Re: ENT: A Choice of Futures by C. L. Bennett Review Thread (Spoilers!
^Count yourself lucky that you can't see things that way. He does because he's been through all sorts of hell and made awful compromises and choices.
Were I religious, I'd say 'There but by the grace of...' . The sentiment holds true.
Soon oh soon the light, Pass within and soothe this endless night, And wait here for you, Our reason to be here...