lets just say that If "I" were to go off my meds (not that something like that I would even think of doing at this point in my life.., But If i were to ..,) I would not need A knife I to kill the police as well as the next ten people that come at me because they would be dead before they knew what happened ., in fact the last time I was off my meds due to unforeseeable problems back in 1989 I incited rioting and was locked up and maced over and over again.
*humbly* I take my meds and do what I am told these days to everyones dismay and seem some how like a dog that has been medicated too much at times but I do not question that.,,
my power is my pen/word/sound/artistry and I have put down my martial arts training for peaceful endevures .,
My friend at this juncture in his life could of used more guidance as we all sit around saying if only or what if.,
nay we say what we will to be the morals and virtues of mad men., the way they are and that they become and beget the new freedoms that are found in the hands of ours and others to transend the moment and the momentum is lost in the rhyme of poetry existing in timelessness.