not banished from Vulcan for the taint her rampant emotionalism caused?"
Spock nodded.


"Yes---however, this sentence was largely an unjust one, based as it was on false testimony and a biased prosecutorial premise not unlike the one you yourself ...."

He vanished from the witness chair, to appear back in his original
seat.


"No further questions. We've established that the defendant's own people found her a threat.
Next Witness."

Kirk reasoned that a calmer man might have been able to handle Q by insisting on procedure til the entity gave in. But this was his daughter's life at stake, and Jim found that he could not be calm. Uhura was the next to vanish and then return.

"Miss Uhura--who did young Saavik confide in you was her first romantic crush?"

Uhura folded her arms.

"Go to Hell."

Q raised his index finger, and caused it to glow. He pointed at Saavik.

"Answer--or she faces summary judgement."

Nyta looked at the girl she had avoided, to protect her own heart. She felt horribly ashamed.

"Her first crush was on the man most girls feel it for. Jim. She had a crush on Jim."

Feeling the virtual noose tighten, Saavik spoke up.

"And I always will."

Uhura vanished, and Q made another suspect, sweeping statement.

"In rejection of the mores, laws, and customs of most bipedal sentients, the defendant wishes to form the most disgusting and unhealthy of sexual unions. With her own father."


He gestured.

"One last witness."

It was Sulu's turn.

"Mister Sulu--has your newborn daughter been adjudged a threat to the Q?"

Hikaru's fist lashed out. Q's head turned, and then he went on.

"Just answer the question."

Sulu was fuming.

"No, of course not!"

Q smiled, and bowed.

"So--we have firmly established that the child Saavik is an inherently disruptive, incestuous lunatic whose threat must be a unique one, as no other children like her are being judged. The Prosecution rests."

Jim stood up. He had a sense of where this nightmare was headed, and so decided to play a different game than he had originally planned for. Knowing what he would ultimately have to do, Jim abandoned a rational defense.

He looked at Q.

"I demand to know what sort of threat Saavik supposedly poses to The Q."

The entity, behaving more like Trelane than his supposedly mature self, smiled that uniquely arrogant smile.

"Demand refused. The exact nature of the charges is, shall we say, classified? Kind of like, shall we say, Admiralty Hall’s investigation of your family’s murder in Iowa? Poor Jim. Unable to deal with those in power, and to accept that he is most definitely not."

Kirk pointed out at the heavens through the windows.
"Then let it be known this is not a court, but a Star Chamber."

Q almost started at this example of humor on Kirk's part, particularly in this circumstance. The Captain continued.

"So, it has also been established that the Mighty Q are so fearful of one young girl that they have to kangaroo her to death. They are twice again so fearful, in thinking that her mere knowledge of what she might do is a threat, that they hide behind the most time-worn defense ever conceived, possibly as old as Creation itself–which, by the way, they did not bring about. They could not have. Because The Q have been shown, here in this court, that they are a frightened, little, cloying, perhaps even sub-sentient, species."

Q looked at him.

"Jim, you don't have to get personal!"

Kirk grabbed Q's chair by the arms and grinned right in his face.

"You ain't seen nothin' yet!"

The others all wondered at Kirk's tactics, but Saavik did not. She just smiled.

Kirk kept right on.

"Are the unnamed entities whose total destruction Saavik will cause close allies of The Q?"

Q now grew indignant.

"Of Course Not! Those idiots haven't even mastered the simple concept of linear time. They waste whole eternities plotting their revenge on those long-winded, pedantic Proph-----"

He stopped, and sneered.

"Nice try, Jim. Oh, you almost got me. But not quite. The threat your little girl poses is to all beings who spend much of their lives in non-corporeal form."

Kirk shrugged, having twice pressed Q's buttons.

"Yet you called her a necessary evil. Many threats to one group are needed weapons to another. So just what is she neccesary for?"

Q thought he was ready, this time.

"Again...classified. We of The Continuum are now prepared to deal with that threat ourselves. Don't pump up her fragile ego, Kirk. It was all a roll of the dice. We no longer need her. We no longer need either of th......"

The entity was being played, and played well. This infuriated him.

"Always the cheater, eh Jim? Let's dispense with the formalities, shall we?"

Two ancient electric chairs appeared, and Jim and Saavik were quickly seated in them. But the girl just looked up.

"This is why Daddy attacked you, instead of defending me. Because you planned to kill me, all along. This hearing was a farce."

Q shrugged, and changed into the spitting image of an ancient vid actor named Marlon Brando, in one of his most famous roles. Sulu recalled that while he had read the books by Puzo, he had never bothered with the ancient vids, even when remastered in Holo.

"I assure you, its nothing personal. Just business. Simple self-preservation, that's all. These things–they just kind of happen, every ten million years or so. Clears out the dark matter.”

He changed back to his standard humanoid form.

“By the way--why DO you call him 'Daddy'? Human girls your age very often settle on something else--particularly for an absentee, adoptive parent."

She looked at Jim.

"He is not who I originally wanted as my adoptive father. But to Spock, I represent Vulcan's shame, the rape of Vulcans by Romulans on Hellguard."

Spock found, even on the verge of losing her forever, he could not tell her that he had been the unnamed Vulcan taken to Hell guard. That he in fact was her father. But the Romulans there had broken him all too well. They were experts at that, as were, on occasion, their distant cousins.

Saavik kept on.

"I am not who he wanted as an adoptive child. Peter Kirk is dead. I accept now that we who lived needed each other, and that we always will. But that need has evolved into love. James Kirk is my name, and my house. I want him to continue being a Captain. He is physically absent, but never from my heart. I love my Daddy. That is all."

Q shook his head.

"Not a very Vulcan sentiment."

She shook her head.

"Oddly, I have never felt more Vulcan. Release him, Q. I am the threat. Not my Daddy."

Q tsked.

"I'd like to. But Jim is a uniquely obsessed individual. If he only knew who killed his mother and....nephew....he would start a war like even we've never seen. If we let him live, he'd come after the Q, somehow. Of that I'm certain. Ha-heh–he might even win!"

Kirk nodded.

"You're Damned Right I Would. Or Should I Say--Will? Being dead will only give me more time to ensure that your eternity is pure hell."

Freezing the crew behind him, Q began to build up his energies.

"False Bravado is unbecoming, Jim. Now, boys and girls---its dying time."

Two beams fired out from Q's fingers, and struck their targets, dead-on. The entity then gasped.

"That's----impossible!!"

The targets were not destroyed. Q stared at his fingers.

"The Continuum is with me. No power is acting to prevent us....."

This time, Q raised up both his opened palms.
"A mere slip. This should take care of things. And by things, I mean this entire sector. The Divine Wind-Wave-Strike is rather hard to control. Funny. I almost have the urge to yell out my attack. But even I’m not that flashy."

But when the next bright flash was done, Saavik and Jim were still in one piece. Having nothing left to lose, Kirk taunted Q from his electric chair.

"The Q--masters of this and that. So very far above us poor, stinking bipedal types. And one little girl has stopped you cold."

Q sneered.

"Jim--show some grace before dying. Please stop being so boringly over dramatic."

He began to glow.

"I'm tapping directly into the power of all Q, everywhere, this time. There'll be no protection, now."

But as the power-wave went forward, a giant hand made of energy grasped the cosmic trickster up. Jim and Saavik were released, and the crew unfrozen.

"Kirk---help me!!"

Jim held his adoptive daughter, and just said a few simple words.

"Case Dismissed. Q---Get Off My Ship."

The hand and Q both vanished. Kirk looked around.

"Does anyone have any idea who sent that hand?"

When no one answered that question, Uhura asked her former lover one.

"Captain, why don't you log this in? I'll look after Saavik. She and I need to catch up on old times."

Kirk smiled. The woman with the figure that didn't stop had a heart twice as lovely, and it had just found room for another needy child. He hoped that this would make Peter's spirit happy.

Later, Saavik looked out the viewport in the Observation Lounge. Uhura had found the 13 year-old's exuberance heartening.

"Sry Nyta? Did the energy from the hand that took Q feel at all familiar?"

Nyota said nothing. But the energies had indeed felt---friendly. Even beloved.

There was a reason for this.

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THE Q CONTINUUM

Q shrugged.

"I never wanted the damned assignment in the first place. I mean, a 13-year old Vulcan? Please."

The elder Q nodded.

"It is just as well you failed. Our lines have broken. The project to contain The Ancient Destroyer has failed, and now it surely knows of our existence. The sins of the fathers can no more be evaded by such as we than it is by mortals. What they created destroyed them, and it will destroy us."

Q asked it bluntly.

"Who....intervened? Who is even capable of defying all of us at once? I mean, besides–ya know?"

The elder gestured, and showed .

"Him? Even like that? Damn, Jim. You beat me anyway. Or your loins did."

The image was of a young human male in a cryogenic coffin. His latent power had reached out to protect those he loved best. Just as one day, his full power would join with that of Saavik's to act as a different kind of executioner. That to a three-headed dragon the size of a large planet, and an evil that blanked whole galaxies.

In three years, the long sleep of Peter Kirk would end.

THE END
 
Title : Down Through The Circles

Author : ‘Goji’ Rob Morris

Series : The TOS-based AU, The Ancient Destroyer Cycle

Type : Character/Flashback/Infiltration

Characters : Sarek, Saavik, others

Part : 1/? (Likely 5)

Rating : PG13

Summary : In 2268, Captain Kirk’s nephew and adopted son Peter vanished from his home in Iowa and was presumed killed. In 2278, Captain Kirk’s adopted daughter Saavik undertakes to recover Peter, who may or may not be a figure of prophecy, and who is held by the corrupt upper echelon of Starfleet Command itself. As she enters a hell on Earth, Saavik recalls her past and how it may not be her brother who truly needs saving. In the meantime, Sarek is keeping several things secret. Is one of them a concern about his health?

“They cry in the dark, so you cant see their tears; They hide in the light, so you cant see their fears; Forgive and forget, all the while; Love and pain become one and the same
In the eyes of a wounded child; Because hell; Hell is for children” - Pat Benatar




Down Through The Circles
by Rob Morris

THE PAST - 2269

I was about to receive what the other children called ‘The Drill’–again. I was their favorite target, to the point even the worst bullies gave me food out of sympathy. I knew what the drill really was. Despite my eyes being closed shut tight, I knew. I had deprived at least ten of the guards of theirs, to the point that even a favored target could be passed over, at least sometimes. But always they returned, catching and binding me first. I was not yet seven years old, and yet I knew what rape was, even better than the other children on Hellguard. Its Romulan name was Gh’drh. Its name was that of the mythical Ancient Destroyer Of Worlds.

My father named me Saavik, while a bound and helpless captive, dazed captive and yet willing lover of the cruel woman who bore me, as a sign of her power. My name refers to the stone that he was bound to, the one thing that had never betrayed him, on that cold cruel world. He held me only once, but poured what was left of his spirit into me, and let me know that, however I had come to be, I was loved by at least one, always and forever. But my father was now long dead, or it was whispered, he had escaped, and lived as the right hand of an even greater man feared by all cruel and petty beings. Though, I could never remember where I heard these particular whispers. Perhaps even a child on a dungeon world needs to believe in fairy tales.

Somehow, life was always just cruel enough to remind us of that fact, to never let us become inured to deprivation and depredation. That made it all the harder for me to believe that things would get worse after they had gotten better. Worse, as always, is a relative term. The guards sometimes used us for target practice. Once, despite my admonitions, little T’Shura stood up from behind a rock, distracted by the bisected body of would be-bully T’aik as it flew by. The little one’s head was cleanly vaporized, and her body fell at my feet. She was not yet five. On the day that I finally left that place, I saw her out of the corner of my eye, playing happily in a great city. It was only then I finally managed to cry for her, and for the little bully torn apart by ones far greater.

When that day came, a guard prepared to make me ‘pay’ for some imagined slight, a sign of how much they hated being there. Yet someone else made him pay–and more. He was in a golden tunic with dark pants, and as he alternately pounded on the guard and taunted him with ‘You’re Not Fighting A Child, This Time!’, I would have never known that both I and the guard outclassed him in terms of raw strength. I rejoiced, not at the end of my captivity, but at the imminent return of my father. For surely this was the king he served with, the man described in the whispers I now knew to be real. When he removed his outer tunic, I was briefly fearful, til he placed it on me. I knew not of shame or modesty, but I knew of cold, and I knew that this king had favored the child of his good right hand. A hand that then made its first appearance, or so I thought.

“Captain, we have more time than initially believed before Romulan reinforcements arrive, but there is a message from Starfleet Command.”

“My head or my privates, Spock? Which do they want?”

“I must assume, sir–that they want it all. You have given them a prime excuse to act against you.”

“If Komack wants them, I guess I can’t blame him. He gave everything he had to the Hall a long time ago.”

“You refer, as always, to his refusal to allow young Peter to live on board the Enterprise.”

I briefly wondered who ‘Peter’ was, but before that, my heart leapt to see the Vulcan. The one who had given me the means to survive that awful place, til he could retrieve me at last.

“Sra! SRA! SRAAAAAA!!!”

My embrace and shouts of ‘Father’ put Mister Spock well off his mark. Then he put me off mine.

“You are wrong, little one. I am not your father. Captain, her rampant emotions, while understandable, cause me great discomfort. I will see to the interrogation of the surviving guards.”

At his simple but clear rejection, I began to wail, as powerful arms held me tight and a tender voice told me “Its all right. You’ll see. Everything’s finally going to be all right.”

Through my grief, I could barely hear this man, who had literally given me the shirt off his back, and, who, before the year was done, would give an unwanted orphan, an embarrassment to two worlds, the greatest gift possible. Captain James T. Kirk gave me his name, and that of his late mother, a woman he mourned despite her immense difficulties. In time, I would call him Uncle, and even ‘Daddy’. But for then and there, I hated him, because of who he was not, and could never be. It was a very long time before I chose to believe that Spock spoke the truth about not being my father.

It was an even longer time before I realized that I understood all their words when I had never heard an ounce of Federation Standard before that day.

THE PRESENT - 2278, VULCAN CONSULATE IN SAN FRANCISCO

While primally a diplomat, Sarek was also not known for using art in saying what needed to be said, when the time for action at last eclipsed the need for preparatory words.

“There are no transporters that can, in and of themselves, reach down to the area where Peter Kirk is held. He is not heavily guarded, nor really, is he guarded at all. This derives from two harsh facts. The first is, that, in the unlikely event he should awaken and escape, there is no force that could hold him. Also a factor is that guards must be at least partially informed about what it is they guard. It is not in Admiralty Hall’s interests to have their captive’s identity known to any but their utmost elite. ”

Saavik again fought back such questions as how Sarek knew these things.

“What is the second harsh fact, Father?”

“There are no turbolifts that descend to where he is kept. There are no stairs, per se. Starting from what is publicly known to be their lower-most sub-basement, there exist fifty lower levels, made using stratus-forming technology well beyond what they have allowed the public to know of. These are accessed only by a series of sloping walkways. One level leads directly into another. It is designed to make descent a hardship and ascent a near-impossibility.”

Saavik Brianna Kirk attempted to emulate her adoptive father. She managed only the tone.

“So I will be facing impossible odds, exponentially stacked against an intruder like myself. Sounds like fun.”

Sarek ignored this.

“You will need to plant a series of transporter booster devices as you descend. You and they must not be noticed. Despite my prior words, merely freeing young Peter may not be enough. The lag time between his awakening and his recovery is an unknown that will inevitably play into the hands of his captors, and perhaps make them your captors as well. This cannot be permitted.”

Saavik abandoned her attempt at levity.

“Father?”

Sarek rose, and did the unthinkable. He embraced the granddaughter he could not identify as such. He then looked deeply into her eyes.

“My logic concerning my children has always been of a compromised nature. This has not changed. Age only makes it more apparent that, on occasion, this must be demonstrated without worries about decorum. Now, Saavik-kam–are you prepared?”

She viewed the device he offered her with trepidation.

“This will truly change me?”

“Your outward appearance, and any scans made of your DNA with a portable device. You will be in a den of the worst sort of xenophobes, and a member of the species they hold in special contempt, their dealings with T’Pring aside. This is neccesary.”

“This is Iconian technology? Part of Doctor Archer’s ‘Red Shift’?”

Sarek now took on a look as grave as his previous one had been tender. Truly for the first time, Saavik wondered if something was wrong with him.
“Doctor Archer, I am reliably told, was an honorable man extorted into ‘discovering’ that ‘lost cache’ of ‘Iconian’ technology. But whatever the true origin of these specialized nanoprobes, they are not Iconian. Professor Taoru Uhura has proven this in papers that, tellingly, stalled his career.”

Saavik had never met her ‘Aunt Nyta’s’ parents. She hoped that she would live to alter that fact, and to introduce them to the adopted grandson they had also never met. She contained her fear, and activated the nanoprobe injector. Had the hive mind that once controlled all such technology not been made extinct by the Ancient Destroyer, it might have been dangerous. But the Borg were merely among many great powers the Federation would never encounter.

“How do I look, Father?”

Her hair had lightened considerably. Her face was now, more than ever, the younger face of his beloved Amanda. He nodded, and tried to avoid smiling.

“So...Human.”

Still, he inspected all her features, not merely the obvious markers. He then bid her let him cut her. As hoped, the blood was the red of an iron-based system, not the green of a copper one.

“You are prepared. My final instructions to you : Use your special talents only if you must. This is the sort of enemy that you may only surprise once. Live Long And Prosper, Saavik Kirk.”

“I will do this, and I will return with my brother. Peace And Long Life To You, and to Mother as well. Uncle Jim tends to make his own peace and prosperity, so I will instead wish some of his luck to myself.”

Saavik transported to a pre-arranged site out of anyone’s view, in line with the plans they had made. Once alone in his private offices, Sarek saw his right hand begin to shake. He was minutes in calming it, and was an hour more in calming his upset over seeing this.

“No..please. I am a young man. It is too soon. It is too SOOOOONNN!!!”

Once he was certain of his calm, Sarek made a note to order a new vidscreen, to replace the one he had just shattered.
 
Title : Down Through The Circles

Author : ‘Goji’ Rob Morris

Series : The TOS-based AU, The Ancient Destroyer Cycle

Type : Character/Flashback/Infiltration

Characters : Sarek, Saavik, others

Part : 2/? (Likely 5 )

Rating : PG13

Summary : In 2268, Captain Kirk’s nephew and adopted son Peter vanished from his home in Iowa and was presumed killed. In 2278, Captain Kirk’s adopted daughter Saavik undertakes to recover Peter, who may or may not be a figure of prophecy, and who is held by the corrupt upper echelon of Starfleet Command itself. As she enters a hell on Earth, Saavik recalls her past and how it may not be her brother who truly needs saving. In the meantime, Sarek is keeping several things secret. Is one of them a concern about his health?

THE PAST

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2269, The USS Enterprise
“Saavik, Aunt Nyta and I were just....helping each other.”

"Can I Stay Here Tonight?"

“Aaaaaahh...sure. Of course. Always.”

I often knew full well that I was interrupting Uncle Jim and Aunt Nyta, but I did not care. I was a delight in his eyes, and I liked being that. I still do, even when I realize that this is no longer enough. Uncle Jim–Daddy–as Doctor McCoy would say, you did your damndest to save me.

I am determined to repay that debt. Before I descend fully back into the muck you found me in, your unworthy child will restore to you the son you truly loved. You gave me so much, so freely.

I recall how he struggled to teach me about Surakian wisdom. Though that wisdom would prove hollow, from him I believed every word.

"We must remember the path we have turned away from."

"We must choose to flow as water, which is scarce."

"We must choose to shift as sand, which is plentiful."

"We must choose the cold calm of the sunless places."

"We must choose the omnipresent heat of The NoonDay Forge."

"We must choose to belittle the pain of no one."

"We must choose to believe that there is no pain."

"We must strive to know true control while accepting that true control is a falsehood."

I asked a question.

"Why?"

He fell over in laughter, and then held me tenderly. He almost made me forget Spock. But Spock’s rejection was as thorough as it was anticipatory of my rejection by an entire world. Sadly, Uncle Jim was not above telling me fairy tales.

"I know you want to stay with me. So did Peter. But honey, you'll like Vulcan. There, people behave themselves, and do everything according to what best makes sense. They have complete control over their emotions, and they'll teach you how to control yours. There's no misery there, and no loneliness. People care for others, and no one has to say that they do, because its just a given. For Vulcans, a half-smile means delight. A chuckle means guffaws of laughter. So long as you obey the laws, they protect you. No one is cruel. Its all based on logic."

No, Daddy. You are logical, as are Sri Sarek and Sra Amanda. But Vulcan, and the rest of the universe, can stew in its own corruption, or it can burn. Either way, I am past enduring. The compact you spoke of is long past broken, and I am past enduring. I will retrieve my brother, and then his sister will vanish in the night. My hope has already done so. For that is what Vulcan taught me.


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THE PRESENT

2278, STARFLEET ACADEMY DETENTION FACILITY

The Cadet-Master stood over the seated girl, shaking his head.

“Do you have any idea what happens to cadets that strike at one of the elite?”

She looked up with the same glare she had once given T’Pring’s niece T’Nanc.

“I’m not a cadet! Your precious guidance counselors claimed I wasn’t *enlightened* enough.”

The confident-looking young man seemed to hear something he liked.

“What answer didn’t the xenophiles like?”

Saavik shrugged, a disinterested one that was the only thing she actually had to practice. The rest of the act came from her life.

“I called Vulcans, and I quote, the biggest bunch of hypocrites in the universe, and nothing to be admired or worshiped. Now, I’m no fan of James ‘Tomcat’ Kirk, but ya know, he adopted one of the little pointy rugrats, and she gives him a hug, and all of a sudden, to hear the pointys ruckus’ you’d think that Doomsday Machine was over Mount Selene!”

“Seleya. Its Mount Seleya.”

The bigot was correcting her. This could only mean good things. Her Human appearance was one thing. Selling it was another.

“Whatever. They strut and preen, masters of all, but a kid acts like a kid, and they’re apocalyptic.”

“Apoplectic, but maybe you were right the first time. Look, do you know why that loser hit on you?”

“He was horny, and I’m hot?”

She recalled crewmen aboard the Enterprise joking like that. It was a little less natural than expressing her anger.

“Sort-of. See, he barely made the cut as Cadet-Master. He had the zeal, but not the hitting power. When the little people rise up, you need a firm hand to bring them back down. A hand he never had, and never will.”

“Except in his locked bedroom, right? Wait–did you send him out just to get slammed down?”

“You’re crude, but bright. So you don’t love the alien, and you like to hit things, and the Academy brown-noses tried to make you ashamed to be Human. You want his place?”

She smiled.

“No. Not his place. If it’s a choice between that and prison, I’d rather be at the bottom of an openly hostile totem pole than one that talks rules but is basically the same as stir.”

He leaned close to her.

“Then how about the Palace? I can place you in the Hall itself. Now, it would only be the lobby guard, but prove yourself there, and...”

“I’ll take it.”

He placed his hand on her, as if expecting payment. She giggled, but gently moved it off her.

“I once ruined a very good thing by playing that game too soon. The newbie is always charged with favoritism. If you actually want that, then get me in there for a while. I know how to deliver both payment and punishment.”

She almost expected to be struck, and calculated how she would react. But this proved unnecessary.

“Yeah, that’s actually wise. But when the time comes...I collect however I see fit.”

Saavik had identity chips prepared to back up everything she said, and every check they would doubtless make. Yet what struck her the most was the cosmic–or was it comic? irony of her recruitment being based on hitting, bigoted statements and slimy innuendo. Either she had been flagged by Admiralty Hall’s security already, or The Order’s power was simply so vast, they did not fear infiltration by these or any other means. She greatly feared it was the latter. But in that fear, she found hope that she could ride that overconfidence, however justified, straight down to the secret holding area of Peter Kirk.
 
Title : Tsundere And Enlightening

Author : ‘Goji’ Rob Morris

Series : The TOS-based AU, The Ancient Destroyer Cycle

Type : Young Romance mixed with AU version of canon events

Characters : Sixteen-year-old Jimmy Kirk, Thirteen-Year Old Nyota ‘Nyta’ Uhura

Rating : PG13, for teened hormones

Sequel To : Yellow Meets Red

Summary : On the run from Kodos’ forces on Tarsus Four, Jimmy and Nyta try to survive their fugitive status and each other. They find understanding and at least one other thing, as they negotiate the rough laws of young attraction.

Tsundere and Enlightening
by Rob Morris

TARSUS FOUR, 2249

Jimmy Kirk heard a cry, a cry that could only have come from his fellow fugitive, Nyta Uhura. She’d said she was going to freshen up by the lake, and he agreed to scout the perimeter for signs of Kodos’ death-squads. Against the squads, he couldn’t do very much and they both knew it. But he could grab his pretty–his very pretty-companion in one damned big hurry, then hide, run, and sweat. Like as not, all three at once.

So he ran to her, as fast as he had avoiding one of Aurelan’s tickle-fits, one of Sam’s dumb pranks, or one of Mom’s....moods. He saw her in the water, and ran out to her. Grabbing her by the shoulders, he looked her in the eyes.

“Are you all right?”

He glanced around the edges of the lake, and saw all was clear. He then glanced at her, to make certain she was not hurt. His face, among other things, began to turn red.

“Nyta, are you...?”

“How exactly, did you think I bathed?”

The naked young woman then sent her naked fist into the young man’s naked face. One instant, he had been seeing lovely brown skin. Now, two or so years before entering the Academy, Jimmy Kirk was seeing stars.

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*She has quite a punch.*

This was his first thought upon waking. He then dazedly recalled her saying as she lit the fire :

**Dammit, Jimmy! I stepped on a rock, and you use it as a cheap excuse to grab a look.**

The night was not so cold that she needed to dry him, other than covering him up with a blanket. The light was coming up in the sky, and that meant the soldiers needed to prevent escapes would be free to pursue stragglers. The bright flash of the rising sun in his eyes brought back memories of how some of those soldiers had erased his grandparents, only days before.

“Nyta, we need to get moving like, before now.”

She could grumble at him about the early wake-up call, and about him walking in on her. This need was as real as the ache his accidental peep-show had awakened. That he had lived with for years anyway, given Aurelan’s proclivity to ruthlessly tease her boyfriend’s little brother.

“C’mon, sleepy. I know that big, thick blanket you scored is a little slice, but if you don’t at least grunt in response, its coming off.”

When no such sound or even the slightest movement came, he followed through on his promise.
He again saw something that reminded him against rushing to action without at least some small forethought.

“Well, this is just...wonderful”

“Glad you think so.”

This time, it was her naked leg that caught him in the breadbasket. Deployment was delayed for fifteen or twenty minutes. He gasped out some words.

“Why were you sleeping that way?”

“I’m supposed to get my clothes all sweaty?”

For his part, Jimmy Kirk alternated between feeling like a heel and wanting to break her heel.

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She had insisted on being the one to do the recon, this time. Since it seemed like an effort to make up for the blows he’d taken, he agreed. But now, she’d been gone long enough that he became worried. So he went up over the rise–and once again got a rise out of them both. She had been shaking out her shirt, and turned suddenly as he approached.

“Dammit, Jimmy...”

With a look of raw fury on his face, he blocked her slap, and then her attempt to punch him square in the nose. When her knee began to move, he shook his head.

“I think you’re smart as a whip, and pretty as hell. But if that knee finds its target, you won’t use it again!”

She looked him straight in the eyes.

“I hate you!”

He turned away, the first signs of hurt showing on his face.

“I’m not looking for a show, Nyta. I’m looking to keep us alive. This is a war zone, and you’re worried about sweat and dirt, and whether a fool with poor timing is ogling you! Well, he is. But you know what he’s more worried about? Seeing your head on a damned pike, or maybe not even having that much left of you. They said this nightmare Kodos started was about a food crisis, but there was no food crisis. That means something else is going on, and that those soldiers out there aren’t good people doing a harsh job, just obeying orders. It means they’re killers, and they seem to like what they’re doing very, very much. You can’t keep leaving yourself this vulnerable.”

Nyta Uhura, at least on the surface, maintained her indignation.

“So that’s why you keep peeping? You’re my survival teacher?”

“No. I’m just an idiot. Did you see anybody?”

His shift back to business was a dodge, but she welcomed it.

“The cordon on the cities must be pretty tight. Are you sure they’re even looking for us?”

It was a question that he himself had asked.

“For us? Maybe not, our new notoriety aside. But we have no weapons, and if even one patrol with a weapon or three spies us before we spy them, its all done.”

Her tone was now matter of fact.

“I am filthy, and I am going to bathe in the pond nearby. Can you give me privacy?”

“Can you not take too long, or cry out unless you mean it?”

“What the hell kind of question is that?”

“One I’m asking.”

“Can you announce yourself?”

“To you, or to the attacker that finds you?”

“Go to hell, Jimmy Kirk.”

“Seek help, Nyta Uhura.”

He went down the rise again, and sat himself down. This time, nothing short of a full-throated scream was going to summon him. No such scream came, so he merely sat in one place, stewed, and was alternately miserable and horny, when he wasn’t being both at the same time.

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Ponds, lakes and streams abounded in the undeveloped areas of Tarsus Four. It was not for nothing that some colonists wanted it to be renamed New Minnesota. Development plans for these areas had been slow. Even the most rapacious interests wanted to keep this natural splendor, whether it was built around or left alone. In the waters of one of them, a beautiful young woman bathed and was generally as bad off as her young male companion of about a week.

*I shouldn’t have hit him. I shouldn’t even be doing this. But I feel so cut off. Have I been setting myself up to be seen? The lake was one thing. The blanket was dumb, though. Suppose it had just come off in my sleep? Lord, you took me from a bad vacation and plunged me straight into a nightmare. On the other hand, I ditched a bitchy, selfish, traitor of a cousin I never liked for a boy I think I could really, really like. Maybe to the point of being big stupid, and I mean THE big stupid. Give me strength.*

She could end that problem in a heartbeat, she knew. If Jimmy was contemplating asking a sixteen-year-old young woman for her intimate company, he was likely honorable enough to not even broach the thought with a thirteen-year-old girl. She was not at all sure if she would like crossing that line so early, no matter how old she now felt, as the chase wore on and wore on them. But she liked the possibility that it could happen. That she liked a lot. As a later dear friend would comment when rejected by a difficult betrothed, possibility and reality were often very different things, especially where relationships were involved.

“Jimmy, not again....”

But the noise she heard this time was not the ambitious farmboy from Iowa, and her heart froze as the harsh wisdom of his words at last took hold.

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“Jimmy?”

He had fallen asleep sitting down. He looked up.

“Hey, you all right?”

In her arms was a small boy, not yet seven.

“He came up on me while I was bathing.”

“Did you hit him?”

“Funny man. No, he’s not even old enough to know what he saw–that is, if his eyes had really been open. He dragged himself here. Jimmy–there’s the ashen handprint of an adult on his back. I think it’s a woman’s.”

Jimmy took him from Nyta, and made sure to smile broadly at the waking child.

“What’s your name, pal?”

“Kevin, sir. Kevin Riley.”

“Kevin? Are there soldiers behind you?”

“No, sir. I lost them a long way back. But my Mommy said to keep going as long and as far as I could. My Mommy said—“

The boy could no longer speak, and he cried himself to sleep. Nyta covered him with her blanket.

“Nyta? Which one of us will take him tonight?”

She shook her head.

“Its probably better to let him choose. If he got any treatment like I–like we–got, then, even if he got away in time, it could be he doesn’t want anyone touching him, just now.”

He nodded, shaken by the thought of their near-misses, but grateful for her smarts, and just her presence.

“Listen, I’m...”

She covered his mouth with her own, gave a light kiss, then pulled back before he or she could go further.

“We are in a war zone. A little skin–or a lot of it–shouldn’t matter when we’re watching each other’s backs–or even drooling over backsides.”

“I wasn’t drooling!”

“Who said I was talking about you?”

She kept on, despite mutual smiles and blushes.

“Jimmy, did look–you know–alright?”

It took him a few seconds to catch her meaning. He took her hand.

“You have to ask that?”

She nodded.

“Yeah. This past summer, I moved from geek to wellll--goddess with no warning. Boys I’d been friends with suddenly couldn’t speak around me. Girls officially started hating me. Including ones in both cases two or three grades up. I was shocked to have you see my body. But I also felt like you might be judging me.”

She pointed at her chest.

“I went from feeling like a human being to feeling like a walking cartoon. I mean, were you looking at me, or at...”

He took one finger, and play-slapped her left cheek.

“You can be pretty stupid, too. If I were a creep or a monster, don’t you think it would have come out by now? If all I cared about was seeing you naked, I could have come up with a thousand bullshit excuses, and I could sell them when I have to. You are...stunning. And if I said there was one aspect of you I liked more than another, then I’d be a dirty liar. You actually managed to cook some of the things I found–scrounged–to eat. You found us blankets. If you think the only amazing thing about you is measured by D, then you deserve an F Minus.”

She smiled a very broad smile. Whether he was sincere or just the greatest manure vendor in history, he did indeed know how to sell it.

“Jimmy–when do we do that hitting back you talked about?”

“We start tomorrow. I–have a plan. I just hope I also have a clue. By the way–I have a friend–a guy who sort-of went through the male equivalent of what you talked about. He enjoyed the attention–up to a point. But he described it almost just the way you did, after a while.”

“How would anyone–errr–be able to tell, in his case?”

“Locker room rumors, and a girl dared by her friends to pull down gym shorts, to prove them.”

“You know what, Jimmy?”

She put a finger against his chest.

“Friend–you’re not as good a manure salesman as you think.”

He shrugged.

“I was afraid it would sound like bragging.”

“If you were, I’ll find out for certain when you bathe. No more leaving each other’s sight. And yes–you do need to bathe.”

Kirk looked over at Kevin Riley, then again at Uhura.

“This is going very fast, isn’t it? I think we need a line. Maybe–no kissy-face or ya know, til Starfleet retakes the colony?”

She marveled at his strength, and wished it were her own.

“That sounds like a good idea–especially since, with Kevin using my blanket, we’ll need to double up in yours.”

He nodded, and lay down with his back to her. Soon, he was asleep. Nyta looked down, and saw his well-developed arms.

“Sorry, Jimmy. Just one.”

She squeezed at his left upper arm, giggling until she heard a noise.

“Who, what....?”

Out of pure reflex born of a difficult childhood, Jimmy’s arm caught Nyta full in the face, knocking her silly. Jimmy woke and moved her back into place, grateful not to wake her in turn.

“She must have fallen out. God, she’s so cute...”

With her figure and face very much on his mind, Jimmy tried to go back to sleep.

**Lord, Give Me Strength**
 
Title : The Back Way

Author : Rob Morris

Series : The TOS-based AU, The Ancient Destroyer Cycle

Type : Short character piece

Characters : Aurelan, Sam and Peter Kirk

Rating : PG13, for implied child abuse

Summary : The corruption of the Ancient Destroyer Universe has made the adults on Deneva 3 into mockeries of good parenting, and rendered their children like kettles on a long slow boil. Jim Kirk’s nephew Peter is on the edge, ready to openly rebel against a loathsome system. Nearly clueless, Sam and Aurelan must find a way to prevent this. Parents don’t realize what they’re doing, and a boy doesn’t realize who and what he truly is. Brace for impact.


The Back Way
by Rob Morris

EARTH COLONY DENEVA 3, 2264

Breakfast was made, and the lunches were prepared. Garbage was disposed of, and all eating-ware recycled. The water was set for a day and a quarter supply, and there was enough stored heat for the showers and baths those who didn’t have to work for a living.

*Don’t be bitter. You’ve got this whole mess down, and they have nothing left to add on.*

After several more checks, he began to depart, knowing he would not get out unchallenged.

“Hey—“

“Hey, yourself. Look, its all done, and we both know I check things you two haven’t even thought of, just yet. I have to go.”

“Wait—“

But he was gone, and she had no way of stopping him. No way at all.

*I wish I was still dusting nightstalkers, back in California. They at least feared me.*

Not that there had been a real need for her kind, not since Miss Stuck-Up Legend had done her thing, early in the 21st Century. Aurelan Sorel Kirk was once again feeling superfluous, and so ate her breakfast. The boy was a good cook, after all, as well as a good maid. She was the envy of every other parent on Deneva, and they were the envy of her and Sam Kirk. Their children would be too weak and dependent to rebel for quite some time to come. In Peter’s case, she could almost smell the mutiny on his breath.

“Ummm–wasn’t I supposed to lecture him, too?”

Sam emerged from his workshop, looking for the boy they called their son. That is, he was the boy they *called* their son. There were so many lies involved in that label, it hurt even the plotters of those lies to think about it.

“He bypassed me. He’s been doing that, lately. We’re going to need a new control mechanism.”

Sam nodded, but wondered what the hell was left, short of having the kid build them another house. Life had been good, since three-year-old Peter had returned, all those years ago, from a survival course the ‘family guardian’ -now there was a freakin’ euphemism- had put him on. Sam and Aurelan had quickly reasoned that, if he knew how to cook and clean for himself, then maybe he could do more. And so he had, ever since. Just not for much longer, they both knew.

*What he is was not meant to be controlled. Only the girl could control him, and she never will. For she loves him.*

It had been 2262, and Aurelan had flatly demanded of ‘Jaia Littel’ that she tell her who this girl was.

*She is close to being born, on a Romulan colony they will deny exists, even as we speak.*

Aurelan hated Romulans, including of course, her own father, Tasorel, now Thomas Sorel. Not always a deep thinker, Aurelan failed to see the corollary in that hatred.

“Carol called. She wants to incorporate my design for the acre-wide terraformers I made into some project of hers.”

Carol Marcus would gladly communicate with fellow scientist Sam Kirk, while avoiding his younger brother, the father of her child, like the plague.

*Jimmy won’t play your game, will he, Carol? He won’t give up the final frontier, even though he agreed to every other demand you laid down, no questions asked. You don’t like him for that, Nyta Uhura because she has his heart, and me? Carol, you don’t like me because, when it comes to the sons of James Tiberius Kirk–you little bitch, I beat you to the punch. You gave birth to a genius, and I gave birth to a Prince Of The Universe.*

“Relly? I have the software to track him.”

She sighed. Doing this would take away from her occult studies, but those were going nowhere, anyway. The boy needed to be tracked.

“Set it up, then get back to your work. And honey? Try to get a really clear voice-print of her. I already have locks of her hair, nail clippings from the Academy and some bloodied water from David’s birth. Carol is and remains a good person to have contingencies prepared for.”

Some small part of Aurelan hoped that Peter would not become as much like his mother as she had become like hers. In fact, Peter would become a lot like his mother. He just wouldn’t be anything like Aurelan. She started up the tracking program.

Her eyes quickly went wide.

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Once outside their home, Peter made for what he always called ‘the back wall’, separating the colony’s capitol city from the undeveloped, still heavily forested areas. He got some small joy from the ease with which he leaped it, though he still needed to catch the top edge with his right hand to complete the jump. The first few times, it had seemed like this immense, gigantic obstacle no mere mortal could even hope to get over. Now, those thoughts seemed those of a little boy still stuck in ‘magical thinking’. If it were such a superhuman feat, then how did a nine-year-old kid manage it? No, it was just an ordinary wall, jumped by an ordinary kid, in an ordinary place.

*I wonder what kind of walls–and other stuff–Uncle Jim sees? Does Aunt Nyta get jealous when the space-ladies make eyes at him?*

That was the life he wanted. A life of adventure, like Uncle Jim had. Like Lucas’s Farmboy Messiah, who even redeemed his evil Dad. Like the legends of the Slayer, the one Mom always denounced as ‘ruining everything’. The sole exception to his hero worship, real and imagined, was Mary Sue Johnson, heroine of the ‘First Teen In Space’ novels. Like its original author, Peter felt they should have pushed her out of the airlock in the first story. The last thing a crew of heroes needed was some kid who could do things better than them, or things none of them could.

He was making good time, not getting winded at all in his dead run through the forest, then to the path leading to the school’s back wall. Peter often wondered why no one else took this path. He had tried to describe it a few times, but everyone thought he was joking or lying, so he didn’t mention it ever again.

He made the leap easily–the school’s wall was barely half as high as the one nearer his home, though they were working on raising it higher. As he passed over, he saw the usual crew of his classmates doing just that, hired out when their younger siblings were able to do the housework.

“Cutting it close, guys. Can’t talk.”

The girl mixing the mortar stared at Peter as he went to class. Theirs didn’t start until 10AM, owing to their work schedule.

“Were you there when he was shot by that crazy?”

The boy moving the bricks, who fancied the mortar-girl, but couldn’t dream of violating the ‘kids-stay-kids’ laws to make good on that fancy, liked talking with her, at least. Just not about this.

“You mean, was I there when the top of his head got taken off by a 20th-Century rifle? Yeah. I was there for that, and I was there when his head put itself back together, and he got up from a pool of his own blood, like he’d just fought off a bad cold.”

They did not talk any further that morning. They did, on occasion, look up at the wall and shudder.

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Peter arrived home, and began dinner. Sloppy Joe night was always the easiest to make for, and not that hard to clean up, once you knew what to set up.
“Peter?”

“Yeah?”

He had nearly stopped addressing them by parental title. It wasn’t open rebellion, but it still stung.

*The kind of thing Jim would do*, Aurelan thought.

“What way did you take to school today?”

“Why?”

“Just answer me.”

“No.”

The word had been said plainly, and without a hint of petulance. But its meaning was clear.

“Well, why not?”

The boy never turned from his cooking as he responded.

“Because its mine. Not yours. Not the teachers. Not the oh-so solicitous peace officers. I don’t have time off, except when Uncle Jim comes. I have this, and its mine, and its not yours.”

“We’ll discuss this.”

“We can discuss it all you like. Call in Sarek Of Vulcan to mediate the whole thing. I’ve heard Granpa Tom say he knows him. And after we discuss it, my way of getting to places stays mine.”

He looked at her, and the eyes she saw were not her own. They were those of a woman the boy called Aunt.

“Or have you learned how to cook and clean, now?”

Backing away, Aurelan realized that maybe a part of her did reside in the boy, after all. Just not the part she wanted. Inside Sam’s workshop, she shook her head.

“Sam, we need that control mechanism in place, and soon.”

Sam stroked his moustache, first grown, tellingly, after the accident that had sterilized him.

“The chips never take. His immune system just gobbles them up.”

She raised a hand in the air, and began to shake it.

“Sam, he jumped over two walls better than forty feet tall, and raced over fifty miles off the beaten path, and still got to school in less than an hour! So far, he hasn’t figured out what he is. That can’t last.”

He nodded. Just letting this situation end was no longer in them, even if the other parents would have tolerated it.

“What do you need me to do?”

She thought upon it.

“Give him lessons in ancient music. It’ll seem like fun.”

“And this does what?”

It was her turn to channel her brother-in-law.

“I have a plan.”

While Sam gained a brief engagement with a boy practically a stranger to him, Aurelan enacted her plan. The lessons were meant to be as much a distraction to Sam as to Peter. When he found out, he would be furious.

“Dear Jim : Sam and I have finally decided to expand our family. We would, of course, want the baby to Peter’s full brother, so maybe we can work out a meeting somewhere. Please respond quickly, as we are anxious to get this going....”

She added all manner of gentle chit-chat and innuendo, and answers to possible objections. Her plan was a good one. It would harm neither child, and it would finally make use of her occult studies.

“The younger shall act as a binding upon the elder....works for me!”

And that was, perhaps, the very saddest part of all. Deneva’s day of reckoning would occur twenty years earlier than any other world, and its people would be found wanting.
 
Title : Down Through The Circles

Author : ‘Goji’ Rob Morris

Series : The TOS-based AU, The Ancient Destroyer Cycle

Type : Character/Flashback/Infiltration

Characters : Sarek, Saavik, others

Part : 3/5

Rating : PG13

Summary : In 2268, Captain Kirk’s nephew and adopted son Peter vanished from his home in Iowa and was presumed killed. In 2278, Captain Kirk’s adopted daughter Saavik undertakes to recover Peter, who may or may not be a figure of prophecy, and who is held by the corrupt upper echelon of Starfleet Command itself. As she enters a hell on Earth, Saavik recalls her past and how it may not be her brother who truly needs saving. In the meantime, Sarek is keeping several things secret. Is one of them a concern about his health?


Down Through The Circles
by Rob Morris


THE PAST, 2270
They greeted me with eyes full of wonder. They are polite to this thing of no-house, and they act as though they truly want me here. I shall always hold Mother Amanda and Father Sarek - Sra and Sri - as dearly in my heart as I hold Uncle Jim-Daddy. Even the supposedly dour and grim Sarek treats me as though I were his own child.

“T’Pau has called you ‘the unfortunate child’. But you are fortunate, Saavik. As are I and my wife. It is our pleasure to have you here.”

“Sarek is right, Honey. We don’t care what your name is, young lady, we’ll never turn you away.”

If only all my life could have been as that first year after Hellguard. But whether I knew it or not, I had enemies.

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The events of that first day at school stay with me. At both Sri and Uncle’s urging, I had modified my looser manner of talking into what Jim called a ‘Vulcan isotope’, something more formal than formal. It was the task of other Vulcans to accept me. It was my job to make myself as acceptable as I could muster. It was explained to me as a social contract. Both Daddy and Sri noted, each in their own way, that their own acceptance of me was unconditional. Poor Father Sarek. He at times seemed to be trying to make up for the dismissal I received from the rest of his planet, even to his grandmother, T’Pau.

“How goes your first day, Saavik of No-House?”

I thought it odd that I had been warned to stay clear of T’Pring’s nieces, T’Akih, T’Hrka and T’Mhya. I thought it even odder when I heard whispers among schoolmates that T’Pring’s brother, father to all three girls, had been ordered to produce as many children as possible, so that T’Pring herself would not be sidelined by pregnancy. I even heard–let us just say it was worse, far worse. I asked Mother Amanda why T’Pring was so lowly regarded, and not just by Spock’s family. Was she not a pioneer for the rights of women on Vulcan? No, I was told. There were such pioneers, seeking to expunge from the books laws that still allowed even a man as gentle as Sri Sarek to mutilate a disobedient wife or female child. T’Pring and what Mother called her ‘drama queen’ antics at the bonding ceremony should not be counted among those women. For T’Pring, the mantra was not IDIC, nor was it Peace And Long Life. Hers was a mantra my rapist birth-mother would have understood. *Its About Power.*

“It goes well enough, daughters of House Setekh. Thank you for your concern.”

As I ate my lunch, I rightly doubted their concern for me. I wrongly thought, however, that this lack of concern was also indifference. They were not indifferent to my fate. Like the man I embarrassingly can never settle on a title for, they had a plan. But Daddy’s plans saved lives. Their plans ruined them. They would ruin mine. Yet like all such things, they needed me to make the first move, and that is exactly what I did.

“Does it go so well? That boy empties your food tray, even now. Does he mean you to starve?”

Damn them, doubly damn their weakling and possibly perverted father, thrice damn their Uncle Stonn, and damn down to Hell T’Pring. For she knew exactly how to push the buttons of a girl for whom food once meant life itself. I should not have reacted the way I did. Vulcan was not Hellguard. I had eaten that morning, and would eat again that night. Logic should have told me all that.

“NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!”

I seized the boy, whose name was Solon, and held him against the wall. With the other arm, I broke one of his like it was cardboard. I had contemplated ripping it out of his socket. His whimpering words took only seconds, though, to penetrate my maddened brain.

“But they had said-that–you had finished your meal, and had—aaahhh–forgotten to clear your tray.”

There was laughter behind me. I knew then, and felt still greater rage. But also, I remembered being warned about T’Pring. If this was her idea–and it would prove to be–then would she sacrifice her brother’s children, to prove I was a savage? That I imagined she would was the only thing that kept them from being so sacrificed. I turned to a stunned-silent class monitor.

“You must seek medical attention for him, and custody, for myself. I will not resist, nor move from this spot until you do.”

Upon analysis, it was shown in my favor that I had thought of another’s well-being first, my other actions aside. But those actions, taken in front of the whole school, marked me as nothing else could.

On my first day of school, I marked myself as the atavistic symbol of Vulcan’s shame.

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What followed was a non sequitur, but of the rare, positive sort. I should have known better than to trust it, even if the people involved were sincere in their intent, and possessed no ill will towards me.

“Then you do not intend to press charges?”

“No, Mister Ambassador. Far from it. We know that both the girl, Saavik, and our son were manipulated by the daughters of Setekh.”

If I were surprised by the words of Sachrl, the words of his wife T’Rae would stun me entirely.

“Girls that we have repeatedly instructed Solon not to associate with, any at all. We wish our son no harm, but if this pain drives our lesson home, it will achieve at least some small worth.”

I rose in fury, but this time, it was a controlled fury, and directed in the defense of one I had so wronged.
“You cannot hold him responsible! You cannot be angrier with him, than with me!”

Sachrl raised two fingers in the air, calming me.

“Child, we are not angry with either of you. Even if this had been purely a mistake, for you, one forced to live on nearly no food, it would be likely forgivable. That it was the result of sinister actions and scheming only magnifies this.”

I was struck. No talk of how anger was ‘a Human emotion’. The only reference to my upbringing a sympathetic one. Did people like this even truly exist, outside of my immediate circle? I was more than struck. I wanted to cry, but I had shamed all involved enough that day.

“I promise to also keep away from your son, in perpetuity, even to my own discomfort and inconvenience.”

Yes, people like this did exist, and these were genuine. These people were the embodiment of decency. Was it that which made them too fragile to survive what was to come? I recall a song that Doctor McCoy made Uncle Jim listen to, upon losing a bet. It was called ‘Honey’, and it too, was about a creature too fragile to live. We both rolled our eyes at it, while the Doctor chuckled. But for being good sports, he then flipped the ancient petroleum-based disc over, and played the song’s polar opposite, a ‘rocker’ called ‘Little Things’. I later wondered if both songs, by the same artist, might be about the same fragile woman. Solon, T’Rae and Scharl were to prove so fragile as well.

“May I ask a question of Saavik?”

It was Solon himself, speaking this time. I merely nodded, feeling unfit to speak.

“Why is your name Saavik?”

Again, his parents seemed more aghast at him than at me. They were not cruel, that I could see. Yet I found this highly objectionable.

“It is not an untoward question, Solon. My name is Saavik because that is the name my father gave me, when briefly we touched, just after I was born. He was a bound captive, and stated that he had been betrayed–by a brother? Or was it a sister? Both? I cannot recall with full clarity. In any event, he named for the stone to which he was bound, for it was the one thing in that awful place that had never betrayed him. Therefore, he named me Svik, which means–“

T’Rae interrupted me, as though she had struck upon some great insight.

“The Rock. Your name means The Rock. And the Rihannsu named what we call Hellguard for the Ancient Destroyer Of Worlds-The Gh’drh, what Klingons call the Three Heads Of King Death. Ambassador, Lady Amanda–we must speak without the children present.”

Sarek consented in this, and we were escorted away. I saw his arm, kept immobile by gravimetric splints, and so I spoke to Solon at last.

“Are you in pain?”

“I am. That is to be expected, and will pass. I inquired about your name, because it is unusual for Vulcan. I mean no disrespect by that.”

“I broke your arm. You should not explain yourself to me.”

He shrugged. I do not think that I have seen many Vulcans do so.

“It seems I always explaining my actions for some reason, and then I am criticized for explaining my actions too often. It seems that, even on logical Vulcan, a male who is slightly indecisive is also a target.”

I then saw rage on his face, and wondered again why it was not directed at me.

“I hate this place, as do my parents. It has become so small, it may as well fit into a crevasse on T’Kuht! Father Surak does not rule here. Vile Setekh does.”

I did not know how to answer him, this seeming kindred spirit. The thought that this could be a pose, meant to net T’Akih more information, came to mind.

“Would you leave Vulcan?”

“We would. But my parents insist on making a stand against T’Pring’s ways. We have no ground left to stand on. The Order has put paid to Logic, to C’Thia, to the Truth Of Reality itself.”

I began to feel very, very cold inside.

“Solon, the guards on Hellguard also belonged to the Order. As did my birth-mother.”

How wonderfully odd, to converse so freely with one I had done grievous injury to, when those I had never done harm plotted against me, like I was a princess, and not a pauper. I take that back. To Uncle Jim, I was just that royal. But I would not see him for another year.

“They seek the shadows, but always the shadows in the halls of power. They are holders of that power, manipulators of that power, and wielders of that power. And that power is an end unto itself, like their hate of all things not exactly themselves.”

I had thought I was listening to a wise young man, one who had contemplated and given much thought to weighty matters. It never once occurred to me that I was listening to one who had merely given up.

“My Uncle Jim says that the wrong will fail, the right prevail, and peace in sight of the stars will come someday.”

“He is a great man. No one who was the barbarian of dismissive talk could have seen himself, his ship, and his crew through so many odd and terrifying situations. That as great a man as Spock would follow him speaks to this as well.”

To speak against Sri and Sra’s son to anyone else was not in me, even at my worst.

“Spock has said that all the crew is of this caliber.”

That was Spock all over. A kind word for anyone, so long as it was not his best friend’s daughter. It could have been worse. My early error could have been wrong, and he could have actually been my father. Then perhaps, I would face summary execution.

“Know this, Saavik. Many have wronged me. Few are those who have apologized so readily as you, without prompting or coercion. My arm will heal. But your accountability I will recall with some fondness.”

Perhaps Mother or Aunt Nyta could have told me what was going on inside Solon’s head, to speak to me in such a manner. But all that was about to become moot. Our parents and guardians reemerged. Solon’s parents looked pleased, Sri Sarek a little less so, and Mother not at all. Sarek spoke for the decision rendered.

“To end this incident in the most positive way possible, it has been decided to make a united symbolic stand against those who deal in whispers and cloaks. Solon shall represent his house in this, and Saavik shall be the chosen representative of House Surak.”

A chosen representative, but not truly one of the most prestigious house on Vulcan. Again, what am I to T’Pring? It is not as though I am set to inherit T’Pau’s position.

“Father, what is this decision? What must we two do, as we represent your houses?”

Sri Sarek now actually seemed reticent.

“Your bond has been arranged. You and Solon are to be betrothed, shortly after your lessons in mental restraint are completed.”

My mind swam so fast at hearing that, my diction fell quickly from regular Vulcan to Terran slang.

“What? But we’re like, eight years old, and I broke his freakin’ arm!”

I looked around at the stunned faces of the Vulcans, and one smiling Human. I do not know if I blushed, but it seems likely. As does the thought that ‘freakin’ is a memory-filtered euphemism for a harsher, even less-acceptable word.


Yet I noticed that Solon did not seem to mind, and I had wronged him. Plus, he was pleasant, and easy to talk to. Would it be so bad, I thought, a life with one so thoughtful and expressive? We could leave cruel Vulcan together, perhaps.

Sri Sarek suggested I inform Uncle Jim, as my parent, and Spock, as the executor of my legal affairs.
Sra Amanda then suggested that he be the one to make such a call. Actually, she did not so much suggest this as she demanded it. But I still spoke with the great man, months away from finishing the mission that would define his career.

“Honey, is this what you want?”

“I like Solon, Daddy. And my circumstances make finding another bondmate unlikely. I am not unhappy. And the rights of women have already expanded to include us in the Kahs-Wan. This is not enslavement, but a choice I’m making.”

“He’s your friend?”

“A very good and understanding one. I–broke something of his, but he forgave it.”

As the Doctor would doubtless say, I would make a good fertilizer salesperson. Or maybe Uncle Jim knew anyway, and just let my lie go.

“So long as you are happy. But I will be there for the official betrothal. I don’t know if outsiders are allowed in, and I don’t care.”

“Will Spock be there as well?”

His face and features sharpen a bit. Why, I wondered, then and now, do I continue to look to one who has never been there for me, while dismissing the one who was? I am sorry, Daddy. The old delusion never ended. When I look to see the face of my forgotten father, I see Spock.

“I will try–No, I will get him there, if Bones has to knock him out first to do it!”

He met my ingratitude with a declaration of still-greater love. Perhaps I, reasoned, I was unfit to bear even his name.

So it was that I resolved to, at our next meeting, to make mine a declaration of both love and gratitude so fundamental, it would erase all memory of my foolish inquiries about a man who was son to those who housed and cared for me, a brother to my father, and to whom I was worse than nothing at all.

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AUGUST, 2271

The Earth rejoiced at the successful return of the USS Enterprise, commanded by Captain, soon to be Admiral, James Tiberius Kirk. I rejoiced for my impending reunion with the man I could never love enough, yet often seemed to wrong as badly as I had Solon. I regretted that he could not be there with me. I cannot say that I ever felt love for him, but he was pleasant, and did not deserve what was to come. No one did. Yet at that point I was focused on the man coming down the Shuttlecraft Galileo’s ramp to cheers wide and deep.

“DAAAADDDYYYY!!!”

Not Sra. Daddy. This was an Earthman, and a good father whose child loved him, and wanted to show it, in no uncertain terms. T’Akih and her goons had made my life at school difficult, but here, they could not touch me. I ran into his powerful arms, and was scooped up delightedly, amidst an exchange of hugs and kisses. All seemed bright.

Only an hour later, the newsfeeds showed me what a naive fool I was.

*Dozens of Vulcans who eye-witnessed the exchange between Captain Kirk and his adopted daughter expressed disgust at what they called a vulgar, emotional display. It is said that the planetary population of Vulcan is united in denouncing this little girl for greeting her father. As they say, Sol is Sol, and Eridinai is Eridinai, and ne’er the twain shall meet...*

Inside his San Francisco apartment, Uncle Jim asked questions of his friends and crew, who should have been eating a celebration lunch.

“Nyta?”

Uhura had comforted me since the tongues had begun wagging. I knew that her relationship with Uncle Jim was not what it once had been.

“Jim–even by media standards, this seems wrong. In an hour, a planet–even Vulcan–is united by news this fast?. There are some fast slippery hands behind this.”

“Bones?”

“Jim, Vulcans have firm beliefs. But that polite euphemism said, they are not like Humans, to be distracted by a child’s lack of control, even if cameras were recording and broadcasting it. We may like sensationalism–they don’t. This is one big non sequitur, except we all know it isn’t.”

“Spock?”

“While Saavik’s comportment leaves much to be desired, the fact remains that the reports of dozens of Vulcan eyewitnesses to this sorry event is and must be a falsehood. There was one Vulcan present, and that was myself. I fear the Doctor is correct in his unstated suspicions.”

“Vwhat unstated suspicions? There ees not von seengle aspect of this that I am not incredibly confused by.”

“Pavel’s right, Jim. I don’t get it either, and well, Scotty took time out from the refit to say that the Vulcans he’s working with allow for children’s antics.”

I was supposed to be asleep in the guest bedroom. I was not, and heard it all as Daddy explained.

“People–when Bones and I faked my death on Vulcan, we not only saved my life and Spock’s, but unknowingly short-circuited a greater plot on the part of Lady T’Pring. That labyrinth mind of hers is nothing I’d ever want to walk through.”

“What the Captain refers to is the scandal that would have resulted from my murdering him during my struggle with Plak Tow. Both I and Sarek would have been forever disqualified from inheriting T’Pau’s position on the Vulcan Council, a position some have likened, not entirely inaccurately, to the throne of Vulcan. T’Pring would have then advanced her name for that position, and the followers of House Setekh, willing and otherwise, could have helped her to achieve her goal very quickly.”

“Whole damn thing was a power grab–a coup d’etat!”

“Doctor, I believe I just said that. Jim–she said that she would not forget your role in thwarting her designs.”

“And so she hasn’t. The proof of that is crying her eyes out in the next room.”

I hated myself anew for the sadness I heard in Uncle Jim’s voice. Sadness I had caused, even when I had wanted to bring him only joy.
 
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THE PRESENT, 2278

Disguised by specialized nanoprobes whose origin she could not account for, the now Human-appearing Saavik moved against her squad-leader and first opponent. She wondered how Admiralty Hall’s guards differed from any other elite force. She knew the Hall and its inhabitants to be vile by way of the talk of her heroes aboard the Enterprise. Yet even Vulcan teams pledged to the security of top ranking officials were known to have tests such as these.

“You going to circle me all day, newbie, or throw down?“

Saavik knew to wait for just the right opening. Her strength was five times that of most Vulcans, though why this particular hybrid quality had shown up only in her, among the many Hellguard orphans, was as great a mystery as Sarek’s nanoprobes. This strength meant that she had to struggle not only with her opponent, but with her facade of being a normal Human, albeit one with speed, skill and the ability to deliver blows. Having to fight ‘street’ style might have been another problem, but in fact it was almost natural for a girl who grew up a scavenger in a place where food was scarce, not to mention wretched when it was found.

“I’m ending this, rookie!”

The opening came, and Saavik pushed the young woman over, masking this simple tactic with exaggerated motions, making it seem like some obscure martial art attack. Her ‘sponsor’ approached her, smiling about her victory.

“Congrats, Squad Commander.”

Saavik did not have to fake her surprised reaction to this news.

“But I thought this was merely...ya know, just to earn my place in the lobby guard.”

The defeated opponent stood up, and without looking over, began to remove her clothes.

“No. Each bout is all or nothing. The way Human warriors used to fight. You took the win, rookie.”

She finished undressing.

“Now I have to take it everywhere else. Squad! HERE’S YOUR PET LOSER!!!!”

Men and women–though they seemed scarcely much older than Saavik herself–descended upon the defeated former squad commander. Happily realizing that the thugs probably expected a ‘newbie’ to recoil, Saavik did just that and turned away. Her sponsor grinned at her the way bullies did, when they thought they had something on a weaker target.

“It is a bit rough to take, at first. But you’ve earned her place. So get down there.”

He pointed at the path leading to the sloping walkways, the ones Sarek said lead to Peter Kirk.

“I take it my patrol will be recorded, and me disciplined, if I don’t do it right?”

She put on her best ‘been there done that’ face regarding the hideous punishment her opponent was now taking, but it failed just enough to seem like a facade, which proved to the sponsor that he was manipulating her as he desired. Saavik Brianna Kirk would never know just how much her unknown Human blood was saving her. An act just slightly more polished than hers would have been easily seen through.

“No cameras down there. Not even sensors. Lucky you, you’re headed into the most sensitive part of the Hall. Whatever’s really down there is known to Cartwright, Bunson, Komack, Colonel West, Osborn, and maybe their aides. They say its what drove Garth insane, but I say he was batshit before they brought him down there.”
Saavik mentally calculated the timeframe of Garth’s insanity. If what was down there was Peter Kirk, then it very nearly fit. Though why and how a frozen, helpless boy could accomplish the mental breaking of a starship commander of Garth’s caliber was flatly beyond her comprehension.

“Garth? I heard he was a complete maverick, worse than Kirk, when it came to the Hall’s power and authority. One of your little Academy counselors just did not know when to shut up.”

“Tell me their name–tomorrow. As to Garth, my guess is he’s been offered Izar’s survival when the time comes. Or maybe he just wants to be the one to give the victory speech when Y*AD 1 starts.”

“Ummm...Y*AD?”

He pointed again toward the sloping walkways.

“His mysteries aren’t for someone who hasn’t even completed her first patrol.”

Saavik managed to give the kind of snarky smile that her Uncle Jim loved, and that was certain to provoke the ‘Lady’ T’Pring at gatherings.

“I gotcha. Actually, I’m looking forward to it.”

As the young woman who had faked, lucked and cybered her way into the fortress of a very nearly satanic power walked exactly where she wanted and needed to, her opponent, defeated so recently and seemingly punished for her failure, got up and began to dress. She glared at her attackers.

“Totally weak. Grow some backbones, or some kind of bone, anyway. I barely felt you.”

She looked at where Saavik had been so recently.

“Bunson went down there already?”

The ‘sponsor’ nodded.

“She’s always especially hungry after her time down there. Sweet but strong little thang like that should just about satisfy even her, though.”

Saavik attributed her hearing, beyond the range of even most Vulcans, to the rules of survival on Hellguard. But while its origins, like her own, were not what she thought, it was as useful here as it was on Vulcan, avoiding those who wished to give her grief. She had been set up, but only the frame of the trap was a surprise, not its fact. Even the vapid novel heroine Mary Sue Johnson could have foreseen this, minus any ‘miracle leaps’ in deductive reasoning.

*They so should have pushed her out the airlock in that first story*

Though, she mused, Uncle Billy Kirk had shown her the same author’s ‘Hidden Prince’ series, and that she had liked. Putting aside nerves and the memory of her time with George Kirk, Senior’s older, more than slightly eccentric brother, Saavik continued her journey downward to reclaim a brother she had never met. The walkways down were neither wide nor tall, and they were not well ventilated. There was a stench that reminded her of living flesh made to burn.

*You are in a living hell, brother. But I was born in one. In a way, I have always been headed back there. I see that now. But before that happens, I will restore you to the arms of our father.*

She had not had to kill, as yet. She doubted that would remain the case. The past and the present were as one, guiding her ever downward, at least in her mind. A being of great worth was in pain, and in her despair, considered herself quite worthless. The best efforts of her family and heroes had not been able to change that, and she thought certain nothing could.
 
Title : I’ll Cross The Stream

Author : ‘Goji’ Rob Morris

Series : The TOS-based AU, The Ancient Destroyer Cycle

Type : Once posted as ‘I Crossed The Desert’, but with extensive additions/revisions

Part : NEW 1/1

Characters : K, Young Saavik, Amanda

Rating : PG

Summary : When a heartbreaking situation repeats itself yet again, two people who love each other find themselves at each other’s throats, even when their true targets are completely absent.

I’ll Cross The Stream
by Rob Morris

Vulcan, 2272

Though the Kahs-Wan was recently–well, within the last half century, recent by Vulcan standards, anyway–opened up to girls, very few tried to endure it. Either they, their families, or their friends still regarded it as a males-only game, and best kept that way.

“I can do this! The time is now–and this time, he’ll be there!”

Ten was still an unusually late age to take the Kahs-Wan, but then Saavik Brianna Kirk was an unusual child. Skidding down a dune with light brush growth, she evaded the keen scenting abilities of some lem-atya cubs. The long night of survival was nearly done.

*Your interest in pursuing this intrigues me, Saavik. I shall arrange the necessary leave, to bear witness to the conclusion of your feat. My own Kahs-Wan was not without multiple events of note. Perhaps we can even compare our efforts.*

“He will be there, this time. There to acknowledge me. To say that I am a worthy Vulcan. To maybe even tell me that I was right, all along. That it really was him, all those years ago.”

Born on Hellguard, the half-Romulan was striving to make her time among the best ever, so as not to embarrass Sarek. Breaking open a rough-skinned Plataala tree, Saavik drank quickly of its stored water, and ignored the cuts on her hands. Because Spock was at last going to be a part of her life.

“Am I disloyal to Uncle Jim? He gave me his name, and he pays attention to me. Am I an idiot? Spock has said such things before, and yet nothing. Am I...Am I supposed to be talking out loud, to myself? That’s probably not a good sign.”

Now, she sighted the edge of the ritual boundaries. As she had prayed, a man stood with Amanda. She couldn't make him out, but the tunic was powder blue, and he had a calm, regal stance. It was him. It had to be him. She made sure to think her words, this time.

*I will ask him, ‘It was you, Spock, wasn’t it? My father on Hellguard? The one who inoculated my spirit against the venom of that place. I will forgive all the glares, all the shaming stares, all the turning away, all the broken promises, and I will even let you keep lying about who you really are, because you are there just for me, this once.’ Then Uncle Jim may be a proper uncle, and not have to apologize for him, and try so hard it exhausts him, and then maybe he and Aunt Nyta can start dating again. They said it had nothing to do with me, but how I can be sure?*


*Then, together, we will all find out who killed Granma Brianna Kirk and Peter. We will bring them to justice, and–then we can all live happily ever aft–No, not logical. But more happily than we do now. That’s logical, isn’t it? Please God of Shakaree, Abraham, and of everyone, let it be a logical hope.*

She allowed her thoughts to briefly take what she saw as a slightly blasphemous turn.

*Because you owe me, dammit. You owe us all. Big.*

Her time was very good. But one last burst of distance run would put her over the top. She knew she could do it, because she knew Spock could do it. She would find a calm, logical way to
tell him all this when she saw him, for surely it was Spock who awaited her with Amanda.

*Times of exit don’t matter to the spirit, but they do matter to family standing. And I swear, I will bring this up to T’Pring and her family every chance I get. And if my words fail to sting, Spock will find the ones that do. It is said that, by words alone, he wiped the certainty from Stonn’s face, after the Pon Farr Scandal. Saavik of No-House will be Saavik Of House Surak*


Her legs ached. Her lungs burned, and her heart missed beats. But none of that mattered. Saavik honestly couldn't say why she always wanted to please the distant Spock. It was a promise she had heard someone swear to in a dimly lit, half-remembered dream. It was a feeling of connection. It was what drove her, and kept her going when things seemed at their worst. It was the love of a child for its father, even when that father would never acknowledge her.

*But he will this time. This time, it is different. The scales have fallen from his eyes. He knows who I am. He was wrong. It wasn’t just my imagination. He is my father. Not a good man seeking to do right by a lost child, as Uncle Jim has. But my own, real father.*

At last, she met with the boundary, and the time-keeper allowed her the status of best time ever, even with her age factored in. Then Saavik saw the man in the blue tunic--and her victory suddenly meant absolutely nothing.

"I'm so sorry, Saavik. He couldn't make it. But I'm here. Aren't you glad to see me?"

For now, Saavik stifled her tears. The man before her was dear to her. He was a great man, and one who always was there for her, giving better than his best solely because he loved her. But for all those pluses, James Kirk simply wasn't Spock. He couldn't be, for no else was Spock.

"Of course I am pleased to see you, Uncle Jim. But I am tired, and would like to go back home. May we do so now?"

Amanda, who faced the girl’s private hell on both ends, and who also fought back tears when her son failed to show yet again, made an excuse.

“Jim, I have to go to market. Fresh Plomeek Day. You take her home, and I’ll catch up. Sarek is going to be very proud of you, young lady. He won’t use that term, but you’ll know it.”

Her little face was a steel mask.

“Yes, Mother. You and Father always make me feel welcome and at peace in your home. I am sorry your son could not join us. I know you would have wished to see him.”

Caught once more between a rock and a hard place, Amanda Grayson did not choose to validate her granddaughter’s existence by confirmation of that simple fact. Would the child want her identity at the cost of Spock’s sanity, undone should he fully remember Hellguard? She guessed no, and prayed to God that this was something remotely resembling the right choice.

*Be there for her, Jim. Be there like your brother can’t be.*

As Amanda left, Kirk took his adopted daughter and headed back to Sarek's house. Once there, he stopped and turned to Saavik. Kirk opened up his arms, and she ran into them, sobbing as he knew she would. This time, he had decided not to insult her with Spock's vague excuse. Holding her was equal parts joy and pain, for it reminded Jim of his sons. One was unaware of his existence, mostly. The other--was dead, killed in the night, his body never found.

But now, this third child pulled away from him, and roared in anger.

"Uncle Jim--why doesn't he like me?! I've tried so hard to be a good Vulcan. I show a great deal of restraint. How have I displeased him?"

Kirk had no explanation. He couldn't know how his friend's pain was crippling him, in the matter of Saavik. He only knew that his little girl was crying, and that had to stop.

"He likes you, Saavik. He's just a bit hard to figure, is all."

The problem came that James T. Kirk thought of himself as not much of a father. In fact, his example was one of a very painfully few things that had kept the not-so-late Peter Kirk from cracking wide open as his legal parents on Deneva exploited him. While David Marcus did not know who Kirk really was to him, he did remember him dating his mother, and grudgingly admired his solutions to many a cosmic Gordian Knot, despite complaining about the overtly ‘Alexandrian’ nature of them. For Saavik Kirk, adopted by technical Vulcan citizen Captain Kirk to ensure she could at least live as a guest in Sarek’s home, he was a lifeline, and a treasure she did not deserve, as a small part of a planet’s population guided the larger part in gutting her at every opportunity.

“Is it so hard to figure, CAPTAIN?”

The problem came that Saavik B. Kirk thought of herself as not much of a child. In fact, all of the adults in her life, including the seemingly-distant Spock, thought the galaxy of her. On a closer front, Sarek and Amanda loved their granddaughter, but lived in fear of what their enemies on Earth and Vulcan would do, if Spock’s illness were ever revealed publicly. It took little to embolden these monsters, and as the absence of Peter Kirk proved, the most innocent and vulnerable target would also be the primary one. But they stood with her in every way possible, protesting her treatment at school, challenging those who scorned her, and listening intently to her tales of depredation, matter-of-factly told, of living on Hellguard. Their praise was effusive, but pain is hard to push through. To the heartbroken Captain Of The Enterprise, she too was a lifeline and treasure he did not deserve.

Saavik and James would discover with being an adoptive pair what they would one day discover with Saavik’s adoptive brother. Sometimes love is not enough, at least when the perfect storm of relationships finally forms in the heart and the gut.

“Just what is that supposed to mean?”

Her look was neither childlike nor loving.

“You keep him away, don’t you?”

“What?”

“You heard me. Spock wishes to come, but you order him to stay on board the Enterprise, so you can come here, get hugs, all while making him look bad. All so you can use me as a substitute for your poor dead platypus boy, Peter!”

Kirk was not only flabbergasted by this, he was confused.

“Platypus Boy?”

“You heard me. All I ever hear from you, and from the others is, how great Peter Kirk was. Well, to me, he was like a platypus. He didn’t do much. It wasn’t like he was a superhero or secret agent, or child prodigy inventor. He lived, then he died, and I’m sorry it happened, but to me, he looks useless.”

Kirk shook his head.

“Aren’t you a little young to be this cynical---and to be cursing people as platypuses?”

“Just go away, and don’t come back without Spock. Or maybe just send him. You and Peter the Platypus can go have adventures in Heaven, for all I care.”

Saavik braced herself against the loving, reasoned, humorous efforts that James Kirk would surely make, in response to her tantrum. But she was too realize, far too late, that the blows she had landed had not been glancing, but rather telling.

“You-little creep! Do you have any idea what I did to get here in time? What I do to get here every single visit? How I rip my schedule—my insanely busy, unforgiving schedule–apart just so I can see you? But do we talk? Do we laugh, have fun, or even cry? No, we don’t. Because what we do when we get together is talk about how Spock isn’t here! I know Spock isn’t here, and neither is Uhura. Everybody’s piling on me, and then making damned sure to pull back so they don’t have to be of any real help. I know my limitations, little lady. I know that I’m–“

He stopped, shook his head, and then placed his head in his hand.

“—just not much of a father. I’ve been nothing to David, I failed Peter completely, and you–you don’t even want me around. Do you know how that makes me feel? I haven’t been able to give you much, kid, but whatever that was, its all I have. So don’t sit there and tell me to go away, when I’ve been the one doing all the trying. Out of respect and love for a man more a brother to me than my own brother ever was, I’ve let this thing build in my gut, until I think its going to devour me. So you get your wish, at least in part. Because if you think I’m the obstacle between you and Spock, then you are....you’re wrong. That’s all. Because I’ve cornered him at every opportunity, sometimes with Bones and Nyta in tow. The result is always the same.”

It was in that moment that the little girl realized how much she really and truly loved this man, a bigger hero to her than to anyone in the Federation. But it was also in that moment that her own anger, the rage of a child repeatedly betrayed, came bubbling to the surface.

“All you have? I hear the stories, Uncle! The stories of ladies who can’t help but keep from falling in with you on every planetfall. For them, you have infinite time. For madmen and warlords, stalked across parsecs, you have time. For me, you only have stolen moments, and I spend half of those hearing about a dead boy who grew up on a Paradise-like colony. I have wanted you, but you have never once wanted me. I was a favor done for your unreliable brother’s family, and then you discovered that favor was greater than you thought. I am so sorry that you had to bother with such a little ungrateful savage. Shall I build a statue to you, or will that make you another false god that you then have to kill, to enormous accolades? So go and make women who are not Aunt Nyta Uhura happy. Go and break your most cherished oath, and every super-computer you can find. I release you from your obligation. You will never again have to rip apart your command track to visit one so worthless.”

She began to sniff.

“You go to Hell. And if I were not living in Sarek’s home, I would offer a suggestion as to his son’s disposition.”

They stared at each other, and then got out of the vehicle. For once, the outside weather on Vulcan went completely unnoticed. The two were inside and in their rooms, meters apart and galaxies distant, before they knew it. Not for the first time in lives both young and old, the two were left to wonder how such harshness could pass between people who said they loved each other. Pride of place meant that they each planned to stew in their juices for decades if need be, until the other knew just how wrong they had been. Kirk began to ready himself to leave, his stomach in knots.

Pride of place, however, had absolutely nothing on Lady Amanda Grayson.
 
“She’s cleaned up from the desert. She wants to talk to you.”

The older woman with more than a few surprises was holding up the young girl by her rear pants, by the belt. Saavik had arms folded, and looked frustrated that Amanda had found a way to negate her strength advantage. Amanda caught this as well.

“Honey, I’ve raised two Vulcan boys, one of them more emotional than you. I know how to make a child more powerful than me heel.”

“You’re not supposed to mention Syb....”

“Saavik Brianna Kirk, sit down and shut up!”

“Yes, Mother.”

Kirk shook his head.

“Amanda, I just don’t see the point of...”

“James Tiberius Kirk, sit down and shut up!”

“Lady, you’re not my...”

A glare that had, it was rumored, frightened T’Pau and even the hateful T’Pring shot him down with all banks firing at once.

“Yes, Mother.”

Her recent time in the regenerative spa alcoves having done her wonders, Amanda looked parent and child over. She berated the man who had helped reunite her with her son.

“You are one child of abuse trying to be an example and lifeline for another. Leave the raising to me and Sarek. Its our pleasure. Don’t be so down on yourself for living the life that brought her to our home.”

She looked at the girl she owed so much, flesh of her flesh, though she could never speak on this. So she made damned sure that the girl at least knew she was loved, even if she was as stubborn as her silent, absent biological father.

“You are trying to have a relationship with my son, Spock. I’ve tried to tell you, but you have never listened. Loving Spock is not for wimps. At some point, he is going to hurt you, because he expects you to figure out every twist and turn in that thick skull of his, instead of merely explaining the whys and wherefores first. Saavik, stop expecting him to be there just because. It hurts, but it will make things easier in the long run. We are here, with you, and Jim tries his best.”

She stopped them from speaking up, just then.

“You’ve reached that point in the relationship where the romance of the big damn hero working for great justice and the spunky little orphan who can endure anything has fallen apart. Now, you have to be parent and child. Its not as romantic, but it can actually be a lot deeper. You’ve loved each other as ideals, and now that’s failed, so love each other as people. And neither of you are leaving until you do. I’ll be waiting outside–so get to it!”

Saavik looked at the house’s exits.

“Can you get us beamed out?”

Kirk shook his head.

“Amanda’s too savvy. I expect she’s set up an E-M field around the perimeter.”

The silence lingered for several minutes thereafter. Saavik broke it after they jointly turned their heads a few times.

“She called you a child of abuse as well.”

Kirk looked distinctly uncomfortable.

“It’s a bit of an exaggeration.”

She still looked hurt, he thought, and why not? Her big damn hero had turned on her, just when she needed him most.

“You’ve never told me of it.”

He knew he had to come clean.

“My mother...she didn’t always handle my father’s absences so well. Of course, she never recognized her own role in driving those absences. She wanted control. Total control. Over everything and everyone she touched. So she berated Sam until he had no self-esteem whatsoever. Me, she just hit. A lot. Dad tried. I’m not just buying into his side, here. I knew the truth, even before he told it and she tried to spin it. Saavik, it gets dark and complicated from there. You’re smart, but I am not prepared to tell a ten-year-old some of this. Someday, I promise. Is that enough?”

She gave him some hope, while testing him yet again.

“It is. You keep your promises. You even try to keep those of others. But is there anything else? Something you can tell a ten-year-old?”

He was grateful that she had let go of one of the most obvious questions, why he had named her for the unstable Brianna Kirk. So he obliged on another front.

“Platypus Boy.”

Now, she looked wholly repentant.

“I’m sorry. I don’t hate Peter. But I can’t compete with the dead.”

He at last put his arm around her.

“You are not his competition, and he is not yours. You are not his substitute, or his replacement. You are his sister. And if he were alive, he would love you just as much as I do. Maybe more. In fact, I think he would be crazy about you.”

In seven short years, James Kirk would learn that his words were prophetic, although he vastly underestimated said affection in a dramatic way.

“But he really was that great a kid. No, he didn’t save the universe and beat the devil–or for that matter, the Grim Reaper. But you and he have–had–a lot more in common than you think. His legal parents, my brother Sam and sister-in-law Aurelan, were not great at it. In fact, Peter was the grownup. He took care of them–since he was three, and then later on, his little brother. He loved that baby, as much as you loved that poor girl, T’Shura—“

“You remembered that?”

“I remember everything you tell me. That’s part of my job.”

Still, she kept on with questions that needed to be asked. She was much more like both her fathers than she realized.

“Uncle Jim, what just happened before?”

Kirk looked down, and gave forth with the inescapable conclusion.

“I think Amanda may have had us cold on that romance remark. That, my dear daughter, was our first fight.”

The little girl felt very sorry–and not a little creeped out.

“I will speak to Mother about that. I am not some oedipal head-case still so lovestruck by her father-figure that I...”

She looked into his eyes, and saw his smile.

“What was I saying?”

“Um..about our first fight?”

“That bothers me still. We have always been on the same side in all things. It was always us versus them.”

Kirk nodded.

“Whoever the them was, we were always us. I think that we still are. Its just that we’ll never quite worship the ground the other walks on again. Its okay, though. Worshiping you is enough.”

She wished that he would stop doing that–sort of.

“What you said about Peter. It almost sounds like he was a slave.”

“No, he wasn’t. He was held down, but he refused to be a slave. Not in his heart. Whatever’s right about the Kirk genes, that boy had it in spades. In that, he—“

“If you say he took after his sister, I will hit you!”

At last, he had his ultimate treasure, the one he would trade his ship for. He had her smile.

“That was a threat, Mister Kirk. A threat made against your commanding officer. Punishable by summary—“

He seized her, and before she could react, began to grind his fist playfully into her head.

“Nooooooooogggieeeee!!!!!”

Finally pushing him off, she laughed.

“They could hear that yell of yours in orbit, you know. Are you staying?”

“I still have another day before Sulu grabs me in Shuttle-X. He really wants to see you. I think he’d like to have a little one of his own, someday. Just don’t yell at him. He never knows how to handle a woman who yells.”

“If you are staying, could you meet Solon?”

“Sure. I’ll meet your potential bondmate. After all, I have to scare him and embarrass you. That’s part of my job, too. So I guess we know what we’re going to do today.”

"Promise you will never leave me, Uncle Jim? Please."

The qualities Saavik so loved in the father would one day be among those she loved in the son, who was not dead, but merely awaited her kiss to awake. Still, neither Kirk was Spock, and again, never could be. Only Spock was Spock. One day, his pain would be revealed, and he would make right his relationship with Saavik. Kirk wanted to say something to that effect. For there and then, though, Jim merely answered the tender query.

"Of course I'll never leave you, honey. After all, I'm your 'Daddy'. And you have to know that, no matter how far away he is, your Daddy loves you, best of all."

“Daddy? Will I ever be on an adventure with you?”

“Of course. And it will be one of the greatest adventures ever chronicled. Promise.”

“I offer my own promise. Someday, I will find out what became of Peter, and if he is somehow alive, I will bring him back to you.”

Kirk wanted to talk about all the investigations that had turned up nothing, and of the likelihood that the people responsible had simply crafted a disintegration method that left no traces. But he had never trusted those investigations, and he never ever trusted simply giving in to total hopelessness.

“You know what? I think you just might do it.”

As Amanda had said, loving Spock as brother or father, denials aside, was not for the weak of heart. None of their trials were over with, and even when Saavik kept her promise in the greatest measure imaginable, their lives would only grow more, as Kirk had said, dark and complicated.
Yet for the present, a father and daughter, having firmly chosen each other despite the specters of the absent, walked together and enjoyed yet another visit that was never quite long enough.
 
I realize that not everything gets or deserves comment; that's part of fic life. That said, I was wondering if perhaps these ADU posts were too long, or too something else. I really want to do this take correctly, so anything other than flames will be welcomed.:techman:
 
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