When you change your mind again in a couple of months I wonder how you'll spin it then? How did you deal with it the last time you lost your faith and then regained it? Because you seemed pretty sure of yourself.
Please stop with the personal attacks and address the point.
Why is it that God gives free will, gives you complete choice, then refuses to show himself so that someone can get an informed choice? The standard answer is, again, free will. Then, however, God speaks to you in your heart which is supposed to show that he does exist, and you have to accept him by proxy, that the voice you hear in your head and heart is the real deal, because Muslims are going to disagree with you. Hindus are going to disagree with you, and yet you will continue to insist you are right, just as they will. This is referred to as faith.
So you have to have faith that you picked the right choice out of a whole bunch of choices, and that God (whom you believe exists) is being completely fair to you and has talked to you. This is what you believe.
This, of course, negates the fact that millions of people have called out to God to speak to them, and never heard that voice. You might say they did weren't listening, or they did hear the voice but didn't know who it was, which is negated by Jesus who says says that the sheep will know the voice of their Shepherd.
There are lots of promises God gives, according to the Bible, which aren't kept. For example, the promise of a long life if you honor your parents. Or, the promise that no person shall live beyond 120 years of age, and we've seen people live beyond a 120 years of age since that edict was made.
Those are but a few examples. The point is, you have nothing but supposition posited as fact, when it is nothing more than personal experience combined with a predisposition toward believing it must be from God.
So why does God choose this very, very unsure method of showing His existence?
If you were a father and your child was in danger, would you give a child multiple choice or would you tell them how to extricate themselves?
If God is a father, he is an abusive and poor one who has no business having children.
J.