Aww...thanks guys, you're all very sweet. It'll be fine, once the doctors figure out what's wrong -- that's the thing that's hard, is not knowing. Unfortunately when I said my body is trying to kill me, I meant it literally, as type 1 diabetes is an autoimmune disease, it really is my own body trying to kill me! And some of the big contenders for what's wrong with me now are autoimmune diseases more common in people with type 1 diabetes (thyroid and anemia).
Really, I'm okay though -- I think I come off as more upset and ranty here than in real life, because I don't like to bother people IRL with this stuff. I don't mind whining online, because you all can choose whether or not to read it, but it's a bummer for my friends and family if all I do is moan about not feeling well.
As for parties, they are lovely ideas, but I'm to sick to really have a party. When I get better though, it will be fucking brilliant!