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'Life is Choices' (January 2012 Challenge entry)

Gibraltar

Rear Admiral
Rear Admiral
March 2376
Starbase 71


As waiting rooms went, it was spacious, quiet, and modestly decorated, essentially what one would expect of a flag officer’s temporary offices on a starbase where nearly everyone aboard was in transit to someplace else.

Commander Donald Sandhurst craned his neck tiredly and tugged at the gold collar that was beginning to chafe his neck after sixteen hours on duty. Two weeks earlier he had been temporarily reassigned from the executive officer’s position aboard the starship Venture to oversee the drydock facilities here at Starbase 71. Venture herself was undergoing eight weeks of repairs and upgrades following damage sustained in the final battle to free Cardassia Prime from the clutches of the Dominion some seven weeks previous.

Starfleet had lost nearly half its available ships in the Dominion War, and most of those that remained had been left to languish with ‘superficial’ battle damage that had been hastily patched over in order to return the vessels to the front lines quickly. Now that cumulative damage would have to be completely repaired, and every shipyard in the Federation was buried under a backlog of work-orders that would take over a year for them to dig out from under.

Though Sandhurst had enjoyed serving as first officer to the legendarily mercurial Captain Ebnal, he was excited at the prospect of returning to his engineering roots. A plethora of new positions had opened up at the Utopia Planitia Yards on Mars, and Sandhurst felt that he would be an ideal choice for yardmaster at any one of the facility’s dozens of orbital construction rigs.

So, when the unexpected message from Rear-Admiral Monica Covey had arrived on his terminal, Sandhurst strongly suspected that his old mentor had added her weight to his application for transfer to Utopia. He was not typically given to bouts of self-satisfaction, but he would be lying if he didn’t admit to having a warm glow of pleasure at the potential of a planet-side assignment.

If I play my cards right, he reflected giddily, I could ride this job all the way into retirement. The brand new Earth-Mars Transport Relay System would be online within the month, allowing for near-instantaneous beaming of people and cargo between the two most populated planets of the Sol system. He’d had his eye on an apartment in central Brussels , less than a five minute walk from the public transporter complex. A five minute commute to Mars and back… now that is my idea of an idyllic shore assignment.

His reverie was interrupted by a male voice which announced, “Commander, the admiral will see you now.”

Sandhurst stood, nodded distractedly at the desk-bound yeoman, and proceeded through the door.

Monica Covey was standing at the office’s replicator station as Sandhurst entered the room. Though she’d aged some since he had last seen her, Covey still retained the same sense of vibrancy in her willowy frame. Her hair, now colored auburn, was shoulder length and allowed to flow freely. Sandhurst experienced a moment of self-conscious guilt over his expanding waistline, a byproduct of his surrendering his engine room and kilometers of Jefferies tubes for a chair on the bridge.

He extended a hand to her, but rather than shaking his appendage she placed a steaming cup of Rigellian spice coffee into it. “Welcome, Mister Sandhurst,” she said with a vaguely curious smile.

Sandhurst smiled broadly in response as he accepted the mug. “You remembered, sir. I’m flattered.”

Covey took an experimental sip of her own beverage as she motioned towards a sitting area opposite her desk. “You’re the only person I’ve ever served with who could stomach the stuff.” She descended into a soft chair as Sandhurst sat in its opposing number a moment later, cradling his mug.

“Back in gold, I see,” she remarked, a hint of amusement in her voice.

He smirked. “I hung onto the red for a few days, but nobody would take me seriously as an engineer in that color.” He took a drink of his agreeably pungent coffee and sighed contentedly. “It’s terrific to see you again, Admiral.”

“You too, Donald. What’s it been, three years?”

“Yes,” he answered. Then, as her mouth began to open with the question they both knew was coming, he added preemptively, “And no, I haven’t spoken to Ojana recently.”

She smiled wanly at his correctly having deduced the unasked query. “Fair enough.” Covey reached out to toggle the LCARS interface set into the coffee table separating the two officers. “You’re no doubt wondering why I’ve called you here,” she said as the wall mounted viewer that had been disguised as a print of Matisse’s Blue Nude came to life.

Sandhurst inclined his head. “I am indeed, sir.”

The cross-section of a Constitution-class starship floated onscreen, slowly rotating to reveal various angles of the craft. Sandhurst admired the lines of the old ship for a moment as he absorbed the data stream scrolling up beside the image. “It says she just finished being refit at Starbase 234.” He glanced at Covey, but the admiral’s expression was inscrutable.

“Let me guess,” Sandhurst continued. “They botched the upgrades and you need me to fix it quickly and quietly?” He frowned, shaking his head. “Hard to believe, though. Cora Charbonneau’s the yardmaster at 234, and she does quality work.”

“No,” Covey said softly, “the refit went perfectly.” She set down her coffee cup, stood, and walked over to stand alongside the viewer. “I don’t need someone to fix Gibraltar, Donald. I need someone to command her.”

He blinked, speechless. Then, still at a loss for words, he blinked again. “You’re… kidding, right?”

“Not in the least,” she replied, suppressing the urge to laugh at his obvious astonishment.

Sandhurst shook his head as if to clear it, then looked down into his coffee mug for a long moment. Finally, he met Covey’s eyes. “Are things really that bad?”

Her expression was one of disbelief. “You fought in the war. Hell, now you’re helping to patch together all the ships that we kept throwing into the Dominion’s jaws time and again. It takes a lot longer to train a competent officer or enlisted person than it does to fix or even build a ship, Commander.” Her face hardened as she let her emotional control slip a notch, just enough to let the pain of the past two years’ losses seep into her voice. “Ships we have. It’s the loss of so many good people that’s hurting us the most. The war cost us an entire generation of future command officers. The most experienced captains we have, those we can spare, are being promoted up into the admiralty to fill the gaps the Breen left when they leveled Starfleet Headquarters.”

The engineer appeared unmoved. “Still, I have to believe there must be other, better candidates.”

“You’re smart, Donald, and intuitive, and compassionate, and yet you can still make the tough calls when needs be,” Covey said with conviction. “Lucian Ebnal himself said that you’d make a fine captain.”

Sandhurst actually snorted at that. “Okay, sir, now I think you’re overselling it a bit.”

“He did!” she exclaimed. “Everyone thinks you’d be perfect for the captain’s chair but you.”

He gesticulated towards the mass of scarred and battered ships orbiting the starbase. “What about the Fleet?” he blurted, rising from his chair. “Someone has to put it back together. I’m a damned fine engineer, and you’d be wasting me in the center seat!”

“I don’t think so,” was her heated retort. “You’re squandering your potential by remaining in the engine room.”

“I never wanted command,” he rejoined. “Ebnal forced it on me out of necessity!”

“Ebnal never does anything without thinking, you of all people know that,” Covey said with audible exasperation. “He picked you because you were the right person for the job, Donald.”

He held up his hands. “Fine, good. Even if I concede that, it doesn’t change the fact that I don’t want command of a starship.”

She stepped closer to him, radiating a fierce conviction that he could not help but find intimidating. “This isn’t about what you want, Commander. This is about what’s best for Starfleet and the Federation. It is your duty to serve to the best of your ability, and I judge that your abilities dictate that you assume command of Gibraltar.”

“My duty?” he echoed incredulously.

“One that you’re honor-bound to accept,” she replied without a hint of hyperbole. “The Federation is teetering on the edge of a precipice, Mister Sandhurst. Are you going to just watch from the sidelines, or are you going to get into the game?” She extended a hand to him. “We need you… I need you, on the bridge of that ship.”

“This is insane, you know that, right?” he murmured, still dumbfounded at this unlikely turn of events.

She made no reply, but simply stood with her hand outstretched.

Sandhurst watched himself with an odd sense of detachment as he reached out and took her hand in his own. “When you put it like that, Admiral, how can I refuse?”

Covey chuckled as she maneuvered him towards the door. “Come on, Captain. Let’s go make this official.”

Numb with the awesome responsibility he had just inexplicably accepted, Donald Sandhurst fell into step behind the admiral, retracing his previously confident steps through the outer office.

“Oh, and wait until you meet your XO,” Covey chirped happily. “You two will get on famously!”

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"Are things really that bad?"

That's the Donald Sandhurst we met some time ago - overweight, overwhelmed and overly self-critical.

My, how the miles and the missions have changed the Captain.

Readers of your stories know this conversation took place, but it's a treat to actually be there when Admiral Covey dropped that primed photon-grenade in his lap.

I imagine if Donald could tell the future, he would have run from Covey's office, consequences be damned.

But he did not run. That's what I've always admired about Sandhurst - despite usually being in situations way over his head, he never quit. The man has grit and a hard-nosed tenacity that has made him a formidable starship commander.

This was an excellent story that reminds us of Sandhurst's humble roots and how far he has come. Great job! :)
 
Great job, Gibraltar! Now it's gonna be even tougher to decide who to vote for this month. Keep up the great work. :bolian:
 
Reading this makes me pine for the early Gibraltar missions, I might just have to dig them out again and have another read.

An excellent little piece, nice to see how it all began.
 
I like this quite a bit - particularly how self-deprecating Donald is.
 
"Are things really that bad?"

That's the Donald Sandhurst we met some time ago - overweight, overwhelmed and overly self-critical.

My, how the miles and the missions have changed the Captain.

Readers of your stories know this conversation took place, but it's a treat to actually be there when Admiral Covey dropped that primed photon-grenade in his lap.

I imagine if Donald could tell the future, he would have run from Covey's office, consequences be damned.

But he did not run. That's what I've always admired about Sandhurst - despite usually being in situations way over his head, he never quit. The man has grit and a hard-nosed tenacity that has made him a formidable starship commander.

This was an excellent story that reminds us of Sandhurst's humble roots and how far he has come. Great job! :)
Many thanks, my friend. :) I've referred to this moment a couple of times in the series, but when I went to write it... it turned out much different than I'd imagined. And yes, from humble beginnings I'd like to think Sandhurst has blossomed as a starship commander over the years since he was promoted.

Great job, Gibraltar! Now it's gonna be even tougher to decide who to vote for this month. Keep up the great work. :bolian:
Much obliged!

Nice to see this in print, finally.
Thanks, it was a great deal of fun to write.

Reading this makes me pine for the early Gibraltar missions, I might just have to dig them out again and have another read.

An excellent little piece, nice to see how it all began.
I'm pleased you enjoyed it and that it made you nostalgic for the crew's first missions. :D

I like this quite a bit - particularly how self-deprecating Donald is.
Sandhurst definitely had a low opinion of his skills and had to be dragged kicking and screaming into the captain's chair. Thanks for the feedback!
 
Sometimes you just want to be able to intrude on a scene and scream from the top of your lungs: "This is a horrible idea, man. It'll only bring you heartache and pain. Just walk away."

Well, that is the luxury of hindsight. And without this impeccably crafted scene and its resulting events we would never have been able to enjoy the marvelous stories of - yes, pain and heartache - you've given us.

Terrific stuff.
 
I had the same thought of 'how things have changed.' It's fun to see a Starfleet character not wanting a command of his own. A great example of adapt and overcome.
 
It really is mad, but as you say you have referred to this moment before in your stories that one almost imagined you actually had written and published it before. It reads almost exactly how I imagined it, but of course always with your excellent writing style Gibraltar. Like CeJay, it really almost feels like the readers are shouting at the computer screen saying, "NO, don't do it!"

However, it really illustrates how far Sandhurst has come. I think this is key to why your stories and series proves so popular. Your main character has such character growth from the very beginning but that growth has come at such great cost and through some very horrid lessons. And as TLR said, despite the costs and the hard calls he has had to make, something about Donald's character, about his unfailing stick at it attitude and mettle to never give up, despite all the detractors, all the hard luck situations and all the tragedy and bad results, he stays the course, finishes the mission and sticks to what he believes is right. Yeah, this piece works to make a person very nostalgic about your stories. Good job.
 
Sometimes you just want to be able to intrude on a scene and scream from the top of your lungs: "This is a horrible idea, man. It'll only bring you heartache and pain. Just walk away."

Well, that is the luxury of hindsight. And without this impeccably crafted scene and its resulting events we would never have been able to enjoy the marvelous stories of - yes, pain and heartache - you've given us.

Terrific stuff.
Hey, in the dark days after the Dominion War, somebody had to try to hold everything together. ;) Thankfully the UT ships/characters were up to the challenge, no matter how tough it got.

I had the same thought of 'how things have changed.' It's fun to see a Starfleet character not wanting a command of his own. A great example of adapt and overcome.
Indeed. If it hadn't been for the war, Sandhurst would never have seen the 'Big Chair' and would probably have worked until retirement at some spacedock facility someplace. Thanks for commenting!

It really is mad, but as you say you have referred to this moment before in your stories that one almost imagined you actually had written and published it before. It reads almost exactly how I imagined it, but of course always with your excellent writing style Gibraltar. Like CeJay, it really almost feels like the readers are shouting at the computer screen saying, "NO, don't do it!"

However, it really illustrates how far Sandhurst has come. I think this is key to why your stories and series proves so popular. Your main character has such character growth from the very beginning but that growth has come at such great cost and through some very horrid lessons. And as TLR said, despite the costs and the hard calls he has had to make, something about Donald's character, about his unfailing stick at it attitude and mettle to never give up, despite all the detractors, all the hard luck situations and all the tragedy and bad results, he stays the course, finishes the mission and sticks to what he believes is right. Yeah, this piece works to make a person very nostalgic about your stories. Good job.
Thank you. :alienblush: I appreciate the kind words and the analysis of Donald's character-arc.
 
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