Hated it the first time, wanted to slap JJ in the face.
Forgave it the second time.
Appreciated it the third time and started thinking about all the dynamics, kind of surprised myself by getting into it.
Fourth time I cried.
So yeah, go see it again.
Sounds like stockholm syndrome to me.
I moved to Japan and didn't like much of the food. After I ate it a few times, I could see how their food was delicious, but in a different way than I was used to. It happens with most things if you give it a chance.