Obviously, we are no longer hearing the entire story. If you can say "if it ends, it ends", then you really don't give a crap if this continues or not and all you want to do is get your rocks off. No issue there, that's fine, too. Just keep getting a hotel room and if you really don't want to spend that kind of money then get another girlfriend.
No, I do give a crap, I really do. What I edited out was just that I have little suspicions she may be seeing someone else/maybe cheating on me. And I just paranoidly wondered if it was because this situation.
All I mean is by its irrelevant, is that if she is or isn't doing that, we're still in the same boat.