Last year I had an important meeting with my mom, my support and some people from the psych ward. Back then I asked for assisted cohabitation, I was denied because I was considered "too good" for it by my support.
But I have once again been triggered due to loneliness, my depression is back with a vengeance because of said trigger and I can't afford a stay in the psych ward again because my income is cut by 780€.
But I don't care anymore. I'm tired, I'm tired of being alone, I'm tired of living alone and having no one to count on. I'm tired of coming home and be greeted by silence, I'm so tired of it.
I have asked my psychologist that I wanted to start assisted cohabitation, If my support won't help me, I have to do it another way. Mom is trying to help me as well, I have also asked my psychiatrist. I'm planning on enlisting my doctor as well, I hope I will succeed.
Because if I don't, they I fear I might end up in in a psych ward again. If my support had listened to me, I would have moved by now, I wouldn't be alone, I wouldn't be triggered and my depression hadn't returned with a vengeance.
And I don't understand why I'm not good enough for assisted cohabitation but still need my disabled income reviewed to get more assistance, make it make sense!