Is it permitted to have a little Thesis-rant-threat?
Hope so...
I am SO frustraited! I sit here and stare at the monitor, but I manage to write like half a page per day (if at all)...and it all sounds plain stupid. My head feels chaotic, my rooms already chaotic, books and papers everywhere, mixed in with clothes and what not and outside, the sun is shining, the trees getting greener every day, the flowers are in colourfull bloom, birds are shirping, buildings nests, being busy with the important things in life... since months its one test after the other and now that stupid thesis. I don´t like scientific writing...especially not with pressure behind. If I don´t manage to get faster in writing my thesis I will run out of time. I´d rather run free outside, then being shut in with that thesis. I´d rather read some other books, then that Mount Everest of Books I have to read for the thesis. Some of the books I do read outside, but I cannot concentrate very well there, because there are just nicer things to look at outside than white pages and black letters with thing I have to read, if I want or not. But then I also can´t concentrate inside, because there are windows that let me see outside, but when I close the shutters its too dark, than I get tired and fall to sleep.
I feel so much enrgy inside me, but sadly no energy at all for the thesis right now and that worries me to no end, because I certainly do not want to fail it.
*sigh* Yeah, feel a bit self-pittyish right now, though I know all my study-mates are in the same boat and many many more are too. But what a strange world that is, making people learn through pressure. I personally under normal circumstances enjoy learning, but as soon as grades come along it takes away the fun.
TerokNor
Hope so...
I am SO frustraited! I sit here and stare at the monitor, but I manage to write like half a page per day (if at all)...and it all sounds plain stupid. My head feels chaotic, my rooms already chaotic, books and papers everywhere, mixed in with clothes and what not and outside, the sun is shining, the trees getting greener every day, the flowers are in colourfull bloom, birds are shirping, buildings nests, being busy with the important things in life... since months its one test after the other and now that stupid thesis. I don´t like scientific writing...especially not with pressure behind. If I don´t manage to get faster in writing my thesis I will run out of time. I´d rather run free outside, then being shut in with that thesis. I´d rather read some other books, then that Mount Everest of Books I have to read for the thesis. Some of the books I do read outside, but I cannot concentrate very well there, because there are just nicer things to look at outside than white pages and black letters with thing I have to read, if I want or not. But then I also can´t concentrate inside, because there are windows that let me see outside, but when I close the shutters its too dark, than I get tired and fall to sleep.
I feel so much enrgy inside me, but sadly no energy at all for the thesis right now and that worries me to no end, because I certainly do not want to fail it.
*sigh* Yeah, feel a bit self-pittyish right now, though I know all my study-mates are in the same boat and many many more are too. But what a strange world that is, making people learn through pressure. I personally under normal circumstances enjoy learning, but as soon as grades come along it takes away the fun.
TerokNor