My personality is proactive when I'm strong, and reactive when I'm weak. When I'm strong, you'll get a "hell yeah, now let's cure cancer and change the laws of fucking physics!", but when I'm weak, my environment shapes my attitude, and you get more of a "why am I even here? what's the point of any of this same old shit, different day?"
So my answer is "meh", since my personality goes extreme both ways.