Sure, while everybody else was having a social life...
I am truly bored talking about me and sure you have all sorts of insights into warp theory that would be much more interesting.
Frankly, I don't care about your life. And as someone with my own disabilities to deal with, I'd suggest that you stop using yours as a crutch. Stop trying to tell us anything about yourself and stick to the physics if you can.
Either stand and deliver, or go away. please.
I don't have anything to prove, but then again, it is starting to seem that neither do you.
What I'm getting here is that you've spent years reading math and physics books... but skipped all the math. That explains quite a bit... You're right, I have nothing to offer here as this (and most of your ideas) seem to fall into the realm of science fiction (and I generally attempt to avoid applying physics to science fiction).