I will, unfortunately for you all, likely be counting it down here a bit.
I have no idea how I'll do. I'm not all freaked out like last year, but that's likely because my hypothyroid is more under control (though they're now upping my meds on that) and my blood pressure is around normal + 10, instead of upwards of 140/95.
I still can't remember shit, imo. I still need to practice. I still have some bouts of tears. But I'm not constantly freaking out.
So what happens, happens. Then, it's over. I won't take it a 3d time if I fail.
Afterwards, since I'm taking it in Pasadena this time, Hubby and I are going to Orange County to visit friends for dinner on Thursday night, see friends and go to Club 33 at Disneyland on Friday, and meet up for lunch on Saturday with a poster here.
And then life will be GOOD! Sleep. Not worry about this damn thing. Clean my house. Take care of myself and Hubby. Maybe look for a job.
I have no idea how I'll do. I'm not all freaked out like last year, but that's likely because my hypothyroid is more under control (though they're now upping my meds on that) and my blood pressure is around normal + 10, instead of upwards of 140/95.
I still can't remember shit, imo. I still need to practice. I still have some bouts of tears. But I'm not constantly freaking out.
So what happens, happens. Then, it's over. I won't take it a 3d time if I fail.
Afterwards, since I'm taking it in Pasadena this time, Hubby and I are going to Orange County to visit friends for dinner on Thursday night, see friends and go to Club 33 at Disneyland on Friday, and meet up for lunch on Saturday with a poster here.
And then life will be GOOD! Sleep. Not worry about this damn thing. Clean my house. Take care of myself and Hubby. Maybe look for a job.