What actually seemed to tick Kirk off was another character risking ''his'' ship. ''Not with my ship, you don't!'' A commander is responsible for the lives of his crew, Decker said. One year previous to that, Kirk said on the record: ''Nothing is more important than my ship.'' Granted, Decker lost 430 or so of his crew in one pop. Kirk lost 60 or so in several years. Kirk eventually lost his own ship AND Decker's.