The only reason I haven't been quietly disappeared by the SCI is because I made it all up.
True--the SCI was quite concerned, at first, to learn that I had uncovered their anti-conspiratorial conspiracy.
But when they realized that it was all just an amazing coincidence--that I had somehow, by chance, imagined what was really happening, like in the novel Foucault's Pendulum
--then the SCI decided to let me live.
Because after all--who would believe me? I don't even believe it myself.