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The feeling of mortality. How is it for you?

TerokNor

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Just wonder...

When I walk through a forest and touch the bark of tree I always wonder, who may have walked by it, when it was just a little thing with one leave on top...or maybe someone once came by picking up a little concer or whatever and put it there, hoping for it growing tall and mighty, yet never allowed to see it in life, as first the future generations would lie eyes on it.
When I walk down the old cobble-stone streets past the old walls of the town I always wonder who walked there before and who will in a hundred or so years of time.
Right now, when I was reading in Little Men (I feel guilty for that, should read the books for the thesis instead...) anyway...I was reading around in it, imagening the characters and there ways and observing the language she used and the society she describes and nearly started to cry, not so much for the book itself, but for the picture in my mind of a lady over 139 years ago sitting at a desk I suppose writing down those words I am reading now so many decates after, imagining what sprang out of her head and feeling maybe similiar emotions that she felt when thinking of it and writing it down.
It was always like this, already as a young child, that I imagine how things past might have been, how present turns to dust, how future times come along and with it the circle of life that erases us out of the picture of this world, most of us forgotten at one point and a few remembered, because of books or art and music and such.
My friends always call me odd, when I talk that way and be in a mood like that, so I just wondered, if you feel the world that way as well? How strong do you feel mortality? Are you often overcome with it?
Or in what way do you feel, when walking through the streets, when reading older books, even watching old TV-shows, looking at old paintings or other things you can find in museums or in old churches or in the notes of music composited long ago?

TerokNor
 
after doing a somersault with a vw golf at 100kph and getting out of the wreckage basically unharmed, i've philosophized about morality enough to last me a lifetime.

i try to avoid thinking about such things since ever since. i think i used up a lifetime of luck in ten minutes.
 
I used to think about death and mortality more when I was a teenager than I do now. I don't know, I have a pretty cynical take on life and the world we live in. It is kind of hard to assume that you'll live to a ripe old age when there's always talk of blood, devastation, death, war and horror going on around you. But at the same time, I somehow don't really care. Everyone dies and there is only so much you can do about putting it off. So you just do what you do until you can't anymore, and when that time comes I somehow doubt I'll be in a position to do any more caring than I am now.

Perhaps it is as a result of this attitude that I don't think about mortality when look at old pictures, or watch old movies and television shows. And I don't know, I'm perfectly content with the idea that I'll be forgotten one day. I'm not at all important, and like I said before, when that time comes I won't be in a position to care.
 
. . . I don't know, I have a pretty cynical take on life and the world we live in. It is kind of hard to assume that you'll live to a ripe old age when there's always talk of blood, devastation, death, war and horror going on around you.
Sure, there’s always the extremely remote possibility of premature death by accident, violence, sickness or misadventure. But the odds are against it. I put my trust in statistics.

In any case, to quote Woody Allen, I’m not afraid of death. I just don’t want to be there when it happens.
 
I wonder if the water I am drinking used to be someone's pee pee from a thousand of years ago.

Almost certainly. There's only so much water to go around.

Heh. In 2nd grade we learned about dinosaurs and the water cycle at the same time. This is when I first put together the idea that my water was once urine -- possibly T Rex urine. I thought that was cool.


As to the OP, a favorite of mine since I was a little girl, and it pretty much sums up my feelings on the subject:

[yt]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=buqtdpuZxvk[/yt]
 
My engagement ring was bought from an antique shop in Brighton. It's from the 1930s and to my eye far more beautiful and artfully created than any modern jewellery.
The little Jewish guy that sold it to us said it would have been a 'one off, specially created piece' ~ whether that was speel or not I adore it. And I often think of who wore it before.

I wish it could talk and tell me of it's life. I hope it had a happy one, and it's not cursed :shifty: :lol:

So no, TerokNor, you're not odd.

As for my own mortality ~ I refuse to think about it.
 
Life is so fragile, for the longest time I wondered why people, Americans in particular, put such a high price on something so fleeting. I realized that they were simply afraid of their own mortality, and they try to cling on to what they have, afraid to loose it. Foolish, selfish creatures humans.
 
I hope to leave something for this indifferent world to remember me by. I want to be one of those names bored kids are forced to learn in school.
 
. . . I don't know, I have a pretty cynical take on life and the world we live in. It is kind of hard to assume that you'll live to a ripe old age when there's always talk of blood, devastation, death, war and horror going on around you.
Sure, there’s always the extremely remote possibility of premature death by accident, violence, sickness or misadventure. But the odds are against it. I put my trust in statistics.

Eh, I'd say there's more than a "remote possibility", and my extended family has had a number of young deaths in its history. Still, the rest of my post stands.
 
I hope to leave something for this indifferent world to remember me by. I want to be one of those names bored kids are forced to learn in school.

:D A most excellent plan.

I would like to be one of those beautiful, tragic heroines that died for a cause that she passionately believed in ~ if only I could find that cause :mallory:
 
I think that now, because of some very powerful experiences I've had, it isn't my death that scares me, because I feel very strong in my belief that my existence will not end then. It's more the physical experience of dying that scares me. Basic fear of pain. No one wants suffering...I certainly don't.

But I feel confident now that I will live as long as God gives me to live--not too little, and not too much. I don't believe that in our state as we are on Earth, immortal life would be a good thing for us; I don't think we could handle it and for that death is a good thing. But also not something we should try to hasten, either, because there's a lot for each of us to do here and who are we to say there's nothing more that's worth giving, when we don't know all of the ways, large and small, that we could have a good influence on someone?

That's my 2 cents. :)
 
I agree with Nerys Ghemor.

I always believed I would be dead by age 35. Based upon this I lived my adult life to the fullest and accomplished many things... even reckless things. Once I survived past age 35, I started to think about whether I lived a life to be proud of. Once I started to work on that, I stopped thinking of my own mortality and started living to help others.
 
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