Ahh. Saw "Inception" but had forgotten about the totem bit.
Forbin said:
Oz would most certainly have been a more pleasant destination.
The place I was in was far creepier than anything Baum ever came up with. Basically, I had fallen in with a really bad crowd who'd stumbled onto a means of hopping between worlds, and were secretly exploiting alien cultures for fun and profit. Kinda like what Jack Sawyer's uncle was up to in the Stephen King / Peter Straub novel "The Talisman", only with a lot more sadism, sexual slavery, and the occasional touch of pseudo-cannibalism.
Once I discovered what my traveling companions were really up to, I knew that they'd never let me go. That they would kill me rather than risk their secret getting out. So I pretty much had to play along, which meant sometimes taking part in some really sick shit I'd rather not even think about.
Compared to what I "virtually" lived through during those six weeks in early 2008, being menaced by wicked crones, ambulatory trees and winged monkeys would have been a freaking dream vacation.