Yeah but then the depressive side of the manic-depressive disorder kicks in and they have to coax me out from under the bus seat.
Apparently I'm funny during depressive cycles - I just lock myself away and post nonsense on forums.
Though that's not far off my good days...
I went for the second last option. I don't love myself, I don't hate myself. I'm a performer who portrays himself as a bastard. Though all too often the lines between reality and fiction blur and I end up not being a very pleasant person.
Also I just had a long discussion on another forum about why I ate relationships and theres no way I can see myself being a good person now I've read it back