Thing is I don't miss it that much.
How much were you getting before?
I was and still am a virgin. Use to be not by my choice but lately I don't seem to care anymore about it. I think alot of it has to do with my sister moving back to Oklahoma with her kids. She lives with me and my mom so I have alot of company and don't feel as lonely as I use to. Plus in a wierd way it helped that I got fired from my job when Iwent into the mental hospital. I never had a day off and worked the night shift so I was all messed around